Her consciousness was also blurry, and the bright light in the room made her a little confused about day and night.

In a daze, someone helped himself up.

"Li Jing, open your mouth and take the medicine." It was Ren Er's voice, she opened her eyes, saw his anxious eyes, had no strength anymore, and obediently opened her mouth and swallowed the medicine.

In the end, he still couldn't help but ignore her. Lying on the bed tossing and turning and unable to sleep, her mind was full of the appearance of her lying on the floor weakly, Ren Er still got up from the bed, but as soon as he came out, he saw that she still maintained the appearance of being thrown on the floor by herself, he suddenly felt a little heartache, she was like a doll that he had broken down, and collapsed there weakly.

"You're back."

He watched her dry cracked mouth open and close.

"Stop talking, close your eyes and get some rest." His voice was gentle, like he used to be.

She really closed her eyes and let him hold her, she didn't know where he had carried her, but it felt so good to be held by him in his arms. Warm and safe. Let her forget about those unpleasant things for a while.

She felt him put a wet towel on her head, cool.

I don't know how long it took, but she felt much more comfortable, less hot, and finally able to sleep peacefully.

It seemed to be back that summer, the day my father divorced that woman, the final exams, the rain poured down, and she was damp and cold in the ruins, and at that time she thought that the woman was her mother.

Ren Er stood in front of her, put his hand on hers, and told her: Even if the whole world has abandoned you, as long as you turn around, you will see that I have been waiting for you.

His cheeks were whiter from the rain, without a trace of blood.

She panged inwardly, and opened her arms to rush over and hug him, but she didn't hold anything. His body was empty, ghost-like, and she watched in amazement as he gradually became transparent in front of her, and then vanished.

"Ah, don't, don't!" She struggled to scream. The dream ended just when she actually screamed.

When she opened her eyes, it was already dawn, and she was holding one of Ren Er's arms tightly.

He slept beside her.

She let go of her hand abruptly. This is in ...... Bedchamber?!

Last night, was she he always taking care of?!

"Are you awake?" Ren Er was awakened by her dream words, and unconsciously rubbed his sleepy eyes with the back of his hand. The sun shone on his face, his long eyelashes rolled with his eyelids, and he yawned like a small animal, and the white teeth inside could be seen.

"Hmm." Li Jing was a little embarrassed, she pointed to herself, "...... you last night?" ”

"Well, I'll carry you to bed." He got up and poured her a glass of water, "I really don't know what you're going to do, it's cold, and you have to sleep on the sofa these days, can you not catch a cold and not have a fever?" ”

"Do you really not know what to do?" She held the glass of water in her hand and looked at him fixedly.

Ren Er's eyes instantly became deep, as if he had thought of something, and he stopped talking.

The two men were silent.

"I'm going to work." Ren Er got up and said hello, escaping the awkward atmosphere.

Li Jing nodded.

If the seasons have a color, winter should be white, spring should be colored, summer should be endless oil green, and autumn, it must be golden. The mountains in the distance are golden, as are the stalks of the crops left behind after the harvest in the fields, and the fallen leaves that swirl and flutter with the autumn wind are even more golden. This golden yellow is different from the golden yellow of wheat in May, when the golden yellow brings joy, and no one thinks of despair when they see the endless wheat fields, but when they see this yellow color that is exclusive to autumn, they must feel a trace of despair. The desolate land after the harvest, the withered trees, the mountains that began to die and silent, all brought with them the deep despair, the huge gears of life clattering and turning, as if nothing changed at every moment, but it was indeed changing all the time. The great despair of autumn soaked Li Jing in it like water, and she opened her eyes in the water, looking at the transparent world, but she couldn't breathe.

Exhale deeply. "Mom, life is always like this, right, when you think everything is okay, when you think you see hope, in fact, everything is a bad start, what you see is not necessarily hope, it may be despair."

The young woman in the photo still has the same smile and looks at her without saying a word.

"You felt the same way when I came to this world, right?" Li Jing used the dead branches she picked up in her hand to sweep away the yellow leaves that had just drifted over. "So...... "That's why you're lying here quietly."

Li Jing shook her head, "Mom, I think I'd better look for you in another sixty years, but can you recognize me?" ”

"I often wonder if people will always maintain the same face as they did when they died in another world after death, and then I must be an old lady, and you must still be very young," her smile swayed in the autumn breeze, "Hehe, it's funny to think about." ”

Li Jing's expression became serious, "There are actually some beautiful things in this world, such as Xixi, she, who is now in college in Beijing, is a very warm girl, so rely on me, she can't do without me." ”

On the way back from that remote cemetery, Li Jing remembered the scene of the fever that night, Ren Er, after all, still cared about her. But can they go back in time?

"And then?" Wang Xixi stared at the diamond ring on Li Jing's hand, "Have you forgiven him?" ”

"Hmm." Li Jing nodded lightly, "Isn't it unproductive?" I should have dumped him right away, should I? It's not cool at all. ”

Wang Xixi shook his head, "No, I think you will forgive someone when you really fall in love with him." Li Jing, you still love him very much in your heart, right? ”

Li Jing was noncommittal, she looked up at the blood-soaked sunset, and squinted her eyes, "I don't know how much I love him, it's always very plain, maybe in the plain he has become a part of my life, just like hair, it will always split and bloom when it grows, but just cut it off." ”

Li Jing's hair has grown, her black hair hangs down to her waist like a waterfall, but her face is even thinner, and only between her eyebrows and eyes can be vaguely distinguished.

Over the years, she has watched her go from short hair to long hair, watching her go from liking others to being liked by others, she is gradually becoming mature from youth, Wang Xixi is like watching a long movie, this is the span of this movie is calculated in years.