On the surface, he was extremely tired, but Yu Yan did not sleep peacefully this night.

She always dreamed of Zhao Guiren's desperate and hateful face repeatedly. The woman, dressed in her favorite cherry red dress when she was once favored, approached her step by step, and cursed fiercely: "Even if I go to hell, I will curse you day and night, curse that you will be trapped in this palace and will not be free for the rest of your life." She laughed wildly and exaggeratedly, as if she wanted to devour herself alive. Yu Yan took a step back in a panic, and just wanted to open her mouth to call someone, but found that everything had changed.

At that time, she was dressed in a wood-blue moire palace dress, with black hair and shawl without the slightest pendant, as if she was young at the beginning. The spring sun was warm on her body, and for a moment she was confused and didn't know where she was. When I saw it clearly, under the kapok tree not far away, Zichen was catching the falling flowers with one hand, and when he turned around, his smile was as beautiful as the warm light of the afternoon.

The woman's eyes suddenly moistened, she hadn't seen him for a long time, she missed this figure like that, but she had nowhere to talk.

The man approached her, lowered his head and whispered, "What's wrong?" His palm gently brushed away the tears from the corners of the woman's eyes, and said with a smile: "The Qingluan I know will not cry at will." ”

Yu Yan was slightly stunned, but his hands had subconsciously wrapped around his waist. The hot face was pressed against his warm chest, and at that moment, Yu Yan felt extremely relieved. "Zichen, take me away, take me out of this palace, while we still don't regret it. Every moment I was here, I felt terrified. ”

"It's fine." The man said, patting her thin shoulder lightly and taking a step back to look at the woman's face. There was a hint of unreality in his smile drowning in the sun, which made Yuyan extremely nervous. "You'll always get used here, become extremely strong, and no one will dare to bully you anymore."

"No, I don't want to be like that." finally realized that the person in front of him had actually been retreating. Yu Yan stretched out her hands in a panic to grab him, "Zichen, if you take me away, I won't become like that!" The murmur was a shout, but the man just smiled and looked at her silently, and the distance finally stopped Yuyan's pursuit, and at that moment she fell to the ground like a helpless child and cried.

I woke up from my dream suddenly, and my face was still wet and cold. However, when she touched the carved white jade bed railing by the window with one hand, the cold touch immediately dispelled the sleepiness. She is still lying in the empty and gorgeous Jing'an Palace, lying in an extremely sad reality. Even if the goose down light cotton silk on her body was firmly wrapped around her body, it couldn't make her feel at ease. In the silent night, Yu Yan laughed silently - it turned out that whether in dreams or in reality, she was the one who was abandoned. From the moment her son let her go, she was destined to become unrecognizable, destined to spend many sleepless nights alone.

"Qingluan."

Yu Yan chewed on these two words repeatedly in the dead of night, and she wondered how it felt when Zichen called the name out of his mouth. However, no matter how she chewed it, all she could feel was the deep humiliation that the name brings. Yu Yan sighed lightly and closed her eyes again, but she finally fell asleep unsteadily.

When the canonization ceremony actually took place, it was already a few days later.

Concubine Zhao has recovered very quickly due to Yu Hao's meticulous care recently. It's just that after experiencing this, the depth in her eyes is even deeper than before, probably because she knows her future situation, and she can't be as carefree as before.

After the ceremony, Yu Yan met her from the long steps of the Yiyuan Palace. Because Concubine Zhao did not have a title, she had to take the first step to salute Yuyan. Yu Yan smiled and accepted her salute before she spoke: "Sister has been fine lately. ”

"As Niangniang can see, the body is almost recovered."

"That's good." Although the weather has warmed up, Yu Yan still glimpsed a hint of winter-like coldness in her eyes, "I really didn't expect such misfortune to belay my sister." However, the queen was banned, and she had an explanation for her sister. ”

Concubine Zhao smiled coldly when she heard this: "Niangniang really thinks that everything is done by the queen?" ”

Yu Yan pretended to be surprised and covered her lips with her cuffs: "Could it be that there is still her fault?" My sister thought that the queen never thought that there would be today when she hurt people in the past, so she hurt herself. ”

Concubine Zhao's eyes swept sharply across the woman's face, raised her chin slightly, and said, "How can this palace feel that this matter has something to do with my sister." ”

"That's weird." Yu Yan smiled, her teeth distinct, "My sister doesn't know anything." ”

"Yes or no, you know in your heart, this palace has always trusted only his instincts."

"That's fine." Yu Yan smiled slowly, and raised her head to look at her, "This palace also feels that the last miscarriage was not so simple." ”

Concubine Zhao's pupils tightened suddenly, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Sure enough, it's you." ”

"Anyway, this palace and my sister are destined to be incompatible." She paused for a moment, raised her hand to hold on to a half-open pale red moon season on top of the updo, "Besides, the matter of Mrs. Duanru is not something that can be written off by my sister pushing it to the queen with a few words." ”

Concubine Zhao's eyes were full of cold light when she heard this, but then she chuckled as if nothing had happened: "It turns out that you already know." Hongu had expected that there would be a day when he would tear his face with you, so he didn't feel anything at this time. We have come to Japan for a long time, and we have the opportunity to fight. Just advise my sister, the queen is confined, don't think that the harem is your world. ”

Yu Yan also replied: "This sentence is also given to Concubine Zhao." ”

The woman bowed her head again as a farewell. In the eyes of outsiders, the two of them just stopped on the road and greeted each other, but the competition and thrill were unimaginable to people outside the body.

Yuyan was finally officially canonized as a concubine in the early morning after entering the palace for many years, which means that she will have higher power from now on, and at the same time, she will also establish more fierce rivals. When she thought of the past, she only felt that she was innocent and unreal at that time, and that her heart, which was as fragile as white porcelain, would never exist in this body again.

When she woke up from a nap one day, she held Yongtai in her arms and soaked up the sun under the locust tree in the courtyard. Yongtai is active by nature, always sitting for a short time before sliding out of her arms and crawling around the rugged trunk of the tree. Yu Yan saw the nurse running around after him, and felt that her child would be cheerful even if she grew up, so she couldn't help but smile.

Yongtai was in high spirits, but suddenly stopped, his head was raised high, and finally cheered: "Ning Niangniang, Ning Niangniang." ”

Yu Yan followed his gaze, and saw Ning Shuyuan wearing a light two-color hibiscus brocade wide-sleeved long dress, standing hesitantly at the gate of the palace, and when she saw Yongtai open her mouth to call him, she walked into the courtyard as if she had made a big decision, and took the nurse's hand to pick up Yongtai and turned around twice in the open space.