Chapter 107 Confession

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Ling'er seemed to be competing with herself, and the more tears flowed, the more she wanted to drink in large gulps. After a few bowls of wine went down to her stomach, Ling'er really felt that she was paralyzed. The spicy feeling is gone, like silky clear water, flowing into my throat one by one. Ling'er laughed dryly: "Is that just like that?" ”

Sit upright and wipe your tears while drinking bowl after bowl. The mouth is tasteless, only bitter. Ling'er drank in the dark, and the sluggish nerves really made Ling'er forget a lot of things. No longer thinking about it, Ling'er enjoyed this dizzy feeling. "Dada, dada" Ling'er felt that the blood was churning, and couldn't help humming an unknown tune.

The shopkeeper looked at Ling'er with strange eyes, and he really couldn't understand the emotion of crying and laughing. "One more altar!" Ling'er called inarticulately. The shopkeeper raised his eyes to look at the sky, and brought a jar of wine to Ling'er's table: "Girl, wine hurts your body a lot, it's already this hour, it's better to-" The shopkeeper dissuaded. Ling'er's half-drunk eyes raised and looked at the shopkeeper: "You want to take care of it?" Who are you, who are you? It's not like I can't afford to pay! What are you yelling about? ”

Ling'er lay on the table and watched the wine flow from the jar to the bowl. The shopkeeper shook his head helplessly, but reminded himself: "The girl has drunk so much, can she bring money with her?" Ling'er's hand that was pouring wine paused. Sitting up straight, he said impatiently, "No money." The shopkeeper was stunned, grabbed the wine bowl, and said angrily: "You drank so much without money!" ”

Ling'er saw that the wine was robbed, so she stepped forward to grab it. The shopkeeper easily pushed the drunk Ling'er to the table: "I haven't seen anyone who dares to go wild in the Nine Shadows!" Do you want to pay for the drink? Ling'er leaned against the table, and was pushed like this, and she was in a trance and sobered up a lot. She looked ahead and said coldly, "Give me the wine." ”

"Yo-he!" The shopkeeper had never met such a bold woman, and at once she slammed the wine bowl on the table, and the wine inside was so shocked that it overflowed. The shopkeeper rolled up his sleeves and was about to step forward, but saw a man come forward and block his way. Ling'er was silent, only to see a pair of hands pressing the wine money on the table, blocking the shopkeeper's shouting.

Ling'er smiled disdainfully, took the wine jar without raising her head, and continued to pour wine into the bowl. "Thank you." Ling'er said lightly. The man was stunned for a moment, and he didn't want Ling'er to raise his head, so he continued to drink. Halfway through the wine, the man suddenly reached out and grabbed Ling'er's wrist, and the drink stopped there. Ling'er struggled for a while, but it was useless. was about to get angry, but the moment he raised his head, he was completely wiped out by that face.

"Chichihiro? How is it, is it you? Ling'er was already drunk and slurred, but she clearly recognized Shen Qianxun's face. Shen Qianxun looked at the row of wine jars on the ground, frowned slightly, and said with a pity: "Go back with me." Ling'er was led away by Shen Qianxun, but suddenly shook off his arm. I'm not going back. I want to, I want to drink! ”

After Ling'er finished speaking, she turned back again, nostalgic for the remaining pot of wine. Shen Qianxun had to go back with her, but he just stood beside her, watching her raise her head in a big gulp, and poured a full pot of transparent liquid into her throat. "What the hell do you want?" Shen Qianxun suppressed his emotions. Ling'er was slightly flustered, got up with the wine jug, and staggered in the unknown direction. did not answer Shen Qianxun.

Shen Qianxun chased after him, and Ling'er walked deeper into the night while playing with the wine jug. Shen Qianxun followed like this. A small pavilion suddenly appeared in front of it, illuminated by candles. Without saying a word, Ling'er stepped forward to hold on to the pillars in the pavilion, and her stomach churned. "Vomit-" Ling'er bent down and began to vomit, vomiting dimly, as if she was going to vomit out all her internal organs.

Shen Qianxun stepped forward step by step, looking at Ling'er's painful appearance, his heart felt as if he had been pricked by a needle, and he didn't know what to do. Shen Qianxun couldn't restrain his steps, and finally stepped forward and stroked Ling'er's thin back. Ling'er suddenly stopped vomiting, and said in a choked voice: "If I keep going like this, will you always follow like this?" ”

Shen Qianxun's hand stopped on Ling'er's back and did not speak. Ling'er got up suddenly, turned around and hugged Shen Qianxun, rubbing the wine and tears on his clean clothes. At this moment, time is frozen, and this turn is from the end of the world to a stone's throw away. Ling'er hugged Shen Qianxun tightly, for fear that he would push himself away and leave him in the next moment.

The mind is dizzy and numb. Ling'er only hugged Shen Qianxun like this, feeling his unfamiliar heartbeat, and inhaled his breath deeply into his lungs, unwilling to erase it. Even if in the next second, Shen Qianxun rejected himself, he had no regrets. However, Ling'er couldn't believe that he didn't. He just stood like this, letting the woman in front of him hold himself breathlessly.

"Chihiro. Don't reject me because of your master's grudge with my mother, okay? Ling'er looked at Shen Qianxun with teary eyes, looking up at his beautiful jaw. Shen Qianxun lowered his head and stared at Ling'er. Finally, there is no contempt in my eyes, no scruples, some are just distressed, but I can't bear it. Ling'er continued to say vaguely: "Don't reject me, just for a while, for a while, okay?" If you don't, I'll go drink. ”

Shen Qianxun looked at Ling'er, who was a little child-tempered at this time, sighed slightly, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, his eyes flashed with sorrow, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Ling'er's face, and nodded. Ling'er couldn't believe her eyes, but she was flattered and forced to laugh, buried her head in Shen Qianxun's neck, and wiped her tears on it.

Shen Qianxun stroked Ling'er's long hair, not resisting his heart, just like Ling'er said, just for a while. Just a little bit. "Chihiro." Ling'er leaned on Shen Qianxun's shoulder and called him. "Hmm." Shen Qianxun replied compliantly. "Chihiro." Ling'er was drunk again, and called out again. Shen Qianxun was slightly stunned, but still replied, "Hmm." ”

He doesn't ask, she doesn't say. With just one look, you can understand it in your heart. There is no need for too much embellishment, too much explanation. Ling'er called Shen Qianxun's name over and over again, and Shen Qianxun agreed one by one. "Chihiro" Ling'er vaguely. "Well, I'm here." Shen Qianxun replied. "Chihiro, I like you. I've loved it since I was in Wuling Mountain. Ling'er was dizzy, and her drunkenness continued to sweep through her consciousness, but she used this to say the words that she had been burying in her heart.

Shen Qianxun was not surprised, just nodded, and gave Ling'er responses and affirmations from time to time. "I want to be with you every day, even if I don't speak, as long as I see you by my side, I will be very grounded. But do you know the truth, when you ignore my eyes, when you shout at me, I will be sad. It's sad and it's sad kind. ”

Ling'er said, raised her head and looked at Shen Qianxun aggrievedly, and her tears were uncontrollably retained. Shen Qianxun's heart hurts, and he doesn't know how to do this. It's just that he can't respond, he can't give her a positive look like he does now. Shen Qianxun sadly wiped away her tears for Ling'er again and hugged her a little tighter.