The night is shrouded, the lights are on, and in the blink of an eye, it is already a dazzling and flickering piece, and the city has become hazy and psychedelic. The car was parked downstairs in a Hangzhou restaurant, and the passing guests were smiling in twos and threes.

The two sat in the corner of the restaurant, she turned her head slightly, her eyes fell on Lu Mingxuan's side face, the familiar lines were still handsome and clear, and she suddenly felt sad for no reason.

I remember the day I first met him, on the playground of the grass, he held her arm, lowered his head and looked at her intently, the bright eyes under the bright forehead were as strong as a ray of sunshine, shining straight into her eyes, so translucent, so warm, since then into her life, never abandoned.

When ordering, she was unusual, and she said everything Lu Mingxuan said.

Lu Mingxuan was a little surprised: "Didn't you always order whatever you wanted to eat before?" What's wrong today, don't you have an appetite? ”

"Maybe, I'm busy with work, and it affects my appetite." She smiled at him, but she didn't know what to do, just a little absent-minded.

Lu Mingxuan didn't force her, and ordered four dishes and one soup. Pointing with his finger, the waiter made a note of it, and standing aside, he added another dessert.

"If you have something you like, you can taste it too."

As a result, five or six dishes were served, and at first glance, it looked like it was quite sufficient, Tang Xiaoya couldn't help frowning: "Isn't it Lang Fei?" ”

She remembered that he was actually very frugal, especially when he was a student, the two of them rarely went outside to go to the restaurant, basically they took the student card to eat in the restaurant, and occasionally on festivals or something, they would go out to fight tooth sacrifices.

Lu Mingxuan stroked the long hair that fell in front of her and pinned it behind her ear: "Eat, I see that you have lost a lot of weight recently, and it's not because of me." ”

She was silent for a moment, "Then you can eat more, I can't eat so much alone." ”

"Okay, let's work together." Lu Mingxuan took a sip of tea first, and then picked up the chopsticks, eating very slowly, and his eyes often stayed on her.

After eating half of it, Tang Xiaoya was already half full, picked up the teacup and took a sip, thought about it, still slightly touched the corners of her mouth, and opened her mouth gently: "Mingxuan, don't force yourself too much, maybe after a period of separation, we can see ourselves more clearly." ”

There were not many people in the restaurant, and the words of the conversation seemed particularly clear. She lowered her head, and after a while she heard a firm voice in her ears, "Xiaoya, I have seen it very clearly, I can't live without you, I still have a nostalgia for you in my heart, otherwise I wouldn't have resolutely resigned from the good conditions abroad and insisted on coming back." ”

The so-called nostalgia may just be a habit. Tang Xiaoya's heart moved, and if she wanted to refute it, she swallowed it back when she came to her mouth, and the parting was imminent, she really didn't want to have any more pointless disputes, some things actually only need to be handed over to time to make a decision, and it was just useless to say more.

The weather is very cold, although it is more than nine o'clock, but there are few people in the community to chat, and it seems extremely quiet. Downstairs in the apartment, she was about to turn around and leave, but Lu Mingxuan took her hand and hugged her in his arms.

"Xiaoya, are you really leaving? Can you stay for me? ”

"Mingxuan, let's break up." She leaned her head into his arms and slowly spat out the two words. The words that had been hesitating were finally spoken, and her heart suddenly felt cold, and she couldn't find a safe place to rely on.

Lu Mingxuan's hand holding her suddenly clasped tightly, and the two were pressed together impenetrably, their heads resting on her shoulders, already choked, "No, Xiaoya, what you said is not true." ”

The kiss fell slowly, with panic and reluctance, so helpless, the familiar breath lingered around, still so familiar, with a cool breeze rushing up, Tang Xiaoya closed her eyes, her hand against his chest, suddenly a little flustered, inexplicable pain rippled in her heart, gradually became heavy, a little breathless, suddenly became blurry in front of her, and tasted a distant taste in the sourness.

However, the eyebrows and eyes of another person suddenly popped up in her mind, and the deep dark eyes, those strong kisses, with a scorching heat, like a fire that almost burned her, and so forever left a trace in her heart.

It's fate, maybe it's God's arrangement. Now, whether it's a strong or fresh kiss, she doesn't want to linger, and she can't keep any of them.

However, she is still grateful to those who have walked with her through the long years. Lu Mingxuan gave her those beautiful memories in her childish and innocent time, and Xu Jun played the role of a long-legged uncle when she was in difficulty, and now, they all have to stay away from their sight, and those deep sweet feelings have to be taken away, like a typhoon transiting, sweeping away all the dust, and everything is silent.