Chapter 12 27 Years Old: Without You, Can I Still Be Me?
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When I got home in the evening, Yan Qiukai called, and Ai Jiatong answered. Pinshu.com
"Jiatong, where is it?" Yan Qiukai's voice was as nice as ever on the other end of the phone.
"At home, what about you?"
"I just got home, too."
"Are you having fun with your friends tonight?"
"yes, yes."
When Ai Jiatong heard this answer, her heart was cold, "Oh, I'm a little tired and want to sleep, you should go to bed early." ”
"Okay, you pay more attention to your body, but in the future, you will give me a white and chubby baby."
"Baby?" Ai Jiatong murmured.
"Yes, in the future, we."
"I'm really tired, what's there next time." Ai Jiatong interrupted him.
"Oh well, you rest."
"Hmm."
hung up the phone, Ai Jiatong couldn't sleep while lying on the bed, always thinking about his colleague's words and the picture of Yan Qiukai and the woman in the restaurant, he was so depressed that he finally sat up and beat his chest with his hand.
Insomnia at night, destined to be in poor spirits the next morning, and naturally can't see it when you read the information, but it has become a hypnotic tool, and it is inevitable that colleagues continue to discuss Yan Qiukai's blind date, and they can't forget it if they want to.
Around noon, Yan Qiukai sent a text message.
Kai: "Tongtong, let's eat together at noon, come to my house." ”
Tong: "I have someone at home today, and my mother wants me to go back to dinner, how is the evening?" ”
Kay: "I'm sorry, I had something to do at night. ”
Tong: "Okay then, next time." ”
Kay: "Have breakfast together tomorrow?" ”
Tong: "Besides, I'm very busy now, let's talk then." ”
Kai: "Okay, then you remember to eat more and have a good rest." ”
Ai Jiatong flipped through the text messages, although it was only a few short words, her eyes were foggy, and slowly condensed into a tear, Ai Jiatong washed her nose, raised her head, and didn't let more tears flow out, she didn't understand why she became so sensitive, but she felt uncomfortable being deceived in her heart, and she also felt that Yan Qiukai was no longer like Yan Qiukai before, and she couldn't say why.
In the evening, Yan Qiukai called in, still saying the future, and Ai Jiatong responded coldly.
Ai Jiatong tossed and turned, and Yan Qiukai naturally did too, on the one hand, because although there was a reason to see other women behind Ai Jiatong's back, on the other hand, Ai Jiatong seemed to notice something, and felt that she had become very cold......
The next day, there was no need for Yan Qiukai to say that they would eat together, it was Ai Jiatong who took the initiative to send a text message saying that they would have lunch together, and she felt that she still had to make it clear in person, and she couldn't hold it anymore, if Yan Qiukai really had another woman, then she would let it go, after all, she was at her age and couldn't afford it.
Although Ai Jiatong took the initiative to eat, Yan Qiukai felt that he should be happy, but he was a little unhappy, he felt a little uneasy, as if something was going to happen, and he was in a trance all morning, so trance that his subordinates found out that he was abnormal.
Ai Jiatong and Yan Qiukai returned to the apartment, and the housekeeping aunt had already cooked the meal.
"Akai, I have something to say." Ai Jiatong plucked up a lot of courage to speak.
"Let's eat first, everyone is hungry." Yan Qiukai looked at her tenderly and said.
Ai Jiatong nodded obediently.
During the meal, the two of them were absent-minded and did not eat much at all.
Finally, after the difficult meal time, the two were in the living room, and Ai Jiatong spoke again, "Akai, I have something to say." ”
"It's not early now, I have to go to work in the afternoon, you can rest first, and then talk about it when there is something, huh?" Yan Qiukai touched the top of her hair and asked.
"No, I'm going to say it now." Ai Jiatong is very persistent.
The uneasiness in Yan Qiukai's heart continued to grow like a germ, as if he was about to invade him completely, and he looked at Ai Jiatong steadily.
"You, do you have anything to say to me?" Ai Jiatong raised his head to meet Yan Qiukai's eyes, and he looked at Yan Qiukai's dark eyes and asked.
"Aren't you going to tell me?"
"Didn't you have anything to say to me before you said it?"
“……”
After about a minute, Yan Qiukai still didn't speak, and Ai Jiatong spoke, "You, isn't it, there is someone else?" ”
"How is it possible, who did you listen to?" Yan Qiukai frowned slightly.
"What if I say I see it?" Ai Jiatong said softly.
Yan Qiukai was stunned for a moment, "That's." ”
"Akai, don't lie, you're not fit to lie, and besides, I have a strong premonition." Ai Jiatong said seriously.
Yan Qiukai was stunned for a moment, "Me." ”
"If you say it, you may still have a chance to be forgiven, but if you lie, then you don't even deserve to be forgiven." Ai Jiatong said.
Yan Qiukai held Ai Jiatong's hand, "Do you believe me?" ”
"I don't know how to believe it." Ai Jiatong replied honestly, this time the feeling is different from the previous study after the fact, at that time, even if she saw Yan Qiukai with other women, she would firmly believe that Yan Qiukai would not turn her back, but now, out of society, people have naturally become complicated, and she and Yan Qiukai are no exception.
"My family is very opposed to me being with you, they want me to go on a blind date, I was very opposed at first, but they threatened me with you, they said they would hurt you, and they also said that as long as I am willing to go, it is another matter whether it works out or not, so what you saw that time was that I was on a blind date." Yan Qiukai explained slowly, hoping that Ai Jiatong would understand.
When Ai Jiatong heard this, she couldn't help but feel funny, "That's it? You just went on a blind date? ”
"I'm just afraid they'll hurt you, them."
"If they continue to threaten you with hurting me to get married, will you get married too?"
"Of course not!" Yan Qiukai was very determined.
"Of course you'll say that now, but then it's a different story." Ai Jiatong said mockingly.
"No, you trust me." Yan Qiukai clenched Ai Jiatong's hand and pressed it to his chest, and spoke hurriedly.
"What can you guarantee?"
"With my life."
Ai Jiatong sneered for a while, "Yan Qiukai, your family will not accept me at all, you know very well in your heart, you don't deny it, but you are full of the future, but you are full of future, but you have no future, but you are just such a person?" ”
Yan Qiukai shook his head desperately, "Jiatong, if you believe me, I will definitely do my best, if you don't believe it, we will go and register the marriage now." ”
Ai Jiatong wanted to withdraw his hand, but Yan Qiukai held it very tightly, and he couldn't pull it anyway, "You let go!" ”
"I won't let go!"
"Yan Qiukai!" Ai Jiatong yelled.
Yan Qiukai shook his head, with a stubborn expression, "If I let go, you will leave, I won't be stupid anymore, this time, you can't leave." ”
"Feet are on me, if I really want to leave, no one can stop me!"
"Jiatong, give me some more time, I will definitely make you happy."
"Happiness is not just words, Yan Qiukai, let's finish, I can't afford it." Ai Jiatong looked sad.
Yan Qiukai listened, hugged Ai Jiatong, and spoke incoherently in a panic, "No, no, you believe me, Jiatong, Jiatong, I, we get married, yes, we'll register now, let's register!" ”
Yan Qiukai seemed to see hope and pulled Ai Jiatong out.
Of course Ai Jiatong didn't follow, he lowered his head and bit Yan Qiukai's hand, Yan Qiukai let go in pain, and Ai Jiatong took a few steps back.
"Jiatong, don't you want to marry me?" Yan Qiukai's bright and bright starry eyes were full of doubts and sorrows.
"Marriage is not just a matter of two people, Yan Qiukai, what if we get a marriage certificate? The pressure of the family will overwhelm us, and we will never be able to fight our parents. ”
"How do you know if you haven't tried it? Ai Jiatong, it's like this every time, you don't even try and say it's impossible, you always feel that you're right. Yan Qiukai looked disappointed, and his tall body seemed to be a lot shorter.
"I'm sorry, Yan Qiukai, I didn't see the gap between us clearly before, but now, I know, it's an insurmountable gap, just like we humans can't survive on Mars, in your family, I can't survive either, you still go to those who are suitable for you, I heard that the deputy mayor's daughter is a doctor who returned from studying in France, and she is very compatible with you." Ai Jiatong endured the pain in her heart and said with a shallow smile.
"Damn what you're talking about!" Yan Qiukai yelled, then stepped forward quickly, his eyes were red with anger, and he held Ai Jiatong's shoulders with both hands, and in just a few seconds, he startled Ai Jiatong, Yan Qiukai rarely looked fierce, "Ai Jiatong, if you say these words again, I won't be polite to you." ”
"You want to hit me?" Ai Jiatong raised her eyebrows.
Yan Qiukai lowered his head and kissed Ai Jiatong, Ai Jiatong was stunned for a moment, and kept struggling, but Yan Qiukai hugged her so tightly that she couldn't move at all.
Yan Qiukai kissed her down on the sofa, and Ai Jiatong who kissed was almost out of oxygen, so Yan Qiukai gave up kissing her lips, but began to kiss her neck, and her hands kept stroking and touching her, which scared Ai Jiatong.
"Yan Qiukai, what are you doing, let go of me, Yan Qiukai !!" Ai Jiatong kept yelling.
"As long as I have my child, I can't leave if you want to." Yan Qiukai kissed and undressed her, and said extremely firmly.
"You're crazy!!" Ai Jiatong yelled, and then said, "Yan Qiukai, if you dare to touch me, I will kill you!" ”
Yan Qiukai raised his head, the two were very close, and the deep desire in Yan Qiukai's eyes made Ai Jiatong afraid.
"Even if I die, I want to be killed by you." Yan Qiukai raised a bright and dazzling smile and said, he stroked Ai Jiatong's struggling and messy hair with his hand, kissed her forehead, and said extremely gently, "Don't worry, I will be responsible." ”
Ai Jiatong's face was full of anger, "Yan Qiukai, do you think I will compromise in this way?" If I really want to leave you, even if I have your child, I'm going to go to the hospital and do it, that's me, don't you understand? Now, if you dare to touch me, then don't expect me to have a chance to forgive you. ”
Yan Qiukai listened, the bright starry eyes instantly dimmed, the smile disappeared, the eyes were filled with a thick fog, and within a few seconds, big tears smashed on Ai Jiatong, Ai Jiatong blinked, the tears entered her eyes, flowed into her heart, seeing the tears crying, her anger disappeared completely, only full of distress......
"If I lose you, can I still be me?"
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