224. Chapter 059: Lu Zhannan, I Hate You!
After listening to Lu Zhannan's words, Wei Yinuo had to admit that her heart hurt, and she had to admit that she lost, he already understood it very clearly, didn't he? How else could she pretend to be confused? How can we fight with the childlike heart again, and rob the childlike heart?
It's just that is she really willing? Where did she lose? Who did you lose to, did you lose to childlike innocence or time? So who can tell her?
"Noel...... I don't want to hurt you, I really don't want you to get hurt in any way, really ......"
Seeing Wei Yinuo like this Lu Zhannan was very painful, he loved, thirteen years, he really loved deeply, but this love went by with the passage of time, with the change of the surrounding environment, he had to admit that he was no longer the complete Lu Zhannan who only belonged to her five years ago, because he was slowly distracted by another woman, and then slowly that heart was led away by that woman, until now it was completely stolen by her.
"Didn't you hurt me if you didn't want to hurt me?" Wei Yinuo loosened her nose, sobbing and whimpering, her tears were like water with broken roots, rushing out wantonly, and the bumps along the way made her more and more uncontrollable, just looking at him, looking at the man she loved in front of her, word by word, sentence by line, she couldn't stop flowing.
"Nuo'er, I'm sorry......" Lu Zhannan really didn't want to say these three words, but at the moment there were only three words, he pursed the corners of his mouth tightly, raised his head slightly, and forcibly held back an emotion, and then sprinkled an indifference, and said slowly, "Nuo'er, the reason why I haven't contacted you for so long is that I want you to understand...... If you can't put it down, you have to put it down, and if you can't put it down, leave it to time......"
"If you can't put it down, leave it to time......" Reading this sentence, Wei Yinuo's tears broke again, and his eyes squinted at him tightly, "What a helpless but chic sentence, if you can't let go, leave it to time, time is ......, Lu Zhannan, do you think you give me less time?" In the two years that I left, the three years that my childlike innocence left, and the five years that I left, should I let go of everything that should be let go, and should I forget what I should forget? But the result? I still can't let go and can't forget, the last time you said that I was just unwilling now, yes, I was unwilling, but do you know what I'm unwilling to do? Did I leave me just for the man I loved? No, it's because the man I've been with for thirteen years, and the man I've been waiting for for five years no longer loves me, how do you want me to be willing? How do you want me to be willing? ”
Speaking of this, Wei Yinuo was extremely excited, stepped forward and grabbed his arm tightly, shook his body vigorously, and asked loudly: "Lu Zhannan, you tell me, what can I do to be willing?" How many more years will it take for you to forget? You tell me where is my way out? Where is my way out? You say, you say! ”
Wei Yinuo used almost all his strength, tightly grasping his wound, making him hurt, making his body hurt, the wound hurt, and his heart hurting, and he didn't answer at all in the face of Wei Yinuo's questioning.
Way out?
In this year-old love triangle, who is the way out?
Wei Yinuo was already crying, and her hand that was holding Lu Zhannan's arm tightly was also stained with blood, the blood stained her fingers and fell down her fingertips, like the sound of blood dripping from her heart, if she didn't love Lu Zhannan, it would be fake, it would definitely be fake!
Lu Zhannan was silent, he gritted his teeth tightly and tried to hide an emotion, and he kept trying to chew on a pain, and he couldn't give the answer she wanted, he really couldn't give it......
"Why don't you speak?" Seeing that Lu Zhannan was silent, Wei Yinuo looked at him without blinking, and asked stupidly, "You speak, use your reasons to convince me, why should you be silent?" Why should you be silent? ”
"What are you? What do you mean to me? Seeing that Lu Zhannan still didn't speak, Wei Yinuo asked loudly, still so excited, "Lu Zhannan, you are so ruthless, really ruthless!" We have been together for so many years, and after you changed your mind coldly, you completely kicked me out of your heart, and what am I at this moment? Who am I? Am I still the same Wei Yi I used to be? That real Weyano is jealous and hateful, and he is above board, but what about now? Today's Weano is just a despicable, shameless, sinister and cunning villain, and who am I becoming like this for? Who am I the person I ever hated the most? I just want to keep the man I love, I just want to get back to my love, so I will do everything, but what about the last? Draw a scolding and then have nothing? …… Ha Lu Ha ......"
Wei Yinuo laughed out loud again, that kind of laughter made Lu Zhannan feel terrible, and it also made his heart really tear and hurt, he knew that she became like this because of him, so he didn't want to talk about all the wrong things she had done to anyone, let alone let anyone know, and this stupid approach was not protecting, but hurting again and again...... In the ...... of damage
"Wei Yinuo, Wei Yinuo, you are simply ridiculous, ridiculous!" After laughing for a while, Wei Yinuo said very sadly, "The man you are waiting for with your life, the man who is waiting, has been making wedding dresses for others for so many years, and you are making wedding dresses for others......"
"Noir, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Now Lu Zhannan feels that it is pale to really say anything.
"Excuse me? Put away your excuses, I'll never hear you again, never! Never hear! Wei Yinuo stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, but the tears were still disobedient and kept falling out, and the wound in her heart was still spreading and flooding at the fastest speed, looking up, the tears had blurred her vision, and she felt that the person in front of her was slowly moving away......
"Yes, it's all your fault, it's all your fault, let me fall in love with you, and then abandon me, exchange your thirteen years of favor for my life's happiness, let me change my original appearance, to the end of the only word sorry.
I am Chinese New Year's Eve and five years old this year, but the person I have loved is only you, just when Fanghua, how many boys chased me, for you have never changed their hearts and never wavered, and now, the red face has sent people to the old pearl yellow, you came to tell me that I can't let go of the time, and once all the promises you promised me, said that you will spoil me for a lifetime, said that you will always love me alone, with time after all, it has become an empty word.
Time, time, is really the cruelest thing, and your men's promises are also the most untested lies, nine out of ten men are lying, I thought, I always thought you would be the only one, but in the end it was just a lie to myself, promises, and nothing more than an effort to convince myself of a lie that covers my ears and steals the bell......"
Speaking of which, Wei Yinuo is powerless, really powerless, he can't shout or laugh, he can't even breathe, it's so embarrassing, it's really embarrassing.
And what about Lu Zhannan? Why not?
In this year-old love triangle, isn't he the culprit? It's really all his fault, people don't know how to cherish when they are young, and they only understand their hearts when they lose, they lose it twice, they lose Wei Yinuo once, they lose their childlike innocence once, and these two losses give him a different feeling.
When, when did the girl who was just his sister slowly creep into his heart? When did little by little begin to take the place of Weyno? When did he begin to understand that feeling, the feeling that without Weino would be painful, and if he lost his innocence, he would die?
He really didn't want to hurt Wei Yinuo, but continuing to give hope would only make her completely desperate at the end, and it was better to make her desperate now than later, and the long pain was better than the short pain, so ...... So it's best......
"Lu Zhannan, I'll ask you one more sentence later, the last one." Now Wei Yinuo felt that he was going to lose the strength to speak, his red eyes looked at Lu Zhannan, and he asked clearly word by word, "Did you choose her because of the child?" ”
"It's not." Lu Zhannan didn't hesitate, and answered very simply, but it was this kind of simplicity that made Wei Yinuo sad, she bit her lip heavily, and asked again painfully: "Have you really decided to choose her?" It doesn't matter if I still love you, no matter how she will take revenge on you and hurt you? Regardless of whether you will get it in the future or not, do you have to risk the possibility of having nothing to save her and love her? ”
"Yes."
Hearing the answers to these two questions, Wei Yinuo's body softened, and then the corners of his mouth wiped such a smile: "Xie Luxie...... Thank you for your answer, I understand...... Syllable! ”
When the words fell, Wei Yinuo slapped Lu Zhannan in the face, and the tears that had dried up were warm again, and she said loudly with her most powerful strength: "This slap is for myself, for my infatuation for so many years, and your ruthlessness at the moment!" Lu Zhannan, I hate you, I hate you! How much I loved before, how much I hate now! I don't want to see you again in my life, I don't want to see you again in my life! ”
After speaking, Wei Yinuo covered his mouth and ran out of the house crying.
"Nuo'er ......" At this moment, Lu Zhannan felt that all the temperature was gone, cold like a dead man, but he couldn't chase anymore, he really couldn't chase anymore, and chasing her no longer would hurt her deeply.
The way out, Wei Yinuo's way out lies in leaving him, and only by leaving him can she get back to her original self.
So No'er, you have to be happy, you have to be happier than everyone in the whole world to take revenge on him for this ruthlessness!
Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and watching Wei Yinuo stumble out of Xiangnan International, seeing her back, from a clear image to a blurry black dot, disappeared after the last, he knew that the girl who had been with him for so many years had been hurt and completely lost......
However, what is his mood at this moment? Calm or stunned?
The blood of the arm she had grabbed came out of it and printed the snow white, making him numb, and the slap on his face made him sober, so at this moment all the emotions climbed up, so he couldn't bear it, and then he felt black in front of him, fortunately, this time he didn't wake up from that painful feeling again......
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