I have forgotten how many intersections I have passed, I finally returned to our accommodation with Mi Cai, I carried her to the elevator entrance, waiting for the elevator to go down, I didn't feel too much of the heaviness of her pressing on my arm, she is such a quiet, tranquil woman, even drunk will not babble gibberish to cause me trouble

I don't know why, I think of Le Yao again, she has drunk and beaten me countless times, messed with me, and even now recalls those nights when she was drunk, I still have the words chicken and dog restless in my brain, she always cries and laughs, the barking of kittens and dogs, she is a kitten, and wants me to accompany her to be a puppy!

However, after so many years, I am not as tired of her as I was at the beginning, and even a little nostalgic for us who are displaced in life because of her, I always feel that there is someone more stupid than me in this absurd youth. Forced, more tragic than me, we always shout to be masters of life, but we still fall into alcohol, unwilling to find an outlet for life!

I thought of Robben again, and I remembered the stupidity I had at the beginning. Forcing a threesome, we're stupid enough. Forced! Because we are always trapped by love, it is like three rotten pieces of wood flowing together, laughing at each other, making fools at each other, and finding comfort in each other's bodies, but now, we have gone our separate ways, become friends who are slowly losing contact, and can only stand outside the gate of time, looking back at those times that are gone forever!

In a daze, the elevator finally stopped, and it wasn't until the elevator door opened that I realized that I had returned to this place called home! The ridiculous young man who used to be now has his own home and a beautiful fiancée

Once, I used to scold "dogs. The life of the day", life treats me well, so I suddenly woke up, only people who have no ability will complain about life, although I still have no ability now, but I have benefited a lot in life Maybe, one day in the future I can really hold my child, look in the mirror to him (her) and say: Look, your father and I are the master of life, because I married your mother!

Gently put Mi Cai on the bed, I took off her shoes and clothes, went to the bathroom to get some hot water and wiped her face, and only after making sure that she slept peacefully did I go to wash again.

After a while, I turned off the light and lay down next to Mi Cai, it seemed that only the sound of our breathing remained, and the occasional firecracker sound from afar, I reached out and opened the curtain, and was fortunate to see a beam of fireworks in the sky that was brilliant but quickly disillusioned, and the beauty of this moment made me a little unwilling, so I didn't feel sleepy, waiting for the next fireworks to rise into the air

After a long time, there was no fireworks in my sight, I was a little bored, but I couldn't sleep, so I habitually picked up my mobile phone and swiped the WeChat circle of friends, paying attention to whether there were any new friends who had recently been added to share the information of our coffee shop in the circle of friends

Browsing down, there are really a few customers who shared personal photos taken in our coffee shop, and highlighted our coffee shop, for different reasons, some say that our coffee shop has a good style, some say that there is a handsome barista in the coffee shop, and praise the boss for playing the guitar well, the boss is very beautiful

My mood suddenly became good, so I continued to browse with great interest, but in a very inconspicuous position, I saw Le Yao sharing a song "Long Time No See" and a short text, telling her mood, she said: "Strange city, familiar mood, but I don't know how lonely I am now!" Will this lively city ever quiet down? Yes, maybe at the coffee shop at the next intersection! ”

I found my headphones and turned on the song "Long Time No See" she shared, it seemed to be the first time I had heard this song, and I listened to the melody and every lyric quietly

"I came to your city, walk the way you came, will you suddenly appear, in the coffee shop on the corner, I will look back with a smile, look back and chat, sit and chat with you, how I want to meet you, see how you have changed recently, no longer talk about the past, just greetings, say a word to you, just say a word, long time no see"

It was so quiet that it seemed to be in the singing, my heart beat faster and faster, and I remembered the woman I saw on the street, her walking posture and her unique figure, which was really too similar to Le Yao! I seem to see her lonely back in the light again in the telling of the song!

Did she really come to my city? Are you waiting for us to meet at a coffee shop at a certain intersection? Or am I just subjectively linking these and creating the illusion in my brain that she came to Xuzhou?

I don't have to be so entangled, just send her a WeChat message to verify, but if she is really in Xuzhou, what should I do? Did he sneak to meet her with a drunken Mi Cai on his back?

Of course I can't do this, and even if Le Yao really comes to Xuzhou, her purpose is not to find me, but an experience about loneliness and the past, so as to relieve the current distress At least, I know that she has such a habit, she will always go to a strange city when she is in a low mood, walk on a strange street, and say a few words of literature and art to heal herself

Thinking about it this way, it doesn't matter which city she is in now, the important thing is that she was really hurt in this marriage with Cao Jinfei! And the reason why she was hurt was because she was in love deeply, so it can also be seen that she has feelings for Cao Jinfei, and it is not a so-called business marriage!

After a long time, I am still staring at Le Yao's circle of friends and figuring it out

Suddenly, there was an additional reply at the bottom of the circle of friends, this reply came from Xiao Wu, he is a member of Robben's band, and the three of us are friends with each other, so I can see his reply, he said: "Mr. Le, which city are you sad about?" ”

After a while, Le Yao replied: "The city where Robben used to stay!" ”

"Got it! Alas, since my brother went to the United States, you have become the loneliest person in the world, and no one complains about your suffering! ”

"Do you believe it or not, I'll cry to you?"

"Don't cry or I'll go to you and be your trash can, it's not very far anyway!"

"Come on, bring some beer and I'll be waiting for you by the beach!"

The conversation between Le Yao and Xiao Wu ended here, and they may have changed to a private chat, after all, the circle of friends is not a very convenient place to chat

I finally threw my phone aside, smiled self-deprecatingly, laughed at myself for being amorous, Le Yao only missed Robben's best friend at the moment, and the song "Long Time No See" only gave me an embarrassing misunderstanding with its lyrics, and the woman I saw on the street was a visual mistake, because Robben had never been to Xuzhou, and Xuzhou did not have a seaside where you could drink beer and blow the sea breeze

I probably know which city Le Yao is in at this time, and because Xiao Wu went to accompany her, I was also relieved, after all, they have been old friends for many years, and they can be regarded as friends in trouble!

The night was a little deeper, I seemed to have a heart, and finally stopped looking forward to the fireworks outside the window, and I felt tired, and after a while, I hugged Mi Cai and fell asleep, and this incident seemed to be just a small episode in my life, I never sent a message of comfort to Le Yao, and she did not take the initiative to seek comfort from me, we finally no longer need each other in the passage of time