Chapter 235: I'll Always Be By Your Side
After listening to Bai Ming'er's narration, Xiao Chen did not go crazy as Bai Ming'er imagined, but was as calm as ever, "You mean, on the day you escaped, when you were fighting with someone, the needle accidentally cut the back of your hand, so you suspect that you are infected with AIDS?" ”
Xiao Chen's tone was too steady, Bai Ming'er secretly glanced at Xiao Chen, I don't know if the other party was too angry or what's wrong? In short, such a calm Xiao Chen made Bai Ming'er a little flustered.
Cautiously said: "Yes." You don't know how contagious HLV is, that needle once drew the blood of a person with AIDS, and I was scratched by it, and the virus had seeped into my bloodstream, and it was impossible for me not to be infected. In the end, Bai Ming'er's mood fell again, and her words couldn't hide her sadness.
Xiao Chen was silent and pondered for a moment, and suddenly Xiao Chen grabbed Bai Ming'er's hand and walked out.
Bai Ming'er was caught off guard by Xiao Chen's sudden movements, and asked in a panic, "Xiao Chen, where are you going to take me?" ”
"Hospital." Spit out two cold words, and the strength in his hands strengthened, as if he was afraid that Bai Ming'er would run away.
It can't be said that Xiao Chen is not afraid, in fact, he also feels fear, but he handles this matter more calmly than Bai Ming'er, compared with Bai Ming'er's evasion, Xiao Chen chooses to attack head-on. to confirm this fact.
As soon as Bai Ming'er heard that Xiao Chen was going to take herself to the hospital, her face turned pale all of a sudden, she struggled desperately, screaming uncontrollably, "Don't, I don't want to go to the hospital, don't go to ......"
Bai Ming'er naturally knew what it meant to go to the hospital. Without going to check, she could still deceive herself that she might not be infected, but once she was sure that she was really infected, Bai Ming'er was afraid that she would collapse. She couldn't accept that result, so Bai Ming'er said that she wouldn't go to the hospital for anything. Even if it's self-deception.
Bai Ming'er yelled so loudly that Xiao Chen had no choice but to temporarily let go of Bai Ming'er's hand.
As soon as she was free, Bai Ming'er ran into the bedroom like a rabbit in a hurry.
Xiao Chen chased inside, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Bai Ming'er leaning against the corner of the wall, hugging himself in a ball, crying like a frightened rabbit.
Xiao Chen was so distressed that he walked in front of Bai Ming'er, raised his hand and wanted to touch Bai Ming'er, but Bai Ming'er avoided him, staring at Xiao Chen with a pair of red eyes and looking at Xiao Chen very vigilantly. It can be seen how much stimulation Xiao Chen had to take her to the hospital just now.
Xiao Chen knew what Bai Ming'er was afraid of, squatted in front of Bai Ming'er, and persuaded Bai Ming'er in a soft tone, "Ming'er, maybe you haven't been infected at all, let's go to the hospital to check it out, no matter what the result is, I will be by your side." ”
Bai Ming'er still kept shaking her head, "Don't, I don't want to go." Holding her ears with her hands, Bai Ming'er refused to listen to Xiao Chen's words.
Bai Ming'er's self-evasion made Xiao Chen angry, forcing himself to be ruthless, and forcefully pulled down Bai Ming'er's hand, and her tone was more tough, "Bai Ming'er, what are you doing here?" Are you going to never go to the hospital for the rest of your life? Maybe you're not sick at all, and you're going to hide like this for the rest of your life? ”
"No, Xiao Chen, I'll go, it's just not now, can you give me a little time, please." Holding Xiao Chen's hand, Bai Ming'er's crying voice was hoarse, but she still prayed to Xiao Chen over and over again.
She didn't want to go for a check-up for the rest of her life, but now she couldn't accept it, and she wanted to wait until she saw it and her mood stabilized.
Seeing Bai Ming'er like this, what else could Xiao Chen say, he could only use all his strength to hug Bai Ming'er tightly in his arms and comfort: "It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay." ”
Leaning on Xiao Chen's arms, with her eyes closed, Bai Ming'er cried silently.
Early in the morning, Bai Ming'er woke up in Xiao Chen's arms. When I opened my confused eyes, I saw the hot chest in front of me, smelling my familiar smell, and this chest that I had missed for a long time hugged me again. As if she hadn't left for the past four months, Bai Ming'er was moved and wanted to cry.
In a flash of inspiration, last night's events were constantly replaying in Bai Ming'er's mind like a movie, and she immediately sat up with a bounce.
Bai Ming'er's movements were a little big, Xiao Chen opened his eyes, and saw Bai Ming'er, who was a little far away from him, and naturally stretched out his hand to pull Bai Ming'er into his arms, "Awake?" Why don't you sleep a little longer. Leaning his head on the top of Bai Ming'er's head, Xiao Chen closed his eyes and felt the faint warmth of this moment.
Staying in Xiao Chen's arms, Bai Ming'er kept writhing.
"What's wrong?" Feeling the uneasiness of Bai Ming'er in his arms, Xiao Chen opened his eyes again and looked down at Bai Ming'er in his arms, asking gently, his tone full of worry.
Catching up with Xiao Chen's inquiring eyes, Bai Ming'er hesitated for a moment, but still said calmly: "Xiao Chen, I think we should separate...... Maybe you're not infected at all. ”
Just having sex once, maybe it didn't turn out as bad as she imagined. There may be room for redemption.
When he heard Bai Ming'er say the word separation, Xiao Chen's face suddenly became gloomy, and when he heard Bai Ming'er's words later, Xiao Chen's face eased a lot.
touched Bai Ming'er's hair lovingly, revealing a gentle smile, "Don't be stupid Ming'er, if you are really infected, I will definitely be infected when I have sex with you last night, besides, I didn't wear a condom, but I ejaculated." When he said the last sentence, the expression on Xiao Chen's face was as evil as it was.
Bai Ming'er was sure that this damn man said this on purpose.
Bai Ming'er, who was still pale in the last second, immediately turned red, "If you do it only once, you won't necessarily be infected." Pouting on her lips, Bai Ming'er whispered a defense.
"Oh, you mean if you do it a few more times, you'll get infected." With a sneer, a touch of evil crossed his deep black eyes, and Xiao Chen deliberately misinterpreted the meaning of Bai Ming'er's words. Then she lifted Bai Ming'er's pajamas and began to do whatever she wanted.
"Xiao Chen, you madman, what are you doing?" Bai Ming's head was about to smoke, she never knew that Xiao Chen was such a scoundrel.
"Isn't it obvious?" blocked Bai Ming'er's noisy little mouth, and her hot palms roamed all over Bai Ming'er's body.
Raising her hand to caress Xiao Chen's water-chestnut face, Bai Ming'er couldn't help but burst into tears, "Xiao Chen, you are so stupid." "How can she be worthy of Xiao Chen's sacrifice for herself, he doesn't even care about his own life.
grabbed Bai Ming'er's slender palm, put it to his lips, pecked and kissed Bai Ming'er's slender fingers, looked at Bai Ming'er with loving eyes, and said affectionately: "No, this is the wisest decision I have ever made." "Compared to leaving Bai Ming'er, this result is undoubtedly the best.
After grinding all morning and having lunch, Xiao Chen hugged Bai Ming'er and pecked and kissed from time to time. The two have not been so affectionate for four months, separated for three months, and fell into a cold war for another month because of Bai Ming'er's concealment. Now that everything has been figured out, Xiao Chen is guarding Bai Ming'er all the time.
pecked and kissed Bai Ming'er again, and Xiao Chen slowly spoke: "Ming'er, call your father-in-law and mother-in-law, you haven't seen them for a month since you came back, and they are very worried about you." And two kids, you scared them that way last time. ”
At the mention of the two children, Bai Ming'er was full of guilt and self-blame.
"I know, but ......" lowered her head, and Liuhai covered Bai Ming'er's lonely expression at the moment. She knew they were worried about her, and she missed them just as much, but she was afraid that she would break down and cry at the sight of their voices.
Knowing what Bai Ming'er was worried about, a gentle kiss was imprinted on Bai Ming'er's forehead, and he comforted: "Don't worry, it's just a phone call, if they want to see you, I have my own way." ”
Bai Ming'er had long wanted to call her children and parents in her heart, but now when she heard Xiao Chen say this, she didn't hesitate to pick up the phone.
"Hey, hello, this is the Bai family." As soon as the phone was connected, Madame Bai's gentle voice rang.
The moment the voice of "Mom......" spoke, Bai Ming'er realized how hoarse her voice was, and her tears flowed like beads with broken threads.
"Ming'er? …… Ming'er, Mom misses you so much, are you okay......" The moment she heard Bai Ming'er's voice, Mrs. Bai also cried.
The mother and daughter cried over the phone and said, chattering and saying that it was very good, and then the white father and two children came back, and the phone call lasted for more than two hours.
As Bai Ming'er expected, her parents wanted to come to see her, Bai Ming'er looked at Xiao Chen in embarrassment, Xiao Chen naturally took the phone, and said a lot on the phone, which can be regarded as a tactful refusal of their request to come to see Bai Ming'er, but promised them that they would go back when they had time.
After the phone call, Bai Ming'er was not only happy, but became more and more depressed. "Xiao Chen, if I am really infected, will I not be able to see my children and parents in the future?"
She knows how terrible the AIDS epidemic is, even saliva can be transmitted, and it will be a luxury for her to want to eat at the same table with her parents and children in the future. Maybe her future fate is really like Qin Mengfei's curse, life is better than death.
"It's okay, I'll always be with you." Even if the whole world abandons you, I won't let you go.
"Xiao Chen, thank you." Throwing herself into Xiao Chen's arms, Bai Ming'er inhaled the faint masculine smell on Xiao Chen's body to her heart's content, as if this smell was her tranquilizer, making her feel at ease.
After reconciling with Xiao Chen, Bai Ming'er seemed to want to ask many questions, the first of which was about Qin Mengfei and Yan Weiwen.
"Xiao Chen, how did you get here that day? What did you do to Yan Weiwen? Bai Ming'er knew Xiao Chen's character, and if she had revenge, she was afraid that Xiao Chen's hands would be stained with blood for herself, and that was not the result she wanted.