"What, you're leaving, where are you going?" Wu Xiaojun asked with a surprised glare.

"Yes, it's boring to wander around in the unit all day, and I don't want to waste my good youth here. No, some time ago, my brother-in-law contacted a comrade-in-arms of his in Guangdong and asked me to work as a civilian in his company. I think that now that many people have gone to the south to work, instead of guarding a half-dead iron rice bowl, it is better to go out and break through as soon as possible, this is a good opportunity, so I simply resigned from the public office in the factory and decided to go there to see if there is room for development. Hey, I'm leaving tomorrow, after all, you are someone I can't forget in this life, and I still have to say hello and say goodbye to you after thinking about it. As he spoke, tears flowed uncontrollably.

Wu Xiaojun said with a heavy heart, "That's fine, I've heard that many enterprises are bankrupt and bankrupt, and employees are either job-hopping or laid-off, and even if they are not laid off, they are idle and have no income, and their lives are no longer chic." Maybe you're right, it's better to go out earlier than later. ”

Feng Weiwei wiped a handful of tears, choked up and said, "Xiaojun, I know you are very honest and a good person." Since you can treat me as a friend and tell me honestly, there is a secret that I have not been able to tell you, and I have always felt uneasy in my heart, and I can no longer hide the secret that has been unspeakable for many years. ”

Wu Xiaojun asked in astonishment, "What secrets do you have, don't say it since it's hard to say, maybe it's better to keep it hidden." ”

Feng Weiwei said resolutely, "Xiaojun, I must say it, otherwise I will always feel guilty and uneasy about you." To tell you the truth, the first time I met you, I paid attention to you, secretly observed you, and even followed you quietly, and then I was hell-bent on getting close to you until I possessed you, which is my particularly selfish side. In fact, five years ago, the cruel and ruthless tumor robbed me of the hotbed of life, robbed me of my right to be a wife and a mother, and made me lose the conditions and dignity of being a woman for the rest of my life. When I heard the bad news, I was simply in pain, I didn't have any self-confidence, I was worried that I wouldn't be able to marry in the future, I would lose confidence in life, and I had despair about life. Later, it was my sister who took a lot of trouble to pull me from the clutches of death, give me affection and comfort, give me encouragement and confidence, and give me hope for life. ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a heavy heart, "Your misfortune is really deplorable, but this is a natural disaster, no one can resist it, you don't have any inferiority complex to despise yourself." For a person, the value of saving zài is not only the continuation of life, but also the responsibility to others and society, in addition to family, friendship and parenting, there is also work and life, there are many, many things worth doing for a person, and there are many meaningful things waiting to be solved and completed. It is indeed not easy for you to step out of the shadows, regain hope for life and the future, and face the reality and the future positively and optimistically, and I especially admire your courage and strength. ”

Feng Weiwei looked at him and said, "Thank you!" Seeing the beautiful, gentle and virtuous girl Bai Lingyan, I am happy for you and proud of you from the bottom of my heart. At that time, I was thinking, I am a wasted person, I can't give you what she can give you, I can't give you what she can't give you, I can't transfer my misfortune and pain to you, you will bear it for me, and I can't be a sinner who destroys your future happiness. So I decided to make you a part of the eternal friendship in my life, turn my love for you into a good memory, and give up the relationship with you. ”

"Weiwei, thank you for your sincerity and true love for me, and I hope you can face life positively, be optimistic, and do what you should do. You are a good girl, and your future will definitely be brighter. ”

"Okay, I've finished speaking, and I'm finally relieved, so let's not talk about this. I'm leaving early tomorrow morning, so would you like to have my last dinner here? ”

"Of course I do."

"That's it, I've bought the dishes, let's start preparing now, let's eat hot pot together, I wish you and I the road in the future will be wider and broader, career development is thriving, and the beautiful and happy days are prosperous."

The two quickly washed the dishes, prepared the pot, sat down with each other, chatted while eating the pot, and chatted happily without worry. In such a relaxed and natural world of two, Feng Weiwei appears to be a lot more mature on the surface, as if there is no sorrow, no trouble, and she smiles and talks endlessly. Wu Xiaojun saw her vulnerability, helplessness and uneasiness, which were all forced laughter in front of him. The more she was like this, the more unsteady she became, the more restless she felt, and the more she wanted to get out of here.

Seeing that she had almost eaten, Feng Weiwei suddenly put down the chopsticks in her hand, staring at Wu Xiaojun with tears in her eyes, and was speechless for a long time. Looking at her expression full of melancholy and dull pain, even though she had a thousand words to comfort her, she didn't know where to start, so she had to change the topic casually, "After you get there, you don't have the care of your relatives, and you are very strange, you must pay attention to protect yourself, and if you can't do it, you will come back." ”

"Since I have decided to take this path, if I don't mix up my personal appearance and never look back, who will make me a man."

"Vivi, you must not pay too much attention to this, let alone treat this as a heavy burden that is always carried on your body and weighed on your shoulders. You have a variety of lifestyle options to choose from, and you can live each day happily without having to let go of it. ”

"Xiaojun, from now on, I really can't have the right to be a woman anymore, can you give me a little more warmth, let me taste the taste of love. I know this is a bit too much for you, and it's also unfair to Bai Lingyan, but I'm really scared of the future, please don't refuse me, promise me, okay! ”

Wu Xiaojun looked at her tearful and longing eyes, hesitated for a long time, and said softly, "Weiwei, I understand your feelings very well, but I really can't do it, I'm sorry to disappoint you." Oops, it's half past six, we still have classes in the evening, so I won't accompany you, I wish you a smooth journey, take care. With that, he got up and walked out.

Feng Weiwei was stunned for a long time, looking at his quickly disappearing back, she didn't stop him, but covered her face with her hands and cried.

Wu Xiaojun came out of Feng Weiwei and walked downstairs quickly, his heart was beating like a cat scratching, he couldn't calm down, he suddenly remembered her frightened eyes, hurriedly stopped his steps, and came back. Seeing that the door was locked, there was a whining cry from inside, worried that she would not be able to think of any accident for a while, so she hurriedly knocked on the door and shouted, "Weiwei, open the door, Weiwei, open the door quickly." ”

"No, let's go."

"You open the door and let me in, I have something to say to you."

"I just want to be alone and quiet, if you have anything to say, you can tell others."

"Weiwei, don't be like this, open the door, if you don't open it, I'll kick the door!"

After a long while, Feng Weiwei slowly opened the door, her face full of tears, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and she watched Wu Xiaojun say nothing. Wu Xiaojun walked into the room, closed the door, gently wiped the tears on her face with both hands, and cried and said, "Weiwei, don't be sad, I know you are very bitter in your heart, but you can only face it calmly at this point." It's not good for me, make you sad and angry, don't be sad anymore, okay! ”

"Xiaojun, I know that you dislike me as an incomplete person, I don't have any qualifications to make excessive demands on you, I really hate myself for not being angry, I feel uncomfortable, it's okay to cry for a while. Please don't blame yourself. ”

"Weiwei, don't feel uncomfortable, your request is not too much, I promise to caressed you." As he spoke, he held her tightly in his arms.

After the two of them fell in love with Wushan Yunyu, Feng Weiwei said lazily, "Xiaojun, let you be wronged, don't keep it secret for me, don't let Bai Lingyan know about the two of us, okay." Thank you for doing a bit for me since I met you, and we'll see you later. I'm tired, you go, don't delay your big thing. ”

"Weiwei, you must cherish yourself and don't give up on yourself. If it works for me, I will do my best. ”

Wu Xiaojun saw a smile on Feng Weiwei's face, a hanging heart let go, and reluctantly left her alone. As soon as he arrived downstairs, someone behind him stopped him, "Xiaojun, go slowly, wait for me." ”

Wu Xiaojun was startled, could it be that Feng Weiwei followed, it was not good to be seen by others, he didn't dare to turn back.

"Xiaojun, I'm Bai Lingyan, what are you thinking, didn't you hear me call you, wait for me."

He hurriedly turned around and saw Bai Lingyan walking over with a smile, and said embarrassedly, "I just walked with my head down, I didn't hear it, I'm sorry!" ”

"It's okay, are you here for something?"

Wu Xiaojun didn't know how to answer for a while, and his brother said, "I, I, hey, how can I say it, there is a classmate who has something at home for me to do me a favor, and I just finished eating after work." In the evening, I had to attend the training class, so I was in a hurry to rush to school, and I was already more than half an hour late. ”

Bai Lingyan said, "Oh, that's the case, then let's go quickly." By the way, are you still tutoring? Have you met that Feng again? ”

Wu Xiaojun had something in his heart, and pretended to be casual and said, "I haven't done it for a long time, since you and Feng Weiwei met, we haven't met again, and we have long forgotten about it." ”

Bai Lingyan covered her smile and asked deliberately, "Yes, being dishonest and dishonest is not your style." If I'm not mistaken, you're together tonight, right? ”

Wu Xiaojun blushed and said nervously, "You, you, what are you kidding, there's nothing to do." ”

Bai Lingyan saw that he was really in a hurry, and hurriedly changed her words and said, "Okay, looking at your anxious speech, it has already been explained." I was just a little curious about whether you two had anything to do with me, so I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything. ”

When the two returned to school, Wu Xiaojun came directly to the conference room on the fourth floor of the student office, pushed the door and quietly slipped in, and sat next to Liu Haiyan in the back row. The teacher who gave the lecture was none other than Zhu Zonghui, the director of the student department, and this class mainly focused on party discipline. When Director Zhu saw Wu Xiaojun coming in, he gave him a fierce look, which frightened him all over his body, and hurriedly lowered his head.

Director Zhu continued with a little excitement, "Party discipline is the life of the Party. Our party has always been a party with strong organizational and discipline. It is the duty of every party member to abide by party discipline. Think about it, what kind of party would an unorganized and undisciplined party be? If every party member is free and loose and ignores discipline, the party is not a strong and powerful organization, but only a loose group. Then again, the first task of our training class is to learn the discipline of participating in the training, and from the situation in the past few days, everyone has complied very well, and they can participate in the study on time, listen carefully to the lectures, take notes and write down their experiences. However, there are still a few students who ignore discipline and go their own way, especially Wu Xiaojun, who was nearly an hour late today, and students like this do not have the conditions to join the party at all, so they must make severe criticisms, write a profound written examination, and read the ...... to all the students before the next class."

When Wu Xiaojun heard this, he immediately panicked, and secretly complained to himself, in this special study period, he was caught by the school, this is the end, it seems that there is no hope of joining the party to be completely ruined. He sat there expressionless, his heart was anxious, and as for what Director Zhu said next, he didn't listen to a word.

Liu Haiyan looked at him sitting uneasy, and whispered, "Before class, Director Zhu had already made a big fire. You too, such an important training class, even if there is a big thing to put a little bit, even if it is not too late to ask the teacher for a leave of absence after arriving, why do you have to hit the muzzle of the gun, isn't it waiting to be criticized. It's like this, no matter how uncomfortable you are, it's useless to ask you to write an inspection, it is to give you a chance, but you have to have a good attitude, work overtime and stay up late to prepare seriously! ”

"I hit the muzzle of the gun, it's the object that was brushed off, it seems that there is really no hope, what's the use of writing or not, I'd better go back to sleep!" Wu Xiaojun said with a depressed face.

"You must not be emotional, making trouble, it is your problem in itself, as long as you face it honestly and explain the problem clearly, maybe there is nothing to do. What's more, whether or not you can join the party depends on how you usually behave, and the school will not categorically veto a person's political life because of a little accident or trivial matter. You better think about it! Liu Haiyan comforted with kind words.

People are confused in things, Wu Xiaojun was upset and didn't know what to do for a while, and said a grumbling word casually, after Liu Haiyan's explanation and analysis, calm down and think about it carefully, it's really like this. He secretly complained to himself, serve the army, serve the army, you are too careless, Feng Weiwei shed tears in front of you, your heart softened, and you left everything behind, and you made a mistake in the limelight. How can you blame her, it's not that you have a soft body and a cheap hair and fell under her pomegranate skirt, hiding in the gentle land for a moment of pleasure, a moment of pleasure and deserved retribution, it depends on how your kid ends next.