Chapter 62: How to Forgive

In the middle of the night, I woke up, tilted my head to look at the wall clock, it was three o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't sleep when I lay down again, and my sideburns were still faintly painful, like a thread.

Searching for memories in her mind, she only stayed in the gym for a quarter of an hour, she fell into Xu Jun's arms, crying for a while, snot and tears mixed together. But later, how did he get home, Xu Jun, was he as drunk as her? In any case, I couldn't think of it, like a full book with blank pages inserted.

I touched the phone next to me, turned on the battery, and the screen flashed, and it began to clang.

"Who?" She was still half asleep. I wonder if it's bedtime? Disturbing people in the middle of the night is simply a crime.

There was no sound on the other side of the phone, and it was eerily quiet.

"Mistaken, or harassing call? Please, would you like to make a noise? Strange things happen every year......" she shouted indignantly, the most hated such inexplicable phone calls, boring games.

"Xiaoya, it's my ......" Lu Mingxuan's voice broke in, like a bright light.

She opened her eyes, "Mingxuan......"

"Where are you now? I've been making a lot of phone calls these days, and you've been turning off your phone. I've been waiting at your door for a long time, but I haven't seen anyone coming in or out, and it doesn't seem to be at home. Xiaoya, don't scare me, you have to have three long and two short, I don't know what to do......"

She breathed a sigh of relief, as if relieved. After all, she still knew the Dao, she didn't want to ask him how he knew the Dao, those processes didn't matter at all. Because there are too many secrets hidden, there is always the one that shows the light of day, and it is impossible for Shen Mingfang to die alone with such a secret. She didn't talk about it, and she also had a day when she couldn't hold it back.

Tang Xiaoya was silent, and then silent, and finally opened her mouth, and said slowly, "Don't worry, I'm not as fragile as you think." These days, I just go outside for a walk and relax, the house is too dull, and I am scared alone. ”

"Xiaoya, it's my fault that I make a thousand mistakes, I shouldn't be confused for a while and treat her as you." His voice was choked, "I don't say this to shirk responsibility, but ...... For so many years, I really didn't know anything about it, and I didn't know that the existence of Sandy had anything to do with me. ”

His clear voice became hoarse, like a sip of wine, and it had a comforting charm in his ears. It was the voice she thought about day and night, the voice that intoxicated her, and now, it was moving away.

She wanted to heal his wounds, and she was tired, "Yes! I understand, it's not your fault. ”

It is indeed not his fault, but whose fault is it that God takes into account their feelings when he plays tricks on people? From this moment on, she hated a group of self-assertive old fellows in the sky.

The two of them were silent for a long time. Lu Mingxuan couldn't help it, and asked timidly, "Xiaoya, can you forgive me?" ”

There was silence again. Tang Xiaoya still opened her mouth after the most reluctance, and there was a dull pain in her heart, feeling that she couldn't bear it anymore. "Mingxuan, I don't know what to do, can you give me some time? Good night. ”

There was still an anxious call on the airwaves, but she had already snapped off, and she held her mobile phone in a quiet daze. Lu Mingxuan, you gave me the most difficult problem to solve in the world, don't you know that what I am most afraid of is the Geometry Olympiad? Can anyone tell me where the answer is?

For the rest of the morning, she lay on the bed tossing and turning, the quilt was drenched and drenched, as if in a dream, she walked in a long tunnel, scurrying left and right, shouting loudly, but there was darkness all around, and she could never find the exit of light, and ran desperately...... When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn.

Outside the window, it was snowing lightly, and a black sedan downstairs was facing her location. She ran downstairs quickly, ran to the car, and saw Lu Mingxuan in the car through the glass, still asleep.

Knocking on the car window, he opened his eyes, and a surprise flashed, "Xiaoya, are you finally back?" ”

"I'm at home, I'm not going anywhere." She sighed, "You were here when you called yesterday?" And then stayed overnight? ”

"I haven't been able to find you, and you won't tell me where you are, I'm afraid that something will happen to you" He opened the car door and took her hand, "It's snowing outside, why are you wearing so little?" ”

Tang Xiaoya tore off his hand and pushed him back. "Don't worry, I don't think about it so much, you better go home and go to sleep!"

Lu Mingxuan looked at her and didn't move his feet, "Xiaoya, can't you really forgive me?" ”

She looked up, "Give me some time, I always have to digest such a big accident." Lately, you've been busy with your family affairs and left me alone. And he said it to him, as if it were addressed to himself. She felt that it seemed to be Lu Mingxuan who needed comfort, not herself.

"Well, I'll trust you." He touched her long hair, reached out and grabbed her waist, hugged her tightly in his arms, and his voice was a cry of pain, "Xiaoya, I don't want to give up on you." ”

She didn't want to, either, but reality always leaves people with no choice. IF IT WAS BECAUSE HE ONCE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH SHEN MINGFANG, SHE FELT THAT SHE COULD STILL FIGHT FOR HERSELF, BUT SUCH A CUTE SANDY, HOW COULD SHE BEAR TO LET HER NOT HAVE A FATHER? What's more, Lu Mingxuan and SANDY are already so tacitly like-minded, the father-daughter relationship is deep, and what is constantly cut is family affection and blood relationship. And how is she going to defeat it?

She was exhausted, "You go quickly, I'll go up." She pushed him away, turned and hurried upstairs.

When I got upstairs, I lifted the window screen, and there he was, quietly looking in her direction. After a few more minutes, he finally turned around and pushed the door in, and then the car slowly started until it disappeared.