Xiao Xiao tried hard to hold back her tears, and said with a self-deprecating smile, "Actually, I like that kid a lot, it's a younger brother, white and fat, unlike me, I've never been fat." But my grandmother was always afraid that I would hurt my brother because I was jealous of the adult's kindness to my brother, so she never let me get close to my brother, and whenever she saw me near my brother, or tried to get close to my brother, she would yell at me, and after a long time, my adoptive parents would yell at me like my grandmother. ”

"Finally one day the adoptive parents and grandmother were not with my brother, I walked to the door of the adoptive parents' house, I didn't dare to go in, just watched him play on the bed from a distance, he seemed to see me too, so I crawled over, and when I felt that something was wrong, it was too late, he had fallen off the bed, fell on the floor, his forehead and hands were broken, and bright red blood flowed, I immediately ran over to pick up my brother."

"But the moment I squatted down, my adoptive parents and grandmother had already heard the noise, and when they saw this scene, they decided that I had deliberately thrown my brother down, and they didn't listen to my defense, so they beat me up and threw me out of the house, so that I would never come back."

"I knelt at the door and cried all the time, but they ignored me, and the neighbor aunt couldn't look past me, so she came to reason with them, saying that if you do this again, you will report to them to warn them about child abuse. They had no choice but to let me go home, but they didn't give me food for two days and two nights. ”

"I lived like this until I was twelve, thinking that when my brother and I were older, things would be better, but I didn't expect it to backfire, and it would be worse when we grew up. Before that, no matter how bad they were to me, they scolded me more and beat less, and then my adoptive father began to drink and often came home drunk, and when he came home, he beat people, and my adoptive mother hid with my younger brother in her arms, so he had to beat me when he couldn't find anyone else. ”

"My adoptive mother often scolded me for being a vixen, and said that I would seduce my adoptive father! I'm only twelve years old, what do I understand, what have I done, to be called a vixen, or to be scolded like this by someone I have to call her mother every day? I hated and resented it in my heart. ”

"Since I was a child, I have known what it means to be patient, what it means to be afraid, what it means to be strong, what it means to resist, and what it means to fight. I know that you must fight for what you want, and if you don't fight for it, no one will take the initiative to give it to you. I know that you can't just show weakness in front of others, not only do you have no sympathy, but you let others look down on you. I know that if you can't be afraid, you can't solve the problem, and you will only get yourself into a worse situation. ”

"But I got into a worse situation, fate made me meet a married man by chance, right behind that glass mirror, I thought I was looking in the mirror, I saw myself, and he saw me through the glass."

"He threatened me with my adoptive father's misappropriation of the company's funds, although my adoptive father treated me badly, but after all, I called him Dad, in this world, I have nothing to do with anyone except them, my parents and younger brother have knelt down and begged me, I have no other choice."

"I became the junior of a thirty-two-year-old married man," Xiao Xiao glanced at ruthlessly "It's the concubine you are talking about, or the kind without a name." I was abused, bullied, and tortured by him. I wanted to escape, but he wouldn't. I asked him to kill me directly, but he didn't want to. He didn't want to because he wanted to keep me and torture me slowly, he wanted to watch me despair, and then die slowly. ”

"I don't know what I've done to be sorry for him, it will make him hate me so much, I can only comfort myself in countless desperate times, maybe I owe him too much in my last life, so I have to pay it back in this life, and when I pay it back, I can be free."

"I have become afraid to trust others easily, and I will not open my heart to people casually, but in fact, I feel lonely in my heart, and I hope that there is someone I can trust and rely on, so I am so contradictory, entangled, and struggling."

Xiao Xiao glanced at the ruthless and a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, "But God is not thin to me, let me come here, although I don't know how I got here, but I started my new life, I think it may be that I have already repaid it, or God asked me to come here, meet him in the previous life, and then redefine the relationship between me and him in this life, don't owe him, so that I will not suffer the pain I suffered in the next life." ”

Xiao Xiao knows that many words are ruthless and incomprehensible, she doesn't want to tell anyone to listen to, nor does she want anyone to understand her and comfort her, she just doesn't want to store everything in her heart, eighteen years, and for eighteen years, she is the only one who knows and shoulders everything. She just wanted to say it, to someone, and then she didn't need that person's sympathy or pity.

But ruthlessly listening to Xiao Xiao tell her life experience, but her heart was full of pain, on weekdays, she always looked at Xiao Xiao and Wuchen Endless They always laughed and laughed and looked like they didn't know what sorrow was, but they didn't know that she had such a tragic experience, hiding the pain in her heart but smiling at others, so she felt very distressed about Xiao Xiao.

He suddenly looked into Xiao Xiao's eyes, "If I hugged you at this time, would you bite me like you did just now?" ”

“？ ……”

Before Xiao Xiao could react, Ruthless had already come to Xiao Xiao's side, and took Xiao Xiao into his arms, he wanted to protect this little junior sister, wanted to take care of this little junior sister, and wanted to use his love and care to make up for the various traumas she had suffered before. Maybe he's crazy, he thought.

"All unpleasantness will pass, now, let me protect you, good to you."

Xiao Xiao had never heard such a low, powerful, magnetic whisper, she had never felt safe and secure like at this moment, as if she was a lover who had been in love for a long time, and like an old friend who had been looking at each other for too long, she only felt that everything was as it should be and natural. actually forgot that the person holding him at the moment had the same face as Gu Xiaochuan.