Chapter 47: Confiding
Chapter 47 Confession
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Lou Qianyi stood in place in astonishment, not knowing how to answer for a long time. Mo Shuang opened her heart and simply told all the struggles she had been struggling with for so long.
"I didn't think I'd like you. But when you saved Miss Mu by the city wall that day, I felt uncomfortable. I can't see you being nice to other girls, I'll be angry, sad, and lose my temper inexplicably if you're good to others. ”
"I know that you like Miss. I also told myself that what you like is Miss and not someone else. Mo Shuang said while crying. Lou Qianyi wanted to say something, but after all, she swallowed it and listened to Mo Shuang's words.
"But I can't control my emotions, and when I find out that I already like you, it's too late to stop this relationship." Mo Shuang said. Lou Qianyi sighed secretly, put his hand on Mo Shuang's hand, gently separated it, and got out by himself.
Turning around, Lou Qianyi looked at Mo Shuang and said gloomily: "It's not wrong to like someone." Just like I like Ling'er, however, there are a lot of helpless things in this world" Mo Shuang seemed to anticipate what Lou Qianyi wanted to say below, and hurriedly interrupted: "Let me finish speaking." ”
"I know what you're going to say, Qianyi, is it okay to listen to me?" Mo Shuang asked bitterly. Lou Qianyi was silent, Mo Shuang raised her sad and weeping eyes, and looked at Lou Qianyi deeply. "I know that perhaps after today, I will never have the opportunity to say these things to you again. The lovesickness is too bitter for me to bear alone. ”
"Even if you don't accept it, please let me say this feeling." Mo Shuang looked at Lou Qianyi sadly, and said intermittently, "I like you, I don't know when Lu Dao started, I started to care about you, and I began to want to see you." I want to tell you when I'm happy, and I want to look for you when I'm sad. "Mo Shuang is happy and worried.
Lou Qianyi didn't know that Mo Shuang already had such deep feelings for herself. In fact, this is not the case, it's just that Lou Qianyi's eyes have Ling'er, and they are full of her. I can no longer see the joys and sorrows of others.
"I know you like Miss, and I'm just a little maid. I don't ask for anything else, just that you can give me a place, even if it's just a little, so that my feelings can have a place to talk. Lou Qianyi looked at Mo Shuang with teary eyes in front of him, and he was full of sorrow.
"That's not it, Mo Shuang. You can find a man who loves you with all his heart and treats you well. And I'm not that person, my heart is full of spirits, and I can't give it to others. If I accept you, I will not only wronged Ling'er, but also wronged me, but also wronged you. Lou Qianyi explained to Mo Shuang, hoping to sort out their relationship without hurting each other.
Mo Shuang heard Lou Qianyi say this, and chuckled: "I understand." After all, it's in your heart, and there's no weight at all. Mo Shuang no longer had any illusions, turned around and was about to leave. Lou Qianyi knew that it would be like this, but what about the explanation, the ending was already like this.
Three days later, Lou Qianyi got up early, not wanting Ling'er to stand in the courtyard. Lou Qianyi stepped forward as if nothing had happened, "Ling'er got up so early today?" Ling'er didn't answer his words, but asked solemnly: "Qianyi, have you really decided?" ”
Lou Qianyi was stunned, in fact, he had already guessed that Ling'er was here to ask him this question. He pretended to be relaxed and smiled indifferently: "What is this decision not to decide." Miss Mu is very good, and Lord Mu is also good. If I marry Xuan'er, maybe I will sit on the throne of the city lord in the future, won't I be able to look for Tu Xuanjing in a bright way? ”
Ling'er was shocked and puzzled. frowned and said, "Qianyi, I know that you are not such a person, there must be a reason why you do this!" Don't hold it to your heart, tell me okay? ”
When Lou Qianyi heard this, she said funny: "Ling'er, what's wrong with you?" Isn't it good for me to marry, what's the matter, don't you want me to marry? ”
Ling'er rolled her eyes and nudged Lou Qianyi, "Don't make trouble!" Lou Qianyi laughed loudly, but who knew that the louder he laughed, the more bitter he felt in his heart. Just now, in that half-truth joke, there was a lot of sincerity in Lou Qianyi. He didn't want to hear it, Ling'er told him that he was right.
Even if it was just a joke made by Ling'er, Lou Qianyi would feel a little comforted in his heart. But that's it, it's come to this, what's the use of a word. "Qianyi, what about Miss Mu?" Ling'er sat on the bluestone stool and asked Lou Qianyi.
"Huh? Miss Mu is very good, with good appearance, qualifications, and conduct. Lou Qianyi replied thoughtfully. Do you like her? Ling'er asked the key. Lou Qianyi paused for a moment, and said with a hippie smile: "Xuan'er is the daughter of the city lord's family, who doesn't like it?" ”
"But you didn't say you liked it." Ling'er does not give up. Lou Qianyi suppressed his smile, and his expression became unpredictable. "The person I like has no intention of me, and what if I like it or not. Maybe one day. The pun made Ling'er confused, but Ling'er had another intuition, this matter was definitely not that simple.
After the morning, everyone was preoccupied. Obviously he had a heart, but no one said it. "Is there anyone?" There was a call outside the door. Ling'er went out and asked, "Who are you?" "Lord Mucheng called us here to take Lou Gongzi to the house, I don't know if Lou Gongzi is here?" ”
"I'm here." Lou Qianyi's voice sounded behind Ling'er. Ling'er turned around and saw that Lou Qianyi was already dressed and walking towards everyone. "Let's go." After saying that, he strode towards the door without looking back.
"Then take your leave." The leader clenched his fist slightly to Ling'er, turned around and led the others to follow Lou Qianyi out of the city. In the corner, Mo Shuang watched Lou Qianyi's back getting farther and farther away from him, and his heart ached like a knife. This time, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back, not people, but hearts.
On the City Lord's Mansion, Mu Qingshan waited at the intersection of the city. He was afraid that Lou Qianyi would break the agreement and refuse to come here. "City Lord, Master Lou has arrived and is waiting outside the mansion." Mu Qingshan was stunned for a moment, and said urgently: "Please come in, how can you let Qianyi wait outside the mansion!" ”
"Lord Mu." Lou Qianyi stepped forward and paid a visit first. Mu Qingshan finally showed a smile on his face, stepped forward, helped Lou Qianyi up, and pulled him to the first place. "Three days have arrived, has Qianyi thought about it?"
Lou Qianyi was not in a hurry to answer, but got a cup of tea, tasted it carefully, and then slowly put the tea cup aside. raised his head and smiled slightly: "Think about it." ”