Chapter XXXVII
When Min Shiyan reacted and went to chase Gu Yixuan, she had already gone downstairs.
However, this is okay, he can use the time of these few days to think about whether he wants his previous memories to accompany him for the rest of his life, or Gu Yixuan, a living person.
If time tells him that he should choose the former, then he will not contact Gu Yixuan again and let her meet better people and have a better future.
If he finds out during this time that he can't do without Gu Yixuan, then ...... He will forget about Wei'an and a qiΔ related to Wei'an, and give Gu Yixuan a better future with his own hands.
He waited for time to give him an answer.
At this time, Gu Yixuan had already left the building of Min Shiyan's house and found the car she parked downstairs yesterday.
Before getting in the car and leaving, she still looked back without giving up, the lobby was empty, and Min Shiyan didn't chase after her......
Gu Yixuan couldn't help but laugh at himself for being too naΓ―ve, "How could he chase down?"
His kiss last night, his call, was all because her proximity had awakened the thirst/desire in his body, and it had nothing to do with feelings. And she stupidly thought that Min Shiyan also had feelings for her.
Thankfully, in the end, she pushed him away.
Today, she gives him time to make a choice, either the two of them will be together or they will no longer be in touch, which sounds extreme, but she really isn't just talking.
If what happened last night hadn't happened, she might have been able to continue to be friends with Min Shiyan, and they were very good friends.
But what happened last night made her realize that this time she could push Min Shiyan away, but not necessarily next time, last night, she almost didn't push him away.
She was afraid that she would not be able to bear to push him away next time, and everything would happen naturally.
Min Shiyan has no feelings for her, but she is willing to give herself to him, "This is too stupid."
She was afraid that she would be stupid, so she left him with two extreme choices. It's good for her, and it's good for Min Shiyan.
But now, she seems to know almost Min Shiyan's answer, and the expectations in her heart have dimmed a lot.
The corners of Gu Yixuan's lips hooked up a wry smile, and in the next second, she got into the car and left......
At the moment when Gu Yixuan's car drove away, a woman got out of another car.
The woman was slender and very beautiful, and after watching her car disappear from sight, she turned her head and looked at Min Shiyan's apartment, with a deep sadness in her eyes......
"Shiyan ......" she unconsciously called out the name of the person she loved most in the past, and her vision was gradually blurred by tears.
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In summer, City A is always hot, and the morning sun is already extremely hot.
After Gu Yixuan's car left Min Shiyan's apartment, it shuttled in the scorching sunlight, and the speed of the car gradually increased, and at the same time, she lowered the window of the car to let the sunlight pour in.
She tried to shake off the uncomfortable feeling in her heart in this way, otherwise...... It was as if her heart was blocked, and it became difficult for her to breathe.
When she got home, she did feel a little better, took a deep breath, and got out of the car.
At this time, her mobile phone rang, and at first glance, she thought it was Min Shiyan's call, so she happily picked up her phone and looked at it, but it was an unfamiliar number.
Disappointed, she answered the phone: "Hey. β
The person on the other end of the ...... phone did not speak.
Gu Yixuan frowned: "Hello?" Who is it? β
There was still no sound coming from the "......" earpiece.
Gu Yixuan had lost her patience, and she was just about to hang up the phone when a familiar voice suddenly crashed into her eardrums, "Yixuan, it's me." β
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Gu Yixuan was stunned for a moment, feeling like a world away.
This voice is the voice of her ex-boyfriend Zhou Yangguang.
When they were freshmen, they knew each other and had feelings for each other. In his sophomore year, Zhou Yangon officially confessed to her. After they dated for a year and a half, Zhou Yangguang had a relationship with a freshman junior sister, and Gu Yi left him without looking back, and then went abroad to study in graduate school.
When she was in her second year of study, she heard that Zhou Yangon and that little junior sister got married, and they got married.
After hearing this, she just smiled faintly, and she never contacted Zhou Yangon again after the breakup, although Zhou Yangguang tried to contact her, but she ignored it completely. This is not only her attitude and position to Zhou Yangguang, but also her respect for his wife.
Now, many years have passed, and the man named Zhou Yangon, she will no longer think of it, but he called at this time, "I divorced her." Zhou Yangguang on the phone said, "Yixuan, I know that you are also in City A, can I meet you?" β
"Not necessarily." Gu Yixuan refused without thinking about it, "Zhou Yangguang, I said when I broke up with you, don't contact me again in the future, we have no relationship." Now, I'll repeat this to you again, and don't bother me anymore. β
Zhou Yangguang said urgently: "I know that you haven't had a boyfriend since we broke up, and you are still alone." Memories ...... We ......"
Gu Yixuan could almost guess what Zhou Yangguang would say next, and said coldly: "Impossible." Good bye. Then she hung up the phone and dragged Zhou Yangon's number into the blacklist.
Sometimes, she's just so crisp and resolute.
After returning home, Gu Yixuan took a bath, slept for a while, and went to the *coffee hall after waking up.
Even if he is rejected by Min Shiyan, life still has to go on.
Love is only such a small part of life, and she will not waste most of the others because of this small part of failure.
This is how much she cherishes herself.
At this time, it is already noon, and the sun is scorching the whole land, making it easy to feel tired.
This feeling will be even more pronounced in the hospital.
The inpatients seemed to be asleep, the corridor was quiet, but the smell of disinfectant water was getting heavier and heavier, Min Shiyan wore a white coat, walked through the long corridor, and went downstairs to the office.
His fever has subsided, his body has recovered, and he is working as usual, and he doesn't feel anything unusual for the time being, except for the occasional thought of Gu Yixuan.
At five o'clock in the afternoon, he packed his things as usual, and after a few minutes of delay, he subconsciously looked at the door. "It was empty, and no one came in.
If it was a few days ago, Gu Yixuan would come in, with a full body of vitality and a smile on her face, but she said in the morning, before he has an answer, they don't want to contact each other, so ...... There's no way she's coming.
Min Shiyan felt a faint sense of loss in his heart, he got up and left the office, went to the parking lot to pick up the car, and when he arrived, he happened to meet two colleagues, and they jokingly asked: "My girlfriend didn't come today?" β
In the past half a month, Gu Yixuan has been running to the hospital almost every day. Now, the staff of the hospital think that she is Min Shiyan's girlfriend. Min Shiyan explained it to one or two people, but they thought it was a cover-up, and in the end he simply let them go, anyway, it didn't have any effect.
But now he realizes that the impact is very great, "Thinking that Gu Yixuan is not his girlfriend, the loss in his heart is a little heavier."
After getting into the car, Min Shiyan started the car, but he didn't know where to drive.
It seems too early to go home, although he used to go back so early, but in the past half a month, he is used to running around with Gu Yixuan after work, and he doesn't want to go back so early.
Vaguely, Min Shiyan has realized that Gu Yixuan has become an indispensable person in his life. Without her, in his spare time, he would talk to him...... It's torture.
In order to be more sure of the "answer" in his heart, Min Shiyan drove to the place where he had been with Gu Yixuan.
The park, without Gu Yixuan, without her laughter, the scenery seems to have lost its color.
In the restaurant, he entered the grilled fish restaurant alone and sat in the old seat where they had sat a few days ago, and the owner came over and asked, "Huh?" What about the rotors? β
"She's not here today." Min Shiyan said to the boss, "What kind of fish did you bake for us last time, this time it's the same one, is it okay?" β
Of course, the boss didn't shirk the business, answered "yes" and left with a smile.
Min Shiyan sat and waited alone, waited for nearly an hour, and the grilled fish came up, he picked up the chopsticks and tasted it, the same deliciousness, but the feeling was different.
Moreover, if you come with Gu Yixuan, you don't have to wait so long at all.
Min Shiyan put down his chopsticks, thought about it, suddenly smiled, took the mobile phone on the table, and dialed a colleague's phone: "The grilled fish restaurant on XX Road, ask Xiao Chen and a few of them to come over and invite you to dinner." β
As soon as they heard that there was food, a group of people ran faster than anything else, and after a while, three big men rushed to the grilled fish restaurant, all of whom were colleagues of Min Shiyan, excellent surgeons in China.
"Shiyan," a colleague looked at Min Shiyan curiously, "Why did you think of inviting us to dinner?" β
Everyone knows that Min Shiyan doesn't like activities such as dinners, and he never goes to places like bars and KTVs, and usually leaves after work. He can only be seen at dinner parties that must be attended. Inviting them to dinner alone like today is not his style. So, everyone is curious.
Min Shiyan also felt that he was a little abnormal, and smiled: "It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly figured out something." β
"Have you finally figured it out?" A colleague quipped, "After that, will you go to KTV or something with us?" You're singing and you're sure to captivate a bunch of female colleagues. β
"Not this." Forget it, I'll tell you later. Min Shiyan quickly diverted the topic: "Do you want to call one more grilled fish?" β
Of course, it was not enough for four big men to eat one grilled fish, everyone nodded one after another, and Min Shiyan called the boss and added a grilled fish.
When they finished eating, it was almost ten o'clock, two colleagues drank too much, Min Shiyan and another colleague put them in a taxi before going back to check out, but in the end, they didn't go home, but went to Gu Yixuan's * coffee hall.
* The coffee hall was not closed, the lights at the door were still bright, Min Shiyan parked the car at the corner of the street and watched from a distance.
At ten o'clock, he saw Gu Yixuan and two waitresses coming out of the *coffee hall, the three of them moved the things at the door back together, and then closed the door, Gu Yixuan waved goodbye to the two girls, and then got in the car and went home.
Min Shiyan didn't follow Gu Yixuan, he also started the car and went home, anyway, the feeling he was looking for had already been found.
And that feeling is called "steadfastness."
Seeing Gu Yixuan, he will be very down-to-earth.
He was sure that this was what he wanted more than his past memories.