195. VIP 195, dazed
When the child in Bai Yiru's womb was seven months old, the tutor organized the graduate students he took to go out to sketch.
Originally, she didn't need to go because she had already taken a leave of absence, but after she accidentally learned the news from her classmates, she really wanted to go around and relax. For the past seven months, she has been at home almost every day, and if she continues to stay in this state of not going out, she feels that she will definitely go crazy and get depression.
Gu Dongning was not at home, so Bai Yiru went to discuss with Ning Keyan.
Ning Kexi said that she didn't want to go in vain, saying that the child was more important, what if something happened on the way, Gu Qixi's birth was already a lesson, and she had to be just in case.
"Mom, this time the tutor is going to take my classmates to Taiwan, I have always wanted to go, and I will go with my classmates and teachers, which is also a different travel experience. And I'm always at home, and it's not good for the baby in my belly. Bai Yiru insisted very much that Taiwan is indeed her favorite city, and what she wants to go to the most is Kinmen.
Taiwan is one of the places that almost every literary and artistic young man wants to go to.
Bai Yiru once fantasized that when he had money, he would go, ride a bicycle along the ring road, and follow the example in the movie, take a thorough trip around the island, and then go to Kinmen to see the filming places of his favorite literary films, and feel the original Taiwanese taste in the homestay.
The fantasy has continued until now, after getting married, her life seems not to be busy, but it is not idle, and it has become a luxury to want to have a complete trip without caring about anything, especially after Gu Qixi, this idea has become even more unrealistic.
Bai Yiru feels that life is only once, and he shouldn't let too many things tie him up, and if he can't bravely insist on doing what he wants to do a few times, it will really be a waste of his time in this world.
"How can this kid be so stubborn." Ning Keyan is also helpless, so that Bai Yiru does not go out can protect her, but it is indeed not good for the child, and it is not good for the mother itself, "You listen to my mother, there will be a chance in the future, when the child in the womb is born, I will bring you two children, you can go where you want to sketch, okay?" "At that time, my son will probably be able to handle the affairs of the family.
"I also know that there will be opportunities in the future, but what a wonderful thing it is to be pregnant and be able to travel with my classmates and friends."
"So be it. Dong Ning will be back tomorrow, you can discuss it with Dong Ning. If he tells you to go, you go for it. "Ning Ke Yan had no choice but to ask Gu Dongning to come back and deal with his daughter-in-law by himself.
Bai Yiru nodded, he had to talk to Gu Dongning, but what if he didn't agree? One crying, two troubles, three hangings? I don't think I can do this, do I? If you have to get to this point, the most you can do is shed tears, and you can't even cry. Alas, I am really useless.
"Go to the balcony to bask in the sun, I will ask Da Mei to prepare a fruit plate for you." Ning Ke touched Bai Yiru's hair lovingly, one more simple child, married to the Gu family, and could only be tossed like this, tossed, it's fine.
Bai Yiru continued to nod and walked slowly to the balcony.
The red sofa on the balcony looked more colorful in the sunlight, and instead of sitting down, she pushed open the window and took a hard breath of air, eager to go out and take a big breath.
She closed her eyes and tilted her head, as if she had smelled the wind blowing from the Taiwan Strait, with a salty and wet smell and feeling......
"Bai Yiru?"
A female voice came from the balcony downstairs, stiff and broken Chinese, which sounded very strange.
Bai Yiru stood on the small bench, her neck stretched a little, and finally saw the people downstairs clearly, with a surprised smile on her face, "Lilian, you actually live downstairs in my house?" ”
Lilian shook her head, "I'm taking a tutor, and it's sunny today, so I'm coming to the balcony." She pulled out a little girl and pointed it out to Bai Yiru, "I'll teach her English." She's going to go abroad in the near future, raiding English. ”
Bai Yiru nodded, the girl was about twelve or thirteen years old, and she looked like a child of a rich family when she was dressed, and it was not unusual to go abroad.
"I didn't expect you to live here, I just looked up and stretched, and I saw you." Lilian looked surprised, obviously looking like she hadn't seen Bai Yiru for a long time, and she was enthusiastic and familiar after meeting again.
"I've been living here and I'm pregnant, so I'm taking a break from school and staying at home." Bai Yiru originally wanted to beckon Lilian to come to the house to play after bringing her tutor, but she thought that Gu Dongning didn't like strangers to come to the house, so she dispelled this idea.
"Do you want to have a baby?" Lillian was still surprised, "Oh my God! You're only twenty years old, and you're actually a mother, what a young mother. ”
"My mother-in-law said that if you give birth early, a woman's body will recover." Bai Yiru finally saw an acquaintance, so she lay on the balcony and chatted with someone, this was the first time in several months that she had spoken to someone other than her family and doctors.
Ning Ke and Da Mei were cleaning up things in the kitchen and preparing a fruit plate, and after a while, they vaguely heard Bai Yiru talking on the balcony, first startled, and then walked quickly to the balcony.
"Who are you talking to, Yiru? Da Mei, help Yiru down quickly, it's really dangerous! She entered the balcony and saw Bai Yiru standing on a small bench, with her arms on the windowsill, and her whole person stretched her neck outward, which was really frightening.
Bai Yiru reluctantly waved goodbye to Lilian, and was helped by Da Mei to stand on the ground again.
"Yiru, how do you do such a dangerous thing? You see that there is no carpet on the floor of this balcony, in case the bench slips, aren't you going to fall? "I'd rather have palpitations.
"Mom, it's not such a coincidence, I'm paying attention to my step." Bai Yiru knew that she was worried about Ning Keyan, so she took the initiative to hold her arm, smiling and coquettishly, "I met a classmate, she worked as a tutor in the downstairs house, so we chatted." ”
"What classmate, you can invite you to your home next time, but you must not do dangerous things again. The doctor said, the fetal position of your baby is not correct, and if you are not careful, something will definitely go wrong, and Dong Ning is not at home, how can you tell me to explain to my son? Ning Keyan has never said this to Bai Yiru, but the recent situation is special, and it is the first time that she has shown a displeased look in front of her daughter-in-law, in order to put some pressure on her.
Bai Yiru Huaiyuan worked hard, and she would rather know it, but as a mother, she also felt sorry for her son. For the sake of a family, Gu Dongning is no better than Bai Yiru, and it can even be said that it is harder than Bai Yiru. Bai Yiru is obedient and does not worry Gu Dongning, that is the greatest support and understanding for him. What I'd rather be afraid of is that my son is busy over there, and I have to worry about Bai Yiru, both sides have to be busy, they have to take care of everything, flying back and forth, jet lag is upside down, not eating and sleeping well, how can the body stand it.
"Mom, I see. Will be obedient in the future, don't be angry. Bai Yiru looked at Ning Keyan's face, and naturally thought of her, feeling that she was dragging Gu Dongning back, so it was normal for her mother-in-law to be unhappy.
"Hmm. Just be obedient. Mom is also for your own good. Ning Yan casually opened the CD on the balcony, played prenatal music, and went out with Damei again.
Bai Yiru sat on the sofa, looking at the small sky outside the window, and suddenly wanted to cry.
When other people's daughters-in-law are pregnant, are they also like themselves, locked up at home and can't go anywhere? Or is it because Gu Dongning is really too good to himself, so he is really worried that he will melt in his mouth and fall in the palm of his hand, as his classmates said?
For more than a day, Bai Yiru's love was very low, except for barely pretending to be okay in front of Ning Keyan, and occasionally squeezing out a smile to deal with her, there was no extra expression.
Especially when she is alone, her eyes are full of confusion, confusion about the future, confusion about life, and confusion about a qiē.
Gu Dongning came back the afternoon the next day, Bai Yiru was basking in the sun on the balcony, she didn't meet Lilian again today, so no one chatted with her, she looked at Gu Qixi who was sleeping on the sofa, and didn't go out to welcome her husband home for the first time.
"Eru?" Gu Dongning's first words when she went home must have been Bai Yiru, but today she didn't come to the door to greet her, nor did she smile happily and took the computer bag from his hand.
His eyes swept around the room, and he asked Ning Keyan: "Mom, where is Yiru?" ”
"On the balcony, there has been some trouble in the past two days, I can see it." Ning Ke frowned and patted Gu Dongning's arm, "Son, it's hard work." When this difficult time is over, you and Eru will be fine. ”
Gu Dongning nodded, "Mom, I'll go see Yiru first, it's normal for her to lose her temper, it's been more than seven months, thank you for your hard work." ”
"I'm fine, I'm just worried about you kids." Ning sighed, at the beginning, there was a Zhong Jing at home who accompanied Bai Yiru, but now Zhong Jing was arranged by Gu Dongning to manage Lucas, she rarely came back, and there was no young man to accompany Bai Yiru.
Gu Dongning walked into the balcony, and what caught his eye was Bai Yiru's tearful face, with a dazed gaze with some sluggishness.
In fact, this is not sluggish, it's just that Bai Yiru has been left alone, completely out of touch with the outside world, her thoughts are about to be out of touch, her enthusiasm for life and the vigor in life have been consumed little by little, and she is about to be exhausted, and she feels that she is about to collapse.
"Yiru, why are you crying? Disobedient on Tanabata? Gu Dongning held Bai Yiru's face in distress and gently kissed her tears.
Bai Yiru didn't speak, tears one by one, she couldn't stop flowing, she felt that what she was shedding was not tears, but an empty and boring heart, because she lost the opportunity to pursue life and dreams.
"Don't cry, I promised to let you go to Taiwan, okay?" Gu Dongning's heart was sore and painful, even though he knew that this day would always come, but when this day really came, he saw Bai Yiru crying so helplessly, he was still useless and couldn't stick to his decision.
Bai Yiru's crying body was trembling, and she couldn't say a word, and when she heard that she could go to Taiwan, she felt even more wronged.
At this time, Gu Qixi woke up and cried, and the balcony space, which was already angry and dull, became boring.
Ning Ke heard the child crying, hurried over, and found that Bai Yiru was crying, so she asked Da Mei to take Gu Qixi out, and the two went to the living room to take care of the child, no longer caring about Gu Dongning and Bai Yiru.
"Let's go to Taiwan, whatever you want to do, I'll accompany you, don't cry, you see I took a plane for a few hours, and I didn't sleep last night." Gu Dongning coaxed Bai Yiru to be unhappy, so he could only use bitter meat, he understood that she felt most sorry for her.
Bai Yiru choked up, sniffed, raised her hand to hook Gu Dongning's neck, lay on his shoulder, and said angrily in his ear: "It's not that you can't exercise when you're pregnant, and what the doctor says can only be used as a reference, why do you do it one by one?" "She's not stupid, she can feel it herself, she doesn't feel any special discomfort after pregnancy, and she doesn't have the bad feelings that the doctor said.
"Because I'm afraid that something will happen to you, and I'm afraid that something will happen to the child, how difficult it is for you to get pregnant, you have a big belly, your legs and feet are swollen, you can't eat well, who can't sleep, if this child has something in case, your body can't bear it, and your mother will want you to regenerate, and you have to suffer again. Yiru, I can't bear it. You know, I don't want you to suffer the most. Gu Dongning hugged Bai Yiru, she finally spoke, and his heart could be relaxed a little.
"I know. I'll be careful. Once or twice once in a while, it will not affect the child, I asked a former classmate, her mother is an obstetrician and gynecologist. Bai Yiru wiped her tears, she was useless, she was useless, she only knew how to cry.
"Hmm. Each doctor's statement is different, your classmate's mother is not your doctor, so what is said is for reference only, we mainly have to listen to your doctor. You said you wanted to go for a break, and we went. This time, my mother and I are with you, and the nanny is with you, and we take care of the child, and you are responsible for sketching and taking care of the one in your belly. I'm in charge of taking care of you. Gu Dongning said his own arrangement.
Bai Yiru thought about it, maybe this was the biggest concession Gu Dongning made, and he really didn't dare to take too much risk, so he nodded in compromise.
Gu Dongning told Ning Keyan what he thought and asked Da Mei to prepare something to go out.
Ning Keyan was a little uneasy after all, but she couldn't see Bai Yiru's dull appearance, if she really had to suffer from prenatal depression for too long as the doctor said, it would be really bad.
The tutor arranged to go to Taiwan next Wednesday, and it was only Saturday.
Gu Dongning sent someone to the school to contact the tutor, saying that he and Bai Yiru would go by themselves, two days in advance, and then meet in Chiayi. also asked Amu to invite the tutor to dinner with the classmates who went with him, and bought small gifts for each of them, asking everyone to take care of Bai Yiru.