Jiang Yu wrote a lot, a large part of which was written about how he escaped, and on the way to escape, he also met many powerful masters, so he was able to improve step by step, and he was with Jiang Wujian at the beginning. But later, the two of them separated.

He didn't write about what it was like for him to advance to the middle of his advanced potential, probably because when he escaped, he was already in the middle stage. And the main points in the later stage, he wrote in great detail, how to guide his Vermilion Bird potential cultivation, what to do in the morning, what to do at noon, and what to do at night, all of which were written very clearly.

But in the end, he said that the mid-stage peak of high-level potential, when advancing to the late stage, also needs a hurdle, or a thorough understanding. Either he forgot everything around him, and he chose to forget all his troubles, pursuits, and physical and mental pain. Because after he escaped, he hadn't touched a woman for more than ten years, so it didn't seem to be good, and then he went to find a woman in the dust to test it, and it turned out that he couldn't get up at all. He has not been able to let go of this knot, and when he lets go, he has broken through the middle stage. Promoted to the later stage.

As for the later stage to the pinnacle of promotion, he only mentioned four words, not breaking or standing! Later, he only wrote about his experience, and he temporarily forgot all the martial arts, potential exercises, etc. he had learned before, so that the potential Vermilion Bird villain that could be seen in the inner vision disappeared for the time being, as if he had become an ordinary person. Then, two years after he joined the WTO, during which he felt the suffering of the world, lived in a slum, and was often called around, beaten and scolded, and even splashed with dung. He still didn't hate those people, and finally succeeded in finding a way to advance from it and advance to the peak in the later stage.

After reading this, I can't help but feel that no matter what level of hurdle it is, it is very difficult to overcome, and I need to constantly surpass myself.

And what I need to do, at this moment, may be to transcend my pain. My dad Jiang Yu is really well-intentioned, and he knows that the pain that I can't get out of at this time is his death, and after I read his cultivation diary, I can definitely understand this, so. He wanted me to get out of the pain of his death so that I could make the cut.

For a moment, how could I forget about it all at once?

I was in that cave, hiding for almost a week before I came out, I felt like the walking dead, making me forget how Jiang Yu died, making me forget that he was my father, making me forget that he died to save my woman, how is this possible?

My mobile phone was blown up, and so did the text messages, Liang Qi Taoying kept asking me where I went, and Jiang Feng also called me, but I didn't answer.

I removed the card of my mobile phone, and then stepped on it, and I quietly returned to Jiefang County alone. I went back to the place where I grew up, here, there are no more my parents, Xu Yan and they have all gone to Shaolin, because I have been disguised, so Brother Ping and Brother Nan should not recognize me. to the hall table tennis skills.

I went back to the school where I used to stay, walked the road I had traveled before, and when I thought of those pasts, I couldn't help but feel emotional, what was the purpose of what I had done before?

I was near the 16th Middle School, and I also met the former boss Wu Qiong brothers, they didn't know me, and I didn't want to know them, they saw my appearance, thought I was a beggar, and gave me a few yuan, I didn't refuse, but looked at the money, and felt that I was really a beggar.

So, I really went to the vegetable market where my mother Xu Yan used to go to beg for money, but I didn't beg for food.

In this way, in the past week, occasionally I will meet people in the Nange community, some of them will bully me twice, and some children will hit me with bricks, but for me, it is not painful or itchy, I think, this is the first step for me to enter the world to feel life, and it is also the first step for me to forget everything.

Occasionally, I also went to the hill where I was kidnapped by Xiao Lu, Xuanxuan and Sister Xiaoyu a few times, where, after I saw it, I often missed, yes, I felt very ashamed back then, and I didn't have the dignity of a man.

And later, when these three women became the three most important women in my life, I felt that in fact, there is not so much complexity between people, there are no eternal enemies, and there are no eternal friends.

It's like at this moment, my favorite woman Xiao Lu hasn't appeared in my life for three years, and I don't know where she is.

I don't go to that hill anymore because it always reminds me of her, and I want to forget a lot of things, including her, including Jiang Yu. I also want to die and live again.

I continued to beg for money in the old vegetable market, and where I used to beg for money, there was a sloppy beggar who was dirty all over, and of course I was like him. He has always pretended to be crazy and stupid, which is what we call a fake beggar, every day he is like going to work, his hands and feet are cut off by himself, just to beg here every day, but after work, he changes into clean clothes, and even goes in and out of high-end hotels, of course, none of this happens on this street, because this street is where he "works".

I quietly followed him through my potential, and I found out that although his left hand and left foot were broken, he still could do that, he used the money he begged for, and often went to a young lady, which can be said to be a frequent visitor, and when I saw that young lady, I often thought of a girl who was hurt by me, Zhao Fei'er. That poor girl, I went to see her a few times, she is doing well now, she is covered, and her brother is obedient, not as naughty and often causing trouble as before.

Over time, nearly two months have passed, and I feel that I have adapted to this kind of beggar life, even if my body is a little dirty and it hurts a little bit, I feel that I am experiencing the ups and downs of life, which is quite delicious.

Until one day, I found out that my fellow beggar did not come to work, for several days, I thought it was very strange, curious, so I went to the young lady to see, it turned out that the young lady was married by an honest man and returned home as a wife, she was good.

And the beggar, who actually went to be their guest of honor, attended the girl's wedding, can no longer be called a young lady, but a girl.

And what surprised me was that it seemed that the beggar had gotten used to her, the honest man, I don't know if he couldn't satisfy her, or what, the beggar returned to his old life, usually came to work to beg, and occasionally went out to the big hotel with the girl, arrogant and lascivious, and lived a blissful life on earth. And the girl seemed to enjoy such a life.

I always thought that her husband, the honest man, was too wooden to find out what the girl had done.

But it wasn't until the third month that the beggar didn't come to work again, and I was curious, and went to see the girl again, and I saw it with astonishment and coincidence.

The beggar and the girl, naked, were thrown down from the stairs, smashed into the car, and died. And it didn't take long for the police to crack the murder case, and the murderer was the honest man.

And it was less than two months before this honest man married this girl.

Although an honest man is honest, his patience also has a limit, just like me at the beginning, I was bullied by Huang Curly and Li Haoming, and when I was bullied to a certain limit, I would explode.

Sometimes, I think that an honest man is not honest, he is not stupid, he may have known that this girl is a young lady, but because of his family's insincerity, he can only marry such a good-looking Congliang as his wife, so that he can have face.

And his patience also gave this girl and that beggar many chances, maybe inadvertently, that girl and the beggar will feel, but they both feel that honest people are wrecked, and feel that honest people will never dare to do anything, and by the time they realize that honest people are not easy to bully, it will be too late.

In this matter, Brother Nan and Su Ping both came forward, after all, the underground forces here are under his control, and the beggar seems to have something to do with the community. And I, because I didn't have the reference of a beggar, I chose to leave secretly and didn't catch up with Brother Nan Ping.

Because, I feel that the moment of my breakthrough has arrived!

I went to the top of the hill where Xiao Lu tied me up the mountain at three or four o'clock in the morning, I think, at this time, there should be no problem in breaking through the middle stage of advanced potential, the biggest question is, how to go further?