Bai Lingyan asked with a shocked face, "What letter, where did you send it?" Why haven't I seen a single one? ”

Wu Xiaojun snorted coldly, "Really? Since you haven't seen it, I won't say it. Bai Lingyan, congratulations on taking your ideal job and having a new life. ”

Bai Lingyan saw that Wu Xiaojun's face was ugly, and there was a hidden secret in it, and asked anxiously, "Xiaojun, don't talk about yin and yang weirdly, play dumb riddles for me, what the hell is going on, did you write to me?" ”

Wu Xiaojun looked at Bai Lingyan for a while, not like she was pretending, and suddenly understood that Bai Lingwan did not hand over her letter, which shows that she was coaxed here by her family. However, the fait accompli could no longer be changed, and there was no point in digging deeper, so he smiled bitterly and said lightly, "I completely broke my heart at your house that day, and I didn't write any letters to you at all." ”

Bai Lingyan said in disbelief, "Is this really the case, my mind was blank and I fainted, how did you and your uncle go, and I didn't find myself in the hospital until I woke up four days later, and I couldn't remember what was going on during that period." Later, my family said that you didn't even have a letter, and I was very disappointed, so I came here with my dad. ”

Wu Xiaojun said, "I know that you are not here for your true intentions, things are already like this, and I don't want to say anything more." I was also completely relieved to see that your life was on the right track. I won't blame anyone for the development of the two of them to this day, I can only say that they have taken another love path that they shouldn't have taken. Thank you for being by your side for so many years, and through one difficulty after another, I have gained immunity to the hardships of life, gained an experience in my life, and more importantly, gained love and care from you. Thank you for accompanying me through familiar streets, crossing rivers and turning sweet harbor bends. Seeing you again today makes me see what we have had, what we have given up, what we have been happy about, what we have been sad about, and what we have been, and I am very happy in my heart. I hope you will have a better life in the future. ”

Bai Lingyan said sadly, "Xiaojun, don't talk about whether these are good or not, I feel very uncomfortable." ”

Wu Xiaojun sighed and said, "I have thought a lot during this time, although I have made a lot of efforts on the road of slow love, I have always walked very hard, and I have long been numb to the pain of being disillusioned again and again, and I am destined to be a loser in love." I don't dare to have any extravagant hopes and fantasies about you anymore, and I hope you can get out of this unbelievable haze and build a happy family. ”

Bai Lingyan said reluctantly, "Xiaojun, you are not allowed to say such things, unless you don't like me anymore and forget me, I will always wait for you." ”

Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "There is no longer any possibility for the two of us, and if we have any illusions, it will only be more painful." In order to relieve your troubles and restart a new life for myself, I decided to stop being trapped and disturbed by love from now on, and find someone to marry before the year. ”

When Bai Lingyan heard Wu Xiaojun say such dull and ruthless words, it was like five thunderbolts hitting the top, and she couldn't help but tremble all over her body, and her whole body felt as if she had been pricked by a needle. Her eyes widened, her teeth rattled, and she said in surprise, "Xiaojun, please don't think too complicated and bad, okay, and please don't stimulate my painful soul anymore, if it is your intention, I will never stop you, if you and Shao Yingying get married, I will not object, but if it is to stimulate me to say this, I will never agree." ”

Wu Xiaojun lowered his head and was silent for a while, and said categorically, "From now on, we are just ordinary passers-by, it has nothing to do with it, even if you are right, I am going to marry Shao Yingying, she is my real life partner." Here, on behalf of her, I also wish you happiness and happiness in life. ”

Bai Lingyan said sadly, "Wu Xiaojun, I didn't expect you to be such a person, did you come here to give me an ultimatum, or send me an invitation." Don't worry, I won't miss the red envelopes of you and Shao Yingying. ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a cold face, "I met you for the last time today, I just want to show my heart, to end our love for many years, and I don't want to be as unhappy as an enemy with you." After speaking, he turned his face and walked away without looking back.

Bai Lingyan chased after a few steps and couldn't catch up, squatting on the ground with a lonely expression and looking at Wu Xiaojun's distant back, and muttered, "The relationship between me and Xiaojun can never go back to the past, it's over, it's completely over." ”

The fifteenth day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar is the day of sacrifice for the living, and Wu Xiaojun, who has been lonely and lifeless at home for many days, appeared in front of Luo Xiao's grave, burning paper money for her, while chattering with tears in his eyes, "Xiao, do you know that I hate you very much? How much I miss you? Why are you so cruel to leave me, do you know how painful I am in the day you leave? It's you who hurt me, I can't love each other, I can't hate if I want to, I have nowhere to complain about suffering, I have nowhere to say something, life is better than death. You are good, lying here with nothing to do and enjoying the blessings, you are extremely unkind, you are extremely unvirtuous, I curse you as an evil ghost. Can you hear me, do you understand me? Sue you, Bai Lingyan is gone, and I am alone again, now you are satisfied. Are you looking at my jokes, do you think I'm too stupid and stupid, you're right, I'm stupid and stupid. Do you know why, it's because you don't want me, Qin Meixiang doesn't want me, Feng Weiwei doesn't want me, Bai Lingyan doesn't want me, I'm a waste with no one to sympathize with, no one to pity. It is my indulgence that has failed you, I owe you so much, too much, and it is a deserved, unforgivable retribution to this end. If you want to write down this account, I don't blame you, but I will feel gratified. ”

Wu Xiaojun confided his grievances to Luo Xiao with tears in his eyes, and released the grief that had been suppressed for many days, and at some point, he heard the crying of companionship around him, hurriedly wiped a handful of tears, stood up and looked at Chen Jie and Shao Yingying in tears, and couldn't say a word of excitement.

Chen Jie choked up and said, "Child, Auntie knows that you are very bitter and tired, cry if you want to, and talk to Xiao Xiao if you want to!" ”

Wu Xiaojun said sadly, "Auntie, I'm sorry for you and Uncle Luo, I didn't protect Xiao, I couldn't come to see you two often for Xiao, which made you both sad and disappointed, I'm sorry, please forgive me!" ”

Chen Jie said distressedly, "Auntie knows that you are a good child, no matter what you do, Auntie will not blame you, don't blame yourself, don't be sad." Let's go home! ”

Wu Xiaojun and Chen Jie Shao Yingying returned home, sat on the chair in Shao Yingying's room, and looked at the photo of Luo Xiao hanging on the wall in a daze, she was so young and beautiful, her smile was so familiar, so sweet, recalling the good times when the two were together, there were bursts of sadness in her heart.

Shao Yingying asked faintly, "Is Lingyan gone, why did you suddenly remember to go to my sister's grave?" ”

"I've been on duty for more than ten days. I was bored at home and felt very bored, so I remembered to come and see Luo Xiao. How are you now? ”

"The county will wait until after the Spring Festival to handle the distribution procedures, and there is nothing to do here, Uncle Luo talked to the dean, and then went to work in advance to get familiar with the environment and adapt to it. The salary of 300 yuan a month, after the formal formalities are completed, and then according to the normal salary, it is okay, it is much better than idle. ”

"Which department are you in, busy?"

"In the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, there are a lot of patients, and the four senior doctors are very good, and they don't treat me as an outsider, and there are more opportunities to do it, I have worked for 20 days, and I have been an assistant in surgery seven times."

"Well, great, I'm relieved and happy for you."

"What should you do with Lingyan, don't you have a trace of concern, just give up?"

"One is in the east and the other is in the west, thousands of miles apart, and the eight poles can't be hit, so what can you do if you don't give up."

"Did you get in touch again?"

"She sent me three letters, I was not in the mood at all, I just wanted to forget the past, cut off her thoughts, and did not reply to any of them, so that the two of us slowly accepted this wordless ending."

"It's when the tea is still slowly cooling, not to mention the romance that has accumulated over the past few years, I don't think you can do that. What's next for you? Has the workplace implemented it? ”

"Not yet, I don't want people to help me contact me, I just want to calm down, settle my mood, and sort out some clues. After the autumn harvest is over, plant the wheat, take a walk outside and open your eyes. ”

"It's not so easy to find a job outside, is there a direction?"

"Yes, I plan to go to the deep sea."

"Are there any acquaintances there?"

"I heard that a friend is a manager in a company, so let's try it, maybe I can find it."

"It's okay to go for a while to relax, but not too long, Yuanzhen is your home, your final destination, and your family is looking forward to your return as soon as possible."

Although it was Halloween, a day when everyone couldn't be happy, Wu Xiaojun suddenly came to the grave to pay tribute to Luo Xiao, which made Chen Jie feel very surprised. Rekindled the hope that had been lost, the excitement was hidden in the heart and it was difficult to express, like entertaining distinguished guests, busy making a table full of dishes, "Xiaojun, since we met during the Spring Festival, more than half a year has passed." You and Yingzi have changed a lot, at that time were still college students who did not leave the school, and in the blink of an eye, they became regular employees of the state, and my aunt was happy for you and blessed you from the bottom of my heart. Yingzi participated in the work, and I also got through the heart, so I waited for a year and a half, and Yingzi brought back a good son-in-law who was satisfactory to me, and I hugged my grandson to enjoy Qingfu. ”

Shao Yingying blushed and said shyly, "Mother, why are you talking about this, how embarrassing!" ”

Chen Jie chuckled, "You are all a big girl, you must be married, what can't you say!" ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, "Auntie, don't worry, with Yingzi's conditions, we have to pick and find, we can't look down on ordinary people, you say yes, Yingzi!" ”

Shao Yingying whispered embarrassedly, "Xiaojun, why are you following my mother's nonsense, besides, I'm going to you away!" ”

Wu Xiaojun hurriedly begged for mercy and said, "Okay, okay, I can't shut up." ”

Chen Jie watched the two of them joking happily, and said to Luo Wen appreciatively, "Old Luo, our good days are coming soon." ”