Chapter 100: Suicide

The air seemed to freeze, and the two looked at each other for a long time, but they didn't speak for a long time.

Xiao Zhe looked at Mu Qiu's face, that face was a face he was all too familiar with, but on that face she had never seen the expression he wanted to see.

No one understands how complicated his heart is, from beginning to end he is also a person to bear, others treat him as a child, only he himself does not treat himself as a child, he pretends to be a child, but he has a heart that is far more mature than his appearance.

"Muqiu," he said, "I didn't want to care about you, I just did this to test your sincerity to my brother, it's really just that, believe it or not, I can only give you such a reason, okay, I want to go to sleep." ”

He stood up and made a gesture to leave, but at this moment, Mu Qiu took his arm with one hand: "I don't believe it, I want to hear you tell the truth." ”

Xiao Zhe looked at the pale and cold hand on his arm, and just laughed twice: "If I say I like you, do you believe it?" ”

Mu Qiuleng paused, and Xiao Zhe Ha laughed: "Lie to you, you and I are nearly 10 years apart, how can I like an old woman like you!" Haha

Mu Qiu pulled Xiao Zhe's arm tighter, but Xiao Zhe was in a hurry to go upstairs, and was pulled by Mu Qiu all the time, with a distorted expression on his face: "Then what do you want me to say, I can't say it like this, I can't say it like that." He showed a very aggrieved expression, as if the child had been wronged.

"I know what the reason is, and if you don't say it, I also know it."

Xiao Zhe said: "What is the reason? ”

"The reason is that you want to torture me, torture me so hard, make me tired from my busy work, make me nervous all day long, make me torture myself like a madman for something, I am tortured to death, if you continue like this, I will die one day."

When she said these words, she didn't say a word, just lowered her head, her expression was very bad, and she seemed to have all kinds of grievances that she couldn't vent.

Xiao Zhe was quiet, looking at Mu Qiu, whose face was abnormal, his complexion was as white as a piece of paper, and the hand holding his arm was still trembling, Xiao Zhe paused for a moment, watching Mu Qiu slowly move his hand away, sitting there, for the first time feeling that she was as helpless as an injured fawn.

"Mu Qiu," Xiao Zhe squatted down, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I really didn't mean to, I didn't mean to hurt you, I did it just, just"

"Just what! I've been raising you for six years, but have you given me anything in return for the past six years? Have you thought about it for me? What do I get besides being tricked by you! She seemed to be excited, her voice trembled as she spoke, and a drop of liquid rolled down from it to the back of Xiao Zhe's hand.

"Yes, I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, it's me who is not good, I only do this because I care about you, I care about you as much as my eldest brother, and I have never dared to say my feelings for you!"

As soon as Xiao Zhe said these words, he regretted it, when he saw Mu Qiu suddenly raise his head and look at him, he felt that everything was over, he just said his feelings, looked at Mu Qiu and looked at him coldly, and said: "You finally said your true thoughts, I never expected such an ending, turn around, you actually have such thoughts in your heart, it's really filthy, I will let people send you to study abroad, and you don't want to come back if there is nothing in the future!" ”

Xiao Zhe heard this, his voice began to tremble, he never expected Mu Qiu to make such a decision, just now looked at her uncomfortably tearful eyes, but now they suddenly became sharp, with thorns in every word, he suddenly thought that he had made a big mistake.

He was deceived by her!

"Xiao Zhe, don't say anything more, I'll arrange it tomorrow, I'll have someone send you to the United States within three days, you don't need to do anything at school, I'll send someone to solve it, you'll be at home for the next two days."

Xiao Zhe was still in the posture of just squatting, but his two hands hugged Mu Qiu's knees: "No!" Isn't that what I like about you! I made a mistake and asked me to go abroad. I just love you as much as my brother, I'm not a child anymore, you always treat me like a child, don't you think it's very self-righteous? ”

"Xiao Zhe, you are still young, you still have a long way to go in the future, this is not good, you will marry a young woman in the future and live happily, you will ruin your own life like this!"

"No, I don't care, I don't care about anything, I just like you, I just love you, there is no age limit for love, if I send me to the United States, I will die to show you."

Xiao Zhe actually picked up the kitchen knife in the kitchen and put it in front of him to face Mu Qiu, Mu Qiu was not frightened, and said indifferently: "Xiao Zhe, you still have a long way to go, it is very unfair to yourself to do this, I don't want to say more, everyone will be sad if you do it again." ”

Mu Qiu stood up, she concluded that Xiao Zhe would not take a knife to commit suicide, along the way, this child's temperament is quite like Gao Baiyu, if it is really like Gao Baiyu, then according to his temperament, he will only cherish his life more, it is impossible to hold a knife and whisper, life is gone, then nothing can be done.

She walked out of the kitchen and stopped looking at Xiao Zhe, even if he was pretending in front of her with a knife, she didn't care, the child was far more mature than she imagined, and it was definitely not what it seemed.

But before she could go up the stairs to the second floor, she heard the "clang" of knives falling on the floor in the kitchen, and then the sound of a large object falling on the floor.

She turned her head in shock, the voice came from the kitchen, she thought that it was impossible, but when she moved to the kitchen door, she saw Xiao Zhe lying on the ground, looking at her with one hand full of blood, and her face was full of pain.

Mu Qiu hurriedly ran over, glanced around, and had to tear a piece of cloth from his clothes, wrap it around his wrist, and shout loudly while wrapping it: "Sister-in-law Liu, Lan Ying"

The two women ran downstairs with their coats on, and as soon as they entered the kitchen, they saw that Xiao Zhe was lying in Mu Qiu's arms with his wrist wrapped around his wrist and had fainted, Mu Qiu hugged his head, and saw Sister-in-law Liu and Lan Ying coming in, and immediately said: "Quick, help, Lan Ying, you take care of the back, Sister-in-law Liu and I will carry Xiao Zhe in the car and send him to the hospital!" ”

With an order, everyone was busy with their own work, Mu Qiu and Sister-in-law Liu carried Xiao Zhe into the car, and just put him in the car, Lan Ying also sat in.

In the car, Lan Ying looked at Mu Qiu with a solemn expression and said, "Qiu, what's the matter with Xiao Zhe, how did you run to the kitchen at night and hurt your wrist?" ”

"When I came back from my busy work, I saw him getting something in the kitchen, saying that he was hungry and wanted to eat potatoes, so he took a knife and wanted to cut potatoes, he didn't know how to do this, I said let the sixth sister-in-law do it, he was very strong, he refused to cut it, and he accidentally cut it to his wrist when he cut it."

"Oh, really?" Sister-in-law Liu sat in the back seat and said, Xiao Zhe's head was still leaning on his lap at this time, "This kid is really stupid, how can you cut a potato, you need a knife, there is a small blade for cutting potatoes, it's really stupid, it's not worth it to hurt yourself like this." ”

Mu Qiu opened quickly, and the two of them probably didn't know that Lu Dao Xiaozhe was seriously injured, only she knew that Lu Dao He must have cut himself very hard and hard, but what did she say.

When he arrived at the hospital, the doctor pushed Xiao Zhe into the operating room, and Lan Ying watched Xiao Zhe being pushed into the operating room and said: "It seems to be very serious, he went down with this knife, his face was blue and blue, as if he was going to die, Qiu, is he really fine?" ”

Mu Qiu said: "Sakura, is Xiao Zhe unhappy or seems to be in an abnormal mood today?" ”

Lan Ying shook her head: "That's not true, it's no different from usual, Qiu, Xiaozhe, that kid has always been careful, why is he so careless this time!" ”

Sister-in-law Liu was also walking around the corridor of the hospital, looking very worried.

It seems that she is really wrong, no matter what, he can't be Gao Baiyu, not only in appearance, temperament, and action, there are differences, in fact, for Xiao Zhe's sister plot, she is only speculating in her heart, but he actually admitted it in person today, how good does this make her, whether it is true or not, for Xiao Zhe's behavior, she can really only find a way to send him abroad, so that everyone can clean up, in fact, she felt that Xiao Zhe was smart a long time ago, and she always wanted to send him abroad to study, But at that time, Xiao Zhe had just been brought back from the orphanage, withdrawn, timid, and a little far away from everything, Mu Qiu thought about two years and two years, and it would be so many years to drag it out.

Now she really wants to send him abroad, so many things have happened, maybe this will calm everything down.

But Xiao Zhe, the child, is now far beyond her imagination, and actually used suicide to redeem it, her original bold guess was broken at once, after all, she is still a child, and her thoughts are far beyond the ordinary.

Three women sit on chairs in the hallway of the hospital, which is full of people.

The mother who is holding the sick child, the well-behaved child who is holding the injured father, and the patient who is slowly moving forward in a wheelchair, all of whom have nothing to do with them, but are waiting for the people in the operating room.

Lan Ying took Mu Qiu's cold hand: "Mu Qiu, don't worry, Xiao Zhe will be fine." She knows the significance of Xiao Zhe to Mu Qiu, although for so many years, from the perspective of outsiders, Mu Qiu is either strict or a little dissatisfied with Xiao Zhe, but how much she cares about him, I'm afraid only Lan Ying knows how much she cares about him.

Mu Qiu looked at Lan Ying, just nodded slightly, she didn't know what happened to Lu Dao with Xiaozhe, now things are more complicated, after his body recovers, she has to think about it.