After leaving the "Empty City" music restaurant, I went straight to Zhuomei, parked my car in the underground parking lot, and took the elevator to Zhuomei's office area, where I was unexpectedly stopped by the security guard outside the visitor registration office.

When I was about to call Mi Cai's phone, I happened to see her walking towards the elevator from the high-rise passageway, I quickly turned back, and then we met at the elevator entrance, she looked at me, and the love seemed to be worse than when we were separated yesterday.

I pressed the elevator down button before her, and when the elevator arrived, the two of them walked into the empty elevator together, the elevator door slowly closed, and the dim light seemed to render the wordless jerkiness between us, so the atmosphere was a little cold

Dressed in black professional clothes, she leaned a little tired against the elevator wall, I stood next to her, and when the elevator was about to land, I finally said to her, "Let's have dinner together later"

She shook her head, but didn't give me a reason not to eat together.

"Am I just annoying you right now?"

She still replied with silence.

"What a heartless woman you are!"

She looked at me and finally spoke: "What does it mean to be a woman with affection and righteousness?" ”

"I'm sorry, my words are heavy!"

When the elevator finally landed, she stepped out of the elevator before me, and I followed her again to the underground parking lot that had left us with several displeasures.

I stopped in front of her car door and said in a low voice, "Give me a chance to communicate, okay?" I'm really fed up with this feeling of hanging in the air, not falling, and there's going to have to be an argument between us anyway, isn't it? ”

"Isn't that message you sent me last night a statement?"

I suddenly remembered that last night, I did send her a message that "life is happy because of ordinary".

I said to Mi Cai, "Yes, I admit it, I really want that kind of happiness in the ordinary, but when we are together, we never experience it"

Mi Cai smiled suddenly: "Yes, I have never given you this kind of happiness, so the statement of quitting the entertainment industry made by Le Yao this morning will so coincide with your thoughts!" ”

I was shocked and recalled again: The statement issued by Le Yao also mentioned at the end that he wanted to pursue an ordinary life and happiness, and hurriedly explained: "It's just a coincidence, there is no private communication between us, you must not deliberately link these two things together." ”

"I don't suspect that you have a private exchange, so what I said coincides"

I was silent suddenly, my heart was full of discomfort, I understood what Mi Cai meant, and I couldn't help but wonder if Le Yao, who had the same pursuit, was more suitable for me At this moment, I felt that I and Mi Cai were already walking on a road that was gradually drifting apart, although she may still have the engagement ring I gave her in her handbag

Mi Cai looked at the exit of the underground parking lot with a lonely expression, I knew that she wanted to leave, so my body was driven by instinct to stick to her car door tighter, grabbed her handbag, and said, "Let's get married, okay?" Tomorrow we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register, we should live together for the rest of our lives! ”

"Zhaoyang, don't force me so much, you are really getting stranger and stranger to me now, your heart has never belonged to me exclusively, and you can't forget those women who have appeared in your life as passers-by!"

"I've tried so hard to forget!"

Mi Cai shook his head: "Forgetting should be a natural thing, you don't need to deliberately work hard at all, and your biggest flaw is your control, which makes your body full of unstable factors, I really can't feel that sense of security!" ”

My heart is full of a sense of loss, I know that Mi Cai's mentality has changed, I am no longer the man who can replace Mi Zhongxin to give her love and security, we are finally under the destruction of reality, lost the trust and expectation of the past Now, a qiē has changed its taste! The love that was once carefully cared for by us has finally been reduced to chicken ribs!

I smiled and said to her, "What is love, love is to be able to enjoy the fruits of autumn together, and also to bear the desolation and depression of winter, but what about us? It's more like a bird in the same forest that flies separately when disaster comes, full of irony, so don't want such a soulless love! ”

Mi Cai was silent

My body finally stopped blocking Mi Cai's car door, and at this moment I was willing to give her absolute freedom in the throbbing pain, and be the most familiar stranger from now on

Tears swirled in Mi Cai's eyes, but stubbornly did not fall, she took out the engagement ring I gave her a few days ago from her handbag, handed it to me and said, "I'm sorry, I can't be your wife in this life, I hope you are happy!" ”

I mechanically took the ring from her hand, my heart ached as if it had been crossed by a thousand needles, and I instinctively wanted to pull at the corner of her clothes, but my hand was numb, and I could only watch her get into the car, and then turned into a biting cold wind, taking all the temperature from my body, and completely turning me into a walking corpse

I abandoned the Grand Cherokee in the parking lot and walked alone on the crowded streets, I was in pain, this time it really hurt, it hurt so much that I couldn't remember to borrow wine to kill my sorrows, it hurt so much that I couldn't remember to shed some tears to mourn this love that had passed away, so I looked so calm, so calm that I was drowned in the crowd, and no one noticed my existence!

Life is too impermanent, people are too impermanent, and I stubbornly pursue a love that will never expire, but I don't know that even the plastic wrap will expire, let alone love! But even after seeing through this, those unstoppable pains are still so real, so I believe that the only thing in this world that will not expire is the pain that I can't avoid, and I seem to be falling and sinking in these pains again!

The road stretches endlessly in front of my eyes, I drag a pair of tired legs, walking in the scenery of things and people, as if I saw a deep mistake, why such a simple night, but I broke up with her heartbreakingly, and once done for each other, in the end it was just into some scattered fragments, after walking in the memory, I faced the fate of being forgotten forever

I was so reluctant, but I really broke up, so I comforted myself with the freedom I gained after the breakup, but I didn't know who I would fall in love with for the rest of my life? Come to think of it, I don't want to go to the unforgettable love anymore, find an ordinary woman in the future, and live an ordinary life!