"Brother Hao, what are you busy with? What are you packing up for? ”

Zhang Yanlin found that Li Hao was packing the package.

"I'm going to go over there, I always have to clean up."

Li Hao didn't say that he didn't want to live here anymore, because the contradictions with Lin Ya were irreconcilable, and only time could solve these problems.

This time it finally diverted Lin Ya's attention from the divorce, Li Hao didn't want to challenge her bottom line in front of Lin Ya all the time, although Li Hao didn't know what Lin Ya's bottom line was.

"You must take me with you!"

Zhang Yanlin heard that Li Hao was going to go to her brother, and immediately begged.

"Linlin, haven't you figured it out yet? It's really dangerous there! ”

Li Hao packed up his things and sat on the bed with Zhang Yanlin.

"I must go! No matter how dangerous it is! Take me with you, I promise not to make trouble for you, or I'll sneak away myself!" ”

"Come with me first, and then we'll talk about it!"

Li Hao took Zhang Yanlin's hand and walked outside, but he didn't expect to meet Lin Ya at the staircase.

"Are you really leaving?"

"Yes, you have to go!"

"Can you tell me the address?"

"It's useless to tell you, you don't know what to do with this place!"

Then Li Hao took Zhang Yanlin's hand and walked downstairs.

Before Wu's mother could react, she found that Li Hao had already walked out of the room.

After Lin Ya saw Li Hao leaving, she felt inexplicably lost, and before she knew it, she came to Li Hao's room.

There was still a faint smell of smoke, but Lin Ya didn't feel the pungent at this time.

The bed was made very clean, and there were two keys lying on it, Lin Ya knew, one was the key to the door, and the other was the key to the car.

"Don't you even want these things?"

Lin Ya held the two keys and could faintly feel the body temperature left by Li Hao.

For what, I obviously hate this person, but I was so reluctant when he left.

For something, I obviously hoped that he would leave quickly, but I was a little distressed when he left.

"Miss, what's wrong with Uncle?"

Lin Ya didn't notice that Mother Wu was already standing behind her at some point.

"It's nothing, don't clean this room for the time being."

After Lin Ya finished speaking, she walked into her room.

……

After Li Hao pulled Zhang Yanlin out, he didn't drive because he left all the car keys.

After walking with Zhang Yanlin for a while, he stopped a taxi and came directly to Gwangju International.

After entering Gwangju International, Li Hao asked Qin Meng to arrange a separate room for him, also on the sixth floor.

After Qin Meng made arrangements, he went to get busy, and only Zhang Yanlin stayed by Li Hao's side.

It was eleven o'clock at night, and Li Hao didn't expect that he hadn't slept for several nights in a row.

The iron man was also a little tired, but Li Hao was not sleepy at all now.

"Linlin, come with me and go for a walk!"

"Good!"

Li Hao took Zhang Yanlin, and the two came to the Huangpu River, the most notable place in Zhonghai City, even if the river surface looked magnificent during the day, it became calm under the cover of night. Li Hao knew that this was just an appearance, and the night was the best at hiding something and giving people an illusion.

Leaning on the railing by the river, Li Hao said: "Linlin, do you know what I won't let you go to that place?" ”

"I vaguely know a little bit."

"No, you still don't know what to do! It's not what you can imagine. ”

Li Hao took a deep breath and said in a calm tone: "There is loess everywhere, there is mud and sand everywhere, and your whole body, except for blood and sweat, there is no water and no food." There is not a single intact person lying next to you, either hands and feet, or skull, or internal organs. You can't tell if they're your comrades or your enemies. Your ears are as soft as a fart except for the sound of mortar artillery explosions.

If you make a slight appearance, a grenade may hit you right on the head, and even if you stand still, a shell will hit your trench. One second you never know the way, the next second you will be missing a leg, not an arm, and you won't even know how to die.

When you see anything alive on the other side, whatever it is, your first instinct is to shoot, even if it's a civilian! Enemy! It's still your own people! the humanitarianism! Go to the battlefield without hurting civilians! Just stand across from you, and you're going to die!

When you see your comrades-in-arms who get along with you day and night fall beside you, and see your commander and good brothers being blown to pieces by the enemy's artillery fire, you have no sadness at all, no joy, no feeling, only one emotion! That's the death, fortunately it's not me!!

When you can't even take care of your own life, life and death have become an ungraspable moment, who the hell still has the leisure to care about the life and death of others! Avenge? That's all fools' work! If you can't beat it, run away! If you can fight, you must let yourself live first! When people are alive, they can have anything, and when they die, everything is nonsense!

There was no food there, only the corpses of teammates, the corpses of enemies, and even the moldy bones that wild dogs didn't want to gnaw!

In that case, no one can guarantee that they will live until tomorrow, so we all cherish the time together.

Do you know the truth? If you were in that kind of place, I wouldn't care if you lived or died, because my own survival was a problem. ”

As Li Hao spoke, his voice began to become hoarse, and for the first time he told people about the feeling that he had been buried in his heart for a long time.

Zhang Yanlin was stunned when she heard it, she never thought that Li Hao and her brother lived in that kind of place, and she never dared to imagine it.

"There's ...... Be...... Battlefield? ”

"Yes, there is a battlefield, a real battlefield! Your brother and I have long agreed that if anyone is surrounded, they must not save the other party, because that will only increase the casualties, and under the guns of hundreds and thousands of troops, even the gods dare not say that they can escape. ”

"How long have you lived there?"

"Sixteen years, exactly sixteen years, and your brother and I have known each other for ten years."

Li Hao took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and after saying those words, he seemed to return to the days of bullets and bullets in the past.

There were more than six of their brothers, but the rest died.

Li Hao has even eaten the corpses of dead people, some teammates, some enemies, because the desert battles over there are very frequent, and you won't bring a lot of food and water at all, so you will die faster.

"My brother hasn't told me anything."

It was the first time Zhang Yanlin had heard of such a place.

"Because he doesn't want you to worry."

"Then why are you going to save my brother? Didn't you say you couldn't save it? You'll die too! ”

Li Hao took a sharp puff of cigarettes, which was a box of cigarettes for five yuan, and the taste was enough.

"Because that's my brother, no matter what, what the ending is, this time I'm going to go and see, even if they're gone, I'm going to bring their ashes back, if I can't bring them back, I'll go and accompany them!"