Chapter 153 A moment of pure love and a moment of death
The road out of this dark room in the West Wing is not very long, but some people can't get out of it for half a lifetime or more than ten years; And some people are willing to exchange their bodies with that person and stay here for the rest of their lives.
Jinyu is really in such a mood, and this mood is the same as Fengfeng......
The people of Jinling yearn for this palace-like courtyard of gold and jade, and regard this place as a place for curiosity and a habitat for the soul to yearn for wealth and gentleness. But this glitz can only be glitz, and the truth hidden behind it is nothing but a mirage-like emptiness. In addition, there is also the intrigue and decay of the intrigue around the country, which is not the completion of heaven, but the real manifestation of hell on earth!
Then, in comparison, the hidden West Wing Darkroom hidden in the depths of this Xuanying Courtyard has become a rare and quiet place.
The twilight soft breeze blows on the face, and the body and mind gradually become lighter with the slight movement of the hair. Who said that spring light is stingy to come to this dark place? Along the way, the spring flowers have bloomed well, even if they are hidden in the night, they still can't hide their own unconcealed fragrance and mist. And because this is the forbidden place of Wanfu, few people come, these flowers are less cared for than outside, but bloom more beautiful and prosperous...... Because they are free, because they have no heart and no lungs!
There are Xuanwu totems that appear majestically in the corridor or on the wall every other way, and the majestic one is very sacred. And because of these splendid spring flowers clustered together, the sacredness of the totem and the charm of the spring flowers form a very strange feeling, quite intriguing, just like the joy of the Buddha in Tibetan Tantra, it seems to be a kind of "desire to control desire", first to warm the true love to support the anger, and then the anger is eliminated and then introduced into the Buddha realm. In short, all these scenery is integrated with natural creation, and miracles are amazing!
Jinyu and Fengfeng walked in the night, and at first Fengfeng had the intention to avoid him, and followed him one after the other. But Jinyu didn't let her get her wish, and didn't forcibly ask her what to do, but deliberately slowed down and waited for her to come up.
Feng Feng was very helpless, so she had to maintain a tacit understanding with him, but neither of them said a word along the way.
It wasn't until he bypassed the corridor and walked out of the west chamber along the side that he finally felt that his heart was not very comfortable, and coupled with this emotional trick that was about to be separated, Feng Feng was unwilling to let go of Jinyu like this, and couldn't help but speak first: "Ah Yu." She called him lightly, stopped her steps, and her eyelids moved slightly, "When I went to the darkroom, I was surprised to know that the person who was locked up in the road was the eldest lady. She lied to herself first, and then frowned and asked, "But you don't seem surprised to see that the person locked up inside is the eldest lady." Feng Feng was surprised by the attitude of the eldest young master, he seemed to know that the person locked up in the Dao was the eldest lady! Isn't this the first forbidden thing for thousands of families? Feng Feng was quite puzzled.
Jin Yu finally looked forward to Feng Feng talking to him, he has been feeling Feng Feng's ethereal breath for the past few days, and he has been realizing this subtle feeling all the way, he enjoys such a close feeling, but the faint sense of alienation mixed with it makes him feel flirting and scratching! At this moment, Feng Feng's voice floated softly, and he suddenly felt flattered!
However, if he is too moved, he will seem bland. Jinyu looked at Fengfeng and replied to her steadily: "Because I was very curious about everything when I was young, I asked my dad about the crazy man in the darkroom. He narrowed his eyes and said, "My dad didn't know what Lu Dao thought, and he didn't hide it from me, he just said that the eldest mother was sick and needed to recuperate, and he asked me to keep it a secret and never disturb the eldest mother by telling this matter." ”
Feng Feng listened and looked at him seriously, the night breeze around her seemed to be colored, and the color of this person's eyebrows gradually deepened in her eyes, it was so bright and gorgeous, so that she could not forget it in her life......
Jin Yu fell into the old memories of the past as he spoke, he missed Feng Feng's gaze because of this moment of distraction, and did not notice that Feng Feng was looking at himself very seriously and infatuatedly: "I thought this was really the top priority, for the good of my mother, how could I say it?" Later, as he grew older, he gradually understood what was going on. After the words stopped, he naturally raised his eyes, and when he saw Feng Feng's deep and loving gaze, his heart was dull, and his expression froze.
When the eyes collided, the throbbing was deep. Feng Feng's face was hot, and he was busy staggering his eyes and deflecting to one side.
"That's how it is." She thought faintly in her heart, "I think Ah Yu was still young at that time, and he couldn't remember the face of the eldest wife." Therefore, even though he knew that the eldest lady was locked up here, he did not find that I looked like a young eldest lady when he saw me, so he was never surprised by this. ”
Feng Feng thought so secretly, his hands were hot when he was in a trance!
She was stunned, it was Jinyu who suddenly took her by the hand and half-forced her to face herself.
Feng Feng didn't have time to gather her thoughts, and subconsciously wanted to pull her hand. Come back, trying to break free from this bondage.
But Jinyu's eyebrows gathered, but she held her tighter.
Feng Feng couldn't help it, and gradually felt that her strength was gone, so she had to frown and confront her with a chaotic twist and turn.
"Feng'er." Jinyu stretched his face and gathered, he had too many things to say to her, but in the end, he couldn't say anything, "Feng'er ......" had to call her again and again, her voice was already soft, and it contained mournful emotions and became more and more gentle, "Please don't blame me, give me a chance, give me some time...... I'll take care of everything. I would ......."
"I'm tired!" coldly, Feng Feng made a fierce effort, and finally broke free from this shackle. She interrupted Jinyu's words, took a few steps back, and looked at him with a pair of cold eyes and a blank look.
Jin Yu was stunned for a moment, and then this body was blunt on the ground like lead, and he sank down one after another.
The surroundings are very quiet, and even the seemingly never-ending spring breeze is gathered up at this time. The silence is embarrassing.
Feng Feng narrowed her eyes for a moment, and then walked towards Jin Yu, I don't know if Lu Dao was because of her mood or Yuehua's extradition, her face was very cold, as cold as this expression and this tone.
She looked at him and said word by word: "I'm so tired that I don't know how to blame you......"
Jin Yufu raised his eyes, and his eyes were shocked!
I don't know how to blame him......
This sentence came faintly like a gust of wind, and suddenly the heartstrings relaxed and the mind was soft. The meaning of this is to tell him that she has forgiven him; She...... She still loves him, and she is willing to continue to love him!
Feng Feng was in tears and also smiling. The desert on the face collapsed!
The moonlight was spreading, and the silver light was impregnated, she looked at him with eyebrows and eyes, and her heart broke the embankment several times, and she was so moved that even her body softened.
Jin Yu raised his hand and gently hugged her shoulder, her thoughts and mood were clearly like a galloping horse, but at this moment, things were going to be reversed.
The distance between the two kept shortening, and they hugged and crumpled each other in the end.
They kissed naturally, their eyes full of love and entanglement, struggle and emotion, and began to put everything on hold for a while, or to devote themselves to love wholeheartedly, indulging in this moment of floating joy to quench their thirst.
In this long night, and the dawn is approaching, in this untouched moment and in a seldom area, they both fell into the gloomy pine and cypress on one side......
Needless to say, in fact, even this body is a bondage! Only the temperament of the soul and the true "fate" and "karma" flow in it, echoing the most essential, the most simple and unpretentious, the most sincere and sincere true meaning that cannot be deceived, and in the extreme indulgence and restraint of this night, all the vain and worldly entanglements have been stripped ......away.
I can't tell how long the night lasted and I can't remember whether I was dreaming or waking. After the two of them regained their senses in the gentle township, it was almost dawn.
After that cloud and rain posture of body and mind, and the indulgence of spiritual sense, both of them felt that their shoulders were lifted and the annoying burden in their hearts was lifted, and their bodies and minds were light, powerless and relaxed.
They didn't want anything, they just sat back to back, chatting and talking, without worrying about anyone coming to disturb them.
They said a lot of things, but they all had nothing to do with the ten thousand mansions, and there were all kinds of interesting things, new experiences, and different perceptions.
Jin Yu told Fengfeng about his school experience, the beauty of Western poetry and emerging culture, and the inheritance of China's local essence that cannot be ignored.
Feng Feng told Jinyu all kinds of interesting stories about the folk, and she smiled: "Even though the mountain scenery is not classified as the 'Four Seasons Scenery' by you literati, it also has a unique beauty. ”
She told Jinyu, the eldest young master in the house, about the smooth passage in the countryside when she was a child: "Once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple on the mountain, and there was a jar in the temple, and there was a basin in the jar, and there was a bowl in the basin, and there was a spoon in the bowl, and there were two peanuts in the spoon...... I've eaten, you're hungry, and my story is over! "The sound wave is brisk, sparkling, and gratifying.
Jinyu's heart rushed, aroused emotion, turned around and hugged her, and the two laughed unrestrainedly. It's really a silver bell-like smile and a hearty and warm man laughing, and his feelings can be put into poetry and painting, and he is reluctant to bother and can't bear to dissipate!
Feng Feng's love jumped, and she couldn't help but read like this: "I really want to, it's been like this all along...... How nice it should be! Originally, it was a silent recitation in my heart, but when I was emotional, I couldn't help but chant in a low voice.
Jin Yu was moved, and when she heard the words, she bowed her head: "Yes, there will definitely be such a day...... Isn't that right, Feng'er? This was also his true expectation, but somehow he stopped halfway and subconsciously asked her.
Feng Feng came back to his senses, glanced at Jin Yu sideways, and suddenly hooked his lips and smiled bitterly: "You don't know the Tao yourself, how can I know the Tao?" "The tone of decadence is not joy, nor is it sadness. Or is this sad but not sad, or sad but not sad?
This sentence brought the two of them back to the real reality, Jinyu's chest rose and fell, and he couldn't speak.
The surrounding atmosphere suddenly changed and darkened, and the two of them sat quietly together, gradually feeling that even the arms bent and the body began to stiffen and chill.
For a long time, he didn't say a word again.