CH.46 The Summer Birds Come and Fly Away (2)
The more you want to forget, the more you won't forget, and now the people who thought they would never meet again met in such an embarrassing identity, and the days that were once thought to be very beautiful gradually faded and became ragged, is this also a kind of retribution in the dark?
Shen Lin was in a trance in his heart, knowing that he had already established a life path, and he would never be able to go back to the free and innocent time of the old days in this life. But there is still a hot flame in her heart, she is in love with Master Wan, this love is more precipitated and mature than her love for Wan Jinyu; But at this moment, looking at the face of her first love in the old days, which was isolated by light yarn and showed a hazy beauty, she still had a touch of excitement, and she couldn't help but be moved and whispered: "Jinyu, do you still love me?" "A very careful sentence, the words seem to take care of a fine piece of porcelain.
This question made Jinyu settle down!
Shen Lin's originally cool jade fingers were held by him at this moment, and they were warmed by the temperature of the pulse in his palm, and a slight damp damp damp appeared, and the soft feeling was very flirtatious when touched. Jinyu's heart moved, her fingertips stiffened subconsciously, and she immediately lowered her head and slowly put Shen Lin's jade hand back into the light gauze tent.
Shen Lin originally asked casually, but at this moment, Jinyu's reaction suddenly aroused her curiosity. She really sank in love, as if she had regained the feelings she had when she was in love for the first time, slightly raised her weak but beautiful face, and waited for his reply calmly.
Jinyu's mind also turned with Shen Lin's question, but he hesitated, unable to have an answer for a long time.
He...... Do you still love her?
If this question had been placed in the early years, he would not hesitate to tell her, "Yes, I have always loved you and never changed." But now, he really didn't feel good about answering!
Who said that the precipitation of years can engrave a relationship, and true love will never be wiped out, but will only be deeper and more heart-wrenching?
When he broke up with Shen Lin at the beginning of the year, he was really heart-rending pain, a depression that could not be calmed down for a long time, and even at that time he felt that living in the world was a kind of torture, and sometimes he was tortured by this relationship and even felt difficult to breathe!
But then unconsciously, as the years walked like a song and the time passed slowly, he actually diluted his thoughts about her day by day, and forgot the ups and downs with her, and over time he couldn't even remember her appearance clearly, only occasionally when he recalled it, he realized that there was such a person......
Now that he saw her return to the Shen family, and her identity was his father's fifth aunt, he didn't think about this question or whether he still had undeserved love for this woman who broke up in the early years.
When he saw her return to Wanjia and follow her father, he was a little excited, but those excitements came from many different tastes, and he persuaded her to leave for her own good. But is there still love for her?
He didn't know what to do, including the excessive and excessive care he had for her and his attention to her now, in the final analysis, it was because they had feelings in their early years! In other words, the eldest young master will remember every person who appears in his life, the woman who appears in his life, and he will naturally care about them as if they were old people.
Seeing that Jinyu didn't give her an answer for a long time, Shen Lin's face in the gauze tent gradually became gloomy, and she immediately lowered her eyelids, hooked her lips, and just smiled self-deprecatingly.
This almost inaudible shallow smile still made Wan Jinyu catch it, his mind tightened, and suddenly he felt that the atmosphere here was really not suitable for a long stay, and the strange feelings that could not be said floated in his chest. He turned his heart sideways, got up and bowed to Shen Lin, and didn't wait for her to reply to him, so he turned around and hurriedly walked out.
Shen Lin turned her eyes and saw that Jinyu's figure had a faint panic, and a different taste gradually came to her heart.
The sudden alienation of light and shadow, the flipping staggering of time and space, she remembered the bustling street in Shanghai, when they were on a sweet date as lovers, he opened his arms to the sun and seemed to want to embrace the sky, and the faint brilliance was reflected on his handsome face, rendering the shallow smile on his lips profound.
And his outstretched arms still hugged her in the end, and she leaned into his arms, and the two were intoxicated with sweet love, laughing and showing great intimacy.
She remembered the poem he had sung with him overlooking the crowd of people under the bridge: "Straybirdsofsummercometomywindowtosingandflyaway.Andyellowleavesofautumn,whichhavenosongs,flutterandfalltherewithasigh."
The summer birds, flying to my window and singing, flew away again. Autumn yellow leaves, they have nothing to sing, only sigh and fly there.
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After Jin Yu went out, the love threads in his mind surged and turbulent, and he couldn't help himself, he was walking and thinking about Shen Lin all the way!
After a long time, I felt a headache, raised my hand and subconsciously clasped the temples on both sides, and when I touched my forehead, I found that the temperature had become hot.
At this time, the mind was chaotic and the shadow of Fengfeng popped out again......
It's really chaotic, Feng Feng and Shen Lin are clearly two different feelings, Feng Feng is pure and flirtatious, Shen Lin is dignified and graceful, but both of them are beautiful women who have amazed time, even though they have different temperaments, different situations, and different appearances...... These two shadows are constantly changing and intricate in his mind, sometimes Feng Feng, sometimes Shen Lin's swaying and swaying, there is no decision at all!
This added a lot of torture to Wan Jinyu, and he felt that his head was about to explode!
But soon, just when he felt that he couldn't bear it anymore and almost fainted, Fengfeng's image suddenly jumped out and occupied it all! It's strange, he suddenly missed Fengfeng very much, wanted to see her very much, and began to miss her wholeheartedly and only think about her!
This unprovoked achievement of a frustrated infatuation, and involuntarily left Shen Lin behind......