The ancients said: A man doesn't flick when he has tears, just because he hasn't reached the sad place, and Zhao Xuan's heart is very painful at the moment, like a thousand arrows piercing his heart, and I don't know if this feeling is sad?

Before today, dating Xu Danlu was the greatest happiness in his life, and every time he thought about it, he would laugh happily, but from just now, everything that had been with her has become the biggest pain in his heart, isn't it a bit ironic?

Zhao Xuan hadn't shed tears since he was eight years old, and sometimes he even felt like he had forgotten the feeling of tears.

But today, he suddenly remembered that feeling.

There are two kinds of most difficult feelings in this world, one is that a man who has always only known tears shed blood for you, and the second is a man who only knows how to shed blood, and he actually shed tears for you.

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There is a hill behind the west gate of the Academy of Arts, there is a small lake on the side of the hill, the name of this small lake is called Red Lake, it has always been quiet and beautiful, and it is a good place for couples to have a tryst.

At this moment, the autumn wind is bleak and the weather is getting cooler, but there are more couples staying in the grove, but there are no people at all by this red lake.

There were several stone benches on the side of the red lake near the hill, and at this moment Zhao Xuan was sitting on the stone bench, holding his knees with his hands, burying his head deeply on his knees, and the scenes of the past appeared in front of his eyes, everything seemed to happen yesterday.

When he first went to college, Zhao Xuan never thought that the goddess of love would favor him, and he never had a fluke mentality, so he never dressed himself, except for going to class every day, he either practiced the flute in the music room, or learned professional-related knowledge in the library, everything he did was so that he could find a good job in the future and make money to support his family.

He also longed for love, but he knew that it was unrealistic, he was mediocre in appearance and had no money in his pocket, how could he let that beautiful and generous or cute girl favor him?

Therefore, Zhao Xuan preliminarily planned his love plan after graduating from college and finding a stable job, after all, his current living expenses are squeezed out of his parents' teeth, and he has to save money in school, where can he divide part of it for others?

It was precisely because of this that Zhao Xuan didn't even dare to participate in the class reunion, because the money he needed to spend every time he attended the party had to save it for a week. Sometimes a classmate in the class invited him to dinner, and he refused all of them, not because he was arrogant, but because he was embarrassed, because always letting others treat him for free would make him lose face, so he simply stopped eating.

Lack of confidence causes Zhao Xuan to always be very unconfident, and he almost never appears in front of people, if it weren't for that incident, I'm afraid Xu Danlu wouldn't know him at all, let alone become his girlfriend.

It was a spring morning, and the students of Puhai Art Institute of the 09th grade went on a two-day spring outing in Puhai Nanshan, and the tents were set up at the foot of Nanshan Mountain early, and there were as many as 20 of them.

After the tent was set up, all the students began to play wildly, and the laughter of the girls and the cries of the boys were mixed with great joy.

But at this moment, a scream made the scene suddenly silent, and the subsequent sounds of help came one after another, it turned out that a girl in the 09-12 class of the Academy of Arts fell into the lake, because it had just entered spring, and it was cool on this side of Nanshan, so the lake had not thawed at all, and the girl fell into it only to break the ice, and there was almost no figure in just five seconds.

Although there are many voices shouting for help, no one dares to go down to the lake to save people, after all, the lake is too cold now, braving the cold, and the cracked ice on the lake surface is always reminding the danger of going to the lake to save people.

The lake water is too cold, even people who often swim in winter have to consider hesitation at the moment, not to mention this group of students who come to the spring outing, maybe they don't save people and bury themselves, who will do such a loss-making business?

Just when everyone was desperate, a boy stepped forward, took off his shirt and pants in only five seconds, jumped into the lake full of broken ice, and rescued people.

That's right, that boy is Zhao Xuan.

Zhao Xuan's performance stunned everyone, and after a short silence, the crowd quickly boiled, and everyone stared at the lake intently, hoping that nothing would happen to the two people in the lake.

Before this, Zhao Xuan had never had the experience of saving people, and after tossing in the lake for a long time, he stopped the girl by the waist and hugged her, and sent her to the shore with difficulty, and when he went ashore, Zhao Xuan almost froze and almost went into shock.

When the teacher who brought the students to the spring outing heard the news, he rushed to the place with a pale face, and quickly built a fire for heating, so that the two of them quickly gained heat and regained consciousness.

Although the two were able to get to know each other in the school infirmary, Xu Danlu was very shy, and Zhao Xuan didn't like to talk, the two didn't communicate much, most of them just glanced at each other, and then smiled slightly.

After returning to the dormitory, Zhao Xuan found that he had already spread throughout the school during his spring outing, and every time he returned to the dormitory, Zhao Xuan had to be ridiculed by the dormitory buddies several times, praising his heroic behavior, because the dormitory buddies saw that Zhao Xuan had always been alone and a little withdrawn, so they encouraged him to strike while the iron was hot and hurry up to pursue the beauty called Xu Danlu. In this regard, Zhao Xuan just laughed it off.

Who likes to be alone? I just don't like to be disappointed......

Zhao Xuan never thought that he could have love in college, and he never thought that he had the capital to have love.