It's better when you're not married, why do you want to grow up, why do you want to leave your own family and marry someone else's family? Thinking like this, Ning Xi felt that her eyes were wet again.

Shengsheng forced the tears back into her eyes, she closed her eyes and turned her back to prevent Nian'er from seeing her gaffe. Seeing the window that had just been knocked open by the cat, she was moved, took the paper kite, came to the window, and threw them out one by one.

Nian'er walked over and took a cloak and draped it over her body.

I watched the paper kites fly away one by one, hovering in mid-air, and then fell to the ground and did not move.

Ning Xi stood motionless at the window, looking out of the window for a long time.

gone, all gone, shouldn't this undeserved love also end? She smiled coldly, yes, what are you still clinging to? Just like these paper kites, no matter how high they fly, they can't escape the fate of falling in the end. And those that fall, even if they struggle, will no longer be able to fly, and if they do not leave, they will only be swept away as garbage.

If you have a trace of fantasy, I'm afraid I'm not as good as these paper kites, right? At least they're dead things, with no emotion and no heartache. Tears filled her eyes, she couldn't stay any longer, she couldn't help but slip again, she didn't wipe it, anyway, there was wind here, and it would soon be blown dry.

"Gege, it's cold outside, don't stand here." Nian'er said, tightening the cloak on her body for her.

Feeling that the tears were dry and would not flow any more, she turned around, but she didn't dare to face her thoughts. Her hair had dried somewhere, so she walked over to the table and sat down, poured herself a cup of tea, and drank it herself.

"Nian'er," she commanded, sensing that her voice would no longer be hoarse, "go and tell the people on duty today to keep a good guard at the door, and no one is allowed to let in!" As soon as the words came out, she regretted it. Isn't it superfluous to say this yourself? I knew that he wouldn't come.

"Yes, Gege." Nian'er knew what Ning Xi was referring to, so she retreated.

In the evening, after dinner, she asked Nian'er to prepare a few pots of wine for her. Nian'er was a little uneasy and wanted to say something, but Zhi'er held her hand. Out of the room, Zhi'er quietly told her that it was better to let Gege vent than to pretend to be calm like she is now.

After taking the wine, Nian'er exited the door and ordered all the subordinates to guard the door, after all, it is not good for a Gege to drink alone in the house.

He poured a glass of wine and held it up in front of him. The fishy smell of wine spread to her nose, making her hesitate. The smell she once hated has now become a good medicine for her sorrows. Let her indulge this time, get drunk once, dream once, and when she wakes up, she no longer loves him. Since then, they have been cut in two.

As I drank glass after glass, everything in front of me gradually became indistinct. The walls, the ceiling, the desk, this is obviously my own room, why is there a ghost, it is still shaking, is it an earthquake?

I want to stand up, but my legs don't listen. After barely taking a step, he fell to the ground at once. Nian'er walked in when she heard the sound, and when she saw this scene, she hurriedly helped her up. Fortunately, Ning Xi was not injured, but his mind was a little unclear.

"Gege, the slave will help you go to sleep." Nian'er hugged her and said.

Ning Xi barely opened his eyes and said with a confused expression: "Where is this, why is it so cold?" ”

"Gege, go to bed, the slave and maid will cover you with a quilt, and it won't be cold." Nian'er said and helped her to the side of the bed.

Ning Xi just sat down, but heard Yu Rui's voice coming from the door: "Xi'er, are you here?" ”

Nian'er hurriedly walked out of the hall and said to Zhi'er who was guarding the door: "What's wrong outside, didn't you let Brother Chang guard them?" ”

"Those people downstairs are well guarded, but the third young master can't get in, so he shouted a few times." Zhi'er looked downstairs and said.

"Why didn't you come earlier, Gege didn't want to see him at this time, he ran over backwards." Nian'er looked downstairs and glared at Yu Rui's figure.

"Squeak-" The door opened, and Ning Xi staggered out.

Nian'er hurriedly supported her. Zhi'er also walked over and helped her to the other side. Ning Xi looked downstairs with cold eyes, but saw that Yu Rui was also looking at her.

"Xi'er, I'm coming to see you, let me in." Yu Rui shouted upward.

"No, you don't!" Ning Xi's voice was calm, as usual, and he couldn't see his previous drunkenness at all, "You go back, I don't have to worry about you!" ”

"I'm your husband, can't I come in and see you?" Yu Rui shouted innocently, as if he didn't know that he had already annoyed her.

"Husband?" Ning Xi sneered, "You are embarrassed to say these two words!" Didn't you say we weren't suitable? Didn't you want to divorce me?! ”

"I didn't want to divorce you!" Yu Rui shouted.

"You've been thinking about it for a long time, haven't you? Since you want to separate, why didn't you separate two months ago? I really know how to choose a day, this time last year, we went to the account room to watch the meteor shower together, the day I always remember, there are three days left. Do you have to choose this place? ”

"I'm just talking, I don't want to divide it!" Yu Rui repeated the sentence just now.

"Chang Sheng, Lin Yuan, Huang Run, Xu Jiang, what are you all doing standing, don't send off guests!" Ning Xi ordered unceremoniously.

After saying this, she no longer paid attention to Yu Rui downstairs, turned around and entered the room, and let Nian'er close the door tightly.

After doing all this, she sat down on the floor and stared blankly at the ceiling, not knowing what to think.

"Gege," Nian'er quietly walked over and asked cautiously, "Is Gege drunk?" ”

"I want to stay drunk," Ning Xi's tone returned to normal, "but somehow, as soon as I heard his voice, I suddenly returned to reality, the reality I had to face." ”

"Gege, do you have any plans?" Nian'er asked.

"I've decided, I'm going to get out of here." Ning Xi stood up, with unprecedented firmness on his face, "How's the thing that kept you busy?" ”

"It was almost two months ago," Nian'er explained, "today I asked Brother Chang to send some bits and pieces." ”

"Is there anything left?" Ning Xi asked.

"There are some things that Gege likes, but the slaves and maids don't dare to make decisions on their own, and they are all stored in boxes." Nian'er said.

"Take it all out, and let Sister Jin'er pick one you like tomorrow." Speaking of Rujin, Ning Xi's eyes brought a hint of smile.

The day ended so quickly, the hardest and most painful day, very short. Ning Xi smiled and clenched his fists, saying that the loss of his lover was an extremely painful thing, and it would take at least a month to get out of the shadows. But today is the first day, she has been able to face it bravely, no longer think about it, and believe that the future will be much better, right? Yu Rui, I have dried my tears for you today. From now on, I will not shed another tear for you, because - it is not worth it!