Chapter 228: Xiao Chen, Do You Know I Miss You

Seeing that everyone left, Bai Ming'er's strength seemed to be drained, and she lay on the bed weakly, tears dripping down the corners of her eyes onto the pillow.

Stroking the wound on the back of her hand, the wound had already healed and formed a scar, but only she knew that this wound had been deeply imprinted in her blood, she was no longer the Bai Ming'er of the past, she couldn't go back, she couldn't see Xiao Chen again.

Bai Ming'er felt deep despair, but she was powerless.

For a whole week, Bai Ming'er didn't eat or drink, and woke up every day to do nothing but stare at the ceiling, which was simply suicide in disguise. What's even more troubling is that if someone approaches her, she goes berserk and screams until the person leaves.

Bai Ming'er's body can't bear the load at all if she doesn't eat like this, and every day Su Moxuan waits for Bai Ming'er to faint from physical exhaustion, and then asks the doctor to come in and give Bai Ming'er a nutritional injection.

Bai Ming'er knew that when she was asleep, they had sneaked in and had a big temper tantrum, and then they didn't know why they started to eat again, but they ate very little, and they all asked the servants to replace all the things she used for disposable. Su Moxuan vaguely felt that Bai Ming'er didn't want the doctor to come in to give her an injection, so she ate.

Bai Ming'er has always been an optimistic and cheerful girl who likes to be lively, but after this illness, Bai Ming'er was silent for a long time, and sometimes she couldn't say a word for a day.

Su Moxuan asked Bai Ming'er to go out for a walk many times, saying that basking in the sun was good for her body, but Bai Ming'er just refused to leave the room, she didn't leave the room, and no one was allowed to get close to the room.

Seeing that Bai Ming'er's face was getting paler and her body was getting thinner and thinner day by day, Su Moxuan knew that Bai Ming'er was a knot in her heart, and she wanted to go home. That's it, it is already his luxury to be able to spend two months with Bai Ming'er like this, what else does he ask for. Although he didn't want to let go, he didn't feel like he saw Bai Ming'er die in his hands like this.

On this day, Su Moxuan looked at Bai Ming'er's appearance in front of Bai Ming'er at the smoothest period of the day.

Knowing Bai Ming'er's rules now, she must be ten meters away from her, so Su Moxuan stood outside the door and didn't go in.

Bai Ming'er, who was barefoot and sitting on the edge of the bed with her knees crossed, felt the movement at the door, looked at the door with dim eyes, and saw that Su Moxuan had no intention of coming in, so Bai Ming'er withdrew her gaze and continued to be in a daze.

"Ming'er, do you want to see Xiao Chen, I'...... I can call him and tell him you're still alive. With enough courage, Su Moxuan finally said what he wanted to say. God knows how much perseverance he used to say these words, obviously the woman he loved, but for the sake of her happiness, she sent her to another man's side.

Bai Ming'er didn't dare to be interested in everyone's people and things, only when Xiao Chen's name was mentioned, Bai Ming'er would react.

"Xiao Chen." Muttering Xiao Chen's name, Bai Ming'er burst into tears again.

Bai Ming'er never walked out of the room, but Su Moxuan was worried that she would be bored, so she installed a TV in the room. Bai Ming'er has seen the reports on TV, and the reports are all about Xiao Chen's search for her, and some people say that she is dead, but Xiao Chen still has no hope of looking for her. How she wished, Xiao Chen thought she was dead and stopped looking for her.

What kind of face does such a self have to meet him.

"No, I don't want to see him, I don't want to see him......" Bai Ming'er went crazy again and roared.

"Okay, no, no, you can stay here as long as you like, even if you want to stay here for a lifetime, I will support you for a lifetime." Su Moxuan smiled and made a promise.

This was the first time she saw Bai Ming'er angry, and Su Moxuan didn't feel worried but happy. Originally, he didn't want Bai Ming'er to leave, and Bai Ming'er didn't want to leave, which was more in line with him. If Su Moxuan was careful, he might have noticed Bai Ming'er's abnormality, but he was carried away by the excitement, and he didn't have time to think too much about it.

Su Moxuan thought that Bai Ming'er had accepted herself, so she changed her tricks every day to please Bai Ming'er, but Bai Ming'er still looked so cold, and she still forbade anyone to approach her.

Su Moxuan thought that Bai Ming'er hated that there were strangers in the villa, so he dismissed all the servants, and occasionally sent people to clean the room but did not allow people to stay longer. There are only two people in the huge villa, he and Bai Ming'er, which makes Su Moxuan even more confident, here Bai Ming'er can only communicate with him alone, he can only rely on him, in the long run, he is not afraid that he will not get Bai Ming'er's heart.

But Su Moxuan was too optimistic, another month later, the current Bai Ming'er was already thin and only skinny and bones, if she hadn't been looking at her, Su Moxuan couldn't believe that the haggard woman in front of her was the once proud Bai Ming'er.

What went wrong? Why is this happening? Su Moxuan asked himself this in his heart more than once.

Su Moxuan did not give up, and confessed to Bai Ming'er affectionately again. He didn't believe that Bai Ming'er would not be able to see what he had done for her in the past three months, even if it was a stone, it should be covered with heat. He thought that his conditions were no worse than Xiao Chen's, why didn't Bai Ming'er just refuse to look at him more.

"Su Moxuan, I know you like me, you die, I won't fall in love with you." This was the most heartless sentence Bai Ming'er said in the past three months, breaking all of Su Moxuan's wonderful fantasies.

"Su Moxuan, I will leave here, I will not fall in love with you, I can't use your feelings for me to stay here any longer, it will only be painful for you."

At the beginning, the reason why Bai Ming'er lived here and didn't leave immediately was to use this place as a refuge to avoid Xiao Chen. But Su Moxuan confessed to her again and again, which caused her trouble, and she had to decide to leave here.

Look, how ruthless this woman is, rejecting herself and saying it's for her own good. Su Moxuan really looked up to the sky and laughed three times, how could he fall in love with such a cold-hearted woman, and he was full of confidence, but in the end he was just self-inflicted.

"Leave, where are you going? Back to Xiao Chen? It's not that you don't want to see him? Hearing Bai Ming'er say that she was leaving, Su Moxuan looked very excited and couldn't control her anger.

Facing Su Moxuan's anger, Bai Ming'er was very calm, shook her head, and said coldly: "No, I said that I will not see Xiao Chen again." I would find a small village to stay in peace. "From the very beginning, Bai Ming'er didn't want to live here for a long time, she had already planned everything.

"Why?" Su Moxuan didn't understand, didn't understand why Bai Ming'er didn't accept her and refused to return to Xiao Chen's side, why she still left.

Su Moxuan's question, Bai Ming'er answered with silence.

Rejected mercilessly by Bai Ming'er, Su Moxuan was heartbroken and ran to the bar to get drunk. In order to win Bai Ming'er's heart, in order to please Bai Ming'er, he cut off the warbler Yanyan around him, and just wanted to be a good man for Bai Ming'er. But in the end it all became a joke, a great irony.

The finger rubbed against the familiar number, and with a single press, everything could be over, just a single one. With his eyes closed, Su Moxuan made a sad call and said quickly: "Bai Ming'er is in the xx seaside villa." Su Moxuan didn't dare to hesitate a little, he was afraid that he wouldn't have the courage to say these words to Xiao Chen if he hesitated.

Hung up the phone, turned off the phone, Su Moxuan hugged left and right, looking at the charming woman in his arms, Su Moxuan smiled happily, there is no Bai Ming'er, there are thousands of Bai Ming'er waiting for me Su Moxuan, I Su Moxuan don't have to be you Bai Ming'er.

But only he knew that his heart was bleeding silently.

In the apartment, the mobile phone slid down the palm of his hand to the end, Xiao Chen's mind was blank, and he couldn't believe what he had just heard.

The two little demons who had been guarding Xiao Chen's side were a little frightened when they saw their father showing that he had never been stunned, tugged on Xiao Chen's trouser leg, and shouted worriedly: "Dad, what's wrong with you?" The look was the same as what they had seen in the hospital, and they were scared.

Knowing that his appearance scared the two children, he squatted down, Xiao Chen looked at the two children and said with a smile: "It's okay, Dad knows where Mommy is, Dad is going to pick Mommy back." With red eyes, Xiao Chen's voice was trembling, but he tried his best to stay steady in front of the two children.

Along the way, Xiao Chen couldn't control his excitement, he didn't know if the news was true or not, but as long as there was a glimmer of hope, he would never give up. When Xiao Chen arrived at H City, it was already the second day.

The afternoon sunset is the most beautiful, Bai Ming'er sits alone on the beach, looking at the blue water, listening to the sound of the waves hitting the beach. Heart, I felt a hint of peace.

Su Moxuan hadn't come back for two days, Bai Ming'er knew that her words had hurt him, but Bai Ming'er didn't regret it, she never thought of giving Su Moxuan hope, such a result was undoubtedly the best. She had already decided, and when Su Moxuan came back, she would leave here.

She had already made up her mind to find a place where no one knew her, and she knew that she was sick and died silently. Such an ending is tragic, but she has no choice.

This was the first time Bai Ming'er had stepped out of the room in three months. Looking at the boundless and endless coast, Bai Ming'er couldn't help but think of Xiao Chen, the fireworks proposal on the beach, and the scene of the two of them playing on the beach......

Xiao Chen, do you know I miss you. Tears have already flowed down my face before I know it.

"Ming'er." Just as Bai Ming'er was sleeping in her thoughts, there was a familiar call behind her.

Turning her head in shock, her eyes widened suddenly, Bai Ming'er thought that she missed Xiao Chen too much, so that she hallucinated, and she didn't dare to close her eyes for fear that Xiao Chen would disappear in the next second.