Chapter 330: It's Hard to Leave (continued)

On winter nights, there is silence in the family area. Every family watched TV after dinner, and some people took advantage of the winter night to have nothing to do, call friends, and drink at home. The cold wind blows, and the sound of drinking and guessing fists, singing on the TV, and conversations echo through the windows, reaching people's ears.

Cui Ying leaned against the wall of the doorway of the unit, staring at the Poussin parked on the side of the road with her eyes stupid.

An old couple who went out for a walk at night came back from outside, walked up to Cui Ying, and the old lady asked, "Xiao Cui, what are you doing standing here on a cold day?" ”

Cui Ying finally woke up, smiled, and said, "Auntie, uncle, have you gone for a walk?" ”

The old couple said yes and went upstairs to go home.

After waking up, Cui Ying immediately understood that this was a family area, and she had to pay attention to the impact.

Cui Ying wanted to knock on Chen Guan's car door and let him go home with her, but she didn't dare to knock on the car door at this time, for fear that others would see her go home with Chen Guan. Who made him cry for grief? Deserve!

In this way, Cui Ying, who felt that Chen Guan was safe and had nothing to do, twisted her small waist and went upstairs to go home out of the psychology of punishing Chen Guan!

At 11 o'clock at night, all the families in the family area turned off the lights and went to bed one after another, and Cui Ying, who still didn't see any movement from Chen Guan, couldn't lie down on the bed anymore, got up in her clothes, walked to the balcony in the living room, and looked down through the window to see that Chen Guan's car was still there!

Cui Ying panicked, on a cold day, Chen Guan sat in the car, in case he fell asleep, he had to catch a cold!

Cui Ying took out her mobile phone, gently pressed the button, and dialed Chen Guan's mobile phone!

The mobile phone ringtone that kept ringing finally woke Chen Guan from a nightmarish state of immortality, and when he took out his mobile phone, it turned out to be Cui Ying's number!

As soon as Chen Guan answered the phone, Cui Ying hung up.

Through the window glass, Chen Guan looked towards the window of Cui Ying's house, only to see that the lights in the living room were on, and there was a figure on the balcony, who was Cui Ying?

Chen Guan was completely sober at this time, and his thoughts were also caught in contradictions.

Cui Ying wants a family and wants children, there is nothing wrong with it, any woman will have this idea. Moreover, Cui Ying is not a woman of the right age like Bai Aiyue and Bai Aixiao, she is already thirty-five or sixteen years old, as a leading cadre, it is the time to do a good job, but as a woman, she is still single at this time, and she must be under a lot of pressure in her heart!

Chen Guan was thinking about what he could give Cui Ying and what he couldn't give Cui Ying!

Cui Ying is not only a good leader who is kind to Chen Guan, but also a good woman. Compared with Tian Xiu and Tantai Mingyue, Cui Ying is a little more mature; Compared with Bai Aixiao and Bai Aiyue, Cui Ying has a little more elegant temperament. Except for being too old and divorced, Cui Ying is no worse than anyone else. Moreover, Cui Ying knows that it hurts people, and she is a leader in front of her, and she is unapologetic to Chen Guan, but when there is no one, she is extremely considerate to Chen Guan. Even in bed, Cui Ying was also enthusiastic, which made Chen Guan drunk. No matter how you look at it, Cui Ying is an ideal woman who can go out of the hall and in the kitchen. It's a pity that Cui Ying's age and the fact that she has been divorced have become an insurmountable trench between the two now!

If Cui Ying wasn't so much older than Chen Guan, if Cui Ying wasn't divorced and single, Chen Guan wouldn't have any hesitation and hesitation, and would just fall in love and marry Cui Ying directly.

Chen Guanzhi said that Edward VIII of England fell in love with Mrs. Simpson, and later gave up the throne of the British king, which is a good story. But he is not King Edward VIII, he is just an ordinary young cadre, who is pursuing progress, and he has to consider the consequences if he insists on going his own way regardless of public opinion!

Chen Guan is not an indecisive person, he made a decision in a moment, and made it clear to Cui Ying that he could no longer influence Cui Ying to find a partner and start a family!

Sighing in his heart, Chen Guan pushed open the car door, got out of the car, locked the car door, and went upstairs.

This time, Chen Guan opened the door of Cui Ying's house with the key very smoothly.

Cui Ying had been standing on the balcony, silently watching Chen Guan's movements, until Chen Guan Chen Guan opened the car door and walked upstairs, Cui Ying left the balcony and went to the bathroom to wash up briefly.

After Chen Guan entered the door, the lights in the living room had been turned off, and only the lights in the bedroom and bathroom were still on.

The dim lights, the sound of running water in the bathroom, all of this once made Chen Guan so obsessed and intoxicated! At this moment, Chen Guan was a little sad and almost cried!

Chen Guan did not go to Cui Ying's bedroom, but sat down on the sofa, took out a cigarette and lit it, and thought about his thoughts while smoking.

Cui Ying washed out of the bathroom, and saw Chen Guan sitting on the sofa.

In the dark living room, Chen Guan's cigarette butt exposed his position, and Cui Ying could see her facial expression, the face that was originally angular and radiant, but it was swarthy at the moment, and it seemed that it could wring out water!

Cui Ying opened her mouth and said, "Don't smoke, smoke people to death!" Why don't you learn well at a young age, why do you smoke so much? ”

As soon as Cui Ying spoke, her words were full of concern for Chen Guan. This shows that Cui Ying has eased up!

Chen Guan didn't answer, sat still, and still smoked one sip at a time.

Cui Ying snorted in her nose, dropped the sentence "Neurotic, the more you talk about smoking, the more fierce you are, I'm not afraid of pumping you to death", and turned into the bedroom.

Although Chen Guan was determined to make it clear to Cui Ying, he knew that it was difficult to say this. As soon as she said it, it was likely that Cui Ying would be sad again. What right did he have to grieve such a beautiful woman who had given him her body and had no name or a point in her affection with him?

To say, or not to say, how to say, when it came to the showdown, Chen Guan couldn't figure it out!

Smoked a cigarette, smoked another cigarette, and smoked three cigarettes in a row, Chen Guan hadn't figured out how to talk to Cui Ying.

Originally, it was Cui Ying who had the temper to drive Chen Guan out of the way first, and said that she would never want to see him. At this time, Chen Guan only had to take off the key to Cui Ying's house and put it on the coffee table, and quietly walked away. They are all adults, and they are all smart adults, so the meaning is naturally very clear, and there is no need to say it face-to-face, it is to tear the face in person, and the wise do not do it. The problem is that Cui Ying's actions just now have shown that she regrets saying the wrong thing, and she is waiting for Chen Guan in the bedroom in vain at this time! If Chen Guan takes off the key and puts it on the coffee table and leaves, it will make Cui Ying hate out of love, maybe the two of them will die of old age in this life!

Chen Guan wanted to make it clear to Cui Ying that the breakup of the two would not affect Cui Ying to find a partner and start a family, it was not that Cui Ying had done anything sorry for Chen Guan, nor that Chen Guan hated Cui Ying, on the contrary, Chen Guan was afraid of living up to Cui Ying's affection and hurting Cui Ying, so he had to withdraw, so as not to affect Cui Ying's happiness. There's no way he'll take off the key and walk away!

Chen Guan was smoking, his heart was full of sorrow, and he couldn't help himself for a while!

After Cui Ying returned to the bedroom, she changed into pajamas and got into the bed. After waiting for a while, Chen Guan didn't come in, so he got up and opened the door a small crack, and saw what Chen Guan was doing through the door. Seeing that Chen Guan was still smoking with his head bored and worried, Cui Ying sighed in her heart, feeling that Chen Guan's performance was a bit abnormal, and it was not at all the anxious look that she saw on weekdays. Cui Yingden was suspicious in her heart, thinking that Chen Guan should not have been stimulated by his words to drive him out of the way, and came to break up with himself, right?

Cui Ying's heart was suddenly gray, and tears flowed down uncontrollably, and the person also retreated to the bed, hugged the quilt, slept sideways, and let the tears drip down!

Chen Guan, Chen Guan, ruthless Chen Guan, you want your sister's life!

Cui Ying's heart turned upside down, no matter how long Chen Guan smoked, she cried again!

Chen Guan was still thinking about how to break up with Cui Ying, and there was a low sobbing sound in his ears. Needless to say, it's the beautiful Sister Ying who is sad!

Chen Guan hesitated, but still extinguished the cigarette butt, stood up, and walked to Cui Ying's bedroom.

The door opened, the light on the ceiling in the bedroom had been turned off, only the bedside lamp was on, Cui Ying curled up, lying on her side, the curve of the body covered by the quilt rose and fell with Cui Ying's sobs.

Chen Guan's heart was twitching, and after a slight pause, he walked over, sat down on the edge of the bed, and shouted in a low voice, "Sister Ying!" ”

Cui Ying didn't answer, but the sobs became louder and louder!

Chen Guan was about to say that he was going to break up and choked back into his stomach all of a sudden, feeling pity, his body moved to Cui Ying's side, reached out and touched Cui Ying's face, and said softly: "Sister Ying, don't cry, it's not good for others to hear it!" ”

The grievances in Cui Ying's heart broke out all of a sudden, and she sat up from the bed with a "whew", her apricot eyes widened, and she choked up and said, "What do you care about me?" Who am you? Can you take care of it? I'm just crying to death, shameful to death, what's in your way? ”

Chen Guan saw that Cui Ying was excited again, and became unreasonable again, so he sat stupidly and couldn't say anything.

Cui Ying vented for a while, and when she saw that Chen Guan was stupid and didn't react, she lay down again, gave Chen Guan a back, and ignored him. Fortunately, after venting, Cui Ying's sobbing finally stopped.

Chen Guan sat stupidly for a while, feeling that Cui Ying was too excited to say anything, so he whispered: "Sister Ying, you are in a bad mood, let's not say anything!" You rest first, I'm leaving, I'll call you tomorrow! ”

After speaking, seeing that Cui Ying didn't react, Chen Guan had no choice but to stand up and walk towards the door.

The bedroom door was twisted open, and Chen Guan's feet were about to step out of the road, Cui Ying sat up from the bed again and shouted, "Chen Guan!" ”

Chen Guan turned around and looked at Cui Ying.

Cui Yingxing's eyes widened, the tears on her face were one by one, her chest was also rising and falling because of excitement, she looked at Chen Guan, and said hatefully: "Chen Guan, you are amazing, you are capable!" There you go! There you go! If you go out of this door, don't want to see me again in this life! Wait tomorrow to go to the morgue and wake my spirit! I'll die for you! Let you lose your heart for a lifetime! ”