One hundred and forty-six, moonlit night

"Okay, Rujin." Yu Xuan said, "We can't be husband and wife, can we be friends?" ”

"Of course." Rujin smiled.

"Suyi," Yu Xuan said, "these days, you guys get along well, right?" ”

"It's okay," Rujin said, "I haven't seen each other a few times, but I don't know why, she seems to trust me very much, and is willing to tell me everything." ”

"Xie Lu thank you," Yu Xuan said sincerely, "Xie Lu thank you for being willing to treat her well." Do you know that she didn't have a home since she was a child, and it was the priest of the church who brought her up. Not long after she married me, the priest died, and I was the only one by her side. At the funeral, I could see that apart from me and Shiping, the only person who really shed tears for her was you. ”

"Don't you blame me?" Rujin said gloomily, "I insist on being caught between you, I won't leave anything, and I haven't stopped her from doing dangerous things......"

"It's my fault, it's none of yours." Yu Xuan said, "I shouldn't have been in such a hurry and desperate at the beginning, which delayed your life." ”

Rujin sighed: "So far, no one is to blame." Everything is fate, and there is no single 'who is to blame'. I've also thought these days that if you had quit the marriage before you left, I'm afraid my life wouldn't have been better than it is now. You must know how humiliating it is for a woman to be divorced, especially when I am still a concubine, and my mother was sick in bed at that time. I'm afraid that if that's really the case, my mother won't smile at Jiuquan, and I may not be able to bear the humiliation of the people around me and choose to commit suicide. ”

"I can understand your thoughts," Yu Xuan said, "The feudal ideology has influenced China for thousands of years, and it is impossible to completely change it." You are a woman, and you have received such an education since you were a child - take your husband as the sky, and a good woman will not marry a second husband. This title may not be a big deal for me and Suyi, but for you, it's the whole of your life. Although our thoughts are different, I am willing to fulfill your little expectation. In the future, if you need anything, just tell me, for Shiping's sake of being close to you. ”

"You're polite," Rujin smiled, "It's you who trust me and let Shiping be by my side, and I also have something to rely on." I don't need anything, just leave me alone, just do what you want to do. "Even if you bring back another woman, it has nothing to do with me. Rujin thought silently in her heart.

"Zhilu said," Yu Xuan said, "I'll stay here with her for a while, you can go back first." ”

"Okay." Rujin nodded, "Dew in the middle of the night, don't catch a cold." Nestled in heaven, I don't want to see you hurt yourself for her. ”

"I know how to say," Yu Xuan said, "You go back, I'm just going to talk to her for a while." ”

Rujin didn't say anything anymore and turned to leave.

Jingjun Palace.

There was a "bang" of gunshots, and the woman fell down. In Jaewon's arms, she gradually lost her breath. Then, bullets rained down, people fell to the ground, and the whole street was stained red with blood.

"Don't!" Ning Xi exclaimed in surprise and opened his eyes suddenly. It was pitch black all around, it was her bed, her curtains, was she dreaming just now? The events of the day are so vivid in my mind, and they are so lingering.

Put on your clothes and go out the door alone. It was quiet, and it seemed that they were all still asleep. She was a little glad that thanks to the large size of the palace, her room was far away from them, so she didn't wake them up.

Walking in the familiar courtyard, let the evening breeze wake up your mind and your heart that has been sleeping for many years. Since the multiple betrayals she suffered that year, she has worked hard to make herself stronger, and then revenge. The so-called birth, old age, sickness and death, love and separation, she has never put it in her eyes. Today, witnessing the life and death of a couple, I will actually think of myself and Yifeng. She knew that she was not only moved now, but also wanted to be with him.

When I was young, I read some love stories with Ama Eniang behind my back, and although I didn't particularly yearn for him who was about to be with her for the rest of my life, I also had beautiful fantasies. So that night, when she saw Yu Rui for the first time, she moved her mind, after hearing many rumors about this "second young master"; Therefore, knowing that Yu Rui calculated her, she chose to keep this secret; Therefore, after being betrayed, she backed down again and again, trying to save his heart, until she was completely disheartened and chose to leave...... After experiencing this time, she has long disbelieved in love. She deeply understands that most of the so-called great love in the world is based on blood. Blood relatives will betray themselves, and a person who has no blood relationship with him can be trusted.

Of course, Nian'er and herself have experienced ups and downs together, all the way from Beijing to Shanghai, and they are exceptions.

Perhaps, there will be no chance to marry again in this life. Even if someone is lucky enough to be willing to marry, it should be in the case of a purpose, for example, marriage; Another example, like last time with Suo Yuangui...... Even if she has been tempted by Yifeng, she is still trying to control her heart - it can't be like this, love is poison! Isn't the lesson from the last time enough?

But now, knowing that the Dao was poison, she decided to touch it and taste it. If you are still covered in bruises, then you don't blame others, you deserve it.

In this way, shouldn't his revenge on Yu Rui stop?

Walking to a lower courtyard wall, the moonlight dimmed. The night wind rustles the branches of the surrounding trees. She couldn't help but look out of the wall, but vaguely saw a person standing outside looking at her.

"Memory?" Through the faint moonlight, Ning Xi saw the face on the other side clearly.

"You can't sleep either?" Yifeng asked.

"I can't believe that you still have the habit of peeping into my yard in the middle of the night." Ning Xi laughed.

"I just can't sleep tonight, I want to come to see you, knowing that you might fall asleep." Yifeng said, "I didn't expect you to come out too." ”

"Uncle Qin, are you also afraid of the dead?" Ning Xi asked.

"Don't be afraid." Yifeng smiled, "But I know you might be scared. I really guessed right, right? ”

"Thanks to the fact that there are no guards now, if someone finds out that you and I talk like this in the middle of the night, I'm afraid I won't be able to tell clearly." Ning Xi smiled.

"If I can't say better, I can be responsible openly." Yifeng smiled, "Why don't I flip in and try it?" ”

"Don't!" Ning Xi hurriedly said, "Don't hurt me! ”

"Coward." Yifeng laughed.

Ning Xi glared at him and looked up to see the stars in the sky. Suddenly, she had an idea that it was a kind of happiness for her to have the opportunity to look at the stars with Yifeng like this!

Memory Wind looked in the direction she was looking. The stars blinked, watching them. He looked at Ning Xi deeply, only to see Ning Xi staring intently at the sky, with a happy smile on the corner of his mouth. A wall apart, it doesn't seem to be far. If you treat each other sincerely, even if you are as far away as the stars, you will hear each other's hearts.

"Remembering the wind," Ning Xi still looked at the sky, "I have a poem that I miss for you." ”

"Okay, I'll listen." Yifeng laughed.

Ning Xi looked at him, smiled slightly, and recited softly:

"Memories follow the wind, you quietly fall asleep, in a wrong season, it is better not to meet, listen to the voice, I will dust the past, with courage, I am willing to be sincere for you again!"

"You did it yourself?" Yifeng asked happily.

Ning Xi turned around shyly and said, "I've only thought about it so much. I've been reading foreigners' poems lately, so I've imitated them, isn't it a shame? ”

"I like it." "Anyway, you wrote this poem for me. Why don't I fill in the rest? ”

"You?" Ning Xi is a little funny, he is a man with a gun, where can he write any poems?

"What, look down on me?" Yifeng snorted coldly, "Do you want to bet?" ”

"Okay, bet on what?" Not to be outdone.

"If I write it out, you'll ......" Yifeng thought for a while, and suddenly had a flash of inspiration, "How about you let me live in?" ”

"This ......" Ning Xi was a little embarrassed.

"Do you not want to or don't dare?"

"Good!" Ning Xi agreed, "What if you can't write it?" ”

"You say," said Yifeng, "I'll listen to you." ”

"That's good," Ning Xi said, "within three years, you are not allowed to mention marriage with me again, and you will be slapped once!" ”

"Oh, that's a really special idea, okay." Memories of the Wind Channel.

"Give you half a month's term." Ning Xi added, "Otherwise, if you can't write it all the time, I won't die?" ”

"Okay." Yifeng replied decisively.

"No denial." Ning Xi said with a smile.

Yifeng stretched out his hand and said, "Do you want to pull the hook?" ”

Ning Xi stretched out his hand, barely reaching outside. Yifeng held her hand tightly and looked at her with an expression.

Ning Xi looked at him, feeling his temperature in his hands. Such a night, such a distance, is nice and beautiful.

The next day, the Lin family.

Xiuwen looked in front of the mirror and dressed up for a long time. After combing my hair for a while, I took it apart and put it in a bun again. After repeating this several times, she finally got impatient, tore off the hairpin and threw it on the ground, and said hatefully: "Am I old and ugly? Why didn't the second young master come to me for so long! ”

"Second young grandmother, don't be like this." Yu'er picked up the hairpin and said, "The second young master is just too busy, I will definitely come to see you when I have time!" ”

"Busy?" Xiuwen sneered, "When did I, Qian Xiuwen, suffer this kind of anger." Now even Guo Rujin's soft bag has been guarded back to her husband, and now that the original partner is also waiting for her to die, she should be happy! ”

"Second young grandmother, don't mention her, how can she compare with you!" Yu'er comforted.

"By the way, Bai Lang didn't come today, did he?" Xiuwen asked suddenly.

"Don't worry, how can you say that she is also his boss's daughter, and he still dares to threaten you?"

"Useless thing, actually poked such a big basket," Xiuwen looked angry, "I heard that his guys have all resigned?" ”

"Yes," Yu'er sighed, "who would want to work under such a person if they used cheap materials, ate kickbacks, and are still in arrears of wages!" ”