617. Chapter 021: Actually, I'm a very selfish person

"Fu Yunru ......"

Shao Wei has been reading this name, but she doesn't have any special feelings for this stranger, she just feels anxious and nervous for Zixing, but she quickly covered up this kind of feeling, and hurriedly said: "Zixing, you can rest assured, sister believes in you, this female number one must be yours." ”

"Hmm." Hearing Shao Wei say this, Zixing nodded with confidence, "I believe what my sister said, I will definitely borrow your auspicious words to get this female number one, and if I am really popular in the future, you and your mother will not have to work so hard." ”

"Also, as you told me before, when you win any awards in the future, stand on the podium and say thank you." Shao Wei was very joking and very encouraging.

"Don't worry, when the time comes, I will say to the whole world that I have the best sister in the world, hehe, I want them to remember your name." Zixing said this with longing and gratitude, since she was a child, her sister is just like her mother, it can also be said that her sister gave her a second life, and it is also her sister who has been paying silently for her, without her original sacrifice, there would be no Yang Zixing today.

"Alas, by the way, sister, I heard that the old man of the Lin family died." After the death of the old man of the Lin family, Lin Yancheng inherited all the property of the Lin family, and Zixing, who was far away in the province, was also the first to know, and the hatred for the old man of the Lin family, Zixing, was less than Shaowei's, because she was born sick, so she was disgusted and cold-eyed by him since she was a child.

"You know that, too?" Shao Wei was slightly surprised.

"Well, read what the newspaper said, that old man Lin is really not a thousand years old, I have never seen such a cold-blooded person, there is no human touch at all, I think that Lin Yancheng and Lin Yannan, who used the property of the Lin group and the Lin family to the death, in order to fight for these properties, the two brothers are like enemies, I still remember that at that time, Old Man Lin threatened Lin Yancheng all day long and said that without him, he would give all his property to Lin Yannan, hey, it is really thirty years in Hexi and thirty years in Hedong, I don't know what means Lin Yancheng used to take down all the properties of the Lin Group and the Lin family, Lin Yannan didn't have a dime, it's really a miracle. Purple Star said with relish.

Hearing this, Shao Wei was surprised: "How many years ago was that, how old were you then, do you remember?" ”

After hearing this, Zixing smiled triumphantly: "That's right, the reason why I say God is fair is because I think that I am outstanding except for being born in poor health, I have a super good memory, and I remember everything very young now." ”

"You're so amazing, I can't even remember what the second uncle looks like now." Shao Wei is just an ordinary person, and she really can't remember it.

"I remember, he was very ugly, slightly fat, his face was like a bun, and there were a few hairs on the top of his head, just like a bald child, not at all like Old Man Lin and Lin Yancheng, when I saw the newspaper saying that he didn't get a dime, I even wondered if the Lin family was wrong at the beginning, and after knowing the truth, Old Man Lin was angry to death, and then when he was dying, he said with tears in his eyes, 'Retribution, I am all cold-blooded and ruthless retribution, let my Da Lin family raise a little mongrel for more than 40 years, I don't want to die...... Aha......"

"Haha......" Shao Wei couldn't help but hold her stomach and laugh, Zixing deserves to be a student of acting, and the powerless appearance of the old lady is really vivid.

"Zixing, you've learned too similarly, you're going to laugh at me."

"Really? Then I'll make my sister laugh every day in the future, and I'm not allowed to be unhappy! ”

"I'm not unhappy, as long as the three of us are together, I'm happy every day." Now Shao Weixiao's stomach hurts.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......" But at this moment, when the two of them were immersed in laughter, Zixing coughed uncomfortably and violently, seeing this, Shao Wei hurriedly stopped laughing and asked, "What's wrong?" Last time I was on the phone, I heard you cough badly. ”

"It's okay, sister, my medicine is in the suitcase." Zi Xing pointed to Shao Wei as she spoke, Shao Wei hurriedly took out the medicine from it and hurriedly poured water for Zi Xing to take it, seeing that Zi Xing took the medicine Shao Wei was very worried and nervous, and hurriedly asked, "What kind of medicine is this?" Have you always been like this lately? Have you ever been to the doctor? ”

"I went to see it, but they couldn't see anything, but they prescribed a few pills for me to drink." Zixing said this slowly, but the worry on Shao Wei's face did not diminish at all, and she hurriedly asked, "Is this always the case lately?" Let's go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up, I'm afraid you're not well......"

"It's okay, sister, I just checked before I came." Purple Star said this lightly.

Shao Wei was really worried, her face was solemn, but Zixing smiled and said, "Sister, I want to talk to you, but don't tell my mother about these words." ”

"What?" Shao Wei looked at Zixing with a deep pity in her eyes.

Zixing let out a long sigh as if relaxed, and said, "Sister, in fact, I don't want to say these things, saying them will only make you uncomfortable, but I'm worried that if I don't say it, I will ...... in the future."

Speaking of this, Zixing paused and then smiled again, and said very forcefully: "I checked it on the Internet, in my case, even if I have a liver transplant, the probability of being able to recover like a normal person is very small, and I can only live for a few years, and I have had a liver transplant for more than ten years now......"

"Purple Star." Hearing this, Shao Wei's heart was about to jump out of her heart, she hurriedly grabbed Zixing's hand, and her voice trembled, "What are you talking about?" Did you find something from the hospital? Did the doctor tell you something? Why are you saying these things all of a sudden? Don't scare my sister, I'll take you to the hospital now, and we'll go for a checkup now. ”

Saying that Shao Wei was about to go out with Zixing, Zixing hurriedly grabbed her and said, "Sister, don't be so nervous, I'm just saying, I'm really fine just after I went to check." ”

"It's okay, how could you possibly say that? No, we'll go now. Shao Wei just pulled Zixing to go out, but Zixing was helpless: "Even if we go to the hospital now, there is only an emergency, what are we going to do?" Can't wait until dawn? Don't be nervous, listen to me, sister. ”

After listening to Zixing's words, Shao Wei really had no choice, so she could only be pulled back by Zixing and sat back, listening to Zixing continue: "You really don't have to be nervous, I'm just talking about my thoughts, you just listen to me first, don't interrupt." ”

Shao Wei had to nod, and Zixing continued: "Actually, I'm really not afraid of death, if I didn't have a liver transplant for me, my life would have ended when I was six years old, there are many times when I think maybe I really shouldn't come to this world, I know very well that it was because my mother gave birth to me that Old Man Lin completely disliked the three of us, it was he who disliked me since I was a child, if it weren't for me, Old Man Lin would have been fine, although my mother and you in the Lin family have no status, and they have a hard life, but it's better than us for so many years, Just like now that Old Man Lin is dead, Lin Yancheng has inherited the family business, Mom, you, and Lin Yancheng may be able to live well now......"

"Purple Star ......"

"Sister, don't interrupt, listen to me." Zixing still interrupted Shao Wei's words, "Six years old is too young, I don't understand what life and death are, and I don't know whether I should do it or not, if it were now, I would definitely not agree to let you give me a liver transplant, and doing this kind of surgery on others will also hurt my body a lot, and the most important thing may not have a long-term effect, sister, do you know what I'm afraid of now?" I'm not afraid of death, because there's nothing to be afraid of dying, I'm just afraid that you'll waste so many years of your sacrifice, give me a liver transplant to save me, give up the opportunity to go to college for me.

In fact, think about it, I am really a very selfish person, when you said that you would give up going to college and let me go to school, I also said that I would not study and let you go to school, but although I said this, I actually had no courage in my heart, and I didn't want to give up, because ...... Because I may feel that my external conditions are so good, and I am so talented in acting, it is almost smooth sailing on my way to pursue performance, so I don't want to give up, at that time, I only have the halo of those big stars in my mind, only those thoughts, I want to stand under countless flashlights, and accept the applause of hundreds of millions of fans.

I said at that time that I would definitely become a big star, and when I really became a big star, both of you would follow suit, so I think this is the best ending, because then I will have influence and will help you become a designer, and if you become a designer, it will not help me become an actor, it seems that it is best to choose one of the two of us to go to college and let me go, but in fact it is not, it is different from working hard alone and getting the light of others.

I remember when you gave me a liver transplant when you were a child, you persuaded my mother like this, you said that if you don't do it for me, I will definitely die, if you do it for me, maybe we both live, maybe you will die, so why give up since there is a chance for both of them to live, why do you have to watch me die? And there is such a probability that if you go to college, you will definitely become a talent, you will definitely win glory for us, and I will follow the light, and if I go it will be a gamble.

Because my body is here, maybe one day the old disease will recur, if it is really then your sacrifice will be in vain, in the end it is just a bamboo basket for water, and I didn't think of these at all, my mind is full of those flashy glamour, at such a young age you can be willing to give up your life for me, and I can't give up this fame and fortune to fulfill your dream, so when you say give up going to college, I feel sorry for me and I also say I won't go to you, but I don't have the courage to argue with you, I didn't insist on it, I really gave up ......."