Chapter 124: Writing a poem for you
The gifts are nothing more than those things, and the ones that are commonly used to please girls are gold, jewelry, jade, silk and satin, and some books and playthings. The Seven Princes are not unconventional, a set of expensive jewelry, two sets of solitary books, and some light gadgets unique to the palace. But this love letter is not completely in the tone of a couple who are happy with each other as last time, but the identity of a suitor, and it is very sincere.
Anyway, Lin Yu seems to respect himself very much, is very measured, and is not very explicit, but he also shows his sincerity very seriously. At the end of the letter, two love poems were attached. The level of these two love poems is very average, not to mention touching, not even the rhetoric is gorgeous, but it also shows more and more that he wrote it himself, and it is more sincere.
Lin Yu put away the letter and sighed deeply. She didn't know what went wrong with Lu Dao, why Yu Wenyi, who was originally depressed, suddenly started to pursue again, and she still pursued herself very seriously.
Qingqing stared at Lin Yu, who looked inexplicable, a little uneasy, "Xiaoyu? Xiaoyu? ”
"What's wrong?"
"What do we do with these gifts?" Qingqing asked cautiously, afraid that Lin Yu's mood would be even worse.
With the treasures given by Queen Liu in front, these expensive jewelry gifts could not impress Lin Yu. Of course, Lin Yu is not a person who will change his mind because of his belongings, so he just puts it aside. Qingqing thought about it, it was better to start with these unimportant things.
"Tell someone to send it back." Lin Yu folded the letter, half-lowered his eyes, and said softly.
"But how can this thing be returned? The Seven Princes lived in the palace and did not establish a palace independently. Qingqing said worriedly.
"Yes. Let's leave it at that. Lin Yu felt a little heavy, unfolded the letter he had just folded, read it again, and sighed again. Why did he suddenly change his mind again? ”
"Yesterday, I heard that the third prince drank with the seventh prince." Qingqing muttered, "I can't tell if the third prince has encouraged him again." ”
After all, Lin Yu has also roughly read some history books, and he has also read a lot of TV series and novels about Gong Dou Quanmou. After thinking about it, I also understood the intention of the third prince, and I couldn't help but sigh deeply.
"Forget it, I'd better write another letter to reject him." Lin Yu stood up, took the letter, and left. Qingqing looked at Lin Yu's slightly thin figure, full of worry.
It's easy to reject someone's sincerity once, and it's not hard to do it twice. Three or four times won't be impossible. But what about ten times? What about fifty times? What about a hundred times? Especially the other party is good at everything. Not to mention in ancient times, even if you look at the proportion of princes and princes in modern female romance novels, it is very conceivable how attractive such a handsome, talented, and affectionate prince is to ordinary women.
With the departure of April. With the arrival of May, Lin Yu has been troubled. There is no impermeable wall in the world, although Yu Wenyi did not deliberately publicize it, but he couldn't keep it up and others would not publicize it. For example, a certain prince who hopes that Yu Wenyi loves beauty and not Jiangshan. How could he let go of such an opportunity, he naturally wanted to make a big splash, so this time Lin Yu is really famous, and he is not cannon fodder in other people's stories, but he is too addicted to the heroine.
Of course. Lin Yu herself doesn't like this heroine's identity. There are many people who like to enjoy the eyes of others and like to be the focus of the news, but Lin Yu is definitely not one of them. Especially since she herself is not a native of ancient times, and she does not have a strong backstage, if she makes a mistake, she may fall into the abyss.
And Yu Wenyi's side looked at the dawn of hope. At the beginning, everyone still had mixed attitudes towards Yu Wenyi's pursuit of a little orphan girl. With Lin Yu's continuous refusal and Yu Wenyi's perseverance, everyone's comments on Yu Wenyi's reputation were unexpectedly better. Many women hope to have such an infatuated husband, and many people, even the daughters, have a great impression of Yu Wenyi.
In a situation of same-sex rejection, coupled with a little jealousy, the young women's evaluation of Lin Yu is much worse, what a hard-hearted, ruthless and so on. And the man felt that because Lin Yu didn't want to be the prince's concubine, he refused so firmly, and he was a little ignorant. It is common for a powerful man to have three wives and four concubines, so why be so hypocritical?
Yes, most people think that Lin Yu is just hypocritical, and some people think that Lin Yu is retreating and using such a method of refusal to seek the position of the prince's concubine. After all, everyone knows that the Seven Princes of Lu Dao love Lin Yu, and the Seven Princes are not the crown princes, but they are very favored by the emperor. Maybe the emperor would really make Lin Yu the concubine for his son's request. After all, although this dynasty also talks about women's virtues, but in fact, the atmosphere is quite open, although Lin Yu has married someone in name, but in fact he is still innocent, and when the time comes, the saint will make a decree, directly saying that there is no such thing as Lin Ruoyu marrying someone as a concubine, and everyone does not dare to translate it out clearly.
There are also a small number of people who think that Lin Yu still remembers Lu Pingzhi, and Lin Ruoyu's suicide for his cousin is not a secret thing. is similar to Zhang Wan'er's bad reputation, and there are many people who know the Tao.
The most ridiculous thing for Lin Yu is that Lu Pingzhi and Mrs. Lin also thought that they still loved that cousin, and Lu Pingzhi also wrote a letter to persuade Lin Yu to forget the past, it was impossible for him to fall in love with her, and he should hurry up if he had a good marriage. What else to say, Lin Yu should understand him now, after all, everyone is infatuated.
Infatuated with a fart, Lin Yu read the letter, and was disgusted by Lu Pingzhi's proud appearance. Why do you have to say it so nicely, but because if Lin Yu really marries the Seventh Prince, it will be of great benefit to the Three Princes and the First Prince. And the Lu family is the mainstay of the three princes and the first line, so they naturally tried their best to promote this matter.
At the beginning, I didn't expect that Lin Yu could be used to attack the inheritance of the Seventh Prince, but Lu Pingzhi's wife Zhang Wan'er spread bad words about Lin Yu everywhere, for fear that Lin Yu would become the imperial concubine.
In this case, Lin Yu was simply overwhelmed, and his mood was also very irritable. On the one hand, Lin Yu really felt that Yu Wenyi's sincerity was difficult, but on the other hand, she was also tired of her private affairs being known to everyone.
Lin Yu knows that Yu Wenyi is a good man, with a good heart and a gentle personality. Good looks, noble background, will definitely be rich in the future, and the most important thing is that I really like myself. So much over a month. It was enough for Lin Yu, who was originally skeptical, to see his sincerity clearly. Yu Wenyi was not impulsive, but really had a deep affection for Lin Yu.
Ordinary ancient women, married to such people. Even if it's just a side room, it should be very satisfying. After all, Yu Wenyi is definitely the most rich and handsome among the rich and handsome, and the one that shines the most among the five diamond kings. Especially when Yu Wenyi even assured Lin Yu privately that he would not let Concubine Zheng give birth to a child, he was afraid that modern women with weak wills might fall into his arms.
But Lin Yu couldn't do it, she didn't have such abundant feelings for her to love impulsively. Not to mention all kinds of gossip from the outside world, just looking at the melancholy that precipitated day by day on Yu Wenyi's handsome face. Lin Yu didn't feel very good in his heart.
"Am I really that bad? Why can't you take a serious look at me? ”
These are the words on the recent letter, in addition to the usual expression of longing and love, the last sentence is actually his question, the vernacular. It is very inconsistent with the style of the whole letter, but it made Lin Yu shed tears.
"I hurt his self-confidence, he was also a shining man." Lin Yu wiped away her tears and asked Qingqing, "Did I really do something wrong?" Why does everyone say I'm hard-hearted? ”
Qingqing hugged her very gently, and said with a rare calmness. "Xiaoyu, I think there is still a difference between a year and a lifetime. You always have to choose the path you don't regret, if you are determined to marry the Seventh Prince as a side concubine. Live a life full of love and water, and then constantly face the challenges of the main concubine and other concubines, you can also promise him. ”
"You know what to do." Lin Yu wiped her tears on her shoulder, "I can't do it." ”
"Then stick to what you feel is right in your heart." Qingqing sighed softly, the whole person fell into memory, and said softly. "My mother. I guess it was impulsive at the beginning. Later, on her deathbed, she told me that she actually regretted it. ”
This is still Qingqing's very rare thing to talk about her mother, although she has been clamoring to find her biological father, but rarely talks about the details of her past life. Probably because I had a hard time, I don't want to reminisce.
Qingqing smiled bitterly and shook her head, "She told me that she didn't regret following my father impulsively, but she regretted putting me in such a difficult situation. If she had married an ordinary middle-class family at that time, I wouldn't have had to suffer so much. So, Xiaoyu, I still hope that you will consider it carefully, although no matter what, I will support you. ”
"I know it." Lin Yu said softly, and his tone was much firmer, "You are the most trusted person in this world, we have survived the catastrophe of life and death together, what is this matter?" ”
"I think, you should see the Seventh Prince again, it's not a way to avoid seeing you like this. The prince pointed out that the marriage was about to enter the autumn, and there were still three or four months, and the seventh prince might still have hope. Besides, long pain is better than short pain, for the sake of the Seven Princes, it is better to make it clear early. ”
Except for the first few times, Lin Yu didn't see Yu Wenyi, on the one hand, he was afraid that seeing him would cause even worse rumors, and on the other hand, Lin Yu was also worried that when he saw him, he would be soft-hearted and impulsive.
"Yes." Lin Yu wiped away his tears and sighed deeply. These days, she sighed more than she could have done in the previous year.
Through Yin Susu's relationship, Lin Yu successfully made an appointment with Yu Wenyi, although he himself also had a little bad premonition, but he still hoped to work hard, and still had a little hope.
The time is set for three days later, and the location is in the Qianlong Temple on the outskirts of Beijing, which is to meet in the name of worshiping the Buddha, Yu Wenyi's mother and emperor Yu Wenji are very close to Yu Wenyi, and they can't leave the palace at will. Besides, no matter how open the atmosphere is, it is not good for unmarried men and women to meet alone, and it is inevitable to pull a fig leaf.
Yin Susu and Lin Yu still correspond frequently, and every one or two days, the two will always meet. It's Bai Feiruo, the number of times I see him these days is much less, and I may not see him once in seven or eight days, even if I go to Lanyuan, Lin Yu often can't see him. It's not about visiting friends, or going on a trip, or wandering around, in short, you just can't touch it. It is very different from the food that coveted Lin Yu's family before, and came to Lin Yu almost every day.
For Yu Wenyi's pursuit, Lin Yu and Yin Susu met once in Lanyuan, and discussed the recent matter, but sure enough, they still didn't see Bai Feiruo.
"Xiaobai, why are you so busy lately?"
"I don't know what to say, maybe it's a girl you like? Running out all day? Yin Susu said half-truthfully, "Speaking of which, this kid is not too young. It's time to get married. ”
"Yes, he's a year older than me." Lin Yu sighed softly, "I still have something to do, so I won't eat here." When you see Xiaobai, help me say hello. ”
"Chunwei, I got a few colored shadow yarns last time. Take two horses out. Yin Susu didn't keep it much, but said, "Xiaoyu, this yarn is very soft, and it is very good to make clothes, just in the summer, you and Qingqing cut two clothes." I look at your clothes from previous years. It seems to be a little out of place. ”
Lin Yu didn't shirk much, Yin Susu's huge silk and satin fabric business, the most important thing is clothing, and there is no need to be too polite in such a relationship between the two. Instead, it was divided.
Looking at Lin Yu's thinner and thinner back, Yin Susu sighed softly, and before he could speak, a young man jumped in through the window.
"Sister, don't talk nonsense, why did I fall in love with which girl?" Bai Feiruo said with a displeased face. "I don't fancy anyone, and I don't want to get married for the time being, so I'm constrained."
He was unhappy, and Yin Susu was even less angry. Glared at him fiercely.
"You didn't have a crush on any girl, what are you hiding? Why don't I know that you are such an awkward character, what do you think? Or how did Xiaoyu offend you? So many times I was at home, but I avoided it. Because of the incident caused by the Seventh Prince, Xiaoyu was in a very bad mood and was very sad. I listened to Qingqing. She guessed that you were like the people out there who thought she was hard-hearted, so they alienated her. ”
"I, I don't know what to do!" Bai Feiruo sat heavily on the chair, "I feel irritated when I see Xiaoyu, but I really want to see how she is doing when I can't see it." However, I definitely didn't alienate Xiaoyu because of rumors from the outside world. I just don't know what to say, anyway, I don't want her to see me. ”
Hearing Bai Feiruo's words, Yin Susu suddenly had an indescribable feeling, and only after half a sound did he say tentatively, "You kid, won't you be enlightened, and you like Xiaoyu?" ”
"I don't know what to do." Bai Feiruo slammed the table hard, "But I always have her in my head, especially the melancholy of lately." However, when I think about it, I feel a little sad in my heart. I've heard people say that it should be a happy and happy thing to fall in love with someone, probably I'm just unhappy with the Seven Princes. ”
"Who did you listen to?" Hearing Bai Feiruo's heartfelt words, Yin Susu knew it in her heart, and laughed softly, but soon said a little sadly, "Love, it was originally hurtful and happy." If you like someone and get a response from her, you will feel happy, and if you don't get it, you will be sad. The Seventh Prince is so sad, isn't it because he hasn't been able to get a response from Xiaoyu? ”
Love makes people cry and laugh, can make people happy as if they are in heaven, and can also make people painfully as if they are in hell. She is also a person who has tasted love and deeply tasted the pain, and naturally understands the true face of love better than Bai Feiruo, a novice.
"Do I like Xiaoyu?" Bai Feiruo still refuses to believe this fact. "As the saying goes, there is a shih in the eye of a lover, I have always thought that Xiaoyu is very beautiful, she is just pleasing to the eye."
"You're such an idiot." Yin Susu glared at his stupid brother fiercely, "Originally, you told me earlier, I can help you plan." At this time, Xiaoyu is definitely very vulnerable, if you grasp it well, you will definitely be able to get her heart. But for more than a month, you have avoided it, and the Seventh Prince has always been in love, in case Xiaoyu is really moved for a while, nodding and marrying Yu Wenyi, where do I see you crying? ”
"I still don't think I like Xiaoyu very much." Bai Feiruo still defended herself, "I just think she's good, beautiful just right, not too beautiful, very pleasing to the eye, and her personality is just right, she won't be irritable, and she won't be too slow." And she's also a good friend, and she always has a lot to say, by the way, she also has good cooking skills, and she can make the best food out of ordinary things. However, she also has shortcomings, she is not very good at dressing up, but it is also unnecessary to dress like you. ”
"Am I showy? Did you get anything wrong? Even if I wear coarse cloth clothes, can I hide my appearance? ”
Hearing Bai Feiruo's evaluation of himself that he didn't pay attention to for a while, Yin Susu's eyes whitened him again. Then thinking about Bai Feiruo's evaluation of Xiaoyu, she almost laughed angrily again, she had never seen such an unenlightened person. "Okay, let me ask you, do you want Xiaoyu to marry Yu Wenyi?"
"Well, I really don't want to."
"Okay, just listen to me." Yin Susu glanced at him, "Even if it is to prevent Xiaoyu from jumping into the big pit of the royal family on impulse, you don't object to doing something." ”
"Well, no objection, I also hope that she can laugh happily instead of always being sad like this." Bai Feiruo recalled Lin Yu's gentle smile in the past, and felt a little sad in her heart. Could it be that you really like Xiaoyu? I have never remembered a girl's appearance and mood so clearly, I remember her smile and sadness, and because of this, it affects my mood so much.
Lin Yu didn't know about Bai Feiruo's introspection, what she remembered in her heart was the meeting with Yu Wenyi three days later. Not being able to get a response in a relationship is painful, and for a person who is still kind, not being able to respond to the other person's deep affection is also painful. What's more, Lin Yu can't deny that he has a certain good impression of Yu Wenyi and is deeply moved.
"I don't know what you're awkward." (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )