394. The pit is 394 meters deep: It's too late to say I love you (monthly pass plus change)
Where is he old? A man is in his thirties, he hasn't reached his peak in his forties, why can't he be jealous?
Over the years, she has become more and more quiet and indifferent, he is still elegant and elegant outside, but when he returns home, he is more and more happy.
He didn't know why many things, he became more and more concerned, knowing that she was guarding their home wholeheartedly, but he still couldn't control the gains and losses.
He stared into her eyes, "Did you cry when I entered the operating room?" ”
Wen Man fed him porridge very steadily, "In the six hours of your operation, Denton was afraid that I would be worried, so he locked me in the car for some reason, and when I came out and rushed to the hospital, the doctor had already told me that you were okay." ”
His eyes were visibly lost, and he muttered in a low voice, "Can't you bother to say that you're worried, crying in a hurry, and find out that you can't live without me?" Gu Ze stretched out his left hand and pinched her cheek, and scolded with a smile, "Something without conscience, I have been hurting you for so many years." ”
It's really a woman who has no conscience, holding it in her hand and feeling distressed for five years.
Wen Man continued to scoop the porridge and fed it to his lips, "I have been guarding this bowl of porridge for three hours, and next time I will ask the maid to cook it." ”
Gu Ze was wearing loose pajamas, the buttons were casually spread out to reveal his chest wrapped in white bandages, he suddenly stood up and leaned in front of her, and asked in a low voice, "If I really die this time, Manman, will you be sad?" ”
The only question that came to mind the moment he fell to the ground was, would she be sad if he died?
She didn't want to go back, "I will." Of course she will, fifteen years of husband and wife, five years of love and companionship, how can she not be sad without her suddenly.
Gu Ze was still slightly disappointed, "Do you love me?" ”
The spoon in Wen Man's hand paused, and his tone did not change, "Love." ”
He opened his mouth and drank the porridge that was fed to his lips, laughing at himself lightly, what answer did he want to hear, this question she had long been annoyed by him, and she didn't know when the answer without exception changed from silence to love.
If it weren't for her still feeling cold, he could almost think that she was really in love again.
When the woman held the spoon and fed it again, Gu Ze took advantage of the opportunity to kiss her on the cheek, and her low voice lingered, "I love you." ”
Her long eyelashes fluttered slightly.
Gu Ze was addicted to kissing, regardless of his body lingering on her skin, and the slightly vibrating voice was close to her skin, "Manman, I can wait for you for five years, I can wait for you for countless five years, I will wait for the day when you say this word sincerely." ”
His paranoia is even better than she was back then.
Even if she treats him the same as when she loves him deeply.
Five years is not a long time, but only when he has her by his side, without her time, he never knew that time was so sad.
Another five years, still ten years of love and affection, he felt that he had fallen into a trap that could not be escaped, indulging in the game of loving a woman deeply and unable to extricate himself.
He even thought that they would really live like this forever, until they were old, until they died.
Even Wen Man thought that they would really live like this until they died of old age, after all, now the beloved wife of the president of the Gu family is known to passers-by and is a well-known peerless good man.
"It's only seven days, and if you don't get home in seven days, I'll arrest you directly, understand?" Gu Ze watched the woman pack up, her short hair had turned black, covering her ears and reaching her neck.
He touched her short black hair, a woman of nearly forty, but her face seemed to stop at 27 years old forever, except for the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, her skin was still very fair, and there was no wrinkles.
The man's eyes fell on her hair, which was meaningful, and before she could close the suitcase and get up, she was directly fished into her arms by a man waiting on the side and directly pressed down on the bed, "You have to dry me for another seven days." ”
Seven days, so long, she and her colleagues from the magazine went on a trip to country F.
Wen Man looked at the man pressing on him, his fingers touched the eyebrows that became more mature and handsome and attractive with age, and couldn't help laughing, "Mr. Gu, your son and your daughter are not as unhappy as you." ”
He skillfully untied her clothes, buried his head in the soft chest and kissed, with a little ruthlessness, Wen Yan raised his head and pinched her chin with his fingers, and swept his lips and tongue across her cheeks, wet water reflection, "The people who sleep with you are me and not them, what are they not happy about?" ”
It was so quiet that he could only hear the sound of the belt untying in the bedroom, the woman let him disagree with the clothes on his body, the swollen heat against her softest place, and the low voice was a little angry because she didn't care, "Do you know if you suddenly have less people around you and you won't get used to it at night?" ”
Wen Man's eyes moved slightly, and he reached out to stop him from going to get something, "I won't be in pain, you don't need to use this." ”
Except for the occasional uncontrollable roughness when he was drunk, she didn't need this kind of thing for a long time, but it was still difficult to give birth to pleasure.
Gu Ze looked down at her for a few seconds, pinched her chin and fed his tongue in, and at the same time, his waist sank directly into her body.
After a night of frenzied loss of control, Gu Ze whispered vaguely in her ear when he leaked inside her for the last time, "I've been paying you back for ten years, Manman, when will you give me back your love?" ”
When he came back from country F, Wen Man looked at the glass of the bus reflecting the appearance of his short hair, reached out and touched it, and thought with some chagrin, will this old man have long hair, will it look too tender?
Retracting her gaze, she noticed that a gaze seemed to have been falling on her, and she looked up.
In a seat on the opposite side of the aisle, a woman in a fuchsia coat stared at her without blinking, and she didn't shy away when she saw Wen Man, but raised her lips and smiled, "Mrs. Gu should be surprised to go out on a bus with her colleagues to go out with her colleagues." ”
Wen Man smiled gently, "You know me?" "She's just an illustrator, and she doesn't know most people from magazines or companies, so she's only going with her because a familiar one invited her.
The woman's age was about the same as her, although she was not as young as Wen Man, her smile was slightly weird, "Mrs. Gu has been so old for so many years, does she really care about Mr. Gu's affairs/romances over the years-"
Before the woman's words could be finished, a sharp and piercing brake interrupted her words, and before Wen Man could react, a huge crashing sound sounded in her ears.
A sharp pain came from an unknown corner of her body, almost cutting her off alive, and there was a darkness in front of her.
Wen Man...... Wen Man......"
I don't know how long it took, but the sound of distortion in pain came into her ears, slowly opening her eyes, blood, and desperate moans.
Car accident.
She was in a trance, and it was the last woman to talk to her, and they were all crushed under the car, and the pain almost killed her.
Perhaps, she is dying.
"My name is Shen Rong, Mrs. Gu." When the woman saw her wake up, a smile appeared on her face, "Ten years ago I was your husband's secretary and one of his mistresses. ”
Wen Man wanted to remember, but her brain was so painful that she didn't have the strength to think.
The cold liquid fell on her face, Wen Man blinked, looking at the dark gray sky, her vision became blurred, and the man's dull and vague voice seemed to sound in her ears again.
[I've been paying you back for ten years, Manman, when will you give me back your love? 】
"If we die together, will Gu Ze feel sarcastic and sarcastic?" Shen Rong could clearly see the blood flowing from under Wen Man's body.
"Have you forgiven Gu Ze? I often hear your gossip about him cheating on your sister...... I heard that you have refused to forgive him. ”
Wen Man's face was against the cold ground, so rough that it almost rubbed her skin, and she said softly, "You say...... Is there reincarnation in this world? ”
"Ten years of favoring...... You shouldn't hate him anymore...... It's time for any woman to forgive...... Wen Man, I pitied you before...... Now you'...... It's so jealous......"
Blurry and clear alternately staggered in front of him, Wen Man suddenly saw clearly the huge landmark building at the head of the bridge, the crescent moon.
This is the Crescent Bridge, the place where Yu Jingji died, and the place where Wen Ying died.
Perhaps, too, the place where she died.
Wen Man closed her eyes, countless memories and pictures all poured into her mind, obviously the limbs and bones of her body were full of pain, but the part of her heart seemed to be especially heavy, and she was suffocating endlessly.
There are disturbances, all of them are the same man's appearance.
The unruly and arrogant young man in the deepest part of his memory walked towards her step by step in the bluestone alley, and his uninhibited ambition was the opposite of her.
He smiled at the corner of his lips, and the fluttering words were scattered among the raindrops, "I want to...... If there is reincarnation...... Next Life...... No need to meet again...... I died before him...... Won't be encountered again. ”
In this life, love is scarred into the bone and marrow, entangled to death.
That's the end of it. She thought.
It's finally over.
It's just that after all, I still haven't had time to fall in love with each other, even if it's just for one day.
[I've been paying you back for ten years, Manman, when will you give me back your love? 】
The voice seemed to ring in her ears again, with eagerness and desperation.
She slowly closed her eyes and murmured in her heart.
I'm sorry.
In this life, she loves enough.
It's just that he has enjoyed his ten years of favor, and he is so meticulous and more thoughtful than her ten years.
It would be nice to leave long hair early.
The cacophony of voices in her ears was all blurred, and she could only see drops falling into her eyes from above.
The black eyes slowly closed, and the smile on the lips was calm and quiet.