Chapter 22: Li Jing's sorrow
There was something unspeakable in Li Jing's eyes - grievance, if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Wang Xixi would never have believed that the word grievance would have something to do with Li Jing.
She knew that something must have happened between Li Jing and Song Senran.
Wang Xixi suddenly regretted what he had just said in a daze, but he had already said it, maybe it had stimulated Li Jing.
She clasped her hands together fiercely, as if to punish herself.
"I ...... at home" Li Jing still lowered her head, and Wang Xixi couldn't see her face, which made her even more remorseful.
"You saw my mom last time, right?" Li Jing raised her head, her eyes were shining, like stars in the sky.
Wang Xixi nodded, she didn't know what Li Jing would say, but her intuition told her that what Li Jing said would shock her, and she remembered Li Jing's mother at noon that day, and her heart suddenly panicked.
"She's at school, and in her words, she's found that slut!" Li Jing's words were a little choked, her eyes were full of tears, Wang Xixi didn't know what she should do now, would she be better if she hugged her?
"She told my dad a few days ago, and she said that the slut's backstage is hard, but she will definitely ruin that slut's reputation!" Li Jing raised her head, took a deep breath, and slowly spit it out intermittently, Wang Xixi knew that she was trying her best to restrain her tears, and she was also trying to return her voice to normal.
She really wanted to tell Li Jing that she didn't have to be so depressed in front of her, she could be her truest self in front of her, but she didn't know what Lu Dao was for, but Wang Xixi couldn't say this anyway, she looked at Li Jing holding back tears there, and she was very distressed.
"My dad yelled at her, saying don't disturb other people's lives anymore, and the two of them quarreled, and my mom said she blamed my dad for not being modest. Do you know the truth? Li Jing snorted hard, "My dad is a teacher at the conservatory, and the slut in my mom's mouth is a student of my dad, and they ...... They were ...... by my mom Catch...... Catch the rape in bed. ”
The last four words Li Jing said with extra force, as if she had made great determination to say it.
Wang Xixi didn't know what to say, the environment she lived in since she was a child was simple and comfortable, Lao Wang and Zheng Zhongqin were just a small fight, and there was never a real quarrel, Wang Xixi didn't dare to imagine what Li Jing had experienced, Li Jing's every word was like pressing a stone into her heart, pressing it up one by one, pressing her out of breath.
"Actually, these are nothing, I've been used to them since I was a child, but my mother actually said that she didn't know who I was!" Li Jing finally couldn't hold back, tears fell to the ground, and Wang Xixi clearly saw the few drops of water stains in front of Li Jing's position.
"Both of them were restless people, and I knew that there might be some truth to my dad's words, but I never thought of that possibility, and he seemed to wake me up when he said this, and I could no longer pretend to be calm in the sound of their quarrel."
Wang Xixi was shocked by this, she couldn't believe that such a dramatic thing could happen to her friend, she thought she had to do something.
She slowly walked to Li Jing's side, squatted down, and grabbed Li Jing's hand tightly, she didn't know how to comfort her friend, just blindly repeated: "It's okay, it's okay......"
Li Jing's tears fell on the back of Wang Xixi's hand one by one, and also fell on Wang Xixi's heart, Wang Xixi suddenly felt that her nose was very sour, and the tears had an urge to come up, she didn't know what this was for, but she couldn't cry now, she wanted to be Li Jing's backbone, Li Jing was already like this, so she had to be her strong backing.
Thinking about it like this, Wang Xixi suddenly felt an unprecedented pressure and responsibility, and she suppressed the growing acidity in her nose and the moisture in her eyes.
Holding Li Jing's hand with his left hand, he rubbed her hair with his right hand, hoping that she would feel better, at least, not so sad.
It took Li Jing a long time to adjust her emotions before she continued:
"Xixi, I was really about to collapse at the time, and I really wanted to find a shoulder to lean on, so I thought of Song Senran, I think I'm so miserable, he won't be as cold to me as before, at least he will give me a shoulder to lean on out of pity or something."
Wang Xixi really didn't expect Li Jing to like Song Senran so much, she liked it so much that she didn't care about anything, she only coveted one shoulder, and she liked it enough to be able to give him everything she had, she was really a brave woman.
"But ......" Li Jing raised her head and showed a miserable smile in the eyes of Wang Xixi: "But he won't come out to see me." ”
Wang Xixi was very angry, how could Song Senran be like this, but he couldn't bear to destroy the beauty in Li Jing's heart, so he could only comfort Li Jing in pale language: "Song Senran has been like that since he was a child, he is cold and unlikeable. ”
"Sissy, do you believe such a thing?" Li Jing still maintained that white smile and asked Wang Xixi.
Wang Xixi was dumbfounded, yes, he didn't believe this kind of thing when he said it, and he used it to comfort others, he was really stupid!
She looked at Li Jing's bleak expression, and a feeling of guilt welled up in her throat, this guilt was for her to have a happy family and she didn't have it? Or is it because Song Senran is his friend, but this friend of his ignores his good friend? I don't know, maybe all of them.
"Sissy, I'm the only one left of you now." Li quietly spit out this sentence, and his voice was so soft that Wang Xixi mistakenly thought that he was hallucinating.
"Sissy, I didn't have any friends before."
Wang Xixi was very surprised when he heard this, how could someone as cheerful as Li Jing have no friends? She looked at Li Jing, but Li Jing didn't mean to explain at all.
There was a strange tiredness on her face, and Wang Xixi absolutely believed everything she had just said.
Perhaps, now Li Jing is too tired to tell herself more.
Wang Xixi didn't dare to imagine how many secrets such a cheerful and lively person had behind her, just saying it today was enough to shock her, she said that she didn't have any friends before high school, so how many stories are there?!
Wang Xixi felt a little sorry for her, her heart was like ordinary people, fragile and vulnerable, but she had to become strong under the pressure of so many things.
"Li Jing, if you don't want to go home, just stay at my house for a few days!" Wang Xixi proposed that she really felt that Li Jing's current situation was not suitable for going home to live, and she needed to be quiet.
Li Jing nodded.
Wang Xixi stood up, but her legs were paralyzed by squatting for a long time, she beat her legs with her fists, "You are sitting here now, I'll call your parents and say something." ”
Li Jing didn't answer her.
Wang Xixi poured a cup of boiling water for Li Jing first. Then I walked out of the room and went to make a phone call.