One hundred and twenty-two, sincerely
"I'm sorry, but I actually came to you just to confess to you the feelings I have hidden for many years. I know I'm not qualified to like you, and I don't want to bother you. I've liked you for so long, and I don't regret it. Thank God for meeting you at the best of years. Unfortunately, it was a mistake from the start, and we didn't meet at the right time. In the future, take care of yourself, no matter who you are with, I hope you can be happy. ”
These words are exactly what she wants to say to Yifeng, but when she writes them for another man, Ning Xi doesn't feel inappropriate. Such a self that even she hates, why should she get the affection of Yifeng?
"Tell me who you are, okay?"
"Why are you not qualified to be together, I haven't married you!"
"I didn't think about who you were if I thought I broke my head, just tell me, I won't laugh at you."
"Just tell me. If you like someone, do you want to drive him crazy? ”
"Whoever you are, I'll marry you, right?"
Yuan Gui's reply flew like snowflakes, asking over and over again, and in the end he was almost crazy, which was exactly the effect that Ning Xi wanted. She clutched the last letter tightly in her hand, a sneer on her lips. Yes, that's what she wants. It's just that this person seems to be better than imagined to deceive too much, and it's not interesting.
She has already made up the rest of the story, and she will tell her that she is Ning Xi Gege of Jingjun Wangfu, and she used to be Yu Rui's wife. She would say that when she gave Rui Fujin, she secretly liked him, but because Yu Rui was his best friend, she tried to suppress her feelings. Leaving Yu Rui, it was also because of him that she didn't want to be with someone she didn't love like this anymore.
If the news reached Yu Rui's ears, he would definitely collapse, and no man was willing to put up with his wife's infidelity. And the friendship between Yuan Gui and Yu Rui will also break down. In this way, Yu Rui will also experience the taste of being betrayed by her friends and lovers at the same time, just like she did back then.
She is not afraid of fake dramas, she will really marry Yuan Gui - anyway, it's not the first time, and there's nothing to regret......
Having made up her mind, she put pen to paper and wrote: "When the sun sets tomorrow night, I'll see you at the westernmost western restaurant on Tolerance Street." "Even if the relationship is fake, there must always be a grade.
In the evening of the next day, Ning Xi dressed up and went out. Before leaving, I didn't forget to carry a bottle of drug, so that I could have both of them at that time.
As soon as I got out of the restaurant, I bumped into a person head-on. Ning Xi's heart sank, but he controlled his emotions and tried to calm himself down.
"Where?" Yifeng asked with a calm face.
"You must already know." Ning Xi's expression was indifferent, but his heart was like a knife. Is it so painful to betray someone? She didn't dare look him in the eye. At this moment, she began to admire Lin Yurui, how did he do it back then?
"Look at me!" Epiphyte dragged her chin and stared at her tightly.
"There's no need," Ning Ximian was not afraid, "The person I like is Suo Yuangui, and it has always been." ”
"You really don't have any feelings for me?" Memories asked.
"Yes!" Ning Xi raised his head and said, "I've always been using you, and I've never liked you!" But I didn't lie to you, I said a long time ago that I don't like you, it's your own self-inflicted sentimentality and wishful thinking! ”
"Do you really think so?" Yifeng asked.
"That's right. I just hate you! Ning Xi took a step closer to him and said hatefully, "You are domineering, self-righteous, thinking that the whole world will like you, and everyone will look at your face, cry for you, and laugh for you." You dream! I just don't want to see you, I'd rather remarry Lin Yurui than see you! ”
"You're playing with fire!" Yifeng reproached, "I thought you were just playing a prank and deceiving him, but I didn't expect you to really go to meet!" Are you really going to marry that guy? ”
"What about playing with fire?" Ning Xi sneered, "I can't burn you again, what's in your way?" I'm going to marry him, I like him! I'm a woman who doesn't abide by women's morals, and when I followed Lin Yurui, I liked him! ”
"What you say is the truth?" Yifeng asked coldly.
"It's all the truth." Ning Xi endured the grief in his heart and said coldly. The only advantage of liking yourself is that there is no way to verify, whether you like it or not, only you know.
"Okay, I won't bother you anymore, I'm doing it myself!" Yifeng said hatefully, shaking his hand and leaving.
Gone, he's gone! I finally don't have to owe him any more, and he will finally not be dragged down! Ning Xi forced herself to laugh, but found that her throat had choked and she couldn't laugh anymore.
After such a long delay, it's time to go to the appointment. If it's too late, he sees something wrong, and I'm afraid he'll be a gang. Thinking of this, she took a step, only to find that her steps had never been so heavy as they were today.
His steps were a little unsteady, and his body couldn't help shaking. She tried to clear her senses: Memories is gone, never to return. This is your own choice, and since you have chosen this path, you must endure everything that this choice brings.
Don't think about it anymore, try to forget, try not to love, just like when you decided to forget Yu Rui. However, Yu Rui has a lot of reasons to hate him, but what about Yifeng? No, nothing! As long as you mention this name, all you can think of is his goodness!
Why, why did I meet you? Why should I resurrect my dead heart, knowing that my heart will die again. I can't be together, I don't want to get and lose again, that's more terrible than never getting it.
You can't go on like this, calm down, you must calm down! On another street, there was a man waiting for her. She must do everything in her power to please him and convince him that she likes him, and then she can take the person she hates, along with herself, into an endless hell.
Walking absentmindedly, and taking another step forward, she stepped on a hollow place, and the whole person fell to the ground. The pain in her leg irritated her tear ducts at once, and tears flowed involuntarily.
It's a short way from the backyard of the diner's house to the block, and there aren't many people at all. Ning Xi struggled to get up and sat on the ground, letting the cold wind blow her face, her tears, and her already cold heart.
"Remembrance!" She called the name softly. Over the years, whenever she was helpless, on the verge of despair, she would always call his name softly. Every time she does this, she always has an unprecedented sense of relief, not only because this person gave her the courage to persevere, but also because of ...... He can't hear it!
There was a sudden warmth behind her, and she felt someone hug her from behind. A gentle voice came from behind him: "If it's so hard, why do you force yourself?" ”
"I ......" she was about to plead, but found that she could no longer cry and could no longer say the words that followed.
"You like me, don't you? Just now, I heard you calling my name. Yifeng said softly.
Ning Xi was a little greedy for his embrace, but the remaining reason told herself that she couldn't! Gently taking away the hand he was holding her, she tried to stand up, but noticed a sharp pain in her left ankle, causing her to fall into his arms again.
He picked her up and carried her to the tree in front of her, and made her sit down against the trunk. Then, reach out and take off her shoes......
"My foot is broken, why am I so careless." He reproached. Her tears flowed again.
Letting him carry him back to the diner's house, she was in turmoil. Did you lose? Lost to the emotion thing.
After a doctor treated her foot injury, Yifeng sat on the edge of her bed and silently watched her fall asleep. She was so tired and hard that she couldn't realize it, but let his feelings become a burden to her...... In the future, he will not be like this again. He just needs to silently protect her and treat her well, and that's enough.
Standing up, turning around, he strode away.
"Memories ......" her call came again, causing him to stop.
She fell asleep quietly, with a smile on her face, as if she were dreaming a sweet dream.
"Is it my dream?" Yifeng smiled slightly and said softly. After saying that, he took a deep look at her, quietly walked out, and closed the door.
After knowing her for so long, the most impressive thing should be the time she saved him. It was from that time that he really confirmed his feelings, no longer ambiguous, no longer hesitant.
At that time, he had just found the original owner of the restaurant, that is, the person who had escaped the debt, and was hesitating to tell her, when another thing happened.
It turned out that Yifeng had secretly supplied weapons to the revolutionary party and was discovered by the reactionary organization, so they sent someone to assassinate him.
That night, he had just finished talking about business and went back alone. When he walked to the mouth of an alley, a group of black-clothed people suddenly came out and surrounded him.
"Uncle Qin, a few of us have been waiting here for a long time." The leader raised his gun and sneered.
Memories also pulled out a gun and pointed it at the man.
The muzzle of the black hole confronted each other, and the person behind Yifeng was about to pull the trigger, but Yifeng suddenly hooked his leg and kicked the person to the ground!
"Bang!" The gunshots rang out, and Yifeng ducked his head and didn't hurt a bit. He ran forward as fast as he could, and the men behind him began to chase after him.
The sound of gunfire kept coming from behind him, and he was shot in the shoulder, bleeding profusely. Seeing a low courtyard wall in front of him, he leaped forward, propped up with his uninjured arm, climbed up in a few strokes, and jumped down again.
"Smack!" The woman in the courtyard with a dustpan jumped down, and the things in her hand fell off at once.
"Qin ...... Uncle Qin? The woman exclaimed.
"Condensation?" Yifeng was also stunned.
Hearing the sound of gunshots coming from the wall, Yifeng hurriedly covered Ning Xi's mouth and said, "Quick, find a place to hide." ”
Ning Xi looked around and pointed to the wall with a hole next to it. Remembering the wind, he let go of his hand and went into the hole.