Chapter 50 Determined to suffer with Qing
Jin Yu walked all the way to Zhu Mingyuan, his mind was so disordered and turbulent, this body and mind were like being stuffed into a handful of thatch, and he couldn't be at peace for a moment!
He regretted his departure a little! After all, Feng Feng is still there, he just made his mother angry, and now he has left by himself, leaving the mess of their mother and son for Feng Feng to clean up, and it must be Feng Feng who is angry and resentful in the final analysis!
As soon as his mind came, he wanted to turn around and turn back, but then he thought about what he could do even if he went back? Can you disobey your mother and redeem Fengfeng? He couldn't stay in his mother's hall forever, he still had to go back to his place, and when he left, the water would be even more turbid, and the pain that Feng Feng carried would have to be multiplied several times......
Suddenly, the blood rushed to the head, the head was tight, and the hair in the bones of the heavenly spirit was swollen, Wan Jinyu felt how useless he was, but the dignified seven-foot man could only eat deflated at his mother's place, and he couldn't even protect the person he wanted to care, and even this person was repeatedly criticized because of him!
To be a man to do this part, such an unbreakable oppression and unpenetrable despair...... Really, he felt that he was very useless, very useless!
I didn't look at the road at all, and I instinctively returned to the Haoxuan Hall of Zhuming Courtyard.
Qingyue had already been guarding the entrance of the courtyard, and she saw that the young master had been going for longer than in the past this time, and she hadn't come back for so long, so she couldn't help but be anxious. When he turned his eyes, he saw that the young master had returned, his heart was happy, the corners of his lips were outlined, and he hurriedly turned around and waved to Liuyun.
Liuyun got the signal to hurry over, and just happened to see the young master walking in in despair. Her heart moved, and she glanced at Qingyue, and immediately greeted her.
"Young Master!" The two girls called out in a hurry.
Jin Yu came back to his senses, Fang was shocked to realize that he had just walked all the way back to the place where he went, his heart was very playful, and his lips couldn't help but smile bitterly, and he said straight that the loss was in his own house, and he was already familiar with the road in this ten thousand mansions, otherwise he might go somewhere if he walked like this!
"But what's the matter, it's a bit of infatuation?" Liu Yunfu frowned, looking at the young master's wrongness, and couldn't understand his meaning.
Qingyue also sensed that something was not quite right with her master, raised her hand and put her arm around him, and subconsciously called out urgently: "Young Master, but what happened?" Or who did you have an unhappy relationship with? I guessed in my heart, and said in my heart that I went to my wife's place to ask for peace, and if I was born with any unhappiness, it must be at my wife's place.
The partial life Jinyu is taking care of himself and precipitating in a mental matter, and that thought is depressed every time he touches the scenes of Fang Cai! He didn't have the strength to pay attention to these two girls, and he didn't even seem to have the strength to talk with his lips. The body is a little weak, wooden and fixed in the ground, I don't know where to go, I don't know what else I can do, what should I think?
"Our young master has always been affectionate and sentimental, and he must have been led by something to think of that delicate mind!" Liuyun frowned and stretched again, and said to Qingyue, "That's it, let's go into the house and wipe your face." ”
Qingyue thought so, it was difficult to let go of that heart, pursed her lips and nodded, and Liuyun helped Jinyu into the small courtyard and walked into the house.
Jinyu's mind never left Feng Feng, and her thoughts rippled again during such an unslow walk, and suddenly remembered Feng Feng's thin figure, as well as her swollen and transparent hands that were shocking and distressing in her eyes...... As soon as Jin Yufu thought about it, his sensitive and delicate atrium suddenly tightened, and his mind was settled, and his temper, which he had to suppress, surged again, and he refused to go anymore.
Qingyue and Liuyun didn't know why, so they had to stop with him.
Before they could open their mouths suspiciously, Jinyu's eyes spoke abruptly: "Go and bring the ring ruler hanging in my study." "The voice is not high or heavy.
"Huh?" Qingyue was surprised, "It's so decent, but what do you do with that thing?" ”
The ring ruler was hung on the wall of the study by the eldest young master, and from time to time he glanced at it and reminded himself of "clean self-love" and "always sober", and no one touched it in the past day. But now standing here like this, what are you doing with that Rausch thing?
Jinyu didn't reply.
Liuyun frowned and muttered Qingyue: "Tsk, if he tells you to go, it will be useful!" "She's a little more changeable than Qingyue.
I don't know what happened to Lu Dao, Qingyue felt ominous in her heart: "This ......" hesitated as before.
"Go! Yes? Liuyun frowned and lowered his eyebrows to sneer at her, and said in his heart that he would stabilize the young master first, and then he would follow his orders and complete them, and step by step, he might understand what he had and what he had experienced, didn't he?
Qingyue also vaguely understood Liuyun's intentions, calmed down, and walked to the study.
The wind rises suddenly, and the weather in late autumn has echoed the coldness of early winter, mixed with a slight cold. Liuyun untied the short cloak on his shoulders and put it on the eldest young master, and asked the little maid to quickly get another one.
After the beard was empty, Qing Yue had already taken the ring ruler.
Jin Yu felt a touch of stubbornness in his heart, and he secretly competed with his mother! But he didn't take the ring ruler, and watched a family member call him over, and motioned to Qingyue to hand the ring ruler to the family member.
Qingyue was suspicious and looked at Liuyun.
Liuyun nodded hesitantly.
Qingyue sighed and handed it over.
This Ding was even more confused by the young master, so he was at a loss, and suddenly saw the eldest young master raise his left hand and flatten it, stretch his five fingers and turn his palm to the top of the palm, and only spit out one word: "Hit!" "Categorically.
As soon as this word came out, the hearts of those present trembled!
Frightened and frightened, he blinked his eyes and suspected that he had misheard.
Qingyue and Liuyun on the side were also stunned, stunned and unable to understand.
Jin Yu's chaotic gaze was fierce at the moment, and he turned his eyes to the Ding Rui and shouted: "Don't you understand what Young Master Ben said enough, fight!" "It's such a sharp voice again.
This time, the people present heard it clearly and understood, this eldest young master who didn't know what kind of temper had sprung up in the Dao was asking this Ding to use this ring ruler to hit the palm of his own hand!
This ring ruler is two feet wide, and the ebony is wrapped in gold wire, and the weight is not light. If you take it all of a sudden, it will be unbearable. Jin Yu has always been generous to people, and has never punished anyone, and this ring ruler has always been hung in the study to warn himself.
Qingyue's mind tightened suddenly, and Liuyun was the first to react, although she didn't know the reason for the young master's move, she still subconsciously walked close to him and knelt on the ground suddenly: "Young master, why is this bothering?" Qing Yue's voice choked out of eagerness, and then shook her head, "Even if you are depressed in your heart, you can't suffer like this." If the young master wants to stand up and warn his subordinates, he can't bow down like this! ”
Liuyun also frowned and choked up: "My good young master, if you are not happy, it is useful to beat the minions and scold the minions, but why bother to practice yourself in a good manner!" "The sorrow of the eyebrows is indescribable.
Seeing that the two of them did such a thing, Jinyu was also very sad in her heart. He shook his head and sighed as he helped them up one by one, looked at Qingyue, turned his eyes and convected the clouds: "Are you saying this to make my sins even heavier?" He laughed at himself and sighed.
Liuyun was slightly stunned.
Qing Yue raised her hand and patted the eldest young master's shoulder, and took the words: "What kind of thing happened, why do you want to torture yourself like this?" It's distressing! Epilogue: A sigh.
Jinyu felt grateful in her heart, her eyes fixed on Qingyue, and shook her head slightly: "Where did I deliberately practice myself to make you feel distressed, it was actually a maid in my wife's room who was slapped by my wife because of me...... It was my fault in the first place, but I asked her to accept her grievances and anger, but I couldn't save her because of this status, and how could I not be sad! These words unconsciously followed the emotion to the emotional part, and Jinyu's throat moved slightly and choked. He was afraid that people would laugh at him for being weak, so he only tried his best to hide this choked and facial expression, where could he hide it? On the contrary, I felt even more trembling and distressed, and I was very sad in my eyes!
This is really what Jinyu said in his heart, and he can only say so far without being too explicit. He felt sorry for Fengfeng, very distressed!
Last time, if he hadn't taken the time into account and only relied on his own will to pull Feng Feng out, the result was that his wife was unhappy in her heart and accused Feng Feng of seducing the young master with bad intentions, how could she bear such grievances? And just now, he asked himself that his actions had angered his wife again, and it was Fengfeng who suffered after he left, and his heart throbbed!
can be partial, whether it is throbbing, pity, remorse, or inexplicable taste...... Everything is good, but he can't help Fengfeng at all! Just thinking like this, I don't know what kind of suffering and grievances Feng Feng is suffering at the moment, so he is as solid as a knife!
He deserves to be punished, and the only thing he wants and can do at this moment is to accompany her to hurt and hurt together! It seems that this is the only way to make him full of love. The tide of the heart is a little better!
As soon as these words came out, the two thoughtful maids of Liuyun Qingyue understood what was going on. I thought of the young master's previous circumstances, his inexplicable smirk, his daze, and his expression...... This kind of thing seems to have a faint direction, presumably the young master is very interested in the maid in the wife's room, which is different from the ordinary love!
Seriously, this eldest young master is a "lover"! These two precocious maids who knew his temperament couldn't help but be helpless.
At this time, Jin Yu turned his face to the family member holding the ring ruler again: "Even the young master dares to disobey the order...... Am I too good to you in the past day! After a pause, his voice rose sharply and again, his middle qi was more focused than Fang Cai, his face was angry, and he could see that Jinyu was real and rare at this moment, and he lost his temper.