053 Love is as deep as the sea
Lu Yun was like falling into the fog, when he was confused, he suddenly felt something cold cross the side of his face, opened his eyes and looked, he couldn't help but be startled, and immediately let go of Xiao Xiao, but his hand was still on Xiao Xiao's shoulder, and he asked eagerly, "What's wrong with you?" Why are you crying? ”
Xiao Xiao shook her head and said nothing.
Lu Yun was even more annoyed when he saw her like this, and patted his head, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't bully you, but you don't know what to do, in that situation just now, if I can control myself, I will never bully you like this." ”
Seeing that Xiao Xiao was still crying, Lu Yun felt indescribable distress and self-blame in his heart, he only thought that Xiao Xiao kept crying because of his lightness, but he didn't know that Xiao Xiao couldn't figure out where such a big grievance came from.
Lu Yun stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Xiao Xiao's face, but he was afraid that this move would also bully her, so he was at a loss for a while, sighing, and couldn't help but swear, "I will not bully you like this in the future, even if I want to be close to you and go crazy, I won't be so reckless!" ”
Men and women at this age have a lot of feelings, Lu Yun is a talented person, and he is pleasing to girls, even if a girl has already identified the other half in her heart, she will not be coaxed and softened by Lu Yun's words. What young woman doesn't like to be praised, adored, and courteous by a handsome, talented, and slightly evil person of the opposite sex?
But Xiao Xiao is an exception, she feels that since she has encountered ruthlessness and determined that she is ruthless, she should only be ruthless, only ruthless.
Xiao Xiao didn't know how to say, the reason why she felt sorry for herself was because in addition to being ruthless, there were few people in this world who could be worthy of her. This kind of worthiness is worthless wealth, appearance, and talent, and this kind of worthiness is the fate and recognition of several lifetimes.
Lu Yun sat down by Xiao Xiao, sighed softly, his voice was full of sorrow, he raised his eyes and looked into the distance, looking at the other side of the mountain, "I thought that I would never encounter such a thing in this life, but I didn't expect it to be the same as my father!" ”
Xiao Xiao half-understood and half-understood, "Same as your father?" What's wrong with your dad? ”
Lu Yun said leisurely, "I haven't seen my mother since I was born, she died of childbirth because she gave birth to me!" My father loves my mother very much, and he has not remarried since her death! If it were someone else, you might think that my mother died because she gave birth to me, and my father loved my mother so much, he should hate me, but on the contrary, my father loved me very much! ”
"Because in his heart, I am not only me, I also have the shadow of my mother, I am here, it proves that my mother existed, and he did not break the connection with my mother."
Although he didn't say it, I knew that he only loved two people in his life, one was my mother, and the other was me, and his love for my mother was all added to me! That's why he loves me so much. ”
"When I was a child, my father's temper was not so strange, and the longer my mother died, the more strange his temper became, so it can be inferred that his old man's previous temper should have been good, and it was only because of the loss of his beloved wife that it would become like this!"
Xiao Xiao saw that what he said was sincere, and thought that Lu Yun's life experience was not much better, although he had a father who loved him, but his mother died because of dystocia, although Lu Yun did not say it, but he must have hated himself in his heart, if it wasn't for the fact that he wanted to give birth to himself, his mother would be fine. Thinking like this, he added three points of sympathy for Lu Yun.
Thinking that Lu Zhentian was also a hero and a sad beauty, he thought, "Lu Zhentian, like his master, is a person with strong martial arts, and they both fell in love, they only love one woman in their lives, and they are not too early to give birth to that woman, and both of them are heartbroken!" But Lu Zhentian is not as good as the master, the master can use medicine to keep the master intact, and he can also prepare a prescription to resurrect the master's mother, although I don't know if it works, but there is always a glimmer of hope! ”
It's not right to think about it, it should be that the master is not as good as Lu Zhentian, Lu Zhentian also has a son, but the master has nothing left to the master! However, Master has four of our apprentices, and except for me, all of them treat him as if they were their own fathers!
"Your father's deep affection for your mother is very touching, you said earlier that you are the same as your father, what's going on!"
Lu Yun looked back at Xiao Xiao and replied very seriously, "Can't you see that I have a sincere affection for you now!" ”
Xiao Xiao was speechless when asked in one sentence, how could she not see it!
Lu Yun continued, "I thought that I would never have true feelings for any woman in my life, and I would not be as painful as my father, so I would be amorous and extremely affectionate." ”
"But God just let me meet you, and I can't forget your love, and it's hard to let go. I like you more than my father likes my mother. The more I think about it, the more I fear that I will lose you one day, and I can't imagine what I will be like, maybe I will go crazy, maybe I will disappear from this world. I only hope that you will not leave me a son and a half daughter, so that I can go without worry, otherwise I will be like my father, a person is alive, and his heart is dead! ”
Xiao Xiao had never heard anyone say such a thing to her in her life, and she never knew that she could occupy such a large weight in a person's heart, and she was quite moved, not to mention that Lu Yun used to be a thorough Langzi, and now it is extremely rare to be able to do this for Xiao Xiao.
"Xiao Xiao, you promise me, when I am alive, you can't leave me, you can't die before me, if I die first, if I die first,......" Lu Yun said this as if he was talking to Xiao Xiao, but in fact he was talking to himself, "Then who will take care of you, and who will protect you and love you!" ”
Thinking that he died before Xiao Xiao, no one loved Xiao Xiao as much as he did, or Xiao Xiao was loved by others like this, Lu Yun couldn't bear it, and he couldn't help but feel stunned in his heart, his eyes were red, but he couldn't hold back and didn't let the tears stay.
Seeing Lu Yun like this, Xiao Xiao really couldn't bear it, and wanted to say some comforting words, but after thinking about it, she couldn't agree to his request at all, because she would definitely leave him one day, wouldn't it hurt him even more if she said it now?
Xiao Xiao was silent in her heart, "Lu Yun, if I meet you first, I may never abandon you, go back to the outside with you, be your wife, accompany you all my life, give you children, I will not leave you when you are alive, nor will I die before you, when we are all gray-haired, we will die together, heaven and earth, never separated." It's just that it wasn't you who I met first, I'm sorry! ”