Chapter 178: Instead
Chapter 178 instead
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originally planned to spend the rest of his life in Sagashan, but Ling'er was always relieved, and everyone was scattered, not knowing how Qianyi was doing in the Yan Demon Domain. He pushed him into the sea of fire with his own hands, and he walked away like this, leaving them alone to face it. After thinking about it, Ling'er still decided to go down the mountain.
Jin Sheng hesitated, although Ling'er said that after dealing with these things, he would come back, and never took half a step out of Sagayama again. But Jin Sheng knew in his heart that Ling'er's descent from the mountain would cause an uproar, and once Ling'er stepped out of this Sagashan, he was afraid that he would not come back.
It's just that Jin Sheng didn't say anything, this is Ling'er's choice, maybe this is her fate. The arrangement of fate is not something that can be reversed by oneself. It's just that no matter what the world is like, Jin Sheng only wants Ling'er to be safe. "Be careful when you go down the mountain, and come back after you deal with it, I'll be waiting for you in Mt. Saga." Jin Sheng still had a glimmer of hope on his lips.
Ling'er nodded, forgot to glance at the temple behind Jin Sheng, and turned to leave. Since dying once, Ling'er's spiritual power has become extremely low, and it can be said that there is no difference between it and mortals. The only difference is that a mortal is a human being, and she will always be a demon.
You can't soar into the clouds, you can only use your weak spiritual power to drive you down the mountain step by step. Ling'er raised her eyes and looked at the sky, she couldn't go to Wuling Mountain, and she didn't know where everyone was now. However, Shen Qianxun and Lou Qianyi both knew that they were buried in Wuling Mountain, and they would return to Wuling Mountain to see them one day, so Ling'er decided to go in the direction of Wuling Mountain.
The intersecting emotions made Ling'er transform into a real body for the first time, the silver fox of the white Shengxue, shuttling quickly on the earthly boundary, ordinary people saw it, but it was just a white light, which would be mistaken for dazzled. Ling'er, who conjured up his true body, really accelerated his speed, and in less than half a day, he had already arrived at Wuling Mountain.
Everything was normal in the mountains, but when she returned to the Lingjing Lake, she found that the flowers and trees by the lake had grown lush. The special boundary makes the flowers here extremely charming, and the trees are also particularly lush. Ling'er raised her eyes, it was another spring, Wulingshan seemed to have returned to the time when she was just born, magical, graceful, the only thing missing was that there was no longer the frolic of living beings.
Ling'er sighed and sat down on the edge of the Lingjing Lake, thinking about her years at the bottom of the lake. I don't know how many days, I can hear the whispers in my ears, but I can't open my eyes. I don't know how I survived, but since I came out of the Spirit Lake, Ling'er only felt that she was a lot less impetuous and restless, and her heart was always as quiet as water, and there were no longer any waves.
Just as Ling'er was pondering, a surprised call suddenly came from behind him: "Is Ling'er you?" The voice trembled a little with excitement, and Ling'er was still covered with a veil, but she didn't look back. It was Qianyi, I thought he would be in the Flame Demon Domain.
Ling'er didn't move, but Lou Qianyi walked forward quickly, trembling and stretched out a hand, wanting to put it on Ling'er's shoulder, but he didn't know whether he was afraid or couldn't believe what he saw in front of him, and he stayed at the distance on Ling'er's shoulder, and never approached. Ling'er took a deep breath, turned around, and turned back.
Lou Qianyi looked at the woman in front of her, her blue veil covering her hazy appearance. But he recognized those eyes, and he knew them at a glance! There is no violence in Ling'er's eyes, there is no impetuousness, as if the waters of the spiritual realm lake are not dependent. I remember when I first saw Ling'er, there was nothing complicated in her eyes, only innocence and purity.
Now it is different from the past, this look is more like the gaze that should be there when you have experienced life and death and look down on everything. Lou Qianyi had tears in her eyes, but they were just sparkling, and she hesitated to withdraw her hands, but through Ling'er's veil, she put them on her emaciated cheeks, and said in a choked voice: "You finally woke up." ”
Ling'er smiled, although it was so hazy, but it was like a clear spring, irrigating Lou Qianyi's heart, clear. "I'm back." Lou Qianyi finally hugged Ling'er into his arms desperately, let go of his crazy thoughts, and said excitedly: "If you can't wake up again, I will go to your dream and wake you up." ”
Ling'er didn't refuse, and let Lou Qianyi hug herself like this. Whispered, "So, didn't I wake up, so why bother?" Lou Qianyi's excitement involved Ling'er's wound that had not yet healed, and Ling'er hummed softly and frowned.
Lou Qianyi immediately noticed it, quickly let go of Ling'er, and asked about Ling'er's injury with concern. "Miss" Mo Shuang's voice sounded behind Lou Qianyi and Ling'er. Ling'er turned around in surprise and saw that it was Mo Shuang, and hurriedly walked up to meet him. And the difference is that when he learned that Ling'er was not dead, Mo Shuang didn't know whether Lu Dao should be happy or not.
Since the last incident, there have been subtle changes between Lou Qianyi and Mo Shuang, Lou Qianyi began to be unusually good to Mo Shuang, and Mo Shuang also accepted this happiness with peace of mind, which either belonged to or did not belong to him. originally thought that this was his life, and it was what he had always wanted.
Unexpectedly, at this time, Ling'er came back. In fact, Mo Shuang had been standing aside just now, and she looked at Lou Qianyi's excitement when she saw Ling's childhood, and she was happy from the bottom of her heart. He desperately stepped forward to hug her into his arms, and infinite lovesickness emerged. He looked at Ling'er's eyes, there were faint tears, but they were full of tenderness, which he had never and did not dare to hope for.
Ling'er appeared again, breaking all of Mo Shuang's original plans, and what Mo Shuang felt was an infinite sense of crisis. When Mo Shuang had such thoughts, she hated herself a little, hated herself for inadvertently becoming hostile to Ling'er, Ling'er was not dead, she should have been extremely happy, she hated herself now.
It's just that Mo Shuang can't control herself, if she hasn't gotten Lou Qianyi for a while, maybe everything will be as light as water, even if she still has a trace of reverie in her heart, she will quietly bury it in her heart, as a love. It's just that it's different now, how can ants that have tasted sweetness be willing to be mediocre soil?
Mo Shuang's other self once said that Qianyi was his own, and since he had already obtained him, he would not let anyone snatch it away, nor would he let his eyes stay on others. Mo Shuang smiled and catered to Ling'er, Ling'er felt a little unnatural, but she would never know that in Mo Shuang's heart, her own existence had been occupied by the terrible word "others".
In the evening, the three of them had dinner in Wuling Mountain, Ling'er slept peacefully in the simple thatched hut built by Lou Qianyi, Mo Shuang and Qianyi were all right, and they were also a matter of concern, ready to rest for a day, and then set off to return to Sagashan.
Lou Qianyi looked at Ling'er who was on the couch, covered the quilt for her with doting eyes, sat beside her, looked at the sleeping Ling'er without a moment's wandering, and sometimes couldn't help but gently pull the broken hair in front of her forehead. didn't know that all this was seen by Mo Shuang. Lou Qianyi's tenderness and sweetness, every look and every inch of his gaze at Ling'er was like a sharp knife, stabbing him in the heart, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
"Qianyi, come out for a while, I have something to say to you." Mo Shuang stood in front of the door hesitantly and said to Lou Qianyi. I thought that when he was standing behind him, Lou Qianyi would immediately rein in, but Mo Shuang was disappointed, he only thought that he didn't exist at all, for fear of waking up Ling'er, and replied in a very small voice: "Okay, you go out of Lu first and wait for me." ”
Mo Shuang took a deep look at Ling'er lying on the couch and turned to leave. What kind of gaze was that, mixed with jealousy, resentment, and sorrow Mo Shuang stood by the Spirit Realm Lake, waiting for Lou Qianyi to appear, and only after a long time did he hear faint footsteps.
Lou Qianyi stood beside Mo Shuang, side by side with her. The two looked ahead together, but one looked at the water and the other at the moon. "What are you going to do?" Mo Shuang got straight to the point, Ling'er appeared, Lou Qianyi must have his own solution.
Sure enough, Lou Qianyi didn't pretend to be confused, and said completely: "If Ling'er doesn't make arrangements, I will take care of her for the rest of my life, and I won't let anyone hurt her again, even if I die." Mo Shuang turned her head slightly, looked at Lou Qianyi's side face with tears in her eyes, and said sarcastically: "What about me?" ”
Before Lou Qianyi asked herself to come out, she had already learned what she was going to say and ask, and she didn't have to be prepared, let alone deceive her, she just replied truthfully: "If you want, stay, if you don't want to, I won't force it." ”
Mo Shuang smiled bitterly, what a simple sentence, all the emotions he paid disappeared in this indifferent sentence. Mo Shuang frowned and asked Lou Qianyi sadly: "In your heart, what am I?" In fact, Lou Qianyi was also thinking about this question, but he didn't know how to answer Lu Dao so that he wouldn't hurt her. There is nothing wrong with loving someone, it's just that Lou Qianyi doesn't know how to explain herself.
"Shuang'er, I'm sorry" Lou Qianyi looked into the distance and said these three words ethereally. Mo Shuang laughed mockingly, tears had already spread out of his eyes: "I'm sorry? I don't understand what you're saying. Lou Qianyi took a deep breath, and now that he knew that he had hurt Mo Shuang, he had to break her dream again.
"I can't lose Ling'er, in the days without her, I only feel that life is dead until you appear, I found the shadow of Ling'er in you, maybe it was the reason why you got along with her day and night in the past, I" Lou Qianyi didn't know how to say it, but the meaning of his words, Mo Shuang is a fool, and he can understand.
Mo Shuang closed his eyes and was grief-stricken: "Needless to say! I understand, Lou Qianyi, in your eyes, I'm just a replacement, right? Lou Qianyi opened her mouth, trying to discern what was written, but wasn't that the case? In his heart, when he was with Mo Shuang, there was not a moment when he didn't treat her as Ling'er, this is not a substitute, what is it?
Mo Shuang suddenly opened her eyes, her eyes showed the hatred she remembered, and she said coldly: "I won't let you be with Ling'er!" You belong to me, and no one can take it away! ”