His obsession with love
"It's not impulsive that I don't want to be a doctor anymore, in fact, I've been thinking about it for a long time! Now that you've asked me to get back to thinking about being a doctor, do you need to give me some time to think about it? Catching a glimpse of her slightly lost look, he raised his hand to caress the hair around her ear, and the gentle smile on his face was again.
"That's right." Looking at his gentle smile, she nodded in agreement, "But even so, I still really want you to be a doctor again, if you don't work as a doctor, I think it will be a loss for the entire medical community." ”
"......" Hearing her words, he couldn't help but be slightly stunned, but instead smiled at her with some meaning, "It's such an exaggeration! Otherwise, if you persuade me well, maybe I will do my best to change my mind after listening to your advice! ”
"Huh? Is this possible? I didn't expect him to make such a request, Su Xiaoshu hesitated.
"Of course it works!" Seeing her hesitant expression, he nodded again with a serious face.
"However, I don't know how to speak, and I don't know what to say to persuade you!" She looked at his serious expression, a little embarrassed.
"But, what you just said is very good. I'm a little shaken by what I said! He stared at her face of utter disbelief, and nodded earnestly again.
"It's really fake!" Su Xiaoshu looked at him with a serious expression, a little suspicious, "But I was actually talking nonsense just now, I ......"
"Really? But I think it makes a lot of sense, and I even felt for a moment that I really shouldn't give up my career as a doctor. Without waiting for her to finish, he nodded almost resolutely, indicating that what he had just said was the truth.
"Is that really the case?" She blinked at him and looked at him with an expression that didn't look like he was lying, and she wanted to believe it, but in the end she was a little hesitant.
"Of course! How about you persuade me again? Seeing that she was still hesitating, he smiled softly and continued to throw the bait, "I may or may not really change my mind." ”
"It's no problem to persuade you! But can you tell me what is it that makes you suddenly not want to be a doctor? Is it because you feel powerless about Meng'er's illness, so you blame yourself so much and don't want to be a doctor? If it's because of this, it's completely unnecessary, because her illness is actually ......"
"It's fake, right?" Before she could finish speaking, he had been quickly interrupted, Jing Baihe looked at her with a slightly surprised look, and smiled softly again, "You already know the truth!" So who sued you? Is it Meng'er herself? ”
"Of course not, how could she sue me for this! However, I didn't expect you to already know. "It turns out that Jing Baihe already knows the truth of the matter, so it seems that Jian Si is really the only one who wants to deceive.
"I'm not a doctor for nothing!" Looking at her slightly stunned look, he raised his eyebrows slightly and nodded with a faint smile, then turned to a deep look and said, "If Meng'er didn't tell you, then it was Xiaoyang who told you, right!" ”
"Yes! It was he who told me that his sister's illness was actually fake, in order to let Xue Mingfeng return to her. I don't think it's likely, though! After all," speaking of this, she raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her who was staring at her with a gentle face, and couldn't help but be a little nervous, "After all, the person Jian Simeng likes has always been Brother Bai He, right?" ”
"......" he didn't respond immediately, but after looking at her for a full minute, he said a little lonely, "People, will it become!" ”
That's true! But some people's feelings will not become, such as you, you haven't always liked a girl for so many years. Because of this, Jian Simeng has been by your side for so many years, and you have been indifferent. Or ......" Speaking of this, she suddenly thought of what Xue Mingfeng had said to her, so she said tentatively, "Or in fact, you have changed." You've already liked Jane Simeng, but you don't want to admit it because of your face. Or for some reason you don't want to face your heart. ”
"Meng'er has been by my side for so many years, if I say that I have no feelings for her at all, a little suspected of lying, people always have a little affection for getting along with people for so long. But even if there is, it's just a relationship between a brother and a sister, and it's not a personal relationship between a man and a woman. As for, the one I like? He hesitated, looked up at the woman in front of him, sighed meaningfully, and finally said nothing.
"How? Have you forgotten about jì? Looking at his expression of wanting to speak and stopping, Su Xiaoshu was curious.
"It's already a feeling engraved in life and imprinted in the blood, how can it be so light and forgetful!" Jing Baihe withdrew his gaze from her, raised his hand and took a sip of the wine glass in front of him, and smiled bitterly, "I think, I will never forget her until I die!" ”
"I didn't expect you to have such deep feelings for her. Remember you told me that she was married, but she wasn't happy when she got married. If that's the case, and you have such a deep affection for her, why don't you try to keep her by your side? Looking at his slightly moved look after hearing her words, she thought she was moved by her own words, so she quickly continued with a sincere face, "I think if she sees your sincere heart, she will definitely be moved, and she is willing to be by your side forever!" ”
He stared at her serious expression, slightly stunned, a little complicated, "She, will it?" ”
"Absolutely! You're such a good man. As long as you work hard, I guarantee that no matter what kind of woman you are, you won't be able to resist your charm. Seeing that he was a little unconfident, she quickly nodded confidently, "Don't worry!" There must be nothing wrong with what I said! ”
After all, she was once one of his victims.
"But she's happy now." Looking at her stunned expression when he heard his words, he smiled a little helplessly and bitterly, "Her husband loves her very much now." So, can I still snatch her back now? ”
"Ugh! She's so happy now, huh? I didn't expect this to be the result, and Su Xiaoshu couldn't help but become a little embarrassed.
"Yes! She lived happily ever after. He stared at her, and the expression became more complicated at this moment, "Do you think that if she is happy, then I shouldn't destroy it." ”
"Of course!" She looked at his lonely look, and couldn't help but nod a little sympathetically, "After all, you are only with her so that she can be happy." But she's very happy now, so there's no need to destroy it! If you cause her pain because of your relationship, don't you feel more sad to see it? ”
"Yes! It's because I think the same way, so I feel so sad now. Suddenly I felt a little disheartened, and I felt an urge not to live anymore, where did I think of anything to save the life and help the wounded! Speaking of this, he couldn't help but sigh heavily, looked at her sympathetic gaze and complained, "Crisp! What am I going to do now? Without the woman I love, I feel as if my heart is dead. Without a heart, what is the point of living, do you think I want to die? ”
"Die! Of course not! How can you give up your life for the sake of a woman, so much is not worth it! Hearing that he had the idea of committing suicide, she couldn't help but feel nervous, and quickly reached out to hold his arm, and said with a worried face, "No matter how good a woman the other party is, it's not worth it, you know?" ”
"But without her, I really don't feel like there's any point in living." Looking at her nervous and worried look, Jing Baihe sighed again with a lonely face.
"This ......" never thought that a man would have this kind of worldly troubles if he was not stained with mortal dust and was like a god, Su Xiaoshu looked at him, and he didn't know how to persuade him for a while.
"Crispy! Would you like to hug me? I suddenly feel so lonely! Staring at her sympathetic gaze, Kyung Baek-hyuk sighed again with a lonely face.
"Of course." Seeing his sad expression, she couldn't help but feel distressed, and quickly reached out to hug him into her arms, patted his strong back, and comforted him softly, "You must not have this kind of thought!" There are so many women in this world that you are sad now just because you haven't met a better one. As long as you meet a better one, you will change your mind, and you may even feel that your previous attachment is so ridiculous. ”
"Have you ever had a crush?" He didn't respond, just leaned on her shoulder and asked softly.
"......," she hesitated for a moment, but finally responded with some deep meaning, "Of course!" ”
"Do you think that love was ridiculous now?" Hearing her answer, he couldn't help but increase his strength in his hand holding her, and his voice couldn't help but become a little nervous, "Or, until now, I am still as attached to that relationship as I am." ”
Hearing his inquiry, Su Xiaoshu's heart couldn't help but move, because the man in front of her was the man she had been obsessed with, even now, although she already had her true love Xue Mingfeng by her side, she still couldn't help but beat faster when she saw him appear again. Or maybe that's the power of first love.
She was silent for a moment, and then said with a blank face, "I don't think it's ridiculous that I ever liked that guy, because he really is a very nice man." I'm even very proud that I once liked him. ”
"Really?" Hearing her response, he stepped out of her arms and looked at her with a smile in her eyes.
"Yes! But even so, he will not cling to that love. Looking at his complicated gaze, she smiled again, "Because I know that he has a liking person, and I also have a lover by my side now, so I won't be obsessed with being with him, I will only bless him on the sidelines, hoping that he can get his happiness." Seeing him happy, I was content! ”