184. Chapter 19 22 Years Old: Yan Qiukai decides to break with each other completely
"We, this time, are we really over?"
"I don't want to be controlled by you in my life, it's too tiring to love you, you need someone with a strong heart, and I'm not, I'm a possessive person, I tried to change you, but failed, you can't reach the kind of standard I want, you Ai Jiatong, you will never be able to be a bird, docile and docile." Yan Qiukai closed his eyes, not daring to look at her eyes, his voice trembled.
Ai Jiatong shook his head, stepped forward and hugged Yan Qiukai violently.
"No, Akai, I love you, don't be like this, I'm scared, Akai, I did something wrong this time, Akai."
Yan Qiukai pulled Ai Jiatong away, and tears overflowed the bright starry eyes, and his eyes were eclipsed at this moment.
"How much do you love me? Can you give up your principles for me? Can you obey me? Can anything be done for me? ”
Ai Jiatong nodded desperately in her heart, but she couldn't speak.
"Look, I don't even care to lie to me, Ai Jiatong, I'm not a fool, I've been a fool for too long, I'm afraid I'll be stupid, Ai Jiatong, this time we really broke off, but I know that I can't help but surrender to you, so, I want to go abroad, I want to forget you, I want to prove to you, I can live well or better without you."
"Akai, am I so happy that you hurt me by saying this?" Ai Jiatong sobbed.
"That's true, isn't it?" Yan Qiukai sneered, then closed his eyes, tears just slid down his handsome face, "Ai Jiatong, for you, I wasted so many years, I really regret that I insisted on pursuing you at the beginning, almost because of you, I have to give up my life and my family's expectations of me, now I finally understand that what you have been saying is not suitable, we only have boundless quarrels together, I am tired, really tired, please let me go." ”
Ai Jiatong's face turned pale instantly, she took a few steps back, almost fell to the ground unsteadily, and looked at Yan Qiukai with a painful face in disbelief, she knew that there would be such a day, Yan Qiukai would always regret it, regret giving up so much for her, this day has finally come, but she didn't expect it to be more heartbreaking than she imagined, she is even in the mood to die now.
"Are you sure?" Ai Jiatong covered her face and cried for a long time, and asked sadly.
Another long wait......
"Hmm."
This answer Ai Jiatong's heart was cold, she knew that it was pointless to go on like this, and she couldn't give Yan Qiukai what she wanted, besides, Yan Qiukai had already said it so clearly, although she knew that there were many components of angry words, but since she could say it, it was hard to guarantee that he didn't think like this in his heart.
"Okay."
Ai Jiatong's word made Yan Qiukai die half of his heart, and her departure made Yan Qiukai completely dead.
Yan Qiukai looked at her departing figure and sat on the sofa decadently.
First love is always the deepest and most unforgettable, Yan Qiukai decided that he was going to break it, he was exhausted from love......
Ai Jiatong didn't dare to go to Zeng Baifei to cry, he had enough things to worry about, if he knew that he would definitely find Yan Qiukai, maybe the two of them would be together again, but this was not what she wanted, Yan Qiukai's words today finally woke her up, she had indeed become a stumbling block for Yan Qiukai, and she owed him a debt......
Ai Jiatong ignored the people and cars passing by, tears flowed uncontrollably, her hands clenched into fists, and her nails were inserted into the flesh, in order to prevent herself from crying, she endured it.
As he was walking, a person came down the slope on a bicycle, and the man shouted to dodge, but Ai Jiatong didn't hear it, and only stayed in his own world.
Suddenly, his waist was hugged, his feet were off the ground, and the whole person was picked up and moved away from the ground, Ai Jiatong was startled and looked up.
"You're crazy, you."
"Woo woo woo ......" Ai Jiatong threw herself into his arms and cried.
Tao Lei was stunned for a moment, and his originally angry expression changed.
"What's wrong with you? Quarreled with Yan Qiukai? ”
"Woo woo woo ......"
The cyclist saw this scene, took one look at it and left.
At night, no one passed by, and Ai Jiatong cried enough, so he left in his arms.
"I'm sorry." Ai Jiatong sniffed, looked at the wet clothes on his chest and said.
Tao Lei looked at her worriedly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Ai Jiatong shook his head, only took a step, his head was deprived of blood and oxygen, and he shook his body, and Tao Lei immediately supported him.
"I'm fine." Ai Jiatong said weakly.
"I'll send you back to the dormitory."
"No need."
"Let's go." Tao Lei insisted.
Ai Jiatong was also worried that she would pass out halfway, so she agreed.
In the first week of the breakup, Ai Jiatong was still looking forward to it, she felt that Yan Qiukai would turn back until.
"Ai Jiatong, Yan Qiukai is going abroad, do you know?" Tao Lei asked.
Ai Jiatong was stunned for a moment, countless complicated emotions flashed in her heart, these days she wanted to call Yan Qiukai, but she didn't have the courage, and she also felt that she couldn't do what Yan Qiukai wanted, maybe it would be better to let go, Yan Qiukai lost too much for her, and now Yan Qiukai also began to complain about her, she can be selfish, but she can't do it, since she can't be sure whether the two can grow old together, why delay.
"Ai Jiatong." Tao Lei pushed her.
Ai Jiatong smiled at him, "We broke up." ”
"What? Why? ”
"No, it's normal for couples to encounter this kind of thing."
Tao Lei was completely stunned for a while and would not react.
Zeng Baifei found Ai Jiatong, mainly for money.
"Jiatong, bring Yan Qiukai out to eat another day." Zeng Baifei said while eating.
"He's going abroad."
Zeng Baifei's movements froze for a moment, "Go abroad? You go too? ”
"We're divided." Ai Jiatong said while eating.
Zeng Baifei put down his chopsticks, "Is it because of advertising?" ”
"Not quite, you also know that the two of us have quarreled fiercely recently, and our relationship has reached the edge." Ai Jiatong suddenly had no appetite to eat, and wanted to vomit.
"No, no, no, I can see that he loves you very much, if he is because of the advertisement, then I will say, I will call him now." Zeng Baifei hurriedly spoke, and dialed with his mobile phone, and Ai Jiatong took down his mobile phone.
"He's tired, I'm tired, do you think I've delayed him, uncle, I only recently understood the meaning of that sentence."
"Huh?"
"Anyone can say they love you, but not everyone can wait for you."
"If it's so profound, you're still playing with literature and art at this time." Zeng Baifei raised his eyebrows.
"Actually, I didn't look down on us from the bottom of my heart, so I never introduced my parents and relatives to him, I also thought about graduating and still being together a year later, no matter how difficult the road is, I will follow him, but it's a pity, I'm really delaying her, although I'm not a great saint, but I don't want to pull him, I think it's really over once." Ai Jiatong was sick to his stomach for a while, covered his mouth and retched, but Zeng Baifei didn't see it, he was eating.
"Are you willing?" Zeng Baifei's eyes were red.
"I, vomit~~" Ai Jiatong was sick to her stomach again, this time the food went up her throat, and she hurried to the bathroom to vomit.
Seeing this, Zeng Baifei was startled and hurried to follow.
"Vomit and vomit...... Whining...... "Ai Jiatong completely ignored ......the eyes of the people in the bathroom, and shed tears while spitting.
After a long time, she vomited her stomach out, she leaned against the wall, covered her face and cried.
Zeng Baifei saw that Ai Jiatong hadn't come out for a long time, glanced at the sign of the women's toilet, hesitated, and walked in, fortunately there was no one inside for the time being, she saw the vomit in the pool and Ai Jiatong squatting on the ground crying, and looked distressed.
"Jiatong~~" Zeng Baifei gently patted her shoulder and called softly.
Ai Jiatong cried even more fiercely when she heard someone calling her.
"If it's so sad to let go, then why let go?" Zeng Baifei said helplessly.
Ai Jiatong stood up and threw herself into Zeng Baifei's arms and cried.
"Uncle, I, vomit, I'm really sad, I don't know what to do, woo woo woo ......"
"Okay, it's okay, I'm here, I'll be by your side, don't cry." Zeng Baifei stroked her back and said.
On the way back to school, Ai Jiatong was silent and walked with her head down.
"Jiatong, you."
"I'm okay anymore." Ai Jiatong said softly.
"How can it be okay, you better go find him." Zeng Baifei frowned and said.
"I've cried and begged, and I really don't want to delay him anymore, it's not the first time I've fallen out of love anyway." Ai Jiatong said with a wry smile.
"Would you like a bottle of wine?"
"I'm even more sad when I drink alcohol, I don't like to drink."
"You're a real girl." Zeng Baifei patted her arm and said.
Ai Jiatong raised his head and looked at him, his eyes were a little red and swollen because of crying, Ai Jiatong smiled, "It's much more comfortable to cry and vomit." ”
"Hey, I've got your breakfast." After walking for a while, Zeng Baifei suddenly spoke.
Ai Jiatong disagreed, "One day? ”
"No, I know the end of the semester."
Ai Jiatong stopped and raised his eyebrows to look at him, "Do you have money?" ”
"Hey, it's not just a matter of ten or twenty days, that money is still there."
"Okay then." Ai Jiatong was skeptical.