Is there still a little bit of spicy food?

Li Man glanced at her, and did not expose Shangguan Xue's attempt to make sauerkraut fish for Yan Jinxue, but said, "There is no sauerkraut at home, next time I buy some and come back, and then teach you to make it, and teach you to make something else today." ”

"What?" Shangguan Xue looked slightly disappointed, she saw it that day, Yan Jin loves to eat sauerkraut fish.

Li Man looked at her like this, sighed slightly in her heart, but said with a smile on her face, "Look at how fat this fish is, just the fish head is delicious when it is burned." Today I will teach you how to make chopped pepper fish head, can't you eat spicy? Then I'll put more chili peppers and exercise you. Keep this dish and you can eat it, and you won't be afraid of any spicy food in the future. ”

"Huh?" When Shangguan Xue heard that she put more chili peppers, her little face turned white with fright.

Next to her, Tian Ningying saw this, and secretly pursed her lips and smiled, in private, the two little girls became best friends, and they also talked a lot about each other's hearts and private words.

Therefore, Tian Ningying fully knows what Shangguan Xue is thinking at the moment.

A little girl who doesn't dare to eat spicy food, she wants her to eat spicy, ho, cruel enough, especially, their skin is not as good as Man'er's sister-in-law, once it is spicy, the next day this face will have acne, it is terrible to think about.

"What? Don't dare? Li Man teased again, "This chopped pepper fish head is even more delicious than sauerkraut fish." ”

Shangguan Xue hurriedly shook her head, "No, I dare, just learn this chopped pepper fish head." ”

"Okay." Li Man responded, squatted down, leaned over, picked the biggest fish, and handed it to Shangguan Xue, "You come." ”

"What for?" As soon as the happy fish got to his hand, he slipped to the ground, and Shangguan Xue was anxious to pick it up, but the fish was jumping around, and he couldn't do it at all.

Li Man had to grab the fish by himself, throw it on the board, pick up the kitchen knife, and said, "To do the first step of chopping the head of the pepper fish, you have to have a fish head, so you have to be able to pick up this fish." ”

When it was over, she handed the kitchen knife to Shangguan Xue and asked her to kill the fish.

As soon as Shangguan Xue held the kitchen knife, her hand trembled, "Sister, I won't." ”

"Don't be afraid." Li Man shook her hand lightly and said, "This is the first step in learning to cook, you have to understand the dishes in your hands, and even if you have to cook for others in the future, this work of cutting and washing vegetables is all done by others, and you have not done anything except stir-fry twice, do you feel willing?" ”

Shangguan Xue shook her head, "Unwilling." ”

If she cooked fish for Yan Jin, she would never want to fake her hands to others, not at all, including the fish, she had to pick it herself.

Li Man shrugged, "That's it, every process of this cooking is poured into your own emotions." Therefore, the cooked dishes will be fragrant, and they will be more able to touch the heart of the person who eats the dishes. ”

She felt that in fact, the food she cooked was not as good as that, but the men of the Li family never ate enough, why is this?

It's nothing more than that she thinks it's hard to cook food, and when she cooks it, she pours out a lot of love for them, so that they feel fragrant in their mouths and sweet in their hearts.

"Hmm." With Li Man's words, Shangguan Xue's eyes became firm little by little, and she picked up the kitchen knife to chop the head of the fish.

The fierce posture frightened Tian Ningying next to her, and quickly hid far away, shouting, "Xue'er, you can be careful, don't chop your hands." ”

Li Man glanced at her, "Ying'er, don't talk nonsense." ”

While catching Shangguan Xue, holding her hand holding the knife, he said, "Let's use the knife to knock this fish unconscious, so that it can be killed." ”

"Hmm." Shangguan Xue tried twice, probably using enough force, the fish really didn't move, and she also sweated, "Sister, it's faint." ”

"Okay, you want the fish head, I want the fish body, this fish is very delicious, I'll get some fried fish balls for the children to eat." Li Man said.

Tian Ningying immediately said, "We have to eat too." ”

"Okay, if you want to eat, you'll help me remove the fish bones later." Li Man said with a smile, looking back at Yunyan's juice, he said, "Yunyan, your juice making skills are getting more and more exquisite, next time, I will also give you a juice machine." ”

"Really?" Yunyan liked the taste of juice very much, and was pleasantly surprised when she heard it.

Li Man nodded, "Really." But we have to wait for Li Yan to be busy for a while. ”

"Yes, he did?" Yunyan's expression was suffocated, and he opened his eyes a little unnaturally.

Tian Ningying came over and said, "My second cousin did it, my second cousin is skillful, he can do anything." As long as my sister-in-law draws a picture, he can make it like that. ”

"Oh, no trouble." Yunyan said to Li Man in a sneering manner.

Li Man chuckled, "Don't bother, you are also my cousin, in this way, you can drink whenever you want at home in the future." ”

"This-" Thinking of Li Yan, Yunyan didn't dare to think about it, "He won't be willing." ”

"Cloud smoke." Li Man patted her shoulder lightly and said, "Don't mention him, you just look like this, okay?" It's as good as it was just now, and it's good with a little smile on your face. ”

"Yes." Tian Ningying also said, "You are so beautiful, I'm afraid you won't be able to get married." My second cousin can't make it, and there are other men. Or—"

The girl's eyes rolled, and she suddenly said in surprise, "Sister Yun, why don't you consider my eldest brother." ”

"Ahh The clouds are embarrassed.

Shangguan Xue killed the fish, and also came over with a kitchen knife, and said, "Yes, Sister Yun, Brother Ning An is fine, or you will marry him, then you will kiss and kiss." ”

Yunyan became more and more embarrassed, and hurriedly pushed the two away, "I'll go and pack the juice." ”

"Sister Yun, I'm serious, just consider my eldest brother." Tian Ningying chased after her, and she wanted to recognize her as a sister-in-law.

Yunyan only hung his head and said nothing.

Li Man pulled Tian Ningying away, "Just be idle, go pick and wash these vegetables, and fry them at night." ”

"Sister-in-law Man'er, I'm talking to my future sister-in-law." Tian Ningying wanted to be lazy.

"Don't be lazy, if the food is not good, you won't have anything to eat at night." Li Man pushed her to work, turned over and smiled at Yunyan, "These two children are open-mouthed, don't be surprised." ”

Yunyan's expression froze, and then he smiled, "Knowing that they are joking, how can I take it seriously." ”

"Uh." Li Man was slightly stunned, knowing that Yunyan was sensitive, he was afraid that he was too careful.

But she didn't explain, after all, what Yunyan liked in her heart was Li Yan, and if she and Tian Ningan were forcibly put together, it would be unfair to her and Tian Ningan.

Besides, the aunt doesn't seem to have much of a good impression of Yunyan.

For the sake of family harmony, Li Man did not agree with Yunyan and Tian Ningan.

Bringing a glass jar to fill the juice, Li Man packed up the fish and planned to fry some fish balls first.

Yunyan looked at it, it seemed that only Tian Ningying needed help here, so she sat silently next to her and helped pick vegetables together.

Tian Ningying squeezed her eyes at her and whispered, "Sister Yun, you should think about my proposal just now, there will be no such shop in this village after that." My eldest brother is really a good person, although he is not as good-looking as my second cousin, but he is very good at living, and besides, he can cook food. Hehe, if you marry my eldest brother, you don't need to learn to cook, just let him cook whatever you want to eat in the future. ”

"Ying'er, don't talk nonsense." Yunyan lowered her head and whispered to stop her.

"I didn't talk nonsense." Tian Ningying suddenly thought that her eldest brother had eaten that day, and asked her about Yunyan, and couldn't help laughing, "What if my eldest brother likes you very much?" Are you willing to give him a chance? ”

Yunyan hurriedly shook his head, "Don't say it, I'm not worthy of your eldest brother." In this life, I will not get married. ”

"Huh?" Tian Ningying was surprised when she heard this, "Why don't you get married?" ”

"Be quiet." Yunyan hurriedly covered her mouth.

But the movement here still alarmed the other two.

Shangguan Xue was curious, "Who doesn't marry?" ”

Tian Ningying looked at Yunyan, "It's Sister Yun." ”

The knife in Li Man's hand was stunned, and he looked at Yunyan in surprise, could it be that her words just now made her feel too distracted, so she was angry and had this idea?

"Sister Yun, why don't you get married?" Shangguan Xue threw down the fish head and ran over to ask worriedly.

Yunyan was embarrassed by the look, and hurriedly explained, "I'm joking with Ying'er, you are—hurry up." ”

"No, Sister Yun, I feel like you have something to hide from us." Shangguan Xue said bluntly.

Indeed, Li Man also feels this way.

"What's the matter? Me? Yunyan pointed at himself with a little weakness.

Shangguan Xue nodded.

Even Tian Ningying said, "I feel that you are very different from the last time you were in the Goddess Valley." ”

Yunyan was embarrassed, "Why is it different?" I didn't feel it. ”

"Sister Yun, if it's just because of my brother-in-law Li Yan, forget it, he only has my sister in his heart, the more you like him, the more you will get hurt." Shangguan Snow Trail.

Yunyan's expression changed, and he almost cried.

"Sister Yun, cry if you want to, and after crying, give up." Shangguan Xue persuaded.

Yunyan held his face with both hands and shook his head uncontrollably, "It's not him, it's me who is bad, it's me who doesn't deserve to live." ”

Seeing her like this, Tian Ningying and Shangguan Xue were stunned, they just like someone, why don't they deserve to live?

Li Man glanced at the two of them and motioned for them to go out first.

The two of them were not at ease, but it was indeed the two of them who made Yunyan cry like this, and they didn't dare to stay, so they had to go out first in confusion.

After the two of them left, Li Manfang took out a handkerchief and handed it to Yunyan, "Just cry, cry, but don't say that you don't deserve to live." God let us be born in this world, and naturally he has his reasons. If you are alive, you have hope, but when you die, you have nothing. ”

Yunyan took the handkerchief, still covering her face, crying promisingly, the tears quickly wet the handkerchief, but the emotions in her heart not only did not vent, but the more she cried, the more sad she became.

At this moment, Li Man felt that the sky in this woman's heart had already fallen.

"Is it because of Li Yan?" She could hardly believe that a man could really ruin a woman like this? And this man is still his own, and this kind of relationship is really complicated and tangled.

Yunyan shook her head and raised her teary eyes to look at her, "It's really not him." ”

"Then why are you like this?" Li Man didn't believe it.

Yunyan sniffed, wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and then choked up, "I'm not a good woman." ”

"How do you say that? What have you done that hurts nature? Li Manhu asked suspiciously.

Yunyan smiled miserably, "It's about the same." ”

"Huh?" Li Man seemed taken aback and asked, "Tell me, what's the matter?" ”

"I killed someone." Yunyan's eyes suddenly became cold and mocking, "Do you believe it?" I've killed people. ”

Seriously, Li Man couldn't believe that a weak woman like her could kill someone, but her expression at this time made her have to believe it.

"Killed whom?" Li Man asked calmly.

Yunyan's tears fell again, clasped his hands on his chest, and began to cry again.

Crying pitifully.

Li Man looked quietly, suddenly stretched out his arm, and hugged her into his arms, "Okay, it's all over." ”

"No," Yunyan threw herself into her arms and choked up, "I don't want to kill him, I really don't want to, but why would he do something like that to me?" I hate him. ”

"Yunyan, what happened?" Li Man opened her easily, looked at her red and swollen eyes from crying, and asked seriously.

Yunyan was stunned, slowly lowered her head, and finally told Li Man what had been suppressed in her heart for a long time and had been tormenting her.

It turned out that in the village where she lived, there was a man who was also a childhood sweetheart.

Back then, when Yunyan and her father came here, they were ostracized by the villagers for a long time, except for the boy.

The boy's family was also poor, and he was the only one who depended on his mother for his life.

In this regard, Yunyan felt a sense of sympathy, and the two children slowly got closer.

But Yunyan said that she has always treated the boy as an elder brother, and has never had other ideas, nor has she ever paid attention to the boy's thoughts.

It wasn't until Li Yan's appearance later that she fell in love with Li Yan, and even quarreled with the boy for him.

Later, she went to Li's house to find Li Yan.

and then Li Yan and Li Mo sent her home.

It was that trip back that completely changed her fate.

The boy showed unprecedented anger and reluctance at her running away from home to chase another man, and on the night she returned, he found her drunk.

He scolded her, even beat her, and in the end, he used force on her.

Yunyan resisted desperately, accidentally stabbed him to death with a hairpin, and also injured his face.

The fright was so great that she didn't have time to look at him and ran away overnight.

She didn't know where she went, she wandered all the way, and lived a beggar-like life, until one day she saw a notice that the emperor rehabilitated the Yun family, so she begged all the way to the capital and returned to her home.

Life finally settled down, but the fear in my heart was not less than that.

Now she is very afraid of the night, as long as it is dark, she will think of what happened that night, and think of the boy covered in blood looking for her life.

After saying that, Yunyan finally calmed down.

"I owe him my life, and sooner or later I will have to pay it back."

"He used violence first, and you just defended too much." Li Man comforted, but no matter which girl encounters such a thing, it is difficult to pass this hurdle in her heart.

Yunyan shook his head, "I wanted to go back and confess my guilt, but I was reluctant, I knew that the Shangguan family had also been rehabilitated, and you would definitely come back." Sure enough, I saw you and Li Yan later. During that period of time, you went back to Shennugou, and there were only Li Yan and his younger brother here. Every day, I would hide at the mouth of that alley, watching him go out with Li Hua and go to the shop together. I looked at him from afar, and suddenly I didn't dare to confess, I didn't want to die. Whining. ”

Li Man patted her back gently, listening to her helpless cry, but she didn't know how to comfort her, she could only sigh that the world is impermanent, and creation makes people, who would have thought that such a thing would happen, if she had known, she would not have let Li Mo send her home.

"Man'er, don't worry." After crying for a long time, Yunyan suddenly wiped her tears, looked at her firmly, and said, "I won't drag you down, I have already made a plan to go back and confess." I'll go back tomorrow. ”

"Cloud smoke." Li Man grabbed her, the ancient punishment was very harsh, but there was no self-defense, and killing someone would pay for her life.

"You calm down first, let us think about this again. I consulted with my eldest brother and them. ”

"Don't." Yunyan hurriedly said, she didn't want Li Yan to know about such a thing, "Man'er, I will be responsible for this matter, for Brother Gui'er, I owe him a life after all, even if I am asked to pay for my life, I should do it." ”

"Cloud ......"

"Don't persuade you." Yunyan took a deep breath, had already made up her mind, and actually smiled at Li Man, "Man'er, after telling you, my heart is much happier, really, thank you." ”

"Yunyan, I think it's better to find someone to go back and explore the situation first." Li Man said.

Yunyan shook his head, "I've been running away for so long, and I don't want to drag others down anymore." Actually, I have wanted to confess my sins for a long time, but I have never had the courage. Until these days, with you. I just know that you are really alive like this. And I've been living in hell all the time. Man'er, I want to come out of hell. So, I have to take responsibility for what I've done. ”

"Cloud smoke." Li Man didn't know how to persuade this girl.

Yunyan held her hand and smiled lightly, "Don't say anything, I accept my fate, if I really want to die, I will also die innocently." I don't want to live in hell all the time in my heart. Man'er, just follow me this time. ”