Chapter 164: Awe
When I woke up, the sun was already slightly slanting, not like at noon, when it was overhead. There was a big shade of the plane tree in the yard.
Hu Meiyin is still sleeping.
Wang Xixi walked out of the hall lightly, and Gu Ao and his aunt were sitting under the plane tree in the courtyard and plucking beans. Gu Ao's side face was somewhat obscured by his hair, and the light and shadow cast fine patches on his white coat, a beautiful and quiet boy. She could feel the ripples in her heart.
She walked over to them and sat down, "I'll help you." ”
The aunt raised her head, and Wang Xixi realized that the look on the aunt's face was not very good. Her face was a little pale, and there was sadness hidden in her eyes, "Sissy, you tell me, what happened to Meiyin?" ”
Is it because of this, Wang Xixi subconsciously looked at Gu Ao, it should have been what he told his aunt. Gu Ao was still plucking beans with his head down, as if he hadn't heard their conversation. But she hasn't figured out how to tell her aunt so that she can help Hu Meiyin get out without worrying her.
"Sissy, please tell the truth." The aunt seemed to see Wang Xixi's concerns.
Wang Xixi looked at her aunt a little timidly, "Okay, I'll tell you the truth." That's the case, auntie, didn't Hu Meiyin's grandfather pass away. After that, she rarely came to class. Several times I saw her with a middle-aged man. She was hospitalized a few days ago, as if she had been beaten in a bar. ”
She saw her aunt's face turn gray, and her lips trembled. Her fingers trembled and she couldn't even pluck the beans.
"Auntie?" Wang Xixi felt that the situation was not too good, "But since Hu Meiyin was hospitalized, I haven't seen that middle-aged man." She may have cut ties with that man. ”
But it was too late, and the aunt had already stood up and rushed to the house.
Wang Xixi slapped Gu Ao, "It's all your fault, I didn't even think about it, and you told my aunt without consulting me." ”
Gu Ao raised his head, his eyes were bright and deep, "It's because I didn't think it through, I'm sorry." ”
When he said the words "I'm sorry", he was very affectionate, Wang Xixi's heart softened instantly, and she could no longer look at him with that kind of reproachful eyes, "Okay, okay, let's go and see." ”
As soon as the two of them walked outside the door, they heard the aunt yelling inside the house: "Hu Meiyin, what did you do with that middle-aged man?!" ”
Gu Ao pulled Wang Xixi and rushed into the house.
Hu Meiyin yawned, obviously forcibly woken up by her aunt in the middle of sleeping, she glanced at Wang Xixi and Gu Ao, there was a little resentment in her eyes, and then immediately put on that indifferent look, "I did everything." ”
Everything...... Wang Xixi's mind played Hu Meiyin's words repeatedly, she really couldn't imagine that such a thing would happen to the people around her.
Gu Ao's face also showed a look of surprise, obviously his shock was no less than hers. Although they had guessed before, it was just speculation after all, and now Hu Meiyin personally confirmed their guess, which is equivalent to the patient who has been worried about receiving a death notice.
Syllable!
When Wang Xixi reacted to Gu Ao, Hu Meiyin's face already had five red fingerprints.
"Are you worthy of your parents like this?" Auntie's voice trembled a little, and she stretched out her hand to point at Hu Meiyin, whose hand had just turned red from giving Hu Meiyin a slap.
"I don't know them," Hu Meiyin's gaze returned to its former coldness.
Wang Xixi looked at her gradually cold eyes, she knew that Hu Meiyin had begun to seal herself, the gap she had finally opened was being slowly repaired by Hu Meiyin, and she was going to return to the previous Hu Meiyin, and Hu Meiyin in that hospital may never come back.
She has deep self-blame, and she blames Gu Ao, if he hadn't rashly told his aunt without consulting him, these things would not have happened.
She stood there, wondering whether to pull her aunt or leave.
"They never showed up in my life." As if she didn't see her aunt's body trembling with anger, Hu Meiyin continued, every word she said was like a dagger, flying straight towards them.
They are powerless to resist.
"Do you know how much effort it took your mother to give birth to you? How difficult it was for them to decide to bring you to this world! Auntie almost shouted this sentence.
She took out the key she was carrying, opened the black box, took out the black diary from it, and threw it at Hu Meiyin's body, "Here you go!" ”
Gu Ao went up and pulled his aunt, "Auntie, don't be angry, I think, Meiyin has a hard time." The aunt glared at Hu Meiyin, then shook off Gu Ao's hand and walked out of the house. Gu Ao followed and chased after him. Wang Xixi was left standing alone.
Hu Meiyin opened the diary, and the word "Su Can" was written on the title page.
Wang Xixi saw the shock on her face. She stepped forward and called softly, "Miyin." ”
Hu Meiyin raised her head and glanced at her, like the sun's rays reflected in a mirror, piercing straight into Wang Xixi's eyes, she couldn't dodge, "Do you know this notebook?" ”
She nodded. I'm afraid she'll be angry.
"Have you seen them all?"
"No, I just flipped through a few articles and read a rough idea." Wang Xixi honestly confessed all his "crimes".
"Come and watch with me." Her voice was soft, less cold.
Wang Xixi suddenly felt that she was really lonely, she was a child who needed someone to accompany her.
She walked over and sat beside her. Quietly, accompanied her to read Su Can's notes.
The light and shadow outside are still the same, and now looking at Su Can's diary for the second time, Wang Xixi's mentality has changed greatly, less of the mentality of reading the story for the first time, and more understanding.
Su Can is a warm person, and she tries hard to capture all the beauty that appears in life. is completely different from the current Hu Meiyin.
"So Su Lan is single now because of my dad?" When they finished reading, it was already completely dark, and Hu Meiyin looked at the night outside the window, not knowing whether Lu Dao was talking to himself or asking Wang Xixi.
"I think that's how it should be." Wang Xixi sighed, "Meiyin's father is very good." ”
"Hmm." Hu Meiyin gently echoed, "Excellent boys are used to be loved, they can't live a life, I think the ending of Mom and Dad should be very happy." ”
Wang Xixi saw herself with a surprised face from Hu Meiyin's smiling eyes.
"In their best years, the people they love the most are by their side. Life comes to an abrupt end at every good time, which is the best fate. ”
She is like a wise man who has penetrated the world, which makes Wang Xixi a little incomprehensible.
"Maybe, but I still want to live until a long, long time before I die." As soon as she said that, she felt like she was dying.
It was Hu Meiyin, who touched her head in turn, "Xixi, most people in this world are afraid of death. That's why I am in awe of those who are not afraid of death, who have the right to despise this worldly realm. ”
Wang Xixi wanted to say, Meiyin, I am also in awe of you, you are so cool, so flamboyant, and you live your own life.