The quiet night, the amber moon, and the sandy moonlight shrouded people's hearts with a sense of sadness, just like his heart, and like her love.

Coming to this place always makes people feel heavy, and this kind of night makes people feel more and more sad, and it really responds to the ancient poem, thousands of miles of lonely graves have nowhere to talk about desolation.

Different from the scene in the poem, this is not a lonely grave, and the tombstones stand in peace with hundreds of them, and the moonlight is sprinkled on these tombstones, the sadness, the feeling of life and death, and the distance between life and death are more and more vividly vented.

This cemetery is not an ordinary cemetery, in which the people who are buried are some who have made outstanding contributions to the country and the people, and even sacrificed their lives, just like his father Xiang Yuanxun, the mood is often not good when he comes to this kind of place, and some are just heavy and sad, and Tong Mo's feelings about this are a lot, her parents have long been asleep, and she understands the pain of separation between life and death, but, like Xiang Nan, he can't recognize his father for so many years, and he can't come to sweep the tomb of his parents on the Qingming Festival or his death day. That mood was beyond her reach.

As soon as she got out of the car, Tong Mo felt that her whole body was already cold, the wind on the mountain seemed to be extraordinarily cold, with a piercing force, making her feel cold from the inside out, and suddenly her cold little hand was tightly held in his palm, suddenly a warmth, he didn't say anything, just led her forward, and Tong Mo didn't say anything, for fear that making a little noise would disturb the dreams of these heroes.

Xiang Nan kept taking her forward, until she stood still in front of a tombstone, and under the illumination of the moonlight and starlight, she saw a few simple characters engraved on the tombstone like flowing water, Xiang Yuan's tomb.

It's very simple, it's really simple, it's just that these few big words, without any signing, and without any embellishment.

The deceased is respected, this is Xiang Nan's father again, Tong Mo naturally knows what to do, first kneel down and kowtow to Xiang Yuanxun, after both of them have worshipped, Xiang Nan was stunned before turning his eyes to Tong Mo and asked, "Xinxin, do you know what day it is?" ”

Tong Mo hadn't thought of this special day before she came here, but she thought of it when she came here, but she couldn't say it, and she was just silent when she was asked about it.

Xiang Nan let out a long sigh, and said slowly as if his mind was recalling something: "Today is my father's death day, and it is also the day I went to Tong's house to meet you on the first day......"

Xiang Nan said seriously, when she heard this sentence, Tong Mo inexplicably had a sour nose, she was only five years old at the time, but she remembered that day too clearly, just like yesterday, the rain that day also seemed to be poured on her heart at the moment, touching, it was cold......

"It was that day that changed my life for the rest of my life." Xiang Nan said this sentence with emotion again, and after saying that, he sat on the ground not far from the tombstone, and Tong Mo also sat down with him, but his thoughts seemed to have returned to that day, to twenty-one years ago, to the scene when they first met.

Tong Mo's mood has been very heavy since she came here, and a bottle of beer packaged in cans was handed to her in a flash, and Xiang Nan said to her: "Xinxin, have a drink with me." ”

Faced with this bottle of beer Tong Mo was stunned, greatly taken aback, just now it was too dark she didn't have much thought, when she came up, she only knew that he led her up, and didn't even find that he came up with wine, to be honest, now Tong Mo really wants to drink some wine, although the feeling of hangover last night has completely disappeared.

Saying that, Xiang Nan had already picked up a can and opened a big mouthful, his slender legs were slightly bent, one was flat, leaning against a pine tree next to the tombstone, the hand holding the can was naturally on his knees, he raised his head slightly, looking at the dark sky in the distance, as if he saw the past, as if telling a story to himself:

"At that time, I still remember very clearly, on the day of my father's accident, my stomach hurt inexplicably, and I was very flustered, in short, I felt very bad, I insisted on attending classes all morning, but I couldn't hold it in the afternoon, so I was sent to the hospital by the teacher, but as soon as I arrived at the hospital, I received a phone call, showing that my father called, it was half past one in the afternoon in the United States, and it was just after the early morning in China.

At this time, my heart became more and more panicked when I saw this call, I felt that my father had an accident, and sure enough, the call was from his colleague, he said that my father was seriously injured in the line of duty, and now he is rescuing the situation is very bad and wants me to return to China immediately, I had a strong premonition that I am going to have no father, sure enough...... When I rushed back, I didn't even see my father for the last time......"

Speaking of this, a crystal appeared in his inky eyes, and he drank again, this time he drank it all in one gulp, and the can in his palm was ravaged by him in the palm of his hand, he locked his eyebrows and sighed long, and then said:

"As soon as I returned to China, I saw my godfather, and my godfather explained my father's last words to me, saying that in order to ensure my safety, I must first hide my identity, and don't tell anyone that I am the son of Xiang Yuanxun, my father was mourned on the same day, so I hid in the mourning hall, as a stranger, as a bystander, secretly watched my father's funeral, and after the funeral, I was taken to Tong's house by my godfather as an orphan."

Speaking of this, Xiang Nan raised his head and looked at Tong Mo, his eyes scattered with a kind of heaviness, and then said: "Then I met you......"

When he said this, a bright light flashed in Xiang Nan's inky and sad eyes, as if he saw life in a pool of stagnant water, Tong Mo's heart was shocked, that was his truest reaction, people say that human eyes don't lie, and at this moment Xiang Nan's eyes seemed to tell her that she was his courage and hope to live.

"Do you remember that day?" Xiang Nan looked at Tong Mo stupidly, looked at him and pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, with that kind of happiness in his smile, "You are wearing a ponytail on the left and right, wearing a pink princess dress, a pair of pink cloth shoes with bows, shouting Daddy and running out of the room excitedly, it's really like a little angel, so beautiful and cute......"

Saying that, the smile on his face became stronger, that kind of happiness and that kind of like was unpretentious, and the light in his eyes became brighter and brighter, and those eyes became more and more clean, clear, and transparent, and there was only her who was transparent, and there was only her in his eyes.

How could she have forgotten jì that day? However, Xu was too young at the time, what clothes she was wearing at that time, whether she had a ponytail or not, she really didn't remember, but she didn't think he would remember it so clearly.

Saying that, Xiangnan opened another bottle of beer, and after taking a sip, his gaze slowly moved away from Tong Mo's face, and then to the darkness, and the smile on his face slowly decreased, and said slowly: "At that time, my godfather told me that no one could say my identity, so I didn't mention anything to my godmother, I still remember the first day I went, my godmother had a big fight with my godfather, and you also cried and said that there was no brother, at that time I was like an intruder who broke into your happy family, I want to leave, but I can't bear to live up to my godfather's good intentions.

You said that the burden that the Tong family gave me was too heavy, yes, it was too heavy, that was because you couldn't understand the mood of an 'orphan', that kind of longing for love, the mood of longing for family, it was my godfather who gave me a second home, it was you who made me really feel the warmth of having my family company, you always said that I don't owe anything to the Tong family, and my every qiē has nothing to do with the Tong family, do you know how uncomfortable I feel when you say this? In my memory, my mother died early, and my father and I didn't see each other a few times a year, and the Tong family was really important to me, really ......"

Speaking of this, he was in pain again, and Tong Mo also felt pain, even more painful than him, and her tears fell like this in a piece of ink, and those past were constantly drilling into her mind.

She still clearly remembers that at that time, an intruder came to her house, shared her father with her, and snatched away all the father's love that belonged to her, at that time she was willful, always clamoring not to let him live in her house, always hated to scold him for being a big villain, and even once she went to pick her up after kindergarten, and she wanted to follow Luo Shaocheng to his house to play, Xiang Nan didn't let her, saying that her godfather and godmother didn't know that she would be worried, so she scolded him for the villain and bit him hard, and he?

She only now understands why she loves him so madly? Because his pet is a kind of poison, a kind of poison that no one can solve, from the time she was five years old to spoil her until that incident happened, her impression was almost full of the pampering and care given by this man, so that she could no longer tolerate other men, and could no longer move for other men, only him, and he was all in her dream life.

Tong Mo's tears flowed even more, and his heart hurt even more, all he could think of now were those clips, all the clips he spoiled her, too many, really too much......

"After getting to know Nangong, Uncle Nangong and Old Man Nangong always invite me to their house to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival together, but I always find all kinds of reasons not to go, or postpone the day a day in advance, because I can't stand that atmosphere, that kind of home atmosphere, do you know how much I envy Nangong? has a grandfather who loves him so much, such good parents, and a younger brother and sister who worship him as a god, and now there are Qingqing and Xiaochen, no matter where he goes, there will always be so many people who care about him and care about him, and there will be people who are willing to tolerate him when he does something wrong, and I don't ...... anything"

Speaking of this, the transparent eyes were covered with a thick layer of sentimentality, watching her eyes become affectionate, unusually affectionate, and said slowly: "Xinxin, I only have you now...... It's true...... It's really just you......"

Xinxin, I only have you......

When this sentence penetrated Tong Mo's ears, her heart suddenly ached, and he said that he only had her, what did it mean? What does that mean?

The tears in Tong Mo's eyes, who were very disobedient, also became more and more, blurring her vision and making the person in front of her more and more blurred, but his appearance became clearer and more real in her mind.

He had said so much that night, he had never been a talkative man, and he had said more tonight than they had said in the two years of their marriage combined, and she had listened quietly, silently, responding to him with only tears, and only resonating with him with the same heartache as his.

"Xinxin, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you are so important to me, it is because of this importance that I can't tolerate a little flaw, my hatred was the same as you are now, you should understand what these hatreds prove?" Speaking of this, he was excited, and he knelt on the ground and squeezed her shoulders tightly with both hands, which made her feel a little painful.

"Xinxin, everyone is responsible for their own mistakes, if you are wrong, I will torture you, if I am wrong, you will come back and torture me, is this the only thing left between the two of us? We've tortured each other enough, do we really have to wait until all that love is tortured and then look like a stranger?

How many years will this take? How many years does it take? Do we really have to spend the rest of our lives in pain? Xinxin, I understand your thoughts now, understand the fear in your heart, but no, this time it really won't, give me a chance, and give myself a chance, those hatreds are now tightly held in the palm of your hand, let go, let those hatreds flow away, so that I can hold your hand, let me lead you through this life, okay? ”

I don't know when Tong Mo was already in tears, looking up, tears completely blurred her vision, the only thing she saw was only that piece of tears, her heart was so chaotic, really messy, she seemed to hear that the thick armor that wrapped her was pierced by him little by little, and she had no defense at all, and after all, she didn't have the ability to regenerate when the gecko's tail was broken, so that the layer of armor slowly collapsed and could never be repaired.

"Xinxin, I love you, don't leave me, please don't leave me, I can't live without you, it's really ......"

Xiang Nan hugged Tong Mo tightly in his arms, he hugged the hatred very tightly, so tight that she couldn't breathe, then spasms and weakness, and then suffocated, just listen to him say these words, stick to his heart and listen to the beating of his heart, all at once, from steady to violent, but also drive her heartbeat from flat to violent, just mixed together, chaotic.

The night is thicker, the love is deep, such a moonlight, such a night, whose deep affection touched whose wound? And whose tears haggard those hatreds?

It's too messy, it's really messy, Tong Mo completely emptied himself, lazily being held by him like this, as if he had died in his arms......