Qi Buyang recalled: "I'm in the same department as Jingxue......"

Qi Buyang told his relationship with Lin Jingxue, and some of the stories were selectively deleted. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

After hearing this, Lin Jingyun looked at Qi Buyang intently and didn't speak.

Qi Buyang smiled: "What's wrong? ”

Lin Jingyun asked, "Is this all your story?" ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Yes." ”

Lin Jingyun asked: "Why did I only hear the content of your acquaintance and acquaintance, but not the content of your love and love." ”

Qi Buyang was surprised: "Why not?" ”

Lin Jingyun smiled and asked, "Then what is the most impressive thing about the two of you during your relationship?" ”

"Hmm......" Qi Buyang hummed for a long time, but this paragraph was blank, let alone anything impressive.

Lin Jingyun continued: "Let's ask like this, how many times have you taken my sister to go shopping, how many times have you eaten, how many movies have you watched, how many times have you given her flowers, and how many times have you surprised her?" That's easy to answer. ”

Qi Buyang was shocked in his heart, and then he realized that there was a blank between himself and Jingxue, Jingxue didn't even enjoy the treatment of a woman in love, he suddenly realized how sorry he was for Jingxue, he owed her so much, compared to him and Binglan had several romantic memories.

Lin Jingyun saw that Qi Buyang didn't speak, and said loudly: "The love between you and my sister seems touching, but it is not a complete relationship at all. ”

"Brother-in-law, do you love my sister?"

"Of course!" Qi Buyang should be sure of it.

"Then do you think my sister loves you?"

Qi Buyang hesitated a little, but finally replied in a very affirmative tone: "She loves me!" ”

Lin Jingyun said: "Then your love will definitely stand any test, will you fall in love with another woman?" ”

Lin Jingyun asked Qi Buyang this question from the weakness of men's human nature, when a man falls in love with another woman, it is not that a man does not love the original one, but because love is the instinct of human beings.

Qi Buyang replied, "I don't know. ”

Lin Jingyun said: "You can't be sure, that means my sister may fall in love with other men." ”

Qi Buyang said unhappily: "Jingyun, are you someone else's sister like this?" I can't wait for my sister to be unhappy. ”

Lin Jingyun smiled: "Brother-in-law, I just want to know you better, from your answer and reaction just now, I know more about you." ”

Qi Buyang said: "Then tell me, what have you learned?" ”

Lin Jingyun said with a smile: "People's views will change because of some people and things, and there will be a period of vague and uncertain confusion during the period of change, during which people's personalities will be sensitive and changeable, and their personality characteristics will be diverse and contradictory. ”

Qi Buyang hid himself and asked; "And then?"

Lin Jingyun looked at Qi Buyang and said softly; "But what secret is hidden in your heart, when you lock your brows, I will feel sorry for you, just as you felt sorry for me when you saw me." As she spoke, her fingers silently landed on Qi Buyang's brow, gently smoothing out the tight wrinkles.

Qi Buyang said: "Jingyun, you can't get any happiness in return from me, other men can easily give it to you, but I can't, do you understand?" ”

Lin Jingyun smiled: "I understand, brother-in-law, I only ask to be able to lie down next to you now." Then she gently leaned her body on Qi Buyang's body and pillowed her head on his shoulder.

This level of intimacy was acceptable, so Qi Buyang didn't push her away.

Qi Buyang calmly looked at the opposite wall, let time pass in boredom, human life is limited, but how much time is spent in such boredom, if people are treated as a machine, boredom is that the machine is stopping running, this is probably also a meaning of boredom, the machine cannot be running forever, and it also needs to stop and rest sometimes.

I don't know how long it took, Qi Buyang glanced down at Lin Jingyun who was lying on top of him, only to find that Lin Jingyun had fallen asleep, this is a beautiful and vulgar face, the three sisters of the Lin family have different temperaments, but they are all stunning beauties, compared to her two sisters, Lin Jingyun's facial features make her temperament biased towards women like water, but it's a pity.

Indeed, longer eyebrows, a more petite nose, thinner, but more undulating lips, Qi Buyang does not believe in the physiognomy theory that thin lips are not good, he only knows that Lin Jingyun's facial features are very harmonious, and there is an overall harmonious beauty.

At this moment, Lin Jingyun is beautiful and quiet, just like when she was sick, the quiet Chu Chu is pitiful, and people can't help but feel pity and care.

But temperament is sometimes a deceptive illusion, Lin Jingyun is a little devil at all, and he has been tormenting him a lot these days, which can be described in one word - the desire to die, of course, not the kind of desire to die.

Qi Buyang smiled bitterly and moved his gaze from her to the wall again.

People are calm and motionless, but their thoughts begin to wander endlessly, no matter what kind of purpose Jingyun had just now, but inadvertently realized him, indeed the love between him and Jingxue is so pale, not even a decent date, if it were not for the heartache of looking at each other in the yin and yang worlds during her suffering from mutant bird flu, if it were not for the great joy at the moment when she left gloomily and walked together again, Qi Buyang didn't know if the two were love.

Binglan brought him a fiery passion, which made him passionate, bitter and happy, sad and joyful, so clear, so profound.

And the snow is as gentle and bustling as the breeze in March, and like the quiet lake on the calm lake, her beauty is traceless, quietly seeping into your heart, she is a very reasonable woman, although she did not show excessive thoughtfulness in words and deeds, and she was with her but never added the slightest trouble to Qi Buyang, no need to be considerate than considerate, the characters of the two belong to the monotonous and boring kind, and it will never be possible to collide with any sparks of passion, but all the time, He and Jingxue know each other, there are many things that can be understood by each other with a look and a smile, she will not beg for love and care from him like other women, even if she is sad and hardest in her heart, she will not complain to herself.

It is precisely in this way that Qi Buyang has always used Lin Jingxue to consume, he spends love, care, and time on others, and puts Lin Jingxue in an inconspicuous and unimportant position.

This is not that Lin Jingxue is not important in her heart, but that she is so important that she can ignore her feelings, and she can let her bear more grievances.

Qi Buyang has always felt guilty about Jingxue in his heart, and he has always felt very sorry for her, but it was only after Jingyun said those words just now that this feeling suddenly became stronger.

The more he thought about it, the more Qi Buyang felt that it was difficult to be a man, it was better to be a pig, sleep after eating stupidly every day, and then be slaughtered one night.

In the past, he used to take the four words of a clear conscience as the standard for his life and work, but now he thinks that he is not worthy of these four words at all, and he is ashamed of himself and others......

The night was deep, and when I looked down at Lin Jingyun again, she looked like she would definitely sleep until tomorrow morning before waking up, but she was not polite to herself at all, and used her body as a pillow.

Suddenly, I saw my hand around her arm at some point, but I also explained to myself in a chic way, I should sleep with a little girl in my arms.

Then he stared boredly at the opposite wall.

In the middle of the night, Qi Buyang was anxious to go to the toilet, but he couldn't move, and he couldn't bear it, so he simply carried Lin Jingyun to his office, put her on the sofa, put something on her head, and closed the office door back to the door of the ward......

Early in the morning, no one from the hospital came to work, so Lin Jingxue and Zhen Fu came to the hospital to take over.

I didn't sleep all night, but Qi Buyang couldn't see any tiredness.

Lin Jingxue handed over the breakfast, "My mother made it early, what about Jingyun?" ”

Qi Buyang took the breakfast and responded, "Jingyun is sleeping in my office." ”

Zhen Fu looked at Lin Faxiong through the glass of the ward for a while, then turned back to the two and said, "I'll send breakfast to Jingyun." ”

Although Qi Buyang ate an ordinary breakfast, it was full of the care of his relatives.

Lin Jingxue sat down beside him, and Qi Buyang left her hotel that day, and the two never stayed alone again.

Lin Jingxue watched him eat quietly, and only after a while did she laugh out loud: "Hungry, right?" ”

Qi Buyang responded: "No, it's my aunt's good cooking skills, which makes people have a great appetite when they smell the food she cooks." ”

Lin Jingxue smiled and said, "Then you can rest assured, you will be able to eat every day in the future." ”

Qi Buyang heard this, but suddenly stopped, and after a few seconds, he looked sideways at Lin Jingxue, under Qi Buyang's gaze, the atmosphere immediately changed, making Lin Jingxue feel like a couple whose relationship was broken and divorced, and suddenly found a little bit of the feeling she had before, Lin Jingxue wanted to say something, but what she wanted to say was afraid of touching this reality that could not be changed - she quit and fulfilled Buyang and Binglan.

Qi Buyang turned around and continued to eat breakfast, his heart was by no means as calm as he looked like he was eating breakfast, on the contrary, the waves were turbulent, but it was covered by the disguise of his appearance.

The sudden silence made Lin Jingxue a little embarrassed and unnatural, she deliberately found a topic and asked, "Did you sleep last night?" ”

"Nope." Qi Buyang responded lightly.

"Thank you for your hard work."

"That's what I'm supposed to do."

After two sentences, there was nothing to say, and this time it was Qi Buyang's turn to find a topic, "I don't think my aunt's spirit is very good?" ”

Lin Jingxue responded: "She and my dad have been married for decades, and now my dad is lying on the hospital bed, how does she sleep, she gets up to make breakfast before dawn, I see her in the morning, I know that she didn't sleep much last night." ”

Qi Buyang responded: "I can see that your parents are very emotional." ”

Lin Jingxue said lightly: "It is not easy for two people to be like a day for decades, everything that should be said has been said, and everything that should be understood has been understood, sometimes I feel that the two of them have nothing to say and nothing to do." ”

Qi Buyang asked, "Jingxue, is this your view of love?" ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "I don't know, love is a very vague thing for me, I don't think I know much about it, and I don't have any right to speak." ”

Qi Buyang looked at her, his heart was suddenly very excited, and he suddenly grabbed her hands.

Lin Jingxue's body trembled violently because of Qi Buyang's action, and then quickly wanted to withdraw her hand in a trance.

Qi Buyang held on to her so that she couldn't pull back, Lin Jingxue had to say: "Noyang, you calm down, think about Binglan, think about how much she has suffered for you, think about ......"

Qi Buyang interrupted: "I don't want to hear this now, if we are destined to be inseparable, but I still want to talk to you about a vigorous love!" ”

Lin Jingxue's expression was puzzled, and she didn't know what Qi Buyang meant by this, "What you say, I don't understand." ”

Qi Buyang said: "We walked together because we fell in love, but we never fell in love, we didn't go shopping together, we didn't watch movies together, I didn't give you flowers, I didn't give you gifts, we didn't even date once." ”