The woman in red didn't speak again after saying that Janeway was one of the people who provided the photo behind the scenes, but compared to her calmness, my heart turned upside down, and I said to her for a while: "You said it's her, is there any evidence?" I don't believe it! ”

"It's not a criminal case, what kind of evidence is needed? I believe that if you go to confront Janeway face to face about this matter, she will definitely admit it, at least I think she is a woman who dares to act. ”

I lost the desire to talk, and after picking up my wallet and paying for it, I left the coffee shop before the woman in red, and I wanted to go to Janeway, and I wanted to know, if she did it, and if so, why did she do it, and who gave her these pictures when she was far away in the United States, and my private life became unbearable, and it was also after we broke up, what was the point of sending such photos to her?

With this series of questions, I finally dialed Janeway's phone, and I told her that I was waiting for her by the moat, and I had to go, as long as I could!

In the moat, I stood by the guardrail and smoked and waited for Janeway, although the rain had stopped for several days, but my heart was heavier, if my past was a scar, now this scar was torn apart with flesh and blood, and I was a little panicked.

The river was still flowing north with the autumn breeze, and the starlight reflected on the river was a little shaky, and I was in a trance, unable to imagine the river in front of me as a happy river, even though Janeway and I had jumped into it desperately for the guitar

I flicked the cigarette ash in my hand, and tucked my collar, the wind was a little chilly, and she came to me in this chill, and my heart was cold, and began to stir again, and then a little hot, so I took a puff of half a cigarette, but I didn't know how to open my mouth to question her.

The cool breeze ruffled her clothes, and she pinned her hair behind her ears and asked me in the endless night, "What are you asking me to do at such a late hour?" ”

I looked at her, and she had lipstick on her lips, obviously dressed up, otherwise she wouldn't have come closer than me to the moat, but came after me.

I took out another cigarette and lit it, but I couldn't find a way to speak without harm and suspicion, so I simply asked directly: "Those photos that were exposed by the media, did you provide them to Weiran?" ”

Janeway looked at me, there was no change in her expression, it seemed that what was going to happen this night had been in her anticipation, and finally nodded and said, "I provided it to him"

"Why do you have these pictures and why do you do them?"

Janeway turned her back, no longer looking at the river, and said to me in a low voice for a long time: "I just want to prove one thing, as for these photos, when I was in the United States, someone always sent them to me anonymously, I am not sure who it is, but they have all been kept, and now it seems that it is right to keep them." ”

My scalp was a little numb, it turned out that the most depressed days of my life, I had been living under the noses of others, but I didn't know who that person was, I took a deep puff of cigarette again, and I asked, "What are you trying to prove?" ”

After a long silence, Janeway finally said: "After we broke up, I couldn't forget you, and even wanted to go back to China to find you, but on the night I packed my luggage, I started to receive the first photo like this That night, I cried all night, then tore up my ticket and chose to stay in the United States!" Since then, every month since then, I will receive a photo like this, I gradually despair, and finally recognized the fact that we have broken up, but, two years have passed, I still doubt whether my decision to stay in the United States was correct, whether I was too narrow-minded, so I want your current girlfriend to also see these photos, and you also broke up, this proves that no woman will not care about her beloved in the center of love, I can't do it, Mi Cai also didn't do it, Although there is a difference in the essence and motive that we can't accept, it's not us who is wrong, it's you Zhaoyang who stinks love! ”

I was silent at first, and then an irrepressible anger rushed into my heart, asking, "Why did you break up with me before love stinks?" It's been 3 years since we broke up, why do you still want to do such a thing, you not only ruined me and Mi Cai, but also ruined Le Yao's star journey, you know, I ask you if you know? ”

Janeway rejected all my questions with silence.

"Janeway, are you taking revenge on me? If it's revenge, you've succeeded! I don't have any dignity or privacy in my life! ”

Jian Wei cried bitterly: "Zhaoyang, do you really know me, do you know Jian Wei?" I followed you when I was 19 years old, and when I was 20 years old, I took a woman's most precious chastity. you, before this, I never knew what to pursue My father is the first batch of advertising designers in the country, the vice president of the advertising association, well-known in the entire advertising industry, my mother is a national cadre, I have lived a life of stars and moons since I was a child, I don't have any pursuit of material, because I want everything I want will have, until I meet you, you always tell me, there will be a dustless city in this world, but it takes the two of us to operate, I believe that I think this is the pursuit of my life, It's the soul in my body, but you're just an unenterprising bastard in the eyes of my parents, my family can't tolerate you, but it doesn't matter, for the sake of your fictional city, I can elope with you, I can cut ties with my family for you, but people have to grow up, don't they? The older I grew, the more illusory the city became, so I went to America! After arriving in the United States, because of distance, because of misunderstanding, because of indulgence, I really lost this city, but it was because of the loss that it became real again, and since then I have lived in hell, I don't know what else to pursue in life, I am really miserable and miserable! ”

These words threw me into the river of memories, so I also cried for the past, for the city that can't be recovered, she was right, the more I grew up, the more that city looked like a lie, I used the ignorance of my youth to make up a city for the woman in front of me, but I defiled the city with my own hands, it turns out that all lies are not lies, and I am the biggest lie in life!

After the breakup, I hugged her for the first time and hugged her tightly into my arms, we sobbed, missed, but hated, hated because of the lies of a city, Janeway hated that city, and I hated myself!

She hates so unreal, I hate so real-