329. Chapter 096: Give Me a Chance to Love You Well
"Xinxin, Xinxin, wake up, childlike heart, I want you to wake up, I want you to wake up, do you hear?" Now Xiang Nan's mood is really unusually chaotic, at this moment all his thoughts are Tong Mo, all his beliefs are that she can wake up, she can live, the force of slapping her face began to increase, but at this moment she still did not have the slightest reaction.
Heart, heart, heart, his heart......
Suddenly, Xiang Nan's heart ached violently, a kind of panic of losing his beloved, some people said, the farthest distance in this world is not life and death, I am in front of you but I don't know that I love you, but Xiang Nan wants to say that these two distances are the same, they are the same torture, and they will make people worse than death.
In the past twenty-one years, in the twenty-one years of knowing him, she was close to him, in front of his eyes, so close, close at his fingertips, close as long as he nodded she would immediately belong to him, but in such a distance, he didn't know that she loved him, and he didn't know that he loved her, so they tortured each other for so many years, and now, it is not easy to get to this point, and now they can be together again, and they can be happy together as a family of three. Do you want them to experience the distance between life and death at this time?
No, that's too cruel, too cruel to her!
At this moment, Xiang Nan's heart seems to have been cracked, and as time passes, his heart is becoming more and more torn, what is that feeling? It seems familiar, but it also seems strange.
What is familiar is that this feeling faintly made him go back to twenty-one years ago, when he learned that he was an orphan, this is how he felt, and the strange thing is that this feeling is stronger than all the pain before, more painful than all the previous pains combined, when Wei Yinuo left him five years ago, he was already on the verge of pain but it didn't hurt now, and after he really lost Wei Yinuo completely, it didn't hurt so strongly, it hurt thousands of times more than watching Su Yan die in his arms.
Childlike innocence, childlike innocence.
This girl he has watched grow up since he was five years old, this girl who has loved him for 18 years and never left him, this girl who was his wife Lu for two years, this girl who is the mother of his child, since when has she been in his soul? When is that love so deep in the marrow that it cannot be turned away? And when did she become all he had, the only courage he had to live?
"Xinxin, is it okay to wake up? Please, wake up. Seeing that the time was getting longer and longer, Tong Mo still didn't wake up, Xiangnan felt that his heartbeat was getting weaker and weaker like her, and his breathing was getting harder and harder, he could clearly feel the strange taste that kept pouring into his mouth, it was a mixture of tears and blood, and it was an entanglement of love and pain.
His legs were still stuck by something, and he couldn't move at all, but he gritted his teeth and pulled his legs out with a force, and suddenly felt like his legs were broken, but he couldn't care about it, he couldn't care about it at all, he was tough with his broken body, and he tried his best to hug Tong Mo's body very hard, and hugged it tightly in his arms, even if his arm hurt no matter how weak he was, he was reluctant to let go.
Xinxin, wake up, as long as you wake up, I will pour all my life into making you happy, and I will accompany you every day and night after that, when you are sad, when your abdomen will hurt, when you are depressed, when you will cry, accompany you, give you comfort, give you warmth, soothe your troubles, and wipe your tears for you; As long as you can wake up, everything will listen to you in the future, everything is right for you, and you won't fight back and scold back; As long as you wake up, you can do whatever you want me to do.
Love, always to hurt each other, always to life and death when the most painful and true, heart, I just ask you to give me the opportunity to let me love you well......
"Xinxin, Xinxin......" Now all the other words have been too pale, Xiang Nan hugged her tightly like this, and kept shouting her name in his mouth, feeling that his voice was getting weaker and weaker, and he was getting lower and lower.
Suddenly, at this moment, Xiang Nan felt Tong Mo's body move, and felt that the blood on Xiang Nan's body couldn't help but boil, and hurriedly shouted: "Xinxin? Heart? ”
"Hmm......" Now Tong Mo's brain is completely chaotic, but she faintly felt that someone was constantly shouting her in her ear, so she subconsciously responded vaguely, and Xiang Nan was really ecstatic when she heard this response, and hurriedly asked: "Xinxin?" Xinxin, are you awake? Are you awake? ”
Now Xiang Nan is really excited, the tears of excitement are falling down one by one, and the strength of the back arm tightens again to contain Tong Mo's upper body with his chest, he is really crying with joy, and he can't control his emotions: "Great, my heart is not dead, my heart is not dead......"
He kept repeating this sentence stupidly, and after being happy, he hurriedly asked, and hurriedly touched everywhere: "Xinxin, tell me quickly, where is it hurt?" Where does it hurt? ”
Now Tong Mo's body also seems to be split, I can't say where it hurts, it seems that there is no place on her body that doesn't hurt, she frowned tightly, and secretly exhaled to relieve her emotions and then tried to slowly spit it out: "It's okay, what about you?" ”
Hearing this, Xiang Nan exhaled loudly again, fortunately, she is still awake, fortunately, she will not die, what about him? Is it okay too?
Just now, a nervous and fearful emotion was still supporting him, but now this emotion has weakened, and the consciousness of hard support has also weakened, and at this moment he only feels that the pain is going to tear his whole body apart, and the hot liquid is flowing more and more rapidly, and his legs really don't look like they are growing on his body, and he doesn't obey the call at all, and at this moment the whole body is becoming more and more weak, more and more weak.
But, in this situation now, he must not show his slightest indifference, then Tong Mo will collapse, in the darkness he shook his head, although it was dark in front of him, he still felt that Tong Mo saw it, and also saw the indifferent smile on his face, Xiang Nan forced his voice to sound normal at the moment: "I'm okay, you don't have to worry about ......"
After speaking, Xiang Nan's heart swelled with a burst of bitterness, and at the same time, it was accompanied by a burst of weakness, however, it was strange that even that kind of remorse became small in the face of these two emotions, Xiang Nan was never a person who was greedy for life and afraid of death, but at this moment he was so greedy for survival, or rather, greedy for this woman.
This love is too hard, and love is too torturous, twenty-one years, divided and combined, and now it is back to the starting point, and it is a new beginning, and now he has just held Tong Mo's hand again, how he hopes that this time he will never let go, and he will not let go for a lifetime, so he will lead her down, to the end of the world, to the end of the world, to the old world, but ...... But does he still have such a chance?
How many people can be overcome in the face of death? Is it because he has done too much wrong and failed too many people, so he has to pay such a price?
The words fell, and tears welled up.
Without giving Tong Mo a chance to speak again, he lowered his head and kissed her mouth with cold and hot lips, kissing her, kissing her like this, kissing her so fiercely, kissing her like this, like a kiss goodbye, a kind of greed for the last kiss.
For the first time, the kiss was so real, and the kiss was so painful......
At this moment, the kiss in such a situation is really inappropriate, but it seems that Tong Mo has felt his pain, so she also hurts, at the moment when the teeth meet, she feels that there is constantly liquid flowing into her mouth, more and more urgent, filling the tip of the nose is a thick smell of blood, Tong Mo's hands that were kissed and woke up a little also touched his body, and may have touched just the full hot liquid, thinking of this, Tong Mo's heart was suddenly picked up, and he hurriedly pushed him away, But the sudden strength made Xiang Nan's overwhelmed body weak at the moment, and she was about to fall down in her palm, Tong Mo hurriedly hugged his waist so as not to let him fall.
"Pumpkin, tell me honestly if you're badly hurt? Isn't it? Thinking of this question, Tong Mo panicked, so frightened that she couldn't help but tremble, and when Xiangnan's body kissed some, she hurriedly touched his face, and where she could touch it, the corners of her mouth, the bridge of her nose, and her eyes were all blood, and it kept flowing out.
Touching these Tong Mo was really about to collapse, like a frightened child, he cried out all of a sudden, and began to speak incoherently, "Pumpkin, you tell me, tell me quickly, what am I going to do now?" What can I do to help you...... Hemostasis...... Right...... I'll help you stop the bleeding first...... I'll help you stop the bleeding first......"
After saying that, Tong Mo panicked and hurriedly became confused, there was no medicine here, and it was pitch black and nothing could be seen, Tong Mo hurriedly tore his clothes, he had to bandage him first, bandage him first, but his hands hurt tightly but he couldn't tear it anymore, which made Tong Mo feel collapsed and made her feel useless.
But when Tong Mo was tearing hard, Xiang Nan fumbled and held her hand, like a smile, and said slowly: "You don't want to do anything now, that's it...... Let me hold ...... Before I completely lose my strength......"
In a word, Tong Mo was already in tears, she couldn't see his face in the dark, but the increasingly weak voice was really heard at the moment, just because it was too real, it was too painful, looking up, Tong Mo tried to look, but all she could touch in her sight was the darkness, and there was also the familiar breath of death, feeling that he was getting farther and farther away from herself, farther and farther away, far away from the distance between the two worlds......