At about 9 o'clock in the evening, Mi Cai finally finished today's work, and after she put the processed Wen Jiàn in order, she took her handbag from the shelf next to her and prepared to leave.

I immediately got up and followed her, and the two of us walked out of the high-rise corridor together, and after getting on the elevator, I finally said to her again, who was not in the mood to pay attention to herself: "Let's have a meal together, I haven't had dinner yet." ”

"I've already eaten working meals at the company."

"Then can you eat with me?"

"I'm tired today and want to go back and rest."

The elevator door had opened, and Mi Cai walked towards her parking space as she spoke, and I caught up with her again, then blocked her door and said, "Let's not have a cold war between us, okay?" I did do a lot of things wrong, and I regret this, but I really can't change anything Robben has a saying that is very right, after all, the days are forward, not backwards, can you forget those and think about the days ahead? ”

Mi Cai looked at me with a complicated expression, but she was still reluctant to say a word, so we just stood like this, but because of the sweltering heat in the parking lot, sweat drops appeared on both of our faces.

I said to her again: "Find a place to drink something, or you and I go home, we have a calm chat, I still don't believe it, you don't know that this incident is maliciously operated by someone behind the scenes, we are about to get married, and he can't hold it back!" ”

Mi Cai finally opened his mouth: "What I care about is not who is operating this matter, but your feelings and thoughts in this incident, in fact, there are some things that I just don't want to admit." ”

"Can you tell?"

"The reason why people are called people is because people can associate and find similarities that can be connected in some seemingly independent events I do know that you have had a life of indulgence, and I can also forgive, after all, it is something that has happened, but it is a knot in my heart, so I never deliberately think of these, but when those opening records and photos are placed in front of me, I have an indescribable feeling in my heart, I will think of all kinds of things that have been, all kinds of things that you and Le Yao have been together, and you have had a relationship with her, You gave up your life in Xuzhou for her and returned to Suzhou, you will take care of her when she is not feeling well, she is in trouble in Beijing, you will rush over as soon as possible This qiē is a qiē I have seen with my own eyes, when these events are linked together, I really doubt that you are just sympathetic to her or out of friendship? Zhaoyang, can you give me a definite answer? ”

I don't speak, in fact, I can't figure out a lot of love for Le Yao, but I don't need to doubt that I love Mi Cai, can a man really fall in love with two women at the same time, one is crazy in love, and the other is in hindsight?

I didn't quite believe my hypothetical conclusion, so I said, "I love you, and I want to marry you."

"Zhaoyang, I'm very confused now, and I don't want to make a choice, you let me be quiet for a while, there are still too many things I need to deal with at work!"

A resentment suddenly rose in my heart, and I said angrily: "Work, work, in your eyes, there will always be only work, and everything else should make way for work, right?" I know that in the end, I am just an accessory in your life, so you can completely ignore my anxiety and panic, and still indulge in your work with an eternal heart! ”

My sudden anger made Mi Cai's face reappear with that complicated look, she seemed to want to vent, but she was patient, and she whispered to me for a long time: "Yes, what happened now is my responsibility, it is my lack of care about you, so that you have the motivation and other women can never get rid of the ambiguous relationship." ”

Mi Cai's words suddenly blocked all the words I could respond to, and it took a long time before I said: "If you have any dissatisfaction with me, let's say it together today, because it is a very painful thing to endure it in my heart." ”

"It's just these two things between us, and there's really nothing more to say, because neither of us has changed for each other, and we still live in our own world."

"So, you are admitting that in your heart, our relationship is far less important than Zhuo Mei and your career!"

Mi Cai didn't say a word, pushed me away in the middle of the night, opened the car door, and sat in the car

Watching the car gradually drive away from my sight, I still stubbornly refused to believe it, Mi Cai had answered me with silence, but at this moment, I really felt tired in this relationship, and the current Qiē deviated too far from the love I originally envisioned!

The night is dark, I didn't set an end for myself, a person wandering aimlessly on the street, I walked, while trying to figure out some things, but the more I thought about it, the more chaotic it became, so I became more and more anxious, but I didn't know how to vent, so I kept muttering in my mouth, and suddenly provoked the eyes of passers-by, this kind of vision, once again made me feel that the whole world seemed to be lonely and only left with me, because no one could understand you, or simply did not want to spend energy to understand you, how to understand?

I finally couldn't bear this incomprehensible loneliness, kicked the beer can in my hand, and stood in the middle of the street and shouted, "Time! Can you fucking go faster, hurry up and let this ** life, turn the page, otherwise there is so much today, there is no tomorrow, how should I go down? ”

With cathartic tiredness, I sat on the curb of the street, took out a cigarette from my pocket with some trembling tremors, and then looked at the crowd that had avoided me, and lost my mind for a while, until the phone rang suddenly, ending this state of not feeling like I was in zài.

I hurriedly took my phone out of my pocket, and when I looked at the number, it was Janeway calling, and I was slightly disappointed, so much so that after a moment of hesitation, I answered the call.

Jian Wei said to me: "Zhaoyang, how busy are you with the registration and establishment of the company?" ”

"I've been a bit busy lately, so let's put this on hold for a few more days."

"Don't put it back, Uncle Yang Congrong's side has already started planning a publicity plan, you must synchronize with him, otherwise Lang Fei will be a valuable human resource!"

I was silent for a long time, then replied, "I understand." ”

"Well, by the way, the visual identity system of Luku (the company that Zhaoyang is going to establish), we have already designed it, if you have time now, come and take a look, if you have any opinions, we are discussing and solving."

At this moment, I was full of tiredness, and instinctively wanted to postpone this matter until tomorrow, but in the past two days, because of emotional matters, I have delayed too much work, and I should be responsible for my partners and my own career, and finally overcame those tiredness and said to Janeway: "Okay, I'll go to your company immediately, and I'll be there in 20 minutes." ”