Chapter 192: Looking Away

The white horse passed through the gap, the vicissitudes of life, a flash in the pan in the dream, and only a sense of amazement after waking up.

Mei'er lay on the table, her long eyelashes kept fluttering, she had already woken up, but her mood was still floating in that distant and simple era, in ignorance, the dazzling red light penetrated into her eyes, reminding her, the world had already passed the years, she frowned, her mood suddenly became heavy, now I have to face, not the love-hate entanglement of the three ancestors that day, but the love entanglement between myself and the Emperor of Heaven and the Emperor of the Underworld, as well as the painful bloodthirsty history of the Heavenly Palace and the Jinling family.

She buried her head in her arm, if I were just an ordinary Tianyu girl, grow up naturally, marry naturally, have children naturally, live in an unknown small place, and spend this life in peace, how good!

But...... She sighed vaguely, that simple life is just an unattainable dream for me, she has a helpless hatred in her heart, why do I inherit this identity that I don't want, and why do I have to have an inextricable entanglement with those two supreme emperors who stand proudly in the world?

The blood flowing in my body from the same source as Jin Ling'er, how can I stay out of this battle? My mother deliberately hid my paternal imprint, not wanting me to get involved in the battle between the Heavenly Palace and the Jinling family, but there is a providence in the dark, and I can't resist the ancient call, step by step into this surging whirlpool.

If I am involved, I will only bring up a continuous bloody rain, which is really not what I want.

After a long time, Mei'er raised her head and looked silently at the ancient sword with red light flowing in front of her, her slender fingers slowly swept over the cold sword body, her expression gradually became sad, as if she was pitying the ancient beauty, and as if she was pitying herself, her clear and cold voice echoed in the quiet space: "After so many years, don't you feel tired?" Chi Mang has long since turned into ashes, why are you still obsessed. ”

After sitting in silence for a long time, she took the codex into her bosom, picked up her sword, and turned to walk out of the streamer waterfall.

Through the small purple jade door, Mei'er leaned against the stone wall of the tunnel and looked at the bronze door at the end in a daze, as long as she pushed the door open, she could enter that foreign land and meet the Hades Emperor. Her heart was sometimes dazed, sometimes trembling, and she didn't understand why she often thought of the Immortal Emperor during this time, just because she had experienced a sweet entanglement with him in that ambiguous space?

In that blurry dream, the Hades Emperor did bring her infinite warmth and comfort, Mei'er's face rolled over the flames, biting her lip fiercely, I ...... Am I too lowly to covet the beautiful feeling when I was with him?

Haven't I always missed the man in white I met on the ruins that year? Haven't I already married the emperor? Why is my heart so changed today?

She covered her face with her hands, what am I - seeing different thoughts and not keeping women's ways?

Have I really changed?

On that day, when she pushed open the bronze door and returned to the Heavenly Palace without hesitation, she kept telling herself in her heart that the experience in the Netherworld was just a dream, an untimely spring dream! When you wake up, you should forget about it completely.

But why, does this dream feel so real? The emperor who stared at me with affectionate eyes, why did he always wander in my sea of thoughts? The faint smell of blood refluxed into her mouth, she let go of her mouth, wiped away the blood oozing from it, and suddenly realized that she had been thinking about the Emperor of the Underworld for far more time than she had been thinking about the Emperor these days.

Mei'er tugged at the bun on her head, the severe headache pulled her back into the dark space in front of her, she forced herself to turn around and look at the deep tunnel in front of her, the deep tunnel was like a monster waiting for her to pounce on her, she was frightened, staggered back a few steps, and one stumbled into the pool that had no dripping water.

The cold touch, the suffocating darkness, the confusion that came one after another, Mei'er finally couldn't help crying, these days, she would occasionally cry, but she endured it secretly, but in this silent and terrible space, she felt extremely helpless for the first time, the road ahead was boundless, and the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time were finally uncontrollable, she crawled at the bottom of the pool, and cried bitterly -

A cold mist rose from the bottomless valley, and the Immortal Emperor stood beside the valley, staring down at the mist below.

The group of black snakes has been migrating here for more than a month, although he is depressed, but he still takes two hours a day to patrol here, and the ironclad warrior led by him whispered to him that he is desperately climbing up the valley today, not afraid of the number of black snakes that are split in two by the blade, the Hades Emperor snorted lightly, and said: "After two or three months, they will get used to the new aura below, and they will no longer cause trouble." ”

The ironclad warrior was puzzled and asked, "Emperor, these snakes have been staying in the snake cave to keep their duty, why did they move here?" ”

The Immortal Emperor looked up at the vast and changing clouds above him, and after a long time, he let out a hey and turned away.

He walked to the edge of the cliff, the mountain was still silent, how long had she been gone? One day? Two days...... At first, he still had a glimmer of hope that one day she would push the door again, but the lifeless bronze ancient door responded to his wishful thinking with a cold light.

The Immortal Emperor smiled bitterly and stroked the cold bronze ancient door, these days have passed, it seems that she will not come back, she really regards this exotic love as a dream, he is a little self-deprecating, does Mei'er think it is a love? Perhaps, in her mind, it was just a catastrophe she experienced.

She once told him indifferently: "Everything is purely an accident, I will not take this matter to heart, and I will not keep you in my heart, so you don't have to be so persistent." ”

Yes, it was an accident, but he was willing to bear this accident and persisted.

Two worlds that are not connected to each other, she will really forget everything when she returns to her worldly realm, and start over with that Heavenly Monarch?

Even if he had left a lifelong mark on her, so what? She would rather go back and face the embarrassing years that come than stay and let him love her well.

The Emperor of the Underworld smiled deeply, in the eyes of his subordinates, in addition to not liking to talk during this time, the emperor was still the same as usual when dealing with affairs, but he knew that his heart had been covered with layers of ice, especially in the middle of the night, the chill in his heart would radiate from his body to the whole body, he missed her feverishly in the dark night, missing her smile, delicate and charming, but she had already left decisively, except for that handful of soft hair, she left nothing for him.

You can trap me for the rest of my life with just a strand of soft hair, Mei'er, why don't you want to face your heart? When you go back to that world, will you really be happy?