Mi Cai's eyes that don't stop without getting an answer made me feel depressed, and then I lit a cigarette for myself, and after smoking half of it, I pressed the cigarette out in the ashtray, and then said to Mi Cai: "This advertising business is to help Jian Wei and Jinding Real Estate talk...... I ......"

"You don't have to go on."

"I want to say."

Mi Cai shook her head with tears in her eyes: "Zhaoyang, I really doubt my status in your heart, you keep saying that you care about me, but what? You are willing to come to Suzhou to take care of the bar for Le Yao, and you are willing to negotiate business for Jian Wei's advertising agency, but you are not willing to work for Zhuomei......"

“…… It's really not what you think. ”

"You sue me, what do I think, you sue me again, if this happens to other women, can they be indifferent?"

I sighed, lit another cigarette in my irritability, but suddenly became clumsy, not knowing how to explain it.

Mi Cai turned and walked towards her room, and then heard the sound of packing up.

I suddenly felt tired, and I didn't even have the strength to stop it, but I looked at the TV cabinet with a blank look, and I saw a guitar sitting vertically next to the TV cabinet.

I snuffed out the cigarette in my hand again, then walked over to the cabinet and picked up my guitar, and looked at it.

This exquisitely crafted guitar was obviously custom-made, and I suddenly understood that this was the guitar that Mi Cai said he was going to give me a few days ago.

I saw a rainbow and a sunrise on the back of the guitar, and I knew that the sunrise was me and the rainbow was her, and although there was no engraved our name on this guitar, it was better than engraved with our name.

My heart hurt and hurt as if I had been thrown into chili water, and I raised my head and tried my best to smooth my breath before I put down my guitar and gently pushed open the door of Mi Cai's house.

She had already packed the clothes she had left here and refused to take with her into a large suitcase, and my heart seemed to be drained a little bit, and then I felt panic and suffocation, only to feel that I had fallen into the grief of love again.

I finally couldn't control myself, I walked to Mi Cai's side in two steps, and then hugged her tightly, not letting her continue to clean up, every time there was one less piece of clothing in the closet, my heart seemed to be hollowed out, I couldn't bear the pain of this emptiness.

Mi Cai struggled: "Let go of me." ”

"Don't go, okay?"

"You go away."

I hugged her tighter and tighter, and I was already choked: "Don't go, don't go...... I don't know how to tell you about some difficulties, I'm stupid, I really don't know how to describe it...... But, I love you...... True love, if you're gone, I'll be empty, empty into a skin! ”

Mi Cai bit her lip tightly, and there were tears in her eyes.

I kissed her in spite of a qiē, and she desperately refused, and gradually catered to her, jerky to her.

I couldn't control myself anymore, I carried her to the bed, unbuttoned her clothes one by one, her body was exposed in front of me, I was in a frenzy and pulled her pajama pants again, but my face inadvertently stuck to her face, the tear-wet feeling made me wake up instantly, and gradually stopped the movement of my hands, and then raised my head to look at her.

Her face was full of tears, but she turned her head away from me, this scene made me quickly subside my physical desire, looked at her at a loss, and said after a while: "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry! ”

Mi Cai fastened his clothes buttons and looked at me for a long, long time: "Zhaoyang, let's all calm down, calm down, okay?" ”

"How long do you have to calm down, I'm afraid that you won't come back as soon as you calm down like this."

"I'm more afraid that you're entangled with so many women...... It's not the love I want! ”

"I don't want to get tangled with them, but...... Reality ......"

"Say, what's wrong with reality?"

"Reality...... I need that money. ”

"Why don't you tell me if you need money?"

"Don't you understand? I want a sum of money that I can earn on my own, not someone else's gift! ”

Mi Cai shook her head painfully: "Now we have even a communication barrier...... Say no more, the more we talk, the deeper our misunderstanding...... Let each other calm and calm down. ”

I raised my head to prevent the warmth from the corners of my eyes from turning into tears, but there was an overwhelming sense of powerlessness in my heart, and I was powerless to restrain Mi Cai and let her stay here.

……

I thought: I will never forget the back of her dragging her suitcase away this night, because the suitcase was full of not only her clothes, but also my soul.

……

I sat alone in her room until dawn, and I gradually understood that the most unplanned thing in the world is love, and we can indeed look forward to love very beautifully, but real life is always black, so that we are lost in the mud flow of love.

And now I can only hope for her sentence "let each other calm and calm", because she hasn't said "break up" and hasn't really sentenced me to death!

I was so sleepy and tired, and I fell asleep on Mi Cai's bed, but her residual temperature had completely dissipated!

……

I slept until noon, and then wandered around the room like a soulless body, sometimes standing, sometimes sitting, and sometimes two steps.

It wasn't until the phone rang in the room that I rushed into the room, praying that it was Mi Cai who called me, but it was Janeway.

I lit a cigarette and answered the phone, and I didn't speak, just waited for her to speak first.

"Zhaoyang, I'm sorry...... I originally put the bank card in your pocket, but I didn't expect Zhao Ke (the person who sent me home) to be afraid that you would lose it after drinking, so I handed it over to Mi Cai for safekeeping......"

I interrupted Janeway and asked, "If Xiang Chen knew that I helped you with business, would he be unhappy?" ”

Janeway barely thought about it, and said, "Why does he interfere with my work?" ”

"Then why do you care that Zhao Ke gave the bank card to Mi Cai instead of me? We only intersect because of our work, right? ”

Jian Wei breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's good that it really didn't affect you." ”

"Hmm...... Nothing else, I hung up. ”

"Okay, bye-bye."

I hung up Jian Wei's phone, and then I saw an unopened message, and I opened it to see that it was Jian Wei sent to me last night, and she told me that the bank card was in my pocket and attached the password of the bank card.

She didn't lie, all the troubles I have now are just because of Zhao Ke's extra actions, but can I blame others? After all, people are also well-intentioned, so at this moment, I am willing to believe that this is a catastrophe that Mi Cai and I must experience on the road of love.

But why could Jian Wei say such things as why Xiang Chen interfered with her work, and I couldn't say the same thing about Mi Cai?

Come to think of it, love is never equal, Xiang Chen and I are both the weaker side in love, while Mi Cai and Jian Wei are the favored side.

……

In the sunset at dusk, I came to the moat with the guitar that Mi Cai customized for me, looking at the pattern of the rising sun and the rainbow on the guitar, I suddenly missed her very much, and wanted her to be by my side, listening to me play a song for her, but after all, it was a luxury, she had put up with me for a long time, this incident was just a fuse that ignited a long-term contradiction, but was I really wrong? I'm really not sure in the authorities.

The wind blew the smell of spring again, and the willow trees by the moat also broke through the shackles of winter and pulled out the green shoots of spring......

The spring in front of me was so full that I didn't want to think about anything anymore, just looking at the rainbow on the guitar and the morning sun.

I think: the beauty of the rainbow is because of the baptism of wind and rain, the brilliance of the morning sun is because it broke through the shackles of the night, she is the rainbow, I am the rising sun, we are destined to be together, and now the short separation is only because of the wind and rain and the night that hinder us, one day I will see her beauty, she will bathe in my brilliance!