Chapter 584: The Cruelest Love
Most of the time, there is always some deviation between reality and human expectations. For example, when the situation was urgent, Lin Yu thought that the amount of incense he had given was enough to stun Bai Feiruo for two hours. In fact, she forgot to consider that as a martial arts master, her resistance was far beyond that of ordinary people. Although the effect of Qingqing's secret incense was good, it only stunned him for two quarters of an hour, and after two quarters of an hour, although he still couldn't move his body, his consciousness came to his senses.
"Poison wine or dagger, which one do you choose?"
"I'm not going to choose any of them."
- Since then, she has not been heard.
"You're out of the woods, I'm going to be alone for a while."
"Hehe, this Jian Hui County Lord really lives up to the name of beauty, even if he is dead, he is still so beautiful, no, it is because he is dead that he is even more beautiful."
- This is something that the beast surnamed Xue is not as good as. But he tried his best, but he couldn't move a bit, and he couldn't even open his eyes and bite his lip.
"If you don't dare to kill, I'll kill!"
- This is Qingqing, her anger bordering on madness, followed by her howling cry, as if she was about to summon the man back.
"I'm sorry."
- This is Yin Susu, she kissed the back of Lin Yu's hand and swore like a knight, "I will turn the earth upside down for you." ”
Then there was Qingqing's irrepressible cry of sadness!
"She's dead, why are you still alive!"
He heard everything clearly.
He listened to it all soberly.
She is dead, why is she still alive? Just like Sister Qingqing was angry, for what. Are you still alive?
It's obviously promised, and it will never leave you, but at such a time, you are secretly living?
I love you so much. But watching you gradually lose your life, there is nothing you can do.
Why do you want to give up the chance to survive, give up me?
In this world, the most helpless time is helpless; The saddest time is the inability to grieve; The most painful time is at this time. Watching the most painful thing happen, but there is nothing I can do about it.
She is as plain and warm as his feelings, except for his occasional gains and losses. Not even much of a ripple was born. He once thought that they would smile every day, foam at each other, and the years would be quiet. Until the two of them were gray-haired. Dying old age.
But he never thought that such a gentle love would have such a tragic ending!
I didn't expect that her love was so cruel, I wanted to die with you, I couldn't even fulfill this wish, and I didn't even give him this opportunity.
She left him a brief enough message - if I die, then I hope to see you again later.
It was said. Amorous people are the most ruthless, and kind people are the most ruthless.
He traveled a lot of places. I have seen countless joys and sorrows, helped countless people, and maybe I was a little sad at the time, but soon his state of mind returned to a crystal-like flawlessness, which could not really stain his heart with dust.
He has seen many people, because of life and death, because of betrayal, because of hatred, for various reasons, haggard, emaciated, silent, collapsed, and old, there is always a little bit of disagreement in his heart, why is this happening? Even if it rains today and tomorrow, there will always be sunny days.
It was only then that he realized that it was not rain at all, it was the lush forest that suddenly turned into a desert, the gorgeous palace that turned into a broken wall and ruins in the blink of an eye, the end of the world, and the collapse of the entire world.
Why do you have to wait until the weather is clear?
I think there may be no more sunny days in my world.
The sun was gradually setting in the west, and there was already a little shadow of dusk, and it was always dark early in winter, and seeing that there were no customers, the proprietor and the proprietress of the small shop on the street began to clean up the shop, and their two children were playing not far away, waiting for their mother to call before going home for dinner.
"Look at you, you've got mud again, how many times have you told you, don't run crazy!" Motherhood has a somewhat stern and loving way.
"yes, I'll remember next time." The little girl was depressed at first, but the child's mood changed quickly, and soon she smiled and said, "Mother, it's so strange to have an uncle just now." ”
"What's so strange?" When the mother brought the food to the table, she asked with a bit of nonchalant.
"That uncle is so good-looking, I've never seen anyone more beautiful than him." The little girl didn't notice her mother's indifference, but said very strangely, "But his hair is white, just like grandpa's, well, whiter than grandpa's hair, it's strange." ”
"Don't talk nonsense, you must be mistaken."
"I don't have it, it's just very good-looking, and then my hair is snow-white, and I am dressed in white."
The ancients were superstitious, and the little girl's mother didn't take it seriously at first, but her father was a little frightened after asking clearly, "You say, the child is, snow-white hair, not as beautiful as mortals, and dressed as gorgeous as an immortal, could it be some kind of fairy ghost?" ”
"Won't it?"
"But it's said that it's not Ansheng recently, so let's be careful."
"It's good that these two kids haven't been allowed to run around lately."
The little girl was indeed not mistaken, after two hours of incense effect had passed, the white scarlet hair that was originally like ink satin was almost all snow-white, and only a little hair on the sideburns still retained its original color.
The sky gradually fell silent, and the whole night seemed to be immersed in ink-like colors. The lights of King Qi's mansion were still on, and King Qi was relieved when he saw Qingqing drink a bowl of porridge and eat two small rolls.
"I know that you feel uncomfortable, but people still have to eat, although this matter has not been publicized for the time being, no matter what, the emperor will give us an explanation, Xiaoyu will naturally be wronged, and there will always be a time for revenge."
Qingqing sneered in her heart, revenge? What is the use of revenge if a person is really dead? And that Yu Wencheng himself is not clean, even if he investigates this matter thoroughly, it is not to give us an explanation, but to make himself feel at ease. Someone dared to overkill, but he couldn't find out, but he was afraid that it would be difficult to sleep peacefully at night.
It's just that these words can't be said to outsiders. And Qingqing also knew that his father would not really completely turn his face with Yu Wencheng, after all, the family was in the capital, and it was impossible not to think about the family. And he did his best today.
After eating a little more, Qingqing got up and said to his father, "I still want to go over and have a look." ”
It's already night now, and King Qi is actually somewhat reluctant to go to the vigil for his most distressed and beloved daughter, but he also knows that even if he says it, it will be in vain, and Qingqing will definitely not listen. swallowed the words into his stomach and only told a few more words.
"Bring a few more people and wear more clothes. It's winter now, so don't get cold. ”
"Father, I know the way." Qingqing's expression was still calm, "I won't do anything stupid." ”
"That's good." It's really not sad to look at Qingqing's eyes. King Qi also put his mind at ease. His expression was also a little sad, and he sighed twice, but only said, "Alas, in short, don't be too sad, you still have me." ”
He is a smart person, how can he not see the status of Lin Yu in Qingqing's heart, even if he didn't know it before. The situation reported by his third son after he came back was enough for him to understand. The so-called friend of life and death in adversity, two people are extremely close to each other. The feelings are naturally deep and extraordinary, but fortunately, he has probably vented a lot before, and he looks quite calm at this time, otherwise he is really worried that Qingqing will not be able to accept this reality.
It's just a pity that Yu girl, that child, he really likes it, he was willing to accept this righteous girl, on the one hand, it was Qingqing's plea and Yin Susu's face, on the other hand, he really valued that girl. After getting along in the future, although it is not sticky, it is also close, and the child respects himself very much, how can he not have a trace of feelings?
When he is old, his heart is hard, but people are also prone to sadness and nostalgia, King Qi watched Qingqing pass, and he sighed for a long time, and couldn't help but recall many things in the past.
Qingqing didn't know the complicated mood of King Qi of Lu Dao, she brought a few people over to park, because of her insistence, she did not use a coffin to hold Lin Yu's body, but used a good fragrant wood bed, decorated with flowers, Lin Yu's face did not change, it was still lifelike, and the whole person seemed to be sleeping in the flowers.
It's just that before she went, a small incident happened, the person guarding the door was knocked unconscious, and the third sister-in-law who was taking care of it was also knocked unconscious. After waking people up, a daughter-in-law vaguely remembered something.
"Just looking at a white back, with long white hair, and wearing white clothes......" she said to herself, a little scared, "it can't be Bai Impermanence." ”
"Don't talk nonsense, it's probably an old martial arts master." Qingqing glanced at her, went to visit Lin Yu's situation in person, and said with a sigh of relief, "Xu is the person sent by Yin Susu to see the situation, of course, it may also be sent by the emperor." ”
Her expression was a little cold, she was disgusted with these two people now, but she hated her lack of ability, Yin Susu didn't say it, Yu Wencheng at least had a chance, she really wanted revenge. There is another person, Yin Susu's younger brother, Bai Feiruo, is really hateful, even if he was not in the mansion at the time, he should come back now, if he was in the mansion at the time, he escaped from the mansion at that time, and now he has not returned, it is even more hateful!
There are really no good things in this world!
Qingqing actually had some complaints about King Qi to some extent, after all, with the power of King Qi, even if he was blinded by a guard at that time, as long as he had the heart to track down, there would always be some way to find his mother and daughter. He would never let his mother die of illness and no money for medical treatment, and sold herself into the Lu Mansion to be a slave and maid. Fortunately, King Qi showed a lot of affection in the future, and he did not remarry, otherwise Qingqing really had no way to accept this father quickly, let alone accept it sincerely.
After secretly scolding for a long time, Qingqing looked at Lin Yu's situation for a long time, and finally determined that Lin Yu had indeed used the kind of fake death incense he gave. The reason is very simple, since that thing is incense, it has unique characteristics, and after it is made, the fragrance of that kind of incense is naturally good. However, this kind of incense has a special feature, if it is taken by people or animals, it will continue to absorb the fragrance of the outside world in suspended animation.
This kind of incense was originally made for the purpose of cultivating people's natural fragrance, and fake death is just a side effect of this incense. The initial or real purpose should be to hope that the person who takes this spice can have a natural body fragrance, after all, the incense from the outside world is not as beautiful as the natural body fragrance. On the Qingqing Ancestor, a certain perfumer of the Wen family had a whim, perhaps in a different way. After the spice is used, the user can absorb the fragrance from the outside world?
In a way, he was a success. If a person who uses this incense is placed in the middle of various natural aromatic spices during suspended animation, his body will have a unique aroma for a long time after waking up, but it is so troublesome and to some extent it can be regarded as a failure.
Of course, there are women who do everything for beauty, money, time and even health, and don't care at all. Of course, I won't mind the side effects and troubles. Qingqing didn't have that courage, she configured it, one is curious. The main thing is the constant challenge, the fragrance together, and there is no end, she seems. Their own level is higher than their ancestors. It's still far from it.
Therefore, she happened to collect materials and configure a few pills that time, and because Lin Yu asked for it, she sent someone to give her one, but she didn't expect it to come in handy. She didn't expect it to be at first, so she couldn't help herself with anger and sadness. But when Yin Susu left, she suddenly found that the smell of the incense on her body was gone. And Lin Yu's condition seems to be a little different from what is written in the medical book.
There was hope in my heart. The state of the person is different, she was crying at that time and almost fainted, after discovering this, her heart suddenly felt much better, but she was still a little scared, and kept confirming. It was only at this moment that she was sure - the flowers placed around her could not smell the fragrance at all.
If she was pardoned, the world suddenly returned to its original state, the flowers were still red, the sky was still blue, she could hardly stand, knelt on the ground, and cried again.
After crying for a long time, she could barely stand up, and she had to be supported by Yahuan to stand up, and she thought of the next question.
If this is his own house and his own subordinates, things are very easy to do, and after he wakes up Xiaoyu, it is good to hide it from the outside world. At that time, no matter who wins or loses Yuwen Cheng Yuwen, even if it is a dog brain, what does it have to do with them? She was really scared, afraid that Xiaoyu would once again wade into this dangerous troubled water.
But now that it is in the Qi Palace, things are a little difficult to do, and what I said here is not counted, and the relationship between Yahuan's daughter-in-law and servants is complicated, everyone has it, there are many people, and it is basically impossible to save Lin Yu by himself, and then hide this matter.
Knowing that Lu Dao should have brought people to their own house at that time, Qingqing felt a little remorseful in her heart, but she also knew that Lu Dao was in this situation, even if it was for safety reasons, her father would not let her do this. And at that time, they were also thinking that if a funeral was held, it would be better and more decent for the Qi Wangfu to come forward, and they did not put forward a reason to oppose it.
Now the funeral is no longer necessary, but the news is not easy to hide. No matter how she behaved in her face, Qingqing never denied it in her heart, and in her heart, needless to say, she didn't trust a few so-called brothers and sisters, even her biological father. After all, with so many hardships and hardships, she came over alone, and King Qi, the father, was more of a icing on the cake for her.
And although she is not good at politics and is not good at calculation, she is not stupid, her father King Qi is a political figure, such a person will never think about problems purely from feelings. After following the old lady of the Lu family for many years, she knows very well the trade-offs between the so-called superiors and the so-called authorities, such a King of Qi, she really doesn't dare to trust it too completely.
However, in this matter, King Qi's performance is indeed remarkable, Qingqing thought about it for a while, she definitely can't make Lin Yu disappear in front of people without being silent and alarming others, and this matter really needs King Qi's help.
Therefore, after she called Yahuan and the steward, she specially told some things, and then went to find King Qi herself. Although the time is a little late, King Qi may have rested, but this matter is indeed not suitable for publicity, and it must be kept secret, but it doesn't hurt.
It's just that when she found Chang Sixuan, the people who were waiting around King Qi told her, "The prince hasn't rested yet, and he sighed for a long time, and then suddenly remembered something and called the eldest master over." ”
"Called Big Brother?"
Qingqing didn't think what was going on for a while, so she followed the steward towards Chang Sixuan's study, but as soon as she walked to the door, she saw that his eldest brother was thirty people, and he rushed out with his head in his arms, startling her. It was really a head rat, holding his head in both hands, and he didn't look up when he saw his sister-in-law, he couldn't see his face with his head down, and ran out in a gray way.
Qingqing was puzzled, when he heard a roar coming from the study, "Son! It's a shame that I have a weak and cold son like you! ”
Then the sound of teacups and others smashing on the ground, his eldest brother heard the sound. I was so scared that I ran faster. The sound of smashing in the house did not stop, and Qingqing walked to the door. There was also a thin white magnetic teacup that shattered in front of her, and the porcelain shards almost spilled on her feet.
"Father, dissipate your anger, why did the eldest brother provoke you?" She crouched down and began to pack up the porcelain pieces.
"Don't do it, be careful with your hands." Seeing that Qingqing was so docile and well-behaved, King Qi's temper suddenly became much smaller. sighed. "It's not your big brother yet."
"Big brother, he ......"
Qingqing really didn't think what was going on at first, after all, too many things had happened today, for her. It's no less than walking around from hell and coming back, plus I'm still very excited at this time, how can I think of the unpleasantness before. But soon she remembered what was going on. I don't plan to help her eldest brother explain it.
Really. King Qi was still a little angry when he mentioned the boss, "Sure enough, his mother is cold, and he is not good." I asked him to go before, how did he become your third brother?! Really, I'm still here, and I'm just treating my brothers and sisters like that, and I'll wait until later. If he really became the king of Qi, would he take care of his other brothers and sisters a little? ”
Qingqing stepped forward to help his father stroke his back. "You are angry, don't you still have a third brother? At that time, the third brother took the initiative to invite Ying. ”
"That's right, your third brother is not bad." King Qi was a little angry, and then he remembered that Qingqing's point came over, it couldn't be for no reason, "What's wrong?" Could it be that Yu girl's side is slacking off? If there are disobedient people, you just have to beat them, or kill them, I think these people should also take care of them. ”
"There is no such thing, how can you think that." Qingqing said in a little surprise.
"It's not your big brother, he's like this, and those subordinates can't be sure what to do." King Qi didn't expect his eldest son, who had always performed well, to be like this when facing things, and he was very disappointed. And he was already in a very sad mood today, so he just vented his emotions by scolding his eldest son.
"That's not it, although Yu Yatou doesn't often live here, but the subordinates continue to praise her, and such a big thing, who dares not to be dissatisfied?" Qingqing said gently, "Besides, there is a third sister-in-law, she is there to take care of her." ”
"Your third brother and wife are really good." King Qi sighed, "It's you, what do you want to say?" Don't be a bad thing, your father and I are old, and I really can't stand the blow. ”
He sighed again, Qingqing saw him like this, and hurriedly said, "It's not a bad thing, it's a good thing, yes, I promise that as soon as my father hears it, his mood will immediately improve." ”
"Just say it, something like this happened today, when I think of Xiaoyu, I feel uncomfortable, my heart hurts, and I just asked someone to cook medicine and I drank it." King Qi let out a long sigh and said.
"I mean it, but it's not a matter of telling the truth." Qingqing glanced around, but there was no one, after all, King Qi was obviously in a bad mood just now, and he was furious again, which fool would come over and be a punching bag?
Even so, Qingqing still dragged King Qi to the inner room, then lowered his voice and told King Qi the truth.
No, King Qi didn't laugh, but unconsciously reddened his eyes, and his voice was a little choked, still with a little disbelief, "You mean it really?" You're not coaxing me, are you? ”
"Really." Qingqing hugged her father, feeling that her heart had never been so close to him.
"Good, good, good!" King Qi said three good words in a row, "The sky has eyes!" It's not that I like Xiaoyu much, but that child is really good, I was thinking just now, maybe she is too good, God is jealous of talent, so she doesn't live long? Now it seems that I want to fork it. ”
After saying this, he found that he was already a little choked, and laughed at himself, "I'm old, your father and I used to be an iron-blooded man." ”
"Hehe, I don't believe it." Qingqing had just confirmed that Lin Yu was just faking his death, and he had been crying for a long time, and his emotions had calmed down, so he smiled at this time.
"However, father, I think it's better to hide this matter, whether it's Xiaoyu or our family, I don't want to wade into troubled waters anymore." Qingqing sighed, "If it is known that Xiaoyu is not dead, it will be another turmoil, even if he wants to make a comeback in the future, it will be in the future." ”
"That's what you said." King Qi already had this meaning, so he naturally agreed, "I'll handle this matter, you can rest assured." ”
The next day, news came out that King Qi was sick because of his heartache, and he was also sick because of his grief.
In fact, it was not only the two of them who were sick, but also the person who almost saw the audience, Yuan Jiangting. Guilt violates conscience, sadness, anger, anxiety, fright, remorse, worry and other emotions have been passed over again, great joy and sorrow are easy to get sick, not to mention that he is not only happy and sad, in just half a day, the taste of pain has almost tasted it.
Even if Yuan Jiangting was a strong tough guy, he couldn't hold it, so he launched a high fever when he got home. (To be continued......)
PS: Thank you CBBCA for the peace charm!