Chapter 206 The Rouge Zhu Building has collapsed
Is it true that as long as you love each other, you can ignore everything and force yourself together? Apparently not!
In life, there are things to do and things not to do. Friendly reminder of the first update of this book, Baidu please search for love, and force together regardless of anything, that is not the so-called courage to ignore the world, and it is not commendable, it is a lack of virtue!
Feng Feng decided to leave here and leave Wanjia. Since you are powerless, and since you are destined not to be together, then leaving your hands is the best choice, and it seems to be the only choice. If you leave early, you will forget it sooner, and if you let go sooner, you will have less pain!
But Jinyu is her constant concern.
The little cinnabar dyed in my heart at some point is always difficult to linger, and the shallow wound is always curled up in a corner, making it difficult to smooth it out.
"Did I tell you that my greatest wish in this life is to take your surname and bear my name?" Feng Feng raised her head and looked at the canopy above her head that seemed to never be able to penetrate. The tide is surging and floating, "But I don't want to, this doomed path, the injustice that is difficult to dissipate, but it has all turned it into a dirty joke, heh! ”
She felt ridiculous, a little sad in the ridiculous, and the sadness was full of sorrow, mixed with many, many emotions, and in the end it was all empty, and there was nothing...... Only a little helpless obsession has coiled there, lingering.
"But this is still my greatest wish in this life, to marry you and be your wife. This wish will not be changed in this life......"
Feng Feng's eyes were a little moist, and her heart suddenly became more and more turbulent, she began to pant and became impatient, not for herself, but for Jinyu!
He is such a kind and persistent son! The ten thousand graces and outstanding graces have long been haggard and diminished for her, and now that such a thing has happened, can he bear it? Is it acceptable that the day without her will allow one day to accept the truth safely?
Feng Feng didn't know if Jinyu knew about it, but she could know his attitude. If he knew, he would definitely be as helpless as her, the same grief and ruthlessness, the same fateful manipulation, the same broken liver and intestines, but he would not choose to come together in disregard of the way of heaven!
She helped him make a cruel decision, since they can't be together, then let's go to the end! However, Feng Feng suddenly thought: "I have to find a woman to take care of him, I have to have a woman to take care of him!" ”
Yes, there has to be someone by his side who has warm and fragrant words for him and added fragrance to his red sleeves, there must be one......
Feng Feng found Qingyue privately.
Although Feng Feng and Qing Yue don't have much intersection, she has always paid attention to observing the various things in this mansion in her heart. Lustful people, she has always favored Qingyue.
Although Qingyue usually looks light, she has inner wisdom and thoughtfulness, and has always been obedient and forbearant without adding to the chaos, but she can be sharp and decisive at a critical moment, and she is really a rare sensitive Yuxiu!
This sudden appointment surprised Qingyue.
Feng Feng didn't go around, and said bluntly to Qingyue: "Big girls like Sister Qingyue and Sister Liuyun have long 'followed' the young master." "Everyone knows the things in the house.
Qingyue opened her mouth and frowned slightly subconsciously. She didn't know how Feng Feng brought up this matter in a good manner, but she tossed and turned, and took silence as the default.
Feng Feng nodded, her kind soft eyes looked at Qingyue solemnly, a ray of divine light was fixed on her slightly frowning eyebrows, and then she bowed her head, and her voice was low and heavy: "I handed Ah Yu over to my sister!" "The tail note is another pressure, a little bit.
Qingyue was shocked! But she was calm and calm. Recently, the matter between the young master and Fengfeng, even though she can't know the details and can't understand the secret, but as the person next to the young master, she has also heard a little, and knows that the master and the eldest lady are trying their best to prevent the young master and Fengfeng from being together.
In fact, this resistance is not a one-time experience, but the difference this time is that the young master's performance is not as fierce as the previous times. Thinking about it, Qingyue also smelled a different smell, knowing that the young master had concerns, but these two people were interested...... It's really hopeless to be together in this life!
"Why me?" Qingyue looked sideways and looked at Feng Feng seriously.
There is not much intersection between her and Fengfeng, but she can be so trusted. If it is just because she is the big girl who serves closely in the young master's room, isn't there still a flowing cloud? And why her?
Feng Feng looked at Qingyue and didn't take her eyes off, she bowed her head, and told her seriously: "I'm relieved to hand him over to you." Although it was not explained in detail, it was already very clear. Because she was relieved to hand over the man she loved to the steady Qingyue, because she believed that Qingyue could take care of him and help him gradually heal the hopeless sadness of this crazy love path, she was relieved Qingyue.
After a moment of silence, Qingyue understood Feng Feng's observation. Although the young master does not have the same love for Qingyue as Fengfeng, he has always valued her in his heart and favored her differently. Compared with Ye Ling, who is also respected, and Liuyun, who is so loved by Taoqiao and joy, Qingyue is more intimate and respectful. Presumably, this is also the reason why Feng Feng trusts her and feels that this person is deeply reassuring!
Thinking of this, Qingyue's heart was full of vividness. She was dappled with emotion, frowned again and asked slowly, "Then, what about you?" She suddenly took pity on the girl in front of her, and pity the bitter love between the young master and Fengfeng, which was clearly so persistent and fiery, but could only go the other way!
This simple question suddenly touched a trace of softness in Feng Feng's heart. Feng Feng felt a pain in her heart, and then turned her eyes sideways and smiled softly as if she was evading: "I, naturally, have my place." ”
Qingyue's heart suddenly ached!
Feng Feng suddenly raised his eyes at this moment, and sighed, as if he had vented the thousands of depressions accumulated in his heart: "Sigh Feng Feng's life is poor, and he is not worthy of the eldest young master!" ”
She didn't say anything more, shook her head, turned and walked away slowly.
Qingyue looked at this slender figure and turned away, and subconsciously wanted to call her, but she couldn't say anything after all. The emotions in her heart were strange, and there was an indescribable taste that lingered, and finally turned into a sigh, faint, which had affected this warm twilight summer, but chilled the invisible heart hidden under the skin......
Feng Feng walked forward step by step, there was no sadness and joy on her face, and the tears fell to her heart, and she was burned unguardedly.
"Ah Yu ......" is one step at a time, and every step is like a knife piercing the foot, and it is extremely painful. Feng Feng pursed her lips and forcibly suppressed herself, and secretly prayed for Jinyu in her heart, "The matter has come to this, I don't have anything to ask for...... I hope for you, I hope that you will 'still pity the old will, and cherish the people in front of you.'" Forget me, forget everything that happened between us, and take pity on the person who is truly worthy of your love, the person by your side......"
The lover is lost, and he can only look for it in his dreams. All of this was originally a dream that was too unreal, but now, the dream has woken up.
The song is over, people ...... also scattered.
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Feng Feng left Wanfu overnight, never saw the eldest young master again, and never saw anyone again. She gathered her simple bags and said goodbye, not even letters or notes.
The most unforgettable goodbye is not to say goodbye. A tear turns the ending into a long sigh......
All lovers are evil, and no one is unjust! The spring breeze returns, and the distant heroism goes; Who is it that has allowed the passing years?
The most precious and shortest part of this life is the time with you. I'm grateful for a time like this, where I can walk side by side with you, and then the ending doesn't matter anymore. But if God has mercy, you can give me a chance to choose, I wish I had never been born in this world, I wish I had never been here...... But everything can't be assumed, everything is just the fate of chance and harmony, and the reincarnation of cause and effect. Why is it sad to fall into flowers? There is nothing worth joy and sorrow in life and death, so the trivialities of love, love and hate, and detachment and clutch are even less worth mentioning! Since I have been here, since I have encountered it, I will no longer regret it.
If you have promised, you will not forget; If you have believed, you will not regret it; If you have loved, you will not give up. I met you in the moment of my life, and I spent all my life luck. Since then, I have been prostrate on the mountain road to worship the Buddha, with my most devout heart, I vow to bless you, I only wish you well, what more can my husband ask for?
Ah Yu, I'm always prone to losing things, but from now on, I won't lose you again! You are always in my heart and in my soul.
I'm not sad, I believe that you and I have a heart, and you know my thoughts, so you don't need to be sad...... You yourself could be shining, but why should you be afraid of the dark? We were never separated, and we will never be apart! For from now on, although the form is scattered and the person is gone, this love is with us.
It's just that "love is not long, wisdom will hurt, and strength will be humiliating", only one of the two people is too affectionate, and this relationship is enough to be destined not to last long. So what if the two of them are deeply affectionate and obsessed with water and fire together? If the affection between the two parties is too deep and destined to be ominous, if this ominousness is the reason for the current separation, then if it is possible, I am willing to abandon all faith and reincarnation, and become a lonely ghost in the wind and night...... How many 500 years of affection do I need to exchange for a lifetime of glory for me?
A little cinnabar, two sides of Luopa, three or five wild geese, messed up the four seasons of flowers. Six-string green ripples, seven stars should be hung, eight or nine points of lovesickness, lazy ten years of pipa.
In this life, Jun's grace is not exhausted, and he is willing to use it to biochemical spring mud. Gather in an instant, scatter the abyss with a thought, and share the bright moon across the world!
The world is bound, and the fingers are like oblivion.
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War finally broke out in a chaotic world......
The flames of war, with its unimaginable speed, spread rapidly, not only the ancient Jinling City, it spread all over every inch of the land of China.
Tossing and turning, embarrassed to take refuge, along the way, I heard the old artists humming Yuan songs along the street with a unique taste, a song "Leaving the Pavilion Banquet with Resting Fingers", the sadness and decadence, sonorous and shocking catharsis are vivid, and the grief is stubborn and full of expression:
"I have seen that the warbler of Jinling Yushu is dawning, and the flowers of Qinhuai Water Pavilion bloom early, who knows that it is easy to freeze! Seeing him raise the Zhu Tower, seeing him feasting guests, seeing his building collapse. This moss and green tile pile, I have slept in the wind and flow, and I have seen the rise and fall of fifty years. That Wuyi Lane, not surnamed Wang; Mochou Lake, ghosts cry at night; Phoenix Terrace, perched owl bird! The dream of the remnant mountain is the truest, and it is difficult to lose the old realm. I don't believe in this map to change the draft, recite a set of 'mourning Jiangnan', and sing sadly until I am old! ”
It's not that the people in the grass are hungry and waiting, and they still have a green cloth towel; Seeing that the wreckage was wrapped in a vague shadow of blood, the most regrettable thing was that the arrow pierced the chest, the knife broke the arm, and the body was powdered, and I don't know why when I died?
It's not that the severed head is still blind, but the dead man's beard is still icy. Who will ask the widow and the lonely son? Tens of thousands of skeletons are unknown.
There are countless ghost voices across the river, listening to the chirping, and earnestly, as if to tell, the soul is miserable, and I hope the general will stop the civil war and stop the army as soon as possible!
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War is terrible, and it is enough to change the world.
How many pink Zhu Buildings collapsed overnight? How many of you have made dust and dirt in an instant, and it is difficult to reunite and travel all over the world without people's broken mirrors?
The house door boudoir, joking about honey things, "beautiful bones" for women, the scheming of the women in the house, the joys and sorrows of the floating city, the sorrows and joys of each person, in the end, can not compete with the great destruction under the trend of national enemies and family difficulties, so this person's own sorrow has been diluted and turned into a great tribulation of all people. Is this a bleak blessing or the greatest misfortune?
A snow moon wind and flowers, a wisp of deep house glamorous bone fragrance. Since then, he has been mixed in the troubled times and turned into one of the thousands of sand and dust in the floating world, which is too slim!
suddenly remembered the song "Flying Birds Cast into the Forest":
For those who are officials, the family business withers; and the rich, the silver and gold are scattered; Those who are gracious have escaped death; ruthless, clear retribution; He who owes his life has been repaid; He who owes tears, tears are gone. The retribution of grievances is not light, and the separation and aggregation are predetermined. If you want to know your life and ask about your previous life, it is really a fluke to be rich and noble when you are old. Those who see through escape into the empty door; Those who are obsessed have lost their lives in vain. It's like eating all the birds and throwing them into the forest, and the white land is really clean!