On the evening when Angel and Zhang Yixi went from Japan to the United States, the sky of Suzhou began to thunder after the gloom, and the wind swept across the city with a brutal attitude, and then the heavy rain damped the whole world, the street lights were lit up in advance, all the cars slowed down, and the pedestrians without umbrellas ran to find a place to shelter from the rain. Someone sits back and enjoys it

The wipers didn't have time to blow off the heavy rain, so I pulled into a nearby open-air parking lot, lit a cigarette, and sat in the car waiting for the weather to improve, and if I'm lucky, maybe I'll see that long-lost rainbow after this heavy rain.

The rainstorm lasted for more than 20 minutes before it stopped, and after the wind blew away the black oppressive clouds, it also disappeared into the sky, and the sunset at dusk once again hung prominently between the two tall buildings, gently touching the city after the rain with its afterglow, I finally opened the car window, took the camera left by Mi Cai, leaned over and looked at the sky.

People on the street suddenly slowed down, have pointed to the sky above the city, at this moment, there is really a rainbow at the edge of the city, as if telling the most beautiful faith in the world, I hurriedly got out of the car, held up the camera and fixed the qiē in front of me in the lens When I saw that the rainbow in the photo was so beautiful, I smiled, and immediately sent this photo to my mobile phone, and then combined it with the photo of Mi Cai, I want to print out this photo born in my hand, Then it was put in a picture frame and placed in my car, and lately, I have been needing these objects more and more to express my thoughts about her

The rainbow may be more ephemeral than the epiphany, and soon it disappeared in the reluctant eyes of the crowd, and the most lost is me, I became lonely again, my loneliness is due to the fact that Mi Cai has been gone for too long, and also from the family of three who stood beside me and watched the rainbow with me, without their laughter and laughter together, and I would not be so alone only I suddenly remembered that if my life did not have so many twists and turns, at the age of 28, I should have formed one a long time ago, A family with a wife and children as companions, but in fact, I am still waiting endlessly

On the way home, I received a call from Mo Zishi, who said that he was going back to the United States, because Jian Wei's current condition was stable, and he only needed to do some restorative treatment, and he could not play a big role, and he was going to invite everyone to have a meal together before leaving.

I have been with this man who always arranged for me to go on blind dates for more than 4 months, and although I sometimes resented his behavior, I was deeply grateful, because it was he who gave Janeway a second life on a certain course.

After getting this invitation, I drove directly to Shanghai, and then we met in a restaurant specializing in Cantonese cuisine, this time there were really many people who saw off Mo Zishi, including his colleagues who exchanged and studied in the hospital, and our group of friends who met later because of Jian Wei, but Jian Wei, who was the protagonist, did not come, and her current physical condition was not suitable for such a party.

During the banquet, Mo Zishi sat with me, and after a few glasses of wine, he leaned closer to me and said in a voice that only I could hear: "Alas! Brother, I'm leaving tomorrow, and in the end, I haven't been able to solve this lifelong event for you, and I blame myself very much! ”

"Can you not mention this?"

"Zhaoyang, you still don't understand my good intentions, because I can really foresee that you and Xiaocai will not have a perfect ending, so I don't want you to waste your only remaining youth, but you are obsessed and don't understand that I am heartbroken for your visible future!" Mo Zishi said and patted his chest with his hand, making a really sad look.

I smiled helplessly, then picked up the wine glass in front of me, and drank the liquor in one gulp, at this time, I had already regarded Mo Zishi's blind date for me as a prank, and after tomorrow, this prank will also end with Mo Zishi's departure, so I changed the topic and asked him: "Doctor Mo, I really want to know, which city do you live in the United States?" ”

Mo Zishi waved his hand and replied, "You don't have to care about me. ”

"You've been fucking caring about me for more than four months, and I've cared for you once when you're leaving, can't you?"

Mo Zishi's face suddenly became serious, and he said to me seriously: "The situation of the two of us is not the same, at least I, Mo Zishi, am a person who knows how to make trade-offs, so whether others care about me or not, I can find the most correct direction in life, but you are different, you have been living on the verge of being very dangerous but you don't know it, and you regard me, the person who really cares about you, as an enemy, I am really heartbroken!" ”

I really couldn't stand his Rory's rambling, so I simply took a wine glass and Qin Yan to change seats, and then thought about Mi Cai in silence, maybe tomorrow, at most the day after tomorrow, Zhang Yixi and An Qi should be able to find her

After this farewell banquet, Mo Zishi and I took a taxi to the hospital again, the purpose was to see Jian Wei, but he said goodbye, I was to greet and welcome Jian Wei back to Suzhou, at this time, I had asked my assistant to find the best nursing home in Suzhou, and planned to let her recuperate there for a while.

Pushing open the door of the ward, Yan Yan was helping Jian Wei pack some clothes and medicines, while Jian Wei leaned on the side of the bed without saying a word, her love didn't look very good.

Mo Zishi stood beside her, his appearance was very strict, not at all as casual as when he communicated with me, so open-mouthed, he said softly to Jian Wei: "I have been in China for too long, and now your physical condition is basically stable, so I have to go back to the United States, where I live."

Jane Wei tilted her head to look out the window, and said for a long time, "I know." ”

"Don't you have any parting words?" Mo Zishi didn't show a slight smile on his face until he finished asking.

Jian Wei finally looked at him, and also smiled and replied: "I hope you can get better and better in the medical career you love, I will pay attention to your every achievement." ”

Mo Zishi lowered his head, and after a long time, he raised his head and thanked Jian Wei with a smile for his expectations, and then handed a business card to Jian Wei, and said: "This is my contact information in the United States, you can call me if you have any physical questions, this mobile phone is open for you 24 hours a day." ”

Janeway took the business card from his hand, and then carefully tucked it between the book she was reading, and then both fell into a long silence

At this time, I finally stood by Jian Wei's side, and then took out a small women's leather bag that Yan Yan had deposited with me from my handbag, this leather bag originally belonged to Jian Wei, and of course I should return it to her.

I handed the bag to her and asked her, "This is your bag, which was deposited by Yan Yan and I have it, do you still have an image?" ”

Janeway just glanced at it, then shook her head, I didn't expect her to remember that it was her own used bag, so I put the bag on the cabinet next to the bed, and said, "You can put this bag away, there is a tablet in it, and there are a lot of cosmetics you have used, most of which can be used again." ”

"Hmm." Jian Wei answered, and then did not say anything, everyone present could feel that she was lost because of Mo Zishi's imminent departure, but Mo Zishi's return to the United States is an inevitable thing, but sooner or later, no one can change this!

Mo Zishi left first on the pretext that she wanted to go back to pack her luggage, and only Yan Yan and I were left in the ward with Jian Wei, but we obviously couldn't arouse her chatting feelings, so that after Mo Zishi left, she lay back on the bed and didn't say a word again

After leaving the hospital, Yan Yan and I walked on the road, chatting about Jian Wei's future life, we still decided to follow the doctor's advice and let her stay in the country to meditate and recuperate first, as for the future, it depends on her recovery condition, and she is like this now, no one is at ease to let her live in a foreign country alone.

Yan Yan gradually slowed down, and she asked me softly, "Zhaoyang, do you want Jian Wei to remember all the past, or is it like this?" ”

Although I have asked myself this question countless times, I still don't have a clear answer, so I replied with some inexplicable feelings: "I don't know if she would live more easily if she is like this now, and it would be nice to keep it like this!" ”

"I also think so, too many things in the past are a nightmare for her, maybe this selective amnesia is the greatest gift that God has mercy on her!"

"Maybe."

Yan Yan nodded, and we walked forward in silence for a while before she asked me again, "Do you feel that Weiwei is very dependent on Dr. Mo?" ”

"Well, when she was in a coma, the only person who could communicate with her was Dr. Mo, I think it's normal for her to have such emotional tendencies."

"Don't you feel a sense of loss at all? You are no longer the irreplaceable person in her heart! ”

I stopped, and in the complicated mood, I habitually lit a cigarette for myself, and only whispered back after a long time: "Yan Yan, after going through so many things, it really doesn't matter whether I am the irreplaceable person in her heart, we should all wish her to find happiness in this new beginning of life."

"Yes! It's just that I never dreamed that the plot between you would end in such a way, which is somewhat embarrassing! ”

"Isn't it all so tricky!"

Back at the hotel, I used the time before going to bed to board the game "Dragon Tour World", during which I had a private super R player called "Commander of the World", and he only politely replied a few words, I have never been able to have a deeper communication with him, which makes me a little anxious, I am worried that my plan can not be fully implemented, and our upcoming game, really need him, a highly influential player, to cooperate with an event marketing.

In desperation, I put my phone on the bedside cabinet, and shifted my attention to the Zhang Yixi couple who I entrusted with the important task, at this time they should have arrived in Los Angeles, and I don't know if they are adjusting to the jet lag, or they have already met with Mi Cai, but my selfish hope is the latter!