The conversation between me and Jian Wei continued, but I had deliberately skipped the topic related to Le Yao, in fact, in addition to the shooting of micro-films, we didn't need to talk too much about her private life, and it can be seen that in the future, Le Yao and I will have less and less intersections, no one believes that she will stay in Suzhou, what she considers her second hometown, after marriage, presumably to stay in Beijing with Cao Jinfei.

After chatting with Janeway about half an hour at work, she seemed a little tired, and I was even more tired, and I don't know when I fell asleep on the edge of her bed.

When I woke up, the sun was already shining evenly in the ward, and I was wearing Janeway's white down jacket, I patted my head, and when I woke up instantly, I found that Janeway was looking at me with a very complicated gaze.

I subconsciously looked at myself, but I didn't know why, and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”

Jian Wei asked me to look at the sheets by myself, and I found that there was a puddle of saliva on it, and when I touched the corner of my mouth, there was indeed residual saliva, and I suddenly felt that my face was completely gone, and I stretched my face and said: "Look at it, if you want to lie on your stomach like me, you will also drip!" ”

Janeway looked at me with a disgusted expression.

I wiped the corners of my mouth with my hands, and then whistled and looked out the window, trying to hide my embarrassment, but Janeway laughed out loud, I turned my head and glared at her, ready to expose her shortcomings, but suddenly remembered that those embarrassing events that happened to her were all a few years ago, as long as I talked about it, it would inevitably involve a past, so I swallowed all those words back into my stomach.

If her "ridicule" at me at this point was a battle of self-defense and counterattack, then I would never have won this battle, so I fell silent.

Jian Wei chose moderation, and fell into silence with me, and only said to me after a while: "Zhaoyang, I want to go to the bathroom, please help me find a nurse." ”

I finally felt some relief, nodded, and walked out of the ward, only to be told that the nurse had gone out temporarily, and I immediately went back to the ward to report the situation to her, and asked her to hold back for a while.

Janeway answered, but her expression became more and more ugly, and the nurse showed no sign of coming back at all, I knew that she might not be too embarrassed to tell me, so I asked, "Is it very hard to hold back, can't you hold it back?" ”

"Haven't you ever hung water?"

"I've been beaten, and I have a feeling that my bladder is about to be suffocated, but generally, I will solve it myself with a salt water bottle, after all, men, this matter is also convenient, and women are not very easy to do!" I whistled again as I spoke, and Janeway's expression was even more ugly!

"You help me get the salt water bottle down, maybe there's a hook in the bathroom!"

"Okay, go check it out, after all, this is your last hope." I said to help her pick up the hanging water, and then helped her to walk to the bathroom, while walking, while nagging: "People, you just can't live too much, you just made me very faceless, this incense work, retribution came to the nurse she was not there!" It's really not there, haha, is there a hook in the bathroom, the ghost knows! ”

Janeway wasn't as angry as I imagined, she just said, "It's been so long, and it hasn't made you mature!" ”

I didn't answer her words, because maturity is not the most important thing in my opinion, many times I just live for love, I have to sè when I am happy, I drink and smoke when I am unhappy, in my opinion: the most painful thing in the world is to live with a mask of disguise, because I have brought it, understand the bitterness and helplessness and the irresistible pain mixed with it.

When I came to the bathroom, Jian Wei immediately opened the door, but in despair I found that there was no imaginary hook in it, so I looked at me with an anxious expression, and I replied: "I can't accompany you into the bathroom, really, if you let me block a bullet, I won't frown, but this matter is too powerless!" If you don't want to go back and wait, maybe the nurse will be back soon. ”

"I can't wait!!"

Looking at Janeway's unbearable expression, I finally stopped joking with her and said to her, "You go in and shhh, I'll hold it for you outside the door, just keep the door open." ”

At this time, there is no better way, Janeway turned and went into the bathroom, and the infusion tube was not long enough, I had to lie on the door, and I was afraid that the door would press the infusion tube, one hand supported the wall, and one foot was placed in the middle of the door and the door frame, so as not to let the door close.

Listening to Janeway's "shhhh She's probably going to be embarrassed! I also feel embarrassed, but does this mean that it is really impossible for us to completely erase the imprint of the past from our lives? And there is no complete cut in the world at all?

I stopped myself from thinking any further, urging Janeway to hurry, faster, in my stiff and sore arms

After leaving the clinic, I sent Janeway back to her apartment, told her to rest for a day, and then drove back to my company, and our lives did not intersect in an instant, this kind of assertion has become the norm between us, and now we will never talk about the past except work.

I spent another busy day, and when I was about to get off work, the director of the company's planning department in charge of publicity found me, and she asked me with a trace of worry: "Mr. Zhao, have you read the headlines of today's entertainment edition?" ”

I hadn't always liked to pay much attention to that, so I shook my head at her.

She continued: "Today, several media broke the news that Le Yao is about to marry Cao Jinfei"

"Is that what you ask me to confirm this?"

"Yes, I know that Le Yao is your friend, so I want to ask you to verify this matter."

I lit a cigarette and replied, "This is a true thing, you are worried that Le Yao's image after marriage does not conform to the spiritual connotation of freedom as the core expressed in our literary and artistic path, right?" ”

The planning director nodded and said, "I do have concerns about this, what do you think about this?" ”

I admire the acumen in the planning director's profession, after all, when I communicated with Jane Wei today, I didn't think of this detail, and after thinking about it, I said to her: "Let's have a meeting to study this matter, if it's really not suitable, you can't find someone else, let her not get married to help us make a micro-movie!" ”

The planning director made an understanding expression, and asked for the specific meeting time, and then exited my office, and I had not finished smoking the cigarette in my hand, but I had a new understanding of life, it turns out that people are the products of the environment, and when the environment changes, many of the original characteristics of people have become missing.

This seems to contradict what I understood from Janeway, because after we have experienced the change of environment, many of the original characteristics are still retained.

I extinguished the cigarette in my hand, but I couldn't think about life thoroughly, because many things happen in the depths of my soul, and I didn't have the ability to recognize what had happened to my soul in private, so I stopped thinking and reverie, and walked out of the office with my briefcase.

This evening, I want to go to the mall to buy some gifts for Fang Yuan and Yan Yan's unborn baby, I am really full of expectations and love for this child, if Fang Yuan and Yan Yan are willing, I am willing to be the godfather of this child.

Moreover, I really want to get together with Fang Yuan and his wife, and in my image, I haven't officially visited Yan Yan's home since she became pregnant.