172 Words are insincere
In order to reward Shen Zhongkun for his contribution in capturing the Zhongyi King, the emperor decided to set up a banquet in the palace to reward Shen Zhongkun. Concubine Qi could not serve the emperor because of the cold, and all the concubines at the banquet were only the first to see Emperor Chun.
Xiao Xiao's actions have been adjusted, since she has become the righteous daughter of Emperor Chun's concubine, her natural position should be higher, so that it has become an embarrassing situation where the second prince is ruthless on the left hand side, and Chu Xun'er, the niece of Emperor Chun's concubine on the right hand.
Xiao Xiao didn't eat well all the time, although she was appreciated by the emperor and flattered by countless people, she always felt that her heart was sour like being soaked in vinegar.
When he saw Xiao Xiao ruthlessly, his first move was to run over to protect Xiao Xiao, but Chu Xun'er stopped between the two of them first, and only pretended to Xiao Xiao and said, "Miss Xiao Xiao, where have you been, it makes us Yonghuai King and I worry day and night, afraid of losing your little junior sister." ”
Xiao Xiao nodded to Chu Xun'er, didn't even look at it ruthlessly, and said with a smile, "I've been in the Prince's Mansion." ”
Xiao Xiao didn't understand why she answered like this, saying that she was in the Prince's Mansion was a kind of revenge for ruthlessly getting married? Or is it to distance yourself from ruthlessness?
No matter what, I can't go back, and I can't go back. Instead of entangling with each other, it is better to let go completely.
During the banquet, Ruthless wanted to talk to Xiao Xiao several times, but there was a wave of anger in his heart, he really believed that Xiao Xiao was in the prince's mansion, and the two of them also came in from outside the palace together today.
On the one hand, he was ecstatic to see Xiao Xiao, but on the other hand, he couldn't let go of his self-esteem as a man, and felt that Xiao Xiao was sorry for him by doing this.
During the banquet, he was ruthless and cold, didn't speak, ate very little, drank a lot of wine, and sometimes squinted at Xiao Xiao with a little hatred in love, he didn't understand why Xiao Xiao did this to himself. He loves Xiao Xiao.
Chu Xun'er beside Xiao Xiao was unusually enthusiastic about Xiao Xiao, and always toasted Xiao Xiao with the words "We Yonghuai King", and said to Xiao Xiao with a smile, "If Miss Xiao Xiao has such a meritorious thing again, you must remember our Yonghuai King, how can we say that our Yonghuai King is also Xiao Xiao's senior brother!" "Miss Xiao Xiao left without saying a word, but it hurts our eternal king!" "Miss Xiao Xiao, I will honor Miss Xiao Xiao for us forever!"
Xiao Xiao smiled bitterly in her heart, I know that he is now your Yonghuai King, you don't have to talk about it all the time, for fear that I don't know and don't remember.
Halfway through the meal, Xiao Xiao left the table to make it convenient, Chu Xun'er accompanied her, and on the way Chu Xun'er said with a smile, "Miss Xiao Xiao still remembers what we said in Donghua Hall that day!" "It's a beautiful smile, but it's always cold.
Xiao Xiao sneered, "There is a girl who mentions it in her ear from time to time, how dare you forget?" ”
Chu Xun'er hid her face and smiled, "Where is Miss Xiao Xiao, what kind of life experience ruthlessness is, you know, I know, he doesn't know, the emperor doesn't know." ”
Xiao Xiao was startled and glared at Chu Xun'er, "What did Miss Chu say?" Xiao Xiao doesn't understand! ”
The corners of Chu Xun'er's mouth twitched, "Miss Xiao Xiao, don't pretend with me, who do you think my aunt is?" Is she the one you and the prince can hide if they want to? And my aunt is naturally closer to me, and she will definitely tell me the true identity of Ruthless, and let me choose whether I want to be a ruthless side Fujin or not. I want to be with Ruthless, just because I really like Ruthless, and I don't covet his status and background, but if one day I feel that I have been robbed of my love, and the person I like is no longer mine, then I would rather ruin him than fulfill others. ”
Chu Xun'er's last few words were particularly ruthless, Xiao Xiao knew what Chu Xun'er meant, if she reconciled with Ruthless, she would tell the world that Ruthless was the illegitimate son of the loyal and righteous king Tongqi Guifei, and when the time came, the person she tried so hard to hold would not be able to keep it, and it would be in vain for her to do so many things.
Xiao Xiao looked at Chu Xun'er, "Are you threatening me?" ”
Chu Xun'er nodded, "Yes, I'm threatening you!" Of course, I hope that these words are the last time we mention them, and that in the future, whether in front of my aunt or between you and me, there should be no conversation about the ruthless life experience, so as not to have ears on the wall! ”
Xiao Xiao's tears were already rolling in her eyes, she hated Disciple City, why should she tell Chu Xun'er these things, so that Chu Xun'er could have a ruthless handle, so as to threaten herself to leave Ruthless completely. But she felt that this hatred was in vain, because even if there was no threat from Chu Xun'er, what could she do if she was ruthless? Can we come together? Can we go back to the way we used to be?
Did his relationship with Ruthless have deteriorated as early as the first time he saw Ruthless hugging Chu Xun'er? Was he already dying and dying when the emperor gave him the marriage? Is it that after he knew the mystery of his ruthless life experience, he couldn't save it, and it was completely wiped out?
If you let yourself live by his side with all the secrets of ruthlessness but have to hide him day and night, Xiao Xiao can't do it, Xiao Xiao just wants to be honest with someone, especially her lover, but in the face of ruthlessness, Xiao Xiao can't be honest, and she can't be honest.
Xiao Xiao's heart was already broken like a blue and white porcelain thrown on the ground, but she still had to force a smile, "What do you think of me Xiao Xiao?" Can threats scare me? Tell you, whether I'm with Ruthless or not has nothing to do with whether you threaten me or not, or whether you appear in the lives of either of us. Even without you, even if these things hadn't happened, I wouldn't have been with Ruthless. It's not that you appeared, but I changed my mind, I already fell in love with Shen Zhongkun, I fell in love with the prince, he will become the king of a country in the future, and I will also become her favorite woman, how to be the emperor's concubine is more glorious than being the prince's side blessing, not to mention that I really love Shen Zhongkun. So, please be relieved Miss Chu and never say these words in front of me in the future. ”
In order to preserve her last dignity and keep what a loser can only hold, Xiao Xiao said these many words against her heart in one breath, and when she said it, her heart was dripping blood, and the blood flowed out of her heart and solidified around her heart, like a layer of flail that can never be taken off her heart.
Xiao Xiao turned around and wanted to leave, but saw two extremely familiar people behind her, and saw the person she wanted to entrust for the rest of her life.
His eyes were full of sadness and despair, and he was as cold as ashes.
The Xiao Xiao in his eyes is not as clear as before, and the Xiao Xiao in his eyes is not as pure as before......